LOGINWill’s P.O.V.
I can’t stop thinking about my professor how insanely hot she looked in that white corset top. I couldn’t take my eyes off her for even a second. Damn, I couldn’t stop imagining what she’s hiding under those clothes. And the way she reacted to my double-meaning jokes… it drove me crazy. Today, I’m sure she feels the same pull and attraction. It’s not just one-sided. I'm just lying in my room at night, lost in my thoughts, trying to sleep, but I can’t. All I want is to tell her how much I crave to control her. To uncover her desires, to test her limits. To punish her for biting her lip and looking away from me without permission. I want to show her who holds the power... to make her feel everything that’s running through my goddamn mind since my eyes landed on her. I clutch the pillow in frustration because I’ve got everything with a snap of my finger. This time, things aren’t easy. She isn’t easy to get because she is my professor. But damn, that just makes it more fun… more of a challenge. I like that. And I’ll get her, because when Will Wilson wants something, he gets it, no matter what. No one can stop him. My phone beeps on the nightstand. I pick it up, still lying on my back, shirtless, wearing just my shorts. Her name flashes on the screen. Iva. My jaw drops for a second. Then I read the full notification: Iva liked your picture. It’s from I*******m. Fuck. She’s stalking me. It means she’s losing her mind over me the same way I am over her, and that thought makes me smirk. I unlock my phone and open I*******m, but her like is gone. Where did it go? Oh… now I get it. She must have disliked it after mistakenly tapping it. I smile. That’s cute. I open her profile and start stalking her. She hasn’t posted much, but in every single picture, she looks insanely hot and pretty. And I must say she looks extra hot in specs. Instantly, I imagine her on her knees in front of me, staring up at me through those glasses, her lips slightly parted. God. That mere image hardens my dick, and I grip my phone tighter with desire. Fuck. She’s driving me crazy. No one has ever made me feel this insane before. What the hell is happening to me? **** One Week Later An entire week passes, and nothing has changed, except that my obsession with Iva has only