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Author: DIAMONDLEE
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ASTRID

I think something is terribly wrong with me. Either with my brain or my entire body. How do I explain my feelings and reactions to Jordan?

I should be mad at him. But strangely I’m not. Not even when he fucked me against the back of the couch, and made me come the strongest I ever.

I can’t seem to stay mad at him, even though I’ve been avoiding his calls for days. The moment he touched me, I melted into his arms. I think I'm a little bit obsessed with him.

The way he fucks me, owns me, his rough dominance, and devious fucking.

And everything about him, really. But that’s wrong. I shouldn’t be so tangled up with him that I can’t escape his trap, and whenever he asks me to say that I’m his, I always refuse just to upset him and get him to fuck me harder.

Sometimes I deliberately say things to upset him just so that he can fuck me.

Is that even healthy?

I mean have lost focus since the last time he fucked me two days ago. I was supposed to have a meeting with him but I refused
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  • Claiming My Father’s Best Friend    77

    ASTRID I think something is terribly wrong with me. Either with my brain or my entire body. How do I explain my feelings and reactions to Jordan?I should be mad at him. But strangely I’m not. Not even when he fucked me against the back of the couch, and made me come the strongest I ever.I can’t seem to stay mad at him, even though I’ve been avoiding his calls for days. The moment he touched me, I melted into his arms. I think I'm a little bit obsessed with him.The way he fucks me, owns me, his rough dominance, and devious fucking.And everything about him, really. But that’s wrong. I shouldn’t be so tangled up with him that I can’t escape his trap, and whenever he asks me to say that I’m his, I always refuse just to upset him and get him to fuck me harder.Sometimes I deliberately say things to upset him just so that he can fuck me. Is that even healthy?I mean have lost focus since the last time he fucked me two days ago. I was supposed to have a meeting with him but I refused

  • Claiming My Father’s Best Friend    76

    JORDAN“Jordan? Why are you here…" Her words are cut off with a sharp gasp as I grab her by the throat, not tightly but firmly enough to hold her in place. My lips crash against hers before she can finish her question. The moment her mouth opens in surprise, I deepen the kiss, feasting on her lips like a starving animal finally giving a taste of what it’s been craving.Her scent, intoxicating and grounding. It’s exactly what I need, what I’ve been missing.I thrust my tongue to the roof of her mouth and I kiss her with a savageness that hardens my dick and twists my fucking spine.But I don’t stop.Not when she gasps.Not when she trembles.When she opened the door, I didn’t wait for an invitation. I stepped in, closing the distance between us before she could even think about slamming it in my face. I couldn’t take the chance.I release her lips with one last bite. As much as I’d like to keep feasting on her, she needs air. But even as I allow her that, I don’t let go of her throat,

  • Claiming My Father’s Best Friend    75

    ASTRID Brandon insisted on taking me to his favorite restaurant for lunch, and despite my initial reluctance, I didn’t regret it. The food was incredible, so good that I ended up eating more than I should. As we step into the office lobby, I let out a contented sigh, feeling uncomfortably full."I doubt I’ll get anything done for the rest of the day," I mutter to Brandon. "All I want is to take a nap."Brandon chuckles. "Food coma already?"“I feel pregnant. And it’s your fault.”“And that goes my ‘thank you’, anyway, you are welcome.” I roll my eyes but don’t reply.As we approach the elevator, the receptionist calls out, "Astrid, the boss wants to see you in his office right away."I groan audibly, rolling my eyes so hard they might fall out of my head. "Of course, he does. Why am I always so unlucky!" I grumble under my breath. The last thing I need right now is a meeting.Brandon pats my back. "Good luck with that," he teases, heading to his office.I mentally prepare for whatev

  • Claiming My Father’s Best Friend    74

    JORDANI slam my phone down on the desk harder than I intended, the loud crack echoing through the office. My jaw clenches as I stare at the black screen, willing to light up with a call or a message from her. Nothing. Just silence.Astrid has been dodging my calls since yesterday, and I know her phone works perfectly fine.Peter mentioned he had spoken to her earlier today, so she’s picking up calls, just not mine. The knowledge burns like acid in my chest, and I fucking hate how it hurts.My life hasn’t been the same since Astrid walked in. It's gotten even worse since she left my house three days ago. I know she wants more than I’m willing to give. I should let her go but I can’t. Not when I can’t stop thinking about her.Not when she looks at me like she can see through me. No woman has ever looked at me like Astrid does, except my late wife.I resisted going after her after she left my house three days ago. But right now I need her. I need to feel the heat of her body and hear th

