Chapter 13: Now you're dead   

Felix POV:

I stood frozen at the edge of the floor, watching a woman's hips grind slow and deliberate against Renato's lap, and something in my chest twisted so sharp it almost knocked the breath out of me.

I didn't understand it. Whatever this was between us had no name I was allowed to use. The shared wall. The night neither of us ever mentioned. The dinner I'd bolted from less than two hours ago with some half formed excuse still hanging in the air behind me. None of it had a name. None of i