MIRABELLA
I stopped believing in happy endings a long time ago. First, it was my dad, that’s if you could even call him that. He left before I was even born, disappeared without so much as a name on a birth certificate. Then my mom died on my thirteenth birthday, cancer taking her so fast I barely had time to say goodbye. Since then, it’s just been me. Me and whatever version of survival I could claw out of this world. Tonight’s no different. I check my watch. It’s silver, worn, the only thing my father ever left behind. I hate that I wear it, but it’s the nicest thing I own. The time glares back at me: 9:04 p.m. I was supposed to be here an hour ago. Although Midnight Muse is a shithole, it’s still nicer than the other clubs I’ve worked in, and tonight’s my debut here. When I got the offer a week ago, I’d hesitated. That’s before the eviction notice came. I needed money, and fast. Stripping may not be glamorous, but it pays. And right now, survival beats pride. The place is already packed when I arrive. Music blares, lights flicker, and the air reeks of cologne, alcohol, and desperation. Just another Friday night. I shoulder past drunk men in suits and button-downs, ignoring their wandering eyes and slurred invitations. The dressing room’s chaos is familiar, girls half-dressed, chattering, doing their makeup, adjusting their wigs, checking tips in their bras. One woman makes her way toward me. Curvy, confident, and clearly in charge. Every club has one of her kind. A mother hen. At my last club, it was Rose, a fading blonde who looked out for newbies. Here, it appears to be this redhead who seems to have made peace with gravity’s betrayal. She clucks over me like a hen with a chick, guiding me to the rack of costumes. “You Bella?” she asks. I nod. That’s the stage name I use, short for my name Mirabella. It’s the only part of me I’ve ever chosen. She smiles. “I’m Candy. Eddy said to show you the ropes. You’re late, but lucky. Got yourself a private already.” I blink. “What?” Candy hands me a black corset and matching thong. “Skip the stage for now. VIP lounge. Big spender asked for you by name.” “That’s not—new girls don’t get privates on their first night.” Candy shrugs. “You sure he’s not a regular from another club? Said he’s been looking for you. Paid up front. Real classy type. Rich. Tall. Intense.” I don’t know anyone like that. I don’t know anyone, period. But I nod and take the outfit. Candy gives me a wink and walks off. Great. Ten minutes later, I’m in the hallway with Eddy, the club manager. He smells like cologne and cheap cigars. “You good?” he asks, glancing over my outfit. “I guess,” I mutter, tugging the corset into place. “Cassian Windsor,” he says. “That’s your client. Important guy. You treat him right, and you won’t need to dance here long.” Cassian Windsor. Never heard of him. But the way Eddy says his name, like it’s heavy, powerful, it makes my skin crawl. “You’re twenty-four tonight,” Eddy reminds me with a wink. “And remember, Max is watching. No touching.” Max, the bouncer, leans against the wall, arms crossed. He’s quiet, but seems reliable. I nod and step into the lounge. It’s quieter here, more private. Dim lighting, leather seating, and a man in a perfectly tailored suit waiting for me. He stands as I walk in. “Bella?” “Yes,” I say, my voice soft, rehearsed. I move closer. “May I begin, sir?” His eyes lock onto mine, and everything shifts. “Goddess,” he whispers. “You look just like him.” I freeze. “What?” He blinks, like he forgot where he is. “Sorry. I’m Cassian. Please, sit. I didn’t mean to upset you.” I hesitate, but lower myself into the chair across from him. There’s something about him—he’s not leering. Not drinking. Just…watching. “I’m not here for the dance,” he says. I narrow my eyes. “Then what are you doing here?” “I was a friend of your father,” he says, slowly. “His name was Adrian, and before he died, he told me he left something behind. You.” I scoff. “Nice story. But I don’t have a dad.” “I know that’s what you were told,” he says. “But it’s not true. Your father only passed away recently. And before he did, he made me your legal guardian.” I stare at him. He slides a file from his coat and places it in front of me. Legal papers. Signatures. My name. “This has to be a mistake,” I whisper. “I don’t know you. I don’t know him.” “I didn’t expect you to believe me right away,” he says gently. “But it’s all real.” I pick up the papers, fingers trembling. I want to laugh, scream, run. Is this some kind of setup? Some rich guy playing games? “My mom raised me. Alone. And she told me nothing about him, expect for how he bolted when he learnt of her pregnancy. And she’s gone now, so there’s no way I can’t ask.” I can’t hide the bitterness in my voice. Cassian’s expression softens. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know she passed.” I try to shake it off. “It doesn’t matter. This—” I gesture at the room, the outfit, the whole goddamn night, “—is my life now.” His face twists, and not in desire. In disgust. Like he’s seeing a horror show. “No,” he mutters. “Adrian would never forgive me if I let you stay here.” Then he does something insane. He grabs me. Lifts me off the couch like I weigh nothing and throws me over his shoulder. “What the hell?!” I shriek, pounding his back. “Put me down!” Cassian storms through the hallway. I’m kicking, screaming, flailing. No one stops him. “Let her go!” Max steps in front of the door, eyes sharp. “She’s seventeen,” Cassian snaps. “I’m her guardian. Move, or I’ll have this place shut down by morning.” Max’s eyes flick to me. I’m crying now, mascara running, hair in my face. He hesitates. Then, slowly, he steps aside. And just like that, I’m carried out of the only place I’ve ever felt like I had any power. The night air hits like a slap. Cassian unlocks a sleek black car and throws open the door. He drops me in like luggage and slams it shut. I bang on the window, but it’s too late. He goes over to the other side of the car, and slides into the passenger seat