  • Claiming My Father’s Best Friend    73

    ASTRID My phone buzzes on the table, lighting up with Jordan’s name flashing across the screen. I glance at it, my stomach twisting, and then let it go silent. Across from me, Lily arches a brow."Aren’t you going to answer that?" she asks casually, but I can see the curiosity simmering in her eyes."I’ll call him later, right now I’m busy with my best friend," I reply, trying to keep my tone light, but I know she isn’t fooled. She narrows her gaze at me, her lips pressing into a line.“Best friend? Oh, that’s new.” I roll my eyes. I’ve been expecting her to roast me for ditching our hangout last week and it seems this is the perfect timing. She crosses her arms, fixing me with a stern look.“Last I remember, you choose a dick over me.”“God, Lily, you are so predictable.”“Whatever,” she flips her hair theatrically. “I felt abandoned! You were over at Jordan’s place for a week, and I didn’t even get a glimpse of you.”I sigh, catching the playfully exaggerated pout on her face. “I d

  • Claiming My Father’s Best Friend    72

    ASTRIDA lesson?I feel myself on the verge of hyperventilating as he leans in, his breath fanning my neck and even though he hasn’t touched me yet I'm dripping. Whereas I should be mad at him not dripping for him!Well, that’s what Jordan does to me. I can’t stay mad at him when he’s so close that I can soak in his warmth, so close that I can see the line of his jaw and trace the contours of his face, with my gaze.I have to fight this even though I want him to fuck me until I'm sated. “Jordan,” I breathe out."You want me to fuck you like a whore, is that it?" he asks, his eyes darkening as they narrow on me while I swallow hard, realizing I have been back up against the edge of the desk.Jordan grabs my waist, hoisting me up and pushing me backwards onto his desk. Before I can orient myself, he grabs the hem of my gown, bunching around my stomach, tugging down my panties, and shoving it inside his pocket.He digs his fingers into my folds. “Look how soaked you are for me, Sweetn

  • Claiming My Father’s Best Friend    71

    JORDAN I hear a car pull into the driveway and immediately rise from my chair, making my way to the window. I’ve been restless since I got back from work and found out that Astrid was gone.Agatha had informed me that she left the house to go grab something and would be back soon. I kept on looking out the window, waiting for when she would return. I waited patiently all afternoon for her, but she didn’t come back and she wasn’t answering my calls either. I wanted to spend time with her, to make up for the way I had acted in the morning.I couldn’t concentrate on the meeting. My thoughts kept circling back to her, to the way things ended before I walked out the door.I ended up cutting the meeting short, rushing back to this house that I’d started to see as something else. Home. This house used to just be walls, a place to come back to at the end of the day. Now, it’s become so much more, and it’s all because of her.If I were asked where my home really is, I’d say it’s wherever A

  • Claiming My Father’s Best Friend    70

    ASTRID “Are you listening?” Brandon’s voice pulls me out of my thoughts, and I jolt back to reality, blinking away the fog. I realize he’s been talking, and I’ve been…miles away, stuck in reverie.Brandon is staring at me with a furrowed brow. He called earlier, and I needed the distraction so my mind could stop thinking about Jordan. I decided to meet up with him and we’ve been sitting here in a coffee shop catching up. Well, Brandon ended up doing all the talking while I’ve been thinking about Jordan.“Yeah, sorry,” I say, trying to force a smile. He gives me a skeptical look, and I don’t blame him. I’ve been zoning out all afternoon.I shake my head, attempting to refocus, but my thoughts drift back to Jordan. He’s the one person who can make me feel like I’m on top of the world in one second, only to let my heart come crashing down the next.Right now, I’m more confused than I’ve ever been. I’m falling for him, head over heels, and it’s a dangerous fall. Because what James feel

  • Claiming My Father’s Best Friend    69

    JORDANI watch as Astrid stirs and snuggles closer. Her red hair splays across my white pillow as she breathes deeply, her body relaxes, her face angelic in sleep.She shifts a little, her eyes still close as her hand rests on my chest.She moves a little more and drapes her knee across my thigh. My cock pulses back to life, somehow even harder than before.My cock needs some wrangling, given that it’s been hard from the moment I got home last night and saw Astrid sleeping in my bed. I strip down my pants down to my knees, freeing my cock.I clench my eyes shut and let out a low grunt. Her little turning and tossing has left me in a fiery state of desire.I must tamp it down. Even though I want to bury my shaft into her, I have to let her recover fully. That’s why I haven’t touched her yet.I can’t help but smile, watching her eyes flutter open. I lean down and kiss her slowly, nipping her lower lips.God, I want her. I cup her breast and she gasps and whimpers. I flick her tight nipp

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