Mag-log inThe diamond band on my finger feels like a shackle, cold and heavy enough to drag me through the floorboards. I stand in the center of the master suite of the Reynolds mansion, surrounded by the scent of expensive lilies and old money.
I am Zola Reynolds now. The wife of a billionaire.
But seeing Ethan here makes everything worse.
I never told Arthur that I was once a stripper, a life I led out of pure survival to fend for myself and bury my debts. Arthur believes I am just a struggling girl who lost her mother to the same medical bills I spent my nights dancing to pay off.
My stomach twists. Will Ethan tell him? He has been a silent shadow since our introduction yesterday, watching me commit this ultimate fraud with those storm-grey eyes.
The door behind me clicks shut.
"Arthur?" I turn, a practiced, gentle smile on my face. "I was just starting to—"
The smile dies. The blood in my veins turns to slush.
It isn’t Arthur.
Ethan is leaning against the heavy oak door, his arms crossed over a chest that I know far too well. He’s ditched his tuxedo jacket, his white shirt unbuttoned at the throat to reveal the tan skin I bit into only a month ago. He looks at me - not as a son, not as a relative - but as the man who paid for my screams.
"The white is a nice touch," he says, his voice a low, jagged blade. "It almost covers the scent of the club. Almost."
"Ethan, please get out," I whisper, my hands trembling as I clutch the silk of my skirts. "Your father is just down the hall. If he finds you here—"
"If he finds me here, he’ll find me welcoming my new mother to the family." He moves then, a slow, predatory prowl that leaves me no room to breathe.
"Tell me, Zola. Does he know? Does he know that while he’s planning a honeymoon, I’m still tasting you on my tongue?"
"Stop it." I try to bolt past him, but he catches my arm, his grip a familiar, bruising vise. He spins me around, slamming my back against the wall. The framed photos of the Reynolds ancestors rattle against the plaster.
"You think this ring makes you untouchable?" He leans in, his face inches from mine. I can smell the expensive Scotch and the dark, familiar heat of him.
"You think you can just play the saint and erase the nights I had you pinned to that desk? The nights I thrust into you so hard you screamed my name until you were hoarse?"
"I did what I had to do!" I hiss, my eyes stinging. "I had debts, Ethan. Arthur helped me. He’s a good man—"
"He was deceived by a pro." Ethan’s hand slides up my throat, his thumb pressing just hard enough against my windpipe to make my pulse jump. "And you’re a parasite. You’re a little bird who found a gilded cage, but you forgot one thing."
He leans down, his lips brushing my ear, his breath hot and terrifying.
"I’m the one who keeps the keys."
He shifts his weight, pinning my lower body with his own. Through the layers of my expensive wedding dress, I feel the hard, unmistakable evidence of his desire.
It’s a betrayal. My body remembers him. My skin hungers for the very hands that want to break me.
"My father is old, Zola," he murmurs, his hand sliding down to the lace at my waist. "He wants a companion. He wants someone to hold his hand while he falls asleep. But you... you have needs that an old man can’t meet."
He reaches down, his fingers finding the hem of my dress, slowly inching upward, trailing a path of fire along my legs to my thighs. "I’m going to let you play your little game for him. You can be his saint in the light. But the moment the sun goes down, you’re mine to consume."
The sharp slap of his hand against my wet clitoris, hidden beneath the silk, makes me cry out. It’s the same sting from the club, the same mark of ownership.
