LOGINChapter 07-Evelyn
I lay still on the wide hotel bed, staring at the ceiling as morning came too quickly. It wasn't the sunlight creeping through the blinds that kept me awake. It was him, Adrian.
The memory of the elevator weighed down on me with every breath. His nearness, the way his gaze pinned me in place, and his words that kept replaying in my head.
God, even now it echoed inside me.
I turned to my side, pulling the sheets closer like they could do anything to relieve me. I was shaken, not just because of what he did, but because of how I responded. My body betrayed me. I would be lieing to myself if I said my heart was still with Paul at that moment.
I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to banish the thought. As if to help, the buzz of my phone broke the silence. I flinched, coming back to life and reached for it on the nightstand.
‘My heart’ glowed on the screen, which was Paul.
I shook my head in disbelief of how my real heart has been betraying me lately.
I put on my perfect smile and picked up. My husband came to view, looking so handsome in his suit.
“Good morning, Mi amor.” His voice boomed. “Did you sleep well?”
“I did, Paul. Good morning to you too.” I replied dryly. It wasn't enough to raise suspicion. Just…cool enough to make him wonder.
There was a pause. “Paul? Why Paul?” He laughed lightly, but I heard the faint edge beneath it. “What happened to mi corazón? Did I do something?”
“Did you do something?” I repeated, as if considering.
“Ah,” he exhaled quickly, “was it because I didn't check up on you yesterday?”
And that's when it hit me. Yesterday, I'd been so tangled in everything—the airport, the hotel, the elevator, Adrian—that I had completely forgotten he never reached out.
“Yes, maybe that.” I murmured, letting the silence work in my favor.
“I'm sorry, lyn. You know how things are. Work got…hmm, complicated. And I was really into it.” His voice dipped into that serious tone I didn't really like. “I'll make it up to you.”
I hesitated, then pushed the question out before I lost my nerve. “Paul, why have you never brought me here? To this hotel. It's beautiful.”
Another pause that was too long slipped in, long enough that I could almost see him tightening his jaw on the other end.
He was about to say something when the telephone in his office rang.
“Evelyn, we'll talk later, hmm? There's a matter I must handle and this call is really urgent.” His tone dismissive now. “I'll call you back.”
And before I could say more, the line went dead. I set the phone down slowly, staring at it, my chest heavy.
When faced with anything uncomfortable, he disappeared behind business.
But what lingered more than his absence was the thought of how he became tensed when I asked that question. He even forgot to tell me his usual ‘I love you’.
I brushed off my thoughts, and stood up to proceed into today's activities. And one of my plan is to stay out of Adrian's way.
***
By late morning, a sleek black car pulled up to the hotel entrance as I peaked through the blinds. Camille knocked softly at my door to let me know it was waiting for me. I was grateful, I needed the distraction.
The car glided through Paris streets. I kept my eyes on the window, but my mind refused to obey. It wandered back to the elevator, back to that moment I wished I could erase yet couldn't stop remembering.
When the car stopped in front of a exquisite boutique lined with tall windows, I assured myself that I was going to enjoy my time here since this was one of the things I love.
Inside, mannequins in shimmering gowns stood like queens frozen in place. Two attendants opened the glass doors, their smiles bright.
“Madame Hartwell, welcome.” one of them said, dipping her head slightly.
I smiled. “Thank you.”
They led me into a private fitting room that was spacious, with floor-length mirrors framed in gold and a faint scent of lavender clinging to the air. Racks of gowns stood waiting, each more beautiful than the last.
I really hoped I was not going to regret it, since I decided that I wasn't going to wear one of my own designs from my company.
“Would you like to begin?” another attendant asked softly.
“Yes, please.” My voice sounded steadier than I felt.
The first gown was ivory silk that slid over my skin like water. They fussed with the hem, the waist, stepping back to tilt their heads critically.
I stared at myself in the mirror, trying to see what they saw. A woman dressed in beauty, standing straight, chin lifted, every hair in place.
“Does it fit well, Madame?”
The attendant’s voice pulled me back. I nodded quickly. “Yes. It’s… it’s fine.”
Then I thought, would Paul even notice the color? Oh, he wasn't going to come anyways.
Halfway through another gown, one of the women slipped back into the room with a quiet note in her tone. “All expenses are already covered, Madame. Adjustments too. Everything has been arranged.”
I frowned. “Arranged? By whom?”
She smiled politely. “By Mr. Blackthorne. He left instructions this morning.”
My breath caught. For a moment I forgot how to stand, how to hold my arms as they pinned the fabric in place.
I turned back to the mirror, keeping my face calm, though inside, my heart thundered. Adrian had thought ahead of me, placed his mark here too, even when I had spent all morning avoiding him. He hadn’t even needed to be present to remind me that he was.
“Madame?”
I blinked and forced a smile. “Yes, thank you. That’s… very considerate.” My voice shook only a little.
They believed the lie. I didn’t.
***
After I had my dinner in my suite, I wrapped a shawl around myself and told myself I just needed a fresh air.
The hotel gardens were quiet when I reached them. For the first time all day, I let my shoulders drop, breathing deep.
Then a voice cut through the stillness. “You're restless.”
My heart jolted. I recognized that voice immediately. Then fixed my face to look mean before turning back.
“What the heck was that? Paying for my fitting…Seriously?” I said all at once, with a very sharp gaze that could kill.
