Chapter 6
RAYANA POV
The morning arrived, and I peeled myself reluctantly from the warm pillow. The inside of my head felt like a clubhouse of a thousand trolls, and there was this sinking feeling that seemed to be pulling my insides into a bottomless pit. I remained seated for a few minutes, trying to come to the current reality and not drift away in the musings of my mind.
As much as my mind had rather amusing things- and I would rather be anywhere than in my current life- I had to get up and face the day.
The door was yanked open and in came Charlotte dressed in a pair of black pants, black stiletto heels, and a black coat. She had on her head a small veil that covered her pale skin and undoubtedly poofy eyes.
“You look like shit.” She said walking in my direction and stood before my bed. I wanted to ask where she got the energy to get up so early and prep up, while I was here feeling like I had had a one on one with John Cena in a wrestling mania!
“And you bathed nice,” I said taking in her outfit. She wasn’t much of a fashionista like I was. As long as she had her body covered, my baby sister was good to go. Hell, this one could pull up a whole wedding dress to a black tie or wear jeans and cowboy boots at her wedding. And she cared less about what anybody thought of her.
She heaved a loud, heavy sigh before dropping on my bed, then scooted closer and grasped my hand in hers.
“I know losing dad has been hard, Dona. And today is going to be the hardest of all the days, but we need to get through this one. Once we put Dad at rest, we can finally move on.” Tears welled in her eyes, and she rapidly blinked then away before sniffling out loud.
“Can’t I just run away and hide?” I asked, feeling that annoying sting in my eyes.
And Gosh, I was so tired of crying.
Heck. My tear ducts were probably nearing dryness and the headache was just the proof.
“Very, unfortunately-,” She grinned, revealing a perfect set of whities. “No one will survive this if you don’t. And no one is looking up to James’s long speech about how ready he is to be the archduke.”
The mere mention of my brother’s name had me rolling my eyes.
“Oh please.” I pulled my hand from her grasp and jumped out of bed. Walking towards my ensuite bathroom, I spun around and pointed a finger at her.
“If he starts yapping again about the inheritance bullshit, I am going to yank his head off his neck.”
“Wash away that resentment, Dona. We don’t want to bury another family member.”
The words followed as I jumped into the shower. I switched on the faucets, let the water splash my body, and washed away the sticky resentment and grief before I murdered my blood!
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ALEJANDRO POV
I hated funerals. Which is why I never deemed it necessary to attend any.
They were time-consuming. And all of that crying? That made me want to yank my hair from my roots because it all felt like an apocalyptic clock.
But this one, something compelled me to attend it. And that something had black hair, black eyes with dimples on its face. And she fuckin’ looked great in a black knee-length skirt with the small coat that accentuated her lush curves.
I arrived just in time as the coffin was lowered into the ground. My eyes found her in the throng of people, and her tear-stained face made something move painfully in my chest. I swallowed audibly and maintained my distance. It was a very intimate moment, one I didn’t want to ruin.
I wanted her to ride this wave, go through the rollercoaster of emotions, and feel every stinging pain of it.
Because I would be there to hold her every step of the way.
Her fiance? Fuck that excuse of a man. I couldn’t care less if he burned and died. He was just a good for nothing like her brother who only saw money over everything else.
And right now she had to feel every stinking pain of the loss of her father because what came next was going to rock her world.
All of this was the beginning.
The priest called out long prayers and not before long, we were all called to cast out tiny paper flowers that were presented to us.
I glanced up in her direction, and our eyes collided.
Electricity crackled between us with a stinging blue current, causing her to suck in a large puff of breath. My heart leaped into my throat as her stare pulled me in. It was intense.
Something I have never felt before. I broke the intense stare and then cleared my own throat, then reclaimed my stance where I standing.
I made sure that she was looking aside before I clutched my chest and gave myself a small massage, wondering what the hell that was that just happened!
Did she know that I was the one she was in the gardens last night?
Or does she feel that electricity that lasered through my being by just looking in her eyes?
And fuck… What a moment it was!
Did such things even exist?
The priest said the last prayer and we all cried “Amen” before we started walking away from the small cemetery.
I made sure to hurry the fuck out of there and to recoup my thoughts.
I needed to chill the fuck out!
Arriving at my car, I yanked the back door open and climbed inside before shutting it close, then clenched my fist tight. Blue eyes found mine in the rearview mirror, and a knowing smirk pulled up on that bloody face.
“Princess got you feeling all moody, huh?” Viper smirked harder as I glared harder, ready to yank his head off his neck.
“Ahhhh. Who thought we’d live to see the day?” He teased as he started the ignition, and I kicked the back of the driver’s seat.
“Shut up and drive, Viper. What the hell do you know?” But he was right!
Who the fuck thought we’d live to see the day?
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The drive from Windsor Castle was a lonesome crusade through an ocean of thoughts. It didn’t bother me to think; it never has. This time I was worried about my sanity because every single thought involved black r and curvy little body, and I wondered if I had lost my shit.
I suddenly felt the need to see Kimberly!
Rriiing!
The loud ringtone yanked me from my musings, and for a second, I was excited for the small distraction.
Viper pulled out his phone, checked his phone, and stared at me:
“It’s the lawyer.” He informed.
“Answer it,” I commanded in a low gruff, shifting in my seat for more comfort.
“Lorenzo Marino speaking.” He said as he swerved down to the main road, leaving the long junction from the castle. He nodded into the speaker before his eyes found mine in the rearview. A sense of triumph bubbled inside of me when he gave out that sinister smile.