The clock in the hallway strikes twelve, each chime sounding like a hammer hitting a nail. I’ve changed into a fresh silk slip - pearl white, the color of innocence I no longer possess. I’ve scrubbed my skin, trying to wash away the phantom sensation of Arthur’s hands, but the skin around my wrists is already beginning to bloom into an ugly, mottled purple.I push open Ethan’s door. The room is a cavern of shadows, lit only by the glowing embers in the fireplace. Ethan is standing by the window, his hand bandaged from the cinema room, his silhouette sharp against the glass."You’re late," he growls without turning around. "The tax increases by the minute, Sapphire.""I... I’m sorry," I whisper, my voice catching.He turns, his eyes scanning me with predatory hunger. He stalks toward me, the air around him vibrating with that familiar, dangerous heat. He doesn't say a word as he reaches out, fisting his hand in my hair and pulling me into his chest. His other hand slides down my back
The flickering light of a classic noir film dances across the walls of the private cinema room. It’s supposed to be a relaxing family evening. Arthur sits in the center of the oversized sofa, looking content, while I am tucked into his side.Ethan is seated in the leather armchair to our left, half-shrouded in shadow. He isn't watching the screen. He’s watching us."You’re so tense, Zola," Arthur murmurs, his voice full of a gentle, husbandly concern. "You need to relax, my love. Let the world go and let me show you how much I care."Before I can respond, Arthur reaches over. He takes my legs, lifting them with a slow, deliberate motion, and drapes them across his own lap. He begins to stroke my thigh, his palm moving in a rhythmic, soothing pattern. To anyone else, it’s a gesture of affection. To me, it’s a countdown to an explosion.I can feel Ethan’s gaze boring into the side of my head. In the dim glow of the movie, I see his jaw set so hard the bone looks like it might snap. His
The afternoon air in the Reynolds gardens is heavy with the scent of blooming jasmine and damp earth. After the suffocating tension of the lunch table, the wide-open space should feel like a relief, but as Althea links her arm through mine, it feels like another set of chains.She is a vision in the sunlight, her cream dress fluttering around her legs. She looks so wholesome, so untainted by the filth of the secrets I carry."It’s so beautiful out here, isn't it, Zola?" Althea sighs, her eyes swept over the manicured hedges. "Arthur told me he had the rose garden redesigned just for you. He really does adore you.""He’s... he’s very generous," I manage to say, my voice still a bit breathless. My inner thighs still feel sensitized, the ghost of Ethan’s toes lingering on my skin like a brand.Althea stops walking and turns to face me, taking both of my hands in hers. Her palms are soft and warm. "I wanted to get you alone for a moment. I know I’m practically part of the family already,
The dining room is a cathedral of sunlight and polished silver, but to me, it feels like a courtroom.Arthur sits at the head of the long table, beaming with a pride that feels like a weight on my chest. To his right sits Ethan, looking devastatingly handsome in a charcoal suit. And beside Ethan sits Althea.She is breathtaking. Her hair is a cascade of honey-blonde silk, and her skin glows with the health of someone who has never known a day of true desperation. She wears a cream-colored dress that screams old money: elegant, modest, and perfect.I sit beside Arthur. I feel like a smudge of charcoal on a white canvas. Under the table, I am acutely aware of the draft on my skin; I am wearing nothing but the silk of my dress, just as Ethan commanded after the "Tax" last night: 'If I find a single scrap of lace between your legs again, I’ll strip you in front of him.'As promised, for the past week, Ethan has personally tasted every morsel and water that enters my mouth. He is my taste
The evening is quiet, the kind of silence that feels heavy, pregnant with things unsaid.Arthur and I are finally alone in the master suite after a grueling dinner. The air in the dining room was stagnant; Ethan looked so shaken he barely touched his vintage red, his eyes tracking every movement of the staff. He didn't even bring himself to touch me.Ethan firmly believes I’m being poisoned. Arthur and the doctors insist it’s just an allergic reaction. I don't know who to fear more. If anyone wants to poison me, I tell myself, it would be Ethan. He hates me the most for being Mrs. Reynolds, for being a stripper - for even existing.Arthur is already in his pajamas, sitting on the edge of the vast, king-sized bed. He looks at me with a tenderness that makes my skin itch with a sudden, violent guilt."Zola, darling," he says softly, reaching for my hand as I emerge from the dressing room in a modest silk nightgown. "Come here."I walk to him, my movements stiff. My body is still sing
The return to the Reynolds mansion feels less like a homecoming and more like a slow march toward an altar.I am tucked into the backseat of the Bentley, wrapped in a cashmere blanket that smells faintly of the hospital’s antiseptic and Ethan’s heavy, sandalwood cologne.Arthur sits beside me, his hand resting over mine with a gentle, paternal warmth that is supposed to comfort me. But under the weight of the secret I’m carrying, his touch feels like a brand."You're safe now, darling," Arthur whispers, leaning in to kiss my temple. "The doctors say it was a severe allergic reaction. Some rare preservatives in the tea. I’ve had the entire pantry cleared out. Nothing will hurt you again."I nod weakly, but my eyes are fixed on the rearview mirror.Ethan is driving. He hasn't spoken since we left the hospital. His eyes are hidden behind dark aviators, his jaw set so tight I can see the muscles leaping in his cheek. He doesn't look like a man who believes in allergic reactions.When we p







