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The clock in the hallway strikes twelve, each chime sounding like a hammer hitting a nail. I’ve changed into a fresh silk slip - pearl white, the color of innocence I no longer possess. I’ve scrubbed my skin, trying to wash away the phantom sensation of Arthur’s hands, but the skin around my wrists is already beginning to bloom into an ugly, mottled purple.I push open Ethan’s door. The room is a cavern of shadows, lit only by the glowing embers in the fireplace. Ethan is standing by the window, his hand bandaged from the cinema room, his silhouette sharp against the glass."You’re late," he growls without turning around. "The tax increases by the minute, Sapphire.""I... I’m sorry," I whisper, my voice catching.He turns, his eyes scanning me with predatory hunger. He stalks toward me, the air around him vibrating with that familiar, dangerous heat. He doesn't say a word as he reaches out, fisting his hand in my hair and pulling me into his chest. His other hand slides down my back
The flickering light of a classic noir film dances across the walls of the private cinema room. It’s supposed to be a relaxing family evening. Arthur sits in the center of the oversized sofa, looking content, while I am tucked into his side.Ethan is seated in the leather armchair to our left, half-shrouded in shadow. He isn't watching the screen. He’s watching us."You’re so tense, Zola," Arthur murmurs, his voice full of a gentle, husbandly concern. "You need to relax, my love. Let the world go and let me show you how much I care."Before I can respond, Arthur reaches over. He takes my legs, lifting them with a slow, deliberate motion, and drapes them across his own lap. He begins to stroke my thigh, his palm moving in a rhythmic, soothing pattern. To anyone else, it’s a gesture of affection. To me, it’s a countdown to an explosion.I can feel Ethan’s gaze boring into the side of my head. In the dim glow of the movie, I see his jaw set so hard the bone looks like it might snap. His
The afternoon air in the Reynolds gardens is heavy with the scent of blooming jasmine and damp earth. After the suffocating tension of the lunch table, the wide-open space should feel like a relief, but as Althea links her arm through mine, it feels like another set of chains.She is a vision in the sunlight, her cream dress fluttering around her legs. She looks so wholesome, so untainted by the filth of the secrets I carry."It’s so beautiful out here, isn't it, Zola?" Althea sighs, her eyes swept over the manicured hedges. "Arthur told me he had the rose garden redesigned just for you. He really does adore you.""He’s... he’s very generous," I manage to say, my voice still a bit breathless. My inner thighs still feel sensitized, the ghost of Ethan’s toes lingering on my skin like a brand.Althea stops walking and turns to face me, taking both of my hands in hers. Her palms are soft and warm. "I wanted to get you alone for a moment. I know I’m practically part of the family already,
The dining room is a cathedral of sunlight and polished silver, but to me, it feels like a courtroom.Arthur sits at the head of the long table, beaming with a pride that feels like a weight on my chest. To his right sits Ethan, looking devastatingly handsome in a charcoal suit. And beside Ethan sits Althea.She is breathtaking. Her hair is a cascade of honey-blonde silk, and her skin glows with the health of someone who has never known a day of true desperation. She wears a cream-colored dress that screams old money: elegant, modest, and perfect.I sit beside Arthur. I feel like a smudge of charcoal on a white canvas. Under the table, I am acutely aware of the draft on my skin; I am wearing nothing but the silk of my dress, just as Ethan commanded after the "Tax" last night: 'If I find a single scrap of lace between your legs again, I’ll strip you in front of him.'As promised, for the past week, Ethan has personally tasted every morsel and water that enters my mouth. He is my taste
The evening is quiet, the kind of silence that feels heavy, pregnant with things unsaid.Arthur and I are finally alone in the master suite after a grueling dinner. The air in the dining room was stagnant; Ethan looked so shaken he barely touched his vintage red, his eyes tracking every movement of the staff. He didn't even bring himself to touch me.Ethan firmly believes I’m being poisoned. Arthur and the doctors insist it’s just an allergic reaction. I don't know who to fear more. If anyone wants to poison me, I tell myself, it would be Ethan. He hates me the most for being Mrs. Reynolds, for being a stripper - for even existing.Arthur is already in his pajamas, sitting on the edge of the vast, king-sized bed. He looks at me with a tenderness that makes my skin itch with a sudden, violent guilt."Zola, darling," he says softly, reaching for my hand as I emerge from the dressing room in a modest silk nightgown. "Come here."I walk to him, my movements stiff. My body is still sing
The return to the Reynolds mansion feels less like a homecoming and more like a slow march toward an altar.I am tucked into the backseat of the Bentley, wrapped in a cashmere blanket that smells faintly of the hospital’s antiseptic and Ethan’s heavy, sandalwood cologne.Arthur sits beside me, his hand resting over mine with a gentle, paternal warmth that is supposed to comfort me. But under the weight of the secret I’m carrying, his touch feels like a brand."You're safe now, darling," Arthur whispers, leaning in to kiss my temple. "The doctors say it was a severe allergic reaction. Some rare preservatives in the tea. I’ve had the entire pantry cleared out. Nothing will hurt you again."I nod weakly, but my eyes are fixed on the rearview mirror.Ethan is driving. He hasn't spoken since we left the hospital. His eyes are hidden behind dark aviators, his jaw set so tight I can see the muscles leaping in his cheek. He doesn't look like a man who believes in allergic reactions.When we p







