LOGINBarbara’s POV
By the time I finished the last question, my fingers ached. It was not just from writing, it was from everything. From sitting too still for too long, from thinking too hard, from pretending I wasn’t aware of him moving around the room like I wasn’t there and yet somehow always there. I set the pen down slowly, staring at the final line of his assignment. I was finally done. A quiet breath slipped out of me, heavier than I expected and for a second, I just sat there, shoulders slightly slumped, eyes unfocused. I didn’t realize how tense I had been until that moment until it was over. “Well? Are you going to sleep all day or leave?” His voice cut through the silence. I stiffened instantly. Of course he was watching, even though he acted like he wasn’t but I knew he was. I turned my head slightly, meeting his gaze. Tristan was leaning against the wall, arms crossed, his expression unreadable. “I am done with it.” I said softly. He pushed himself off the wall and walked toward me, flipping through the pages quickly. “Not bad. You sure seem like a smart kid.” I blinked. That almost sounded like a compliment. “Good,” I muttered, standing up. “Then I’m leaving.” I didn’t wait for permission. My hand reached the door. “I didn’t ask you to leave Barbara.” I froze. “What? I’m done with what you asked me to do. You didn’t even ask me, you forced me to.” “Be ready tomorrow. No questions asked.” A frown creased my face. “For what?” A pause. Then, a subtle response followed. “I thought I said no questions asked. You’ll find out tomorrow.” I hated that. I stepped out before he could say anything else. The air outside felt lighter and free unlike the tensed air in his room. I didn’t stop walking until his presence faded from my skin. “Tomorrow.” That word sat heavy in my chest. Something was coming and I am not ready to face what is yet to come. By the time I got back to my dorm, night had already fallen. That’s when I saw her. My friend, Lily. She was pacing outside, hands clasped tightly, eyes scanning the area like she was waiting for something or someone. “Barbara!” She yelled the moment she saw me. Relief flooded her face as she rushed toward me. “Where have you been? I’ve been waiting forever! I thought….” She stopped, scanning me. “You’re not hurt, right?” she whispered. I forced a smile. “I told you I’d be fine, Lily.” That was a lie. Even though I wasn’t hurt physically, my heart still broke whenever I think about how more tortures are yet to come for me. “You were gone for hours,” she pressed. “What were you doing in his room for that long?” “I just… talked to him.” That was another lie, I can’t afford to make her worry. “You talked?” she frowned. “Barbara, that’s Tristan.” I shrugged. “Well, he did.” She wasn’t convinced. “Did he threaten you?” “No.” “Did he hurt you?” She demanded. “Tell me, did he try to touch you inappropriately?” “No, no, he didn’t. None of that happened, okay?” I was swift in defending Tristian even though part of her questions were true. “I almost went to confront him,” she admitted. My stomach dropped. “You what?” “I was going to find him, Barbara. I couldn’t find you, and I searched everywhere too. I was worried sick about you.” “Lily, no. Please don’t..don’t…don’t get involved in this.” I grabbed her arm quickly. “You can’t do that.” “Then tell me what happened. Tell me, why are you hiding things from me?” I hesitated. I couldn’t. So I smiled instead. “It’s not that serious. He just needed help with something. That was all. Nothing happened between us, I promise.” She stared at me. “You’re lying, I can see it right in your face.” “I’m not. I’m telling you the truth, Lily.” That was another lie, I couldn’t help but lie to her. That’s what’s best for us. For now. A long silence followed before she sighed. “Fine. But if he ever does anything to you, you tell me. Okay?” I nodded. “I will, Lily. Trust me!” That night, sleep refused to come. The room was too quiet. Lily slept peacefully, but my mind wouldn’t rest. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him. I saw Tristian. His gaze, his voice and his control over me like I was a pawn. A pawn in his game. I wasn’t just a student anymore, I’ve become a pawn in his little crazy game of his. His brothers aren’t excluded, they are just as crazy as he is. I guess it runs in the blood and the genes. A sharp, sudden pain exploded in my chest. My eyes snapped open as a tore from my throat as I shot upright in bed. “What…” My heart pounded violently, too fast, too hard. Heat spread through me and it felt like I was burning. It just felt wrong. “Barbara, Barbara, are you okay? Lily screamed as she held me close to her chest. “Talk to me, what’s wrong?” This wasn’t my condition. This was something else. “No… no…” I whispered, clutching my chest. My veins felt like they were on fire. My vision blurred. And then… I heard a voice. It was low, faint but unmistakable. “Mine.” My breath hitched. My head snapped toward the window. The curtains shifted slightly but the window was closed and locked. No one was there. Yet the voice came again. It was stronger and colder this time around. “You can’t run from us, Barbara.” My heart stopped. “Us?” Not him. Them…. My fingers trembled against my chest and then I felt it. Not pain. Not fear. Something worse. A pull. No… Three. Three separate forces tightening around me, three presences awake, aware, connected and claiming. My breath hitched as panic flooded my veins. Because at this moment… I understood. This wasn’t just Tristan anymore. It was all of them. And…. there was nowhere left to run.Barbara's povBy the time my last class ended, my head already hurt.It was not the normal kind of headache either.It was the exhausting kind.The kind that came from overthinking too much, pretending too much, feeling too much.Everything lately felt messy, Lily was acting strange alongside the appearance of the letters.Jeremiah suddenly becoming distant because of whatever weird thing was going on between him and Lily.I literally have no idea what’s going on between them. We’re all confused whether it’s a situationship or whether they’re actually dating each other.No one knows about it and they’re both unwilling to share what’s the reason why they get so mad at each other, then get back to being close after few days later.It is like a cycle that keeps repeating every damn time, I’ve also figured out it is none of my business to ask her about her relationship with him. I would be pissed if she asked about my relationship with Tristan too because we have no idea. It is exhaustin
