Emery Sinclair’s POV
I had not expected to meet anyone in the hallway, especially not a man, his grip on me was tight, almost making it impossible to breathe
Was this the end?
I guess I wouldn't be making it to the end as the winner. Fear crept into me at the thought of my end, it wasn't how I had pictured it to be
My eyes were slowly losing their light, but still, I had no intention to call out for help. I did scream not even a sound escaped my lips.
Why was that— I had no idea
But somewhere deep down within me knew— I knew I wouldn't die. I knew he wouldn't kill me.
Air left others’ lungs, but mine hung
People's spines got chills, but mine froze
He dragged me to the corridor with dim light, my back hit the wall, and a sharp dagger was pierced in my neck. I felt it sharp tip on me. I didn't let fear consume me, at least it didn't show externally, but within me was a whole different matter— I felt like screaming. I felt like crying.
He was dressed in an expensive rumpled suit, and he reeked of smoke and alcohol. He had sharp features, one that I almost admired, but his cold, flat, calculative eyes and his nose that seemed to have been broken on multiple occasions wouldn't let me.
He was just the right size. He wasn't fat or slim, and it looked like he was in his late forties, which made me wonder what a forty-something-year-old man wanted from me.
“Tell your fiancée,” his voice came as a whisper, and his breath brushed against my ear, “he just started a war he wouldn't survive."
I froze, not knowing how to respond to the word—war. My heart beat rabidly like it wanted to burst out of my rib cage.
I would have tried to push and escape, but I knew it was no use. Looking at him, I knew he stood like a rock.
“He doesn't know what kind of men his playing with,” he continued, but this time, it sounded like he was amused, “but he will learn, and we will make sure he does."
And with that, he was gone; it was like he was never really here, and that creeped me out.
I would have thought I was hallucinating, but if I couldn't feel the effect from him choking me, and the sharp edge of his dagger on me
My palm has turned sweaty, I breathe in and out, hoping it would calm my pounding heart, but it didn't
Who was that?
What war?
I didn't have to think too. It was clear that this message wasn't for me but for Killian, and I planned to cough up answers.
My fingers trembled, and my chest rapidly rose and fell.
Whatever business I had with the bathroom was long thrown away into the trash can. I walked back to the private dining room, half running, half jogging, and chills ran down my spine.
I entered the private room, and my eyes locked with Killian's for a brief moment because I moved to sit next to him. I prayed my trembling hands wouldn't sell me out, but he knew. I saw his relaxed jaw tighten and how his eyes got sharper.
The second I sat down, he leaned in
“Are you okay?" He asked
I could say I wasn't, I could tell him everything, but I didn't. I nodded almost too quickly, " I'm good, I just needed some air.”
He didn't buy it. I saw it in his lingering gaze, like he was searching for a truth that had refused to fall.
“Your pupils are dilated.”
“I said I'm fine, okay?” I snapped, and I immediately regretted my choice of tone
Killian gave me the air I needed; he leaned back on his chair and continued with the conversation, but I could tell he was no longer focused. Every once in a while, I would catch his gaze on me
He was watching me carefully, every breath I took in. Every time I stare at the clock. Every time I look to the sky through the windows. Every time I exhaled, I felt his gaze on me; it was piercing.
Whenever I caught him staring, he would shift his attention to his cufflink as if he were trying to put it in place
I had long abandoned my role as Killian's smiley and beautiful fiancée in his carefully constructed game of chess. I was a piece in this game of his, perhaps the most important, but other matters troubled my heart
I no longer forced a smile on their conversation that wasn't worth it. His business partner talked in circles— mergers, market expansion, corporate loyalty, but none of this made sense anymore
I was too deep in my thoughts
Who were these enemies?
What did they want?
Does this involve me?
What game had I gotten myself into?
Am I a pawn in his game?
The dinner dragged on was one time I knew but wasn't aware of how long or when it ended, cause I was too deep in my head with a question and no Answer session
Later that night, we got to Killian's penthouse, and there was a silence of unquestionable question, and it was becoming unbearable.
The sleek black stain number that had showcased my curves and had screamed power was suddenly suffocating. I paced about the room, kicking out my stiletto heel in the process
But Killian was completely unconcerned about my unsettling behavior. He casually walked to the counter, took out a glass, and poured himself a whiskey
I was completely dumbfounded by his actions.
I exhaled loudly, but still he continued to play with the glass of whiskey, and I wasn't sure if he had any plans on drinking it
And I wasn't sure if he would ask, so I burst out, “Aren't you going to ask?"
There is a long pause
"I was waiting for you to talk,” he replied, his voice calm. He threw me a glance from behind his shoulder
“I don't know if I can. I don't what what to say."