“Ouu, hello to you too.”
I didn't care about his greetings. I pressed further. “Don't you think you've been cro
ssing the line lately?”
He chuckled. “You look more beautiful when you're angry.”
“What—” I was speechless.
Chapter 37-EvelynI was still waiting for one of them to speak, but all I got were exchange of glares. I knew I was about to scream if I still did not get any responses.I stood there, my fingers curled tightly into my palms, staring between the two men like I was watching a scene unfold that I hadn’t auditioned for. My heart was racing, but my mind felt strangely clear.“Explain,” I said. “Now.”Paul looked at me like I was something fragile he was afraid to touch. “Mi Amor—”“No,” I cut in. “I want you to go straight to the point.”I knew what was coming next was probably something to sugar-coat me to forget whatever this was.Adrian didn’t move. He stayed by the doorway, arms crossed, his presence heavy but restrained, like he was holding himself back on purpose.“Whatever you think this is,” Paul continued, “it’s not—”“Then say it,” I interrupted. “Say what it is.”Paul hesitated.Adrian’s voice cut in again, calm and low. “You should tell her.”Paul shot him a glare. “This has n
Chapter 36-EvelynStillness washed over me. Not the comforting type, or the dramatic kind where your knees buckle or your breath disappears. My body just… stopped. Like it needed a moment to understand what it was seeing before reacting.Paul stood there.Not a shadow. Not a hallucination. Not my imagination finally breaking after weeks of fear and unanswered questions. He stood on Adrian’s uncle’s porch like he belonged there. Like disappearing for two weeks hadn’t shattered my sense of normal.He looked different.Thinner. Rougher. There was a faint cut near his brow and shadows under his eyes that hadn’t been there before. His clothes looked worn, like he’d slept in them too many nights in a row. He looked like someone who had been through something he wasn’t ready to explain.But he was alive.And that alone should have sent me running.“Evelyn?” he said softly.Hearing my name from his mouth felt strange. Familiar, yet distant. Like a voice I used to answer automatically but now
Chapter 35-AdrianI barely slept.A few hours before sunrise, I was still on the couch with my eyes open, staring into the dark like it had answers I kept missing. Every time I shut my eyes, the image of that necklace around her throat replayed itself. The tension between us had almost swallowed us both whole. The way it broke off too quickly. Too suddenly. Too stupidly. And yeah, it was my fault.Argggggh. I hated that I remembered every second. I hated even more that I wanted to, but it wasn’t my fault she was being difficult. Little brat. My little brat.She had gone quiet after I told her to get some sleep. Wrapped herself under the covers without a word. I waited for her to whisper something—an objection, a question—anything to prove she wasn’t shutting me out completely, even though I was the one who shut down first. But nothing came. Just her silence and the sound of the crickets chirping outside.That silence made the night hellish.Not the couch. Not the stiffness in my back.
Chapter 34-EvelynI dragged myself up into a sitting position, my breathing uneven as I pulled the rumpled shirt down my thighs. My skin still tingled where Adrian’s hands had been—firm, possessive, punishing in a way that confused the hell out of me.And the embarrassing part?I liked it.I hated that I liked it. I hated that I let him touch me.I hated even more that he stopped before I could… finish.Now he stood by the window, shoulders broad under the dim cabin light, staring out into the darkness like he was trying to pull answers from the air itself.I swallowed and forced out, “Adrian… the necklace… what’s going on?”He didn’t turn. For a long moment, the silence stretched until it hurt.Then he let out a slow breath.“It wasn’t meant to be around your neck,” he said lowly, but I was able to hear.Now he just stared at the necklace pinched between his fingers like it was poison.My fingers instinctively lifted to my now empty neck, that I wondered how he managed to take it off
Chapter 33-EvelynI didn’t know if it was what he said about Paul that scared me the most or the way I was asked to go lie down on the bed.It wasn’t only the command. It was the look in his eyes, and the way his grip on my neck made my insides churn.The room seemed smaller than before. The walls looked closer. The air felt too thick to breathe. I didn’t look away from him—not when his eyes were pinned on me like he was waiting, measuring my next move more than he ever had.I was confused, terrified, and a total mess. I really needed to get away from him before things went south.I freed myself from his hold and moved away. I wasn't going to just dance to his tune—not when he’d been speaking in parables.“No, I won't,” I countered. “Not until you tell me what you meant by saying I was used by Paul.”At least… I needed to know what it meant. What all this meant before I went crazy.He took a slow step closer.“You see, baby… the more you keep defying me, the more your punishment keeps
Chapter 32-AdrianI was angry, but underneath it, there was fear. And worse than that — guilt. Because I’d promised myself I’d never drag her into the mess her husband created.Yet here she was. Running straight into it.The little reckless menace darting ahead of me really knew how to piss me off. The same mouth that drove me insane, the same body I’d sworn I would explore properly when I finally got my hands on her — and she was using both to run from me.Her long wavy hair flew behind her, the wind catching the strands.God, even from the back, she looked beautiful.And the longer I watched her run, the more something in me twisted.Because it wasn’t just her I was seeing.It was her.****“Liv, get back here!”No response. No slowing. She just kept sprinting deeper into the woods like she’d been born in them. I hated how fast she was — always had. And for the first time, I hated that she got that kind of stubbornness from me.I shouldn’t have let her read that stupid fantasy book.