Tristan’s povThe moment I stepped into our dorm, I already knew peace was not an option.It wasn’t because the room was loud, and also wasn't because Geoffrey was blasting music again or because Jeremiah was throwing basketballs at the wall like a caveman.No. That wasn’t the case at all.It was because both of them were sitting there waiting for me and whenever my brothers waited quietly for me?It usually meant one thing.It meant I was up for hours of interrogation.Geoffrey sat sprawled across the couch near the window, flipping through a notebook lazily while Jeremiah leaned against the kitchen counter with his arms crossed.The second I entered, Jeremiah pointed dramatically. “There he is.”I stopped walking immediately. “Why do you sound like a disappointed father?”“Sit down.” He said.“That sounds threatening.” I teased.“Good.” He replied codly.I sighed heavily and tossed my bag onto the chair near the door. “What now?”Geoffrey glanced up from his notebook. “How was class
Barbara’s PovSomething about that morning already felt off for some wierd reason.Maybe it was because I woke up late and almost wore two completely different shoes to class.Maybe it was because Lily had left the room before sunrise again without saying where she was going.Or maybe it was because I still couldn’t stop thinking about the weird phone conversation from two nights ago.Whatever it was, the feeling sat heavily in my chest the entire morning and unfortunately, it only got worse.“Are you listening to me?”Jeremiah snapped his fingers dramatically in front of my face as we walked down the stone pathway leading toward the academic building.I blinked. “Huh? What were you saying?”He gasped loudly. “You weren’t listening.”“You talk too much.” I pointed out.“That’s not the point.” He rolled his eyes.“It’s always the point.”Jeremiah clutched his chest like I’d mortally wounded him while I laughed softly under my breath.Honestly, being around him has become easy and comfo
Tristan’s povI hated mornings.It was not because I was tired and it wasn’t because of the classes either.It was definitely not because of my training with Barbara at all. In fact, I enjoy the training and I actually look forward to them every time I have one scheduled with her.Training before was always boring because it was always with my brothers, and they were pretty annoying to train with.I hated mornings because this school somehow managed to make every hallway feel like a battlefield before eight o clock.People shoved each other near lockers which pissed me off so muc.First years students ran around like scared rabbits like missing a class would automatically make you fail a class.The teacher on the other side looked two seconds away from losing their sanity.And somehow, Cheryl always appeared out of nowhere before breakfast like a curse specifically designed for me.So yes, mornings were terrible for me. That’s my own take, it’s personal and I don’t think that applies
Barbara’s povI had barely had any sleep, actually I didn’t even have any sleep at all.That was a lie.I did sleep. I was just pulling y’all legs. Having training and lectures mixed every damn day is already stressful enough, surely it’s only a good sleep that can help with the stress.Being with Lily made me a bit tense but also made me feel comfortable because I wasn’t completely alone.At least, I still had someone to stay with me while I rested my head. Oddly, I didn’t feel the need to be on my toes every time she was in the room. Maybe that was the other part of my heart that desperately wanted all these to end and we could go back to how we were without having suspicions every damn day. What I would say though, was that it just wasn’t peaceful.Every time I closed my eyes, my brain replayed the same conversation over and over again. I just couldn’t help but replay the words I heard earlier. It was as if my brain was already programmed to it, and the words were unable to leav
Barbara’s povSomething was wrong.I felt it the second Lily and I walked into the dorm room together.It was not something that was obvious and also wasn’t nothing dramatic.The lights were still warm and dim like always. Our desks were cluttered with books and loose papers, Lily’s hoodie was hanging halfway off her chair, and the faint scent of strawberry lotion lingered in the air from whenever she used it.Everything looked normal but somehow, it didn’t feel normal.And lately, I was starting to trust that feeling more than logic.Lily kicked off her shoes near the door with a tired sigh while I stood awkwardly beside my bed, trying not to think about the phone hidden inside my bag.Goodness, just knowing it was there made me anxious.I still hadn’t decided if I was actually going to use it.Half of me wanted to throw it into the lake behind the school and pretend Tristan never gave it to me.The other half…The other half kept remembering the grey envelope.The way Lily knew ab