“Why?" He turned to me
“Because I don't know… I don't know what this is. The fake engagement. The media are constantly on my tail. Your enemies after my life, I'm tired.” I exhaled, my voice almost crying, but I continued to talk, “Do you know… that someone cornered me in the hallway tonight with a dagger pointing to my neck. He threatened you through me.”
I saw his entire body turn still. I saw how the whiskey he had finally decided to drink froze in place, just a few inches away from his mouth.
“What did he say?" His voice was ice cold, controlled but deadly.
“He said I should tell you that you have started a war that you wouldn't survive." I clenched my jaw as I repeated his words
Killian cursed under his breath, tossed back the whiskey, and slammed the glass down hard enough that it cracked at the edge.
I flinched. He noticed and he immediately released his grip on the glass.
“I didn't mean to scare you." his voice softened like he was angry a few minutes ago. “You should have told me when it happened."
“You think I didn't want to?" My voice broke. “ I'm tired, Killian. I'm tired of always being scared. First Tobias, now this —and now I'm tied to you and your war, I don't even know who the enemy is anymore."
He ran his hand down his face. “I do."
“What?" His response caught my attention.
He looked at me then, his eyes dark and resolute. " I know who sent him.”
I waited for him to continue, but he didn't. “Who are they?" I asked, but he kept mute.
“Tell me!" I demanded. “Don't treat me like some fragile doll. If I'm in danger, I deserve to know."
He nodded like he had decided to tell. “ You are right, I will tell you.”
I got my hopes up and anticipated his response, but his next word crumbled whatever hope I had
“But not tonight. I need to take care of something first."
And the way he said it made my skin crawl.
“What are you going to do?" I asked, my face fell from disappointment, and my voice was barely above a whisper.
“Whatever I have to.” He said without a grim smile that suddenly felt annoying to see
Killian left that night with no explanation. No details. Just a promise— “No one will touch you again"
His words should have been comforting enough, but instead, it was terrifying. I didn't sleep that night, not really
And it dawned on me that night that I never really knew what kind of man Killian Wolfe truly was. He was painting with shade. I had come to doubt if truly all shade was true, ruthless. Cunning. Unshakable
But I had begun to see flashes of other shades in him — pain. Control. Fury is barely leashed. He was the kind of man who didn't ask for power; rather, he took it.
And now I was caught in his storm.
I sat in bed, with my curtains closed, as I watched the muted TV as headlines scrolled at the bottom of the screen, and they were all versions of the same lie.
The Billionaire's New Fiancée: A Redemption Arc Or Revenge Plot?
We were all confused
They didn't know the half of it.
Neither did I.
The next morning, I walked to the balcony in Killian's dress shirt and no pants. The city was still buzzing below. The air was crisp, the sky overcast, but I welcomed the quiet
A steaming mug of coffee was already waiting on the table
A moment later, Killian joined me. He was already ready for work. Dressed in a gray suit. His eyes observed me, but his expression was unreadable.
“You didn't sleep much," he spoke up after much observation
“I could say the same for you,” I replied
“I had some business to attend."
“I figured"
He sat on the chair across from me and rested his arm on the table.
“The man from last night wasn't bluffing," I said quietly, “was he?
" No,” he admitted, " he works for some I once trusted.”
I swallowed. What did I do? I don't know, maybe I was relieved that this wasn't about me. "So this is personal.”
There was a brief pause between us. Like he was thinking whether to continue the conversation
"All wars are personal, Emery.” Killian finally spoke up. "But that one has long been overdue.”
Then he looked at me, really looked at me
“No," he said. “You were never a piece. You were the line I swore I would never cross, and I closed that line the moment I kissed you."
I was at a loss for words. I don't know how to respond to him. My breath hitched at the sight of his gaze, but I felt something shift. The walls between us didn't vanish, but I felt them… they began to crack
“Thank you," I murmured, unsure if I picked the right answer
“For what?" He asked
He leaned forward, voice rough. “You don’t just matter, Emery. You unravel me.”
I was speechless, my face heated up. I didn't know what my response should be. His sudden confession was overwhelming. I could ask if he was ok, but that might be inappropriate.
I was thinking of a response when my phone buzzed on the table, and a message popped up with no name, just a number I didn't recognize.
The message has a photo of Tobias at the bar sitting with the man who nearly choked me to death.
They were drinking and laughing together, and a caption was attached to the photo
“You think you are safe?”
