AMELIA
“Amelie, can you get me that glass of water?” My mom yells my name. Hearing her voice reverberate around the room, I find it hard to move around the desk because I have my library book open on my lap while I'm sitting on the couch next to her hospital bed. “My throat is so dry. I need to drink something.”
“Yeah, mom.” I finally close the book in front of me and make my way to her side next to her hospital bed, in which she's lying with her eyes open. “Let me get some water for you. It’s time for you to take your meds, anyway.”
Then I walk around her hospital bed to the small metal nightstand that they have perched against the eggshell white walls. It has all of her medications marked in fresh bottles, and I pick up the one that has the current time marked on it. Then I pour some water for her into a styrofoam cup and stroll toward her side to give her what she needs.
After my mom takes the meds and drinks the water, she pats the bed next to her and I take a seat on the edge of the bed.
“Are you studying for your college exams?”
I shake my head.
“I feel like it’s stupid to go back to college. There’s nothing left for me to do in this situation. We both know that it’s not smart to think about things that will never come to fruition.” I sigh. “It makes sense that I stop fantasising about stupid shit. It makes no sense to go after it anyway when I know I’ll possibly never make it back to college juggling my two jobs.”
“Sweetie, don’t talk like that. Why do you sound like such a pessimist?” My mom scoffs. “I know you’ll make it. You always figure out things. You always do that!”
“It’s just you believing in me, mom.” I bow my head down. “Life has been so hard these days. My work schedule is killing me at this point, and I can’t help but wonder what I want to do with my life. There’s rarely any time left to do anything. It’s like I used to dream.” My eyes get wet. The tears threaten to fall. “I used to think that I can always make my way around this world. There were so many dreams I had. I had so much going on for me but look at me now. I’m nothing but a sore loser who doesn’t know any better. I work and work and work, but I feel like I’ll make it out of the circumstances we are living in, mama. Will we ever get out of this mess we have created of our own lives?”
“We will, dearie.” My mom offers me a hug, and I take it. “You’re so strong! We will make it through everything. I know we will. I believe in you. And so far, you have never failed me. I have never felt like my Amelie has ever left me down.”
“Mrs Mune, you are not allowed to cry.” I lick my lips, telling myself that this will be over before I know it. I have to be strong in the face of challenges and failures, especially when my mom is depending on me to be the buoy in her storm. The buoy that she needs to be alive. “Just wipe those tears, and I’ll get you some more chocolate pudding.”
“You do that, darling.” My mom gives me a small smile. I get up to leave the room when my mom’s words bring me back. “Never give up, my sweetie. You will see yourself through this. Times may be tough right now, but the strongest of them always get through these mountains as water falls freely off a cliff.”
I don’t say anything. I look behind my back and nod. Then I walk out of the room to get my mom's promised dessert. I wonder how long I can possibly keep up this unbothered charade for the sake of my mom’s mental health when it’s supposedly one of the hardest things I ever have to do in this world.
As I’m meandering towards the vending machine, lost in my thoughts, someone runs into me. I don’t actually see their face as my gaze is set on the white marble flooring of this giant hospital corridor.
They grab me by the shoulder as the run-in throws my body back from the massive impact of the force.
“Hey, are you okay?” The shrill voice asks me. “Where are you going? Is this you, Ames?”
That’s when I look up and see that it’s no one else than my high school best friend, Ella. My voice gets caught in my throat. We didn’t leave each other on good terms when high school was over. We barely talked after the high school graduation party, and I know it was more my fault than anything.
“Are we still not speaking, Ames?” Ella’s voice is even quieter this time. “I can’t believe that you are still mad at me.”
“I’m not mad at you.” I shake my head. “Why will I be mad at you?”
“You are mad at me because you never called me since we both graduated high school, and even though I promised that we would keep in touch, I moved out of town to be with my high school sweetheart and lost touch with all of my best friends, including you.” She takes a breather. “I have a feeling that you’re still holding that against me, aren’t you?”
I shake my head again.
“It’s not that. . .”
“Then, what is it, Ames?”
I’m not sure if I can confess my feelings to her without breaking into tears. I try to swallow the wave of pain that rises in my throat with great intensity and look away at a distance from her.
“It’s just that you know since you left. . .shit has hit the fan.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“My mom had a stroke. That’s what I mean.” I take a step in the forward direction, still not looking at her in the eyes. “She developed a heart murmur which is resistant to close itself, plus she has developed a rare disorder where she can’t digest solid foods, so I have to feed her goo entirely twenty-four-seven, and it has been so hard on me to deal with all of that alone.” I start to walk away from her. “I know you won’t understand where I am coming from. It’s understandable that no one ever will.”
“Ames, will you stop?”
“Ella, I have to go now.” I keep walking. Somehow, after being betrayed by every person I have ever believed in who will care about my family and me, I have found the courage within myself to keep walking. “I’ll see you when I see you.”
Ella says nothing anymore, but silently watches me retrace my steps to the opposite end of the hospital corridor.
NEVILLE"What is that?" I point at the shifting colours as I gesture to my eyes. "Can you see that?"Arnold doesn't blink while Peter runs a hand over his face and stares at me for another long moment before he decides to speak."Yeah, I can see it, Neville." He clears his throat. "We can all see it. This ability means that you have the genes, and perhaps you are a part of us."Arnold shakes his head."This small thing means nothing. It doesn't clearly mean he carries the shifter's genes because we haven't seen him turn yet. Unless he does that, I don't think I can put the annoying suspicion I have about his capabilities to rest." Arnold exhales a breath. "You, me or Rick, none of us can be so sure of the extent of his capabilities just because his eyes have the same eye colour manipulation powers that we have. We use opti-chromakinesis to see our kind out in the wild.""What are you even talking about?" As I say the phrase, a shrill noise buzzes in my head. Sweat beads line my forehe
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AMELIA "I can't believe we are finally here. Is it a good idea to be parked so close to the meeting spot?" I glance at Neville, observing his line of vision on the road in front of us. We are sitting right outside the building where the postcard sender wants to meet Neville in a few minutes. Never in a million years have I thought I would be someone's stakeout buddy, but here I am in the car, gazing ahead me through the windshield, wondering what I'm doing here. As much as I would like to deny that I'm here for personal reasons, and even though I'm playing the role of a badass and pretending that I don't read about situations like these in books on rainy Sundays like I usually do, I wouldn't have changed a thing. "To be honest, I almost felt like you wouldn't want to have me to be here with you." "Not going to lie, the thought did cross my head. But then I decided to let you tag along, anyway." He gives me an impenetrable look. "You know my offer stands, but here's the kicker. You ha
AMELIAI feel lost, not knowing what's happening behind the closed doors of Neville's library. He's been in there for a while with a tall man wearing a Hawaiian shirt. The police chief came in plain clothes, which astounded me because I'm not used to seeing them walking around like that in public without uniforms or suits.Well, it's a high-profile murder case, so it makes sense that the police don't want to stand out if someone's keeping a close watch around Neville's property.Maybe I should ask Neville to dig into police-appointed security because who knows what the murderers want?Is Neville the next target?Could this be why the police are here to find that out?As I'm thinking these thoughts sitting on the couch in the living room, my phone buzzes into my pocket. I fish the phone out in my hands to unlock the screen, and the notification centre indicates three received messages.The messages are from Jeremy. He is finally getting back to me with updates.Hey, Amelia.Larry was p
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