“Stay where you are. I’ll be there in a few.” He hung up the call, threw the phone on his passenger seat, and grinned. “James called the lawyer to read the will today. He is on his way as we speak.” The information caused something to stir inside of me, and I fell back into my seat before barking out a loud laughter.
This felt so fucking good. Everything was happening in such a rush that at times, I failed to grasp it all in one swoop. The death of the archduke was the beginning of the long empire I was going to build, and the reckless eldest son just pushed the first domino.
“Where is he?”
“He’s in Slough.” He informed me, and I nodded.
“Then Slough is where we’re going.”
Chapter 125 RAYANA POVWarmth pulsed beneath my skin like a steady heartbeat; but the pain still simmered- dull, deep, but just… there like a warning. My mind kept playing one broken ‘what the fuck is going on’ reel over and over again. Just when I thought it would stop, it started yet again. Every passing second felt like pure torture of unsaid words and broken promises as I laid cradled in Alejandro’s arms on a hospital bed. His heartbeat was a steady thump against my ear, his breathing low, calculated. Silence? It was fucking deafening, broken only by the sound of the machine beeping on the side of the bed; a dull reminder that I was infact; alive. I massaged his chest, pressing my finger right where his heart thumped with a steady beat. A heavy sigh escaped me, unable to continue any further down the rabbit hole. “Lorenzo told me things,” I whispered. His hand that was on my back, froze for a second before it resumed its path across my spine. I waited for him to ask me what
Chapter 124 ALEJANDRO POVThe door whisked open and I erupted from my chair. The doctor froze by the door, then took one look at me before heading out a loud disturbed sigh. I pushed my hands into my pockets and waited. He pushed the door closed and skidded towards the bed where Rayana laid still, unmoving. She’s been sleeping for so long. I just wish she could wake up, look at me with those beady beautiful eyes. Maybe… maybe I would heal. Maybe I would stop feeling like I died, went to hell, and came back. “The MRI results are out. I am afraid she has to st-,” “Get to the damn point, doc. What the hell is wrong with my wife? Why is she not waking up?” I said in a low tired voice, but the rasp in it was enough to cut through steel. The doctor swallowed, then fixed the rims of his glasses on the bridge of his nose before looking at the of in his hands. “She has a subdural hematoma. It is a type of brain bleeding that occurs between the dura mater and the brain itself. She seems
Chapter 123ALEJANDRO POVThe sun was almost starting to set when we finally arrived home. Home. Even saying it out loud felt foreign. It hadn’t even been a week since the last time I was here, but it felt like the whole place was all new to me. It was almost six in the evening. I expected to find the place empty, cold, with nobody else to return to; especially when I had a sick wife to attend to. That’s how weird it all was.What I did not expect to find was men and women, all gathered around the fountain roundabout that led to the house and the underground garage. They all wore solemn expressions, pained expressions of great longing and something else. Something that looked like a mixture of crippling rage and relief, oil and water. Some even had guns and were ready to go to immediate war if need be.The cars pulled to a halt in front of the stairs that led to the house, and I exited first. Some sobs filled the space, some murmurs breaking out. Teary eyes looked at me like I had j
Chapter 122VINCENZO POV “Home.” I called out plainly before I got into the back of the car. The most plausible thing to do would have been to stay and Rome and looked to the mess made by Lorenzo, but I had other things to take care of. And I bet the Vatican couldn’t give a damn about a bit of destruction that went on. Although it was hardly a ‘bit’. Kaito remained glued by my side, unmoving and steady. His gaze lingered on my face as the cars whooshed from their parking and headed to the airport. I cast a look at him and arched a brow. “I don’t know how you do it.” He said in a smooth voice. “This world is fully of everything by dark. And right now you were just betrayed by the man whom you trusted. Yet yiu are still so strong and unshaken.” I broke my gaze from his and stared ahead, not knowing what I was going to say in response to that. “Some things force you to be strong even when you don’t want to.” I mumbled underneath my breath. I felt him nod beside me, and I was tha
Chapter 121RAYANA POVI remained frozen in Lorenzo’s hold as everything else unfolded in front of me. At that point, I surely had forgotten the simple act of breathing as Nikolai’s body crumbled in front of his father. He stood there, like an angel of death carrying out a deadly assignment, as though he had not just watched his only offspring take his life in front of him. I guess loyalty ran deeper than blood. The only way to pay for betraying none but the Pakhan himself was through death. I felt a tremor rattling Lorenzo behind me, his hold growing lax and his panting breath washing all over my back. I was still in a cold stupor, my mouth hanging open. Of all things that happened, nothing would have prepared me for what had just happened. “Now it’s your turn.” Vladimir’s voice came out harsher than the cold wind in winter; his eyes a smoldering black of oblivion that could swallow anything living, and in front of him. He skipped over Nikolai’s dead body before skating forward,
Chapter 120 RAYANA POV Screams echoed around the cathedral, piercing right through the haze of darkness that had washed over me and swallowed me whole.I felt like I had been to hell and I was clawing my way back, with fists and kicks and bites; fighting everything in my way with all the little might that was left inside of me.I slipped in and out of unconsciousness for so long; my soul stuck on the precipice of life and death. It was a gruesome torture of being dead and alive all at the same time; feeling everything while being numb all at once.I just knew one had to lose, and one had to win the fight. Gunfire continued oozing from all around me, death swirling in the air with a bitter stance. It was suffocating, and it felt like I was drowning in a bottomless pool of sorrow and agony. I came to and found myself cradled in the arms of the priest who was shaking like a bloody leaf, eyes snapped wide as he watched the whole place being flipped upside down by men whose souls were s