Emery’s POVMy hands that were just a few inches away from the door handle stopped. I stood there frozen in place, his words were like a slap to my face. I had thought it was a new beginning, that I could finally live a life that I would be able to catch up to, I thought I would welcome a new world where I finally had a full account of what happens in my life, how it started and how it ended. But before I could take three good steps into the world I believed was about to be mine, I was yanked out of it softly and brutally.And whenever the thought of his brutality crossed my mind, I would often wonder how one man was able to cause so much damage. My feet were still glued to the ground and my hand still hung in midair. The small smile that was on my face and my butterflies I had when I replayed that day's events had all died. I was an Idiot for having the thought of getting him something. ‘I have already introduced her to everyone who matter’ His last phase finally made me understa
Emery POV.I left my dressing table, to take my white robe that was placed neatly on my bed “Are you leaving me here alone?” Killian asked pouting “There is something known as bathing Killian, which is what I'm about to do,” I said“Can I join you?” “What? Hell no!! You already showered.”A few minutes later, I came out of the bathroom. I had thought he would have left, but to my surprise, Killian was on my bed making himself comfortable.He was lying on the bed when I stepped out of the bathroom, his shirt was gone. One of his arms was bent behind his head, while the other rested flat across his stomach like he had nothing to hide.I stopped just a step out of the bathroom door.He pushed himself up with his elbow. His stomach muscles tightened from his. Every line of his looked carved, solid. Like he was built to take control and never give it back.But that wasn’t what made my breath catch.It was the ink.My name. Written just over his left chest, where his heart was located. T
Emery POVThis next morning, I went straight to the dining room without the ring. It was right where I last left it. Right inside the draw just beside my bed. It hadn't moved an inch, It was just at the same spot I had last left it. Like it was waiting for me to reclaim itKillian was already at the dining table. He had his cutleries. He paused for a brief moment when he heard my footsteps. I saw his eyes move to the finger where he had placed the ring last night but it was empty. It seemed like he wanted to ask about the ring but didn't.After breakfast, Killian didn't ask about the ring, he didn't even try to put it back on my finger. Instead he acted like he didn't see it, like there was nothing wrong. But deep down I knew that he might have thought that I didn't wear the ring because of an argument from the night before. We didn't talk much that morning“We would return to the penthouse before the end of the day.” He said before he left the dinner room. I could not contain my exc
Emery’s POVI had gone to see her again, my mother. She was still placed in that same room with the same smell. There wasn't much to talk about because nothing had changed.The lights above were too bright, the walls still felt lifeless with those shades of cream. The air around felt cold, just like the kind that would make your skin sting after sitting still for too long. The room was quiet and only the steady beeping of different machines connected to her, produced a soft hum that filled the silence like background noise no one had invited. The heart monitor blinked with a soft rhythm, slow but steady.My mother lay there, exactly as I had seen her.Her skin looked thinner that I could almost see through them. Her hands were pale and fragile that when I held one in mine, it felt like I was holding a delicate glass. I was afraid that if I gripped too tight, she might break.I kept watching her chest rise and fall beneath the blanket and it wasn’t enough to ease the worry in my chest,
Emery’s POVBut either way, I kissed him back like he held the last strands that kept me to sanity.The kiss was warm but not welcoming, it was Killian's way of dominating again and I let him. The kiss still lingered long even after the rain had stopped.I could still feel the warmth of his lips on my, I could still feel his fingertips trace the outline of my curve, his hands at the back of my neck. I could still feel his grip on me like I was the only thing holding him to the earth. I had kissed him back, not because I had answers, but because I didn’t. Because for once, surrender felt like survival.But survival wasn’t living.I went to my room after the rain stopped, straight to the bathroom to dry myself up. I laid on the cold mattress with the light off and my hands still creasing the surface of my lips. I didn't feel the kiss was any different from the other dominating and demanding kiss ones we had shared before, but for some reason, my mind kept on replaying the scene till I
Emery’s POVThe next moment, all I saw was his hands reaching out and cupping my face, then his face slowly got closer to mine and he tucked my hair behind my ears at the same time. I saw him get closer and closer, and my heart was pounding so hard that I feared it would leap out of my chest. I held my breath subconsciously and closed my eyes, all my thoughts were focused on the kiss.And I just knew that this was the moment that would set everything right. I waited for seconds and the moment finally came. I felt his soft lips pressed mine. The kiss was soft and undemanding. The more I felt his lips on mine, the more my legs got weaker, and the world ceased to exist.We had kissed more than a million times, but were always rough, planned, messy, demanding, and hard. It was always Killian's tactic to shut me up, and I never realized that his lips were that soft, and I had forgotten all about the gunfire incident.And I kissed him back. I didn't want to misunderstand him anymore. He di