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TESSA
My body ached. My legs felt like giving up after standing for straight twelve hours. You would think the night shift at a hospital would be easier because most patients would be asleep and all you'd have to do is to monitor their vital signs and check in on them once in a while throughout the night. But today was far from a normal nightshift. Having emergency accident patients brought in an hour before the end of your shift with just two doctors on call put the workload on the nurses. I was more than ready to be done with this shift. I let out a sigh of relief as the cool night breeze hit me as I stepped out of the huge hospital glass doors, the scent of antiseptic still clinging to my scrubs. My body ached badly and at that moment, all I could imagine was the comfort of my bed. Not the one here in Italy, but the one back home in London. It had only been two months since I moved here to work after nursing school and I was still trying to adjust to life here in a totally new country, surrounded by new people every single day and I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss my family. But I have to do this. I need to make them proud for all the ways they supported me. I dragged my feet across the dry pavement before crossing the road when no incoming car was in sight. The roads felt familiar. I'd walked these same alleys through and fro from work. I had every bend and turn already embedded in my vision that my legs even knew the way before my body registered, until the once familiar roads were no more. ‘There's meant to be a pharmacy just around here,’ I murmured to myself, slowing down my steps as I searched the turn I just took but the well lit pharmacy was nowhere to be found. I turned my back to check my surroundings and to my horror, the roads were different. It wasn’t the same ones I took everyday. I retreated back the way I came from but each turn I took just confirmed the obvious. I was lost. I wrapped the cardigan tighter around me as a cool breeze swept across the empty street. The streetlight flickered, some working and casting faint shadows on the ground while some were dead. ‘Okay Tessa, it's fine. Just walk back and check the signs,’ I whispered, trying to calm the panic almost rising in my chest. I felt for my phone in my pocket and the thud in my chest diffused when the screen lit up and my location popped up on the map. ‘That's good. I'm not so far, I just missed a few turns,’ I murmured and kept walking with the map as a guide. The further I went, the darker it got. I kept checking my phone and I was on the right track but why did the roads still feel so foreign. I came across a dark and lonely alleyway with tall buildings on either side. I checked the map once more, dread filling me just at the sight of the darkness but according to the map, the alley was leading back to the main road so without much deliberation, I stepped in. The darkness stretched out before me, my shoes scraping against the gravel. I clutched my phone tightly in my hand, the flashlight helping to illuminate the road ahead. Almost ten minutes into the alley and no clear exit in sight. Just then I heard some voices echoing off the walls. They spoke in Italian and although I could understand a little of the language, I couldn't quite grasp what the discussion was about. I made my way towards the direction where the voices came from, hoping they could give me a clear direction to the main road because apparently, I was wasting time here with this map. I neared an abandoned building where a metal barrel burned just outside, its flames being blown around by the wind. For a moment, I thought it might be some college students having a late-night bonfire party, especially with the voices I heard nearby. But no, the voices I heard were deeper, more mature. The voices got louder and more frantic like whoever they belonged to were in a heated argument. At that point, I got a clear view of some men all in black suits, their backs facing me as they engaged in whatever discussion they were having. A second thought popped up in my mind. Was asking these men for direction truly a good idea? But before I could ponder much on the thought my heart froze as one of the men shifted to reveal a man dangling through the chains that bound him by the wrist. He was barely conscious with the way his head hung limply. “Oh God,” I gasped, clapping a hand over my mouth. These were definitely not college students! My immediate reaction would have been to run. To get away from whatever the hell this was but my feet wouldn't move. They stood rooted to the ground. I couldn't bring myself to take a step back. My eyes were as wide as saucers as I stared at the scene before me. The sharp echoes of some footsteps brought my mind back to the scene in front of me. A man materialized from one of the closed doors. His strides calculated and his entire demeanor eluded one of power. The other men made way for him as he stood in front of the man that hung half dead. His muscles flexed with ease, screaming to escape from the confinement of his shirt. “Per favore... ti prego...” the chained man begged weakly. “Silenzio,” the man in charge said sharply. His tone was laced with anger. More dialogue followed but I barely made out anything of it. My hands were trembling and I bet the thudding of my heart could be heard from a mile away. A million thoughts rushed through my mind but each disappearing as fast as it came. I caught sight of a gun, being aimed at the man in chains and before I could make sense of anything happening, a loud shot rang through the entire building. I felt a wave of ringing in my ears at the sound, silencing every other noise. I took a step back, and then another and another, all the while trying not to let out a sound but I failed terribly at that. My chest tightened at the sight of the man who pleaded till his last breath as every ounce of life disappeared from his body. And then it just dawned on me what I had just witnessed. Murderers! They took a life without as much as batting an eyelash. They did it without hesitation not paying any mind to his countless cries for mercy. A creaking sound under my feet made my breath catch in my throat. I stood still, hoping that they hadn't heard the sound. But I knew I was in deep danger when his eyes shot up to where I was. Those eyes that heartlessly took the life of another now glared towards my direction but luckily, the wall shielded my small frame. “Who's there!” A loud voice thundered. My eyes shut tightly for a minute, not daring to take another look. In the next second that followed, waves of gunshots erupted towards my direction. I let out a loud scream and without thinking further I ran as fast as my feet could take me. The gunshots spiraled out of control and quick footsteps were almost at my tail but I kept running, not daring to look back at the men closing in on me. Every sense of direction was lost when I lost my balance, falling on the rough street. Pain shot through my hands and knees but they were nothing compared to the fear that gripped every fiber within me. I crawled my way towards an unused truck I saw at a distance, using it as a shield. My eyes adjusting to the darkness once more. “Abbiamo perso il suo capo,” I heard one of the men say and I understood what it meant. (We can't find the person boss). The boss didn't look pleased at all. He brought out a gun from his suit jacket, aiming it directly at the man that just gave the information. “Trovate chiunque diavolo fosse o la vostra testa sarà sul tavolo. Tutti voi,” he thundered, venom dripping from every word he spoke. A wave of “Sì capo,” erupted from the men as they scurried away in the opposite direction, the man they referred to as ‘capo’ heading back into the abandoned building. I took that cue to run, ignoring the crippling pain that shot up through my legs. I ran like my life depended on it. Well technically, it did. And I didn't stop or look back or even pause to catch a breath until I saw the familiar roads I was used to. I quickly hailed a cab, getting in as I let out a desperate breath, the activities of this early morning dawning on me. My hands wouldn't stop shaking and my vision blurred. What the hell had I just seen!TESSAMy shoulder stiffened at the sight of her. A hollow ache crawling its way up my chest.His private physiotherapist was a lady? But I thought it would be the same male physiotherapist assigned to him back at the hospital. A lump formed in my throat as my eyes lowered to her hand extended towards Leonardo. Leonardo ignored her handshake offer, narrowing his eyes at her. “I wasn't informed there'd be a change in personnel.”She retreated her hand but her smile didn't falter. “I was instructed to take over your recovery plan effective immediately,” she said calmly. “Dr. Romano was reassigned to another high-priority case. Hospital administration felt my expertise with spinal injuries made me better suited for your recovery.”Leonardo glanced up at me, his lips pressed into a thin line. He was clearly not pleased with the arrangement. And on the other hand, I still couldn't get myself to snap out of whatever it was going on within me. My fingers dug deep into my palms in a futile
TESSAI stirred, reaching out for Leonardo, only to find the space beside me empty.My eyes snapped open before squinting at the bright lights that seeped through the full length window. I pushed up on one elbow, scanning the room but he wasn't in sight.My fingers curled into the duvet as flashes of last night resurfaced. How his arm locked around my waist, his breathing warm against my neck. I bit my lower lip as heat crept up my neck just at those memories. I turned towards the bedside table, seeing the time on the clock.11:56 am.I nearly bolted upright. Oh Christ!I pulled the duvet away from my body, rising to my feet. I hurried out of the room not minding the fact that my hair looked like I'd run straight through a tornado. Making my way towards the living room, I paused to put my hair up into a messy bun.I hadn't had a proper sleep in a few weeks but I definitely took this one a little too personal. Almost 12 noon? What was I thinking sleeping in like that!“Sì, riveder
TESSA I wasn't prepared for that. The way his eyes darkened as they held mine while he said those words, the honesty in them…it terrified me. “Leonardo…” I trailed off. “Don't say anything. Just let me. Let me feel this with you.” He whispered. He reached out his other hand and trailed his fingertips along my jawline. I shook my head, a heavy weight settling on my chest as I lowered my eyes. He was making things harder than they were supposed to be. “Will I ever be able to leave?” I couldn't stop myself from asking. His touch was gone instantly and I regretted ever voicing that thought. His eyes were cold, distant. “You want to leave that much?” I shook my head. “No. That's not what I meant.” I didn't want to leave but I couldn't live like this, giving up my freedom and being tied down this way. I had dreams. I had goals. I had a family that loved me and were unaware of this whole situation. And never in a million years did I ever imagine I'd end up here. With
TESSA It felt so good to be home. Home. A sudden calm filled my distraught thoughts as the elevator doors opened. I helped Leonardo into the penthouse, my mind returning to that night before his accident. How disregarded I felt as he walked out after I'd poured out all my emotions to him. We still hadn't spoken about that night. I didn't want to bring it up. I had a million questions in my mind, some whose answers I knew wouldn't be pleasant but I pushed them to the back of my mind. For now I'd pretend everything was perfect. I'd live in this fairytale pretense that it was just him and I. That the danger all around was non-existent. Just for now… “You okay?” I asked softly, seeing the way his palms fisted on the armrest. He nodded once. “I will be once I shower.” “Oh okay. Do you need my help with that?” I asked, guiding the wheelchair towards his room. “Don't bother. I can manage.” I didn't argue. “Okay,” I said slowly, opening his room door and helping him to the bathro
LEONARDO I couldn't breathe. The ropes bit into my skin as I thrashed to free myself, but the harder I fought, the deeper I sank in these endless waters. I tried to yell for help but all that came out were sounds muffled by the waters. I couldn't hold on any longer. The surface seemed so far away and the ropes that bound my hands and feet were restraining my movements. Was this one of those games papa played? He called them training but they terrified the hell out of me. He'd lock me up in the basement and give me a couple minutes to get myself free. But he had never tied me up like this. Never. I couldn't even yell for help, the oxygen was draining quickly from my lungs. The longest I'd held my breath underwater was three minutes and it felt like I'd been down here longer than that. The ropes began to get loose and I pulled harder, finally freeing myself. I kicked my feet as fast as I could to get to the surface, gasping for breath while adjusting my eyes to the darkness th
TESSAI didn't answer, not because I didn't want to stay, but because I was scared. Because anything I said right now could break either of us. But the look on his face as he thought I was repulsed by him was even more heart wrenching.“No,” I said quickly, squatting in front of him. “No, I don't find you despicable. Not even one bit,” I confessed.His eyes searched mine as if looking for an atom of truth in them. “I frighten you,” His voice dropped, his face scrunched as if those words left a bitter taste in his mouth. I shook my head slowly, not finding my voice. “I can see it in your eyes. You're scared.”He was wrong. I wasn't scared of him. I wasn't scared that he could hurt me. I was terrified about what my acceptance would mean. “I'm not,” I whispered, tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ears. I reached for his hand, holding them in mine. “I'm not scared of you, Leonardo… This–this is all too much for me. With the–the whole contract and everything—”“To hell with the c