beside me, breathing hard. I stare at him, chest heaving, heart pounding in my throat. Oh goddess. This man just kidnapped me.MIRABELLAThe moment I step into the café, I’m greeted by the most heavenly smell. Warm bread, cinnamon, roasted coffee beans—it all wraps around me like a blanket I didn’t know I needed. My shoulders relax without my permission, and for the first time all day, I almost feel safe. Behind the counter stands a woman with straw-colored hair swept into a neat bun. Her apron is spotless, though flour dusts the tips of her fingers. Her eyes, a clear blue, find me immediately. “Hi, sweetie,” she says with a kind of brisk warmth. “What can I get for you?” Her hands hover over the register, ready for my order. I swallow, nerves bunching in my throat. “Actually, I’m not here for coffee. I’m Mirabella Taylor, and I’d like to apply for the assistant job. The ad outside said there were school-friendly hours? I go to Silvercrest Hall.” Her eyebrows lift. “Hmm. A scholarship student?” I don’t correct her, even though the truth is more complicated. Technically, she isn’t wrong—I’m only here
MIRABELLA I’m so startled I let out a tiny squeak, and immediately the sound leaves my lips, I curse myself for it, because the sound sets off another round of laughter behind me. I squeeze my eyes shut, blinking hard against the tears that burn at the back of them, desperate not to let them spill. I don’t want them to see me crying. I don’t want them to know just how much this has gotten to me. My shoes squelch as I shift on the wet tile. Something slimy slides off my sleeve and lands with a sickening slap against the floor. A banana peel lies at my feet, yellow gone brown, edges curling in on themselves. I nudge it away with the tip of my shoe, breathing through my mouth instead of my nose so the smell doesn’t send me over the edge. The stench is rancid—rotting food, sour milk, something metallic. My stomach heaves when my gaze snags on a bloodstained tampon stuck to the corner of my locker door, dangling like some cruel punchline. I roll my tongue against the roof of my m
MIRABELLAThe rest of the weekend passes in a blur. I spend most of it holed up in my room, headphones in, trying to drown out the sounds of laughter and footsteps echoing down the Windsor halls. I keep out of the twins’ way as much as possible. It feels safer that way, though “safe” in this house doesn’t really exist.By Monday morning, I’m exhausted even though I’ve barely moved. Cassian drops me off at school in his sleek black car, the leather still carrying that expensive smell that reminds me this isn’t my world. Before I step out, he tells me my car will arrive before the end of the week. His tone is calm, businesslike, but the words stick in my chest. A car. My own. It feels like surreal. One day, I’m barely able to scrape up enough to afford a meal, and now, I’m getting my own car.But at the same time, it feels like chains the chains around me are getting pulled tighter. Because the only reason it’s happening is that I agreed to stay. The school building looms ahead of me,
MIRABELLAThe night air still clings to me long after I collapse into bed, my legs aching, my new shoes rubbed raw against my feet. I lie awake for hours, staring at the ceiling, trying to shake the image of taillights vanishing into the trees. Kaius left me there like I was disposable, like I was nothing. When I finally drift into a restless sleep, it doesn’t last. My dreams are jagged, broken, stitched together with laughter that isn’t kind and faces that blur into shadows. By morning, I’m sore, hollowed out, and every part of me wants to disappear. I drag myself to the kitchen anyway, because hiding in my room will only make me look weaker. A bowl of cereal sits in front of me, rainbow loops floating soggy in milk, but I can barely force myself to eat. My legs ache under the table, my feet swollen from walking so far in shoes that weren’t meant for it. I’ve barely been here a week, and I already feel like I won’t survive two years. The school. The Windsor brothers. This house.
MIRABELLA Later in the afternoon, I come downstairs to find the guys huddled in a large room at the end of the right wing. The ceilings are so high it feels like standing at the bottom of a canyon. Warm afternoon light spills through floor-to-ceiling windows, pooling over glossy wood floors and expensive rugs. But the air is tense, brittle enough that I almost hesitate to step inside. The Windsor brothers look up when I enter, and silence greets me—flat, heavy, not even the courtesy of a hello. It’s clear they’re not warming up to me anytime soon. Their eyes are wary, like I’m a grenade Cassian’s lobbed into the middle of their lives. Cassian, ever oblivious or just stubbornly determined to play patriarch, tries to slice through the awkwardness. “Where are you guys going tonight?” he asks in a conversational tone, as if he’s only mildly curious. For a moment, nobody answers. Kaden flicks a look to Kaius, who’s perched on a bar stool with one foot hooked around the lower rung, t
MIRABELLA My body’s still shaking long after Kaius leaves, my skin buzzing like there’s a live wire running under it. I blow out a slow breath, forcing myself to move. I finish tugging on clean clothes, black jeans and a faded tank, then cram everything I own into my backpack. That bag is staying glued to me until I find a decent hiding spot. No way I’m letting fifteen grand out of my sight. It’s my lifeline. My ticket out. I slip into the hallway and almost laugh. It’s so wide I swear I could drive Cassian’s entire fleet of luxury cars down it. What kind of family needs a house this size? Maybe it used to be a hotel, because it sure feels like it. I pass four doors before I spot a narrow staircase tucked behind a half-open door. Jackpot. I take it two steps at a time, grateful for the silence. At the bottom, the house opens into a kitchen so big my jaw drops. Two massive stoves, an island with marble that probably costs more than my entire old apartment, rows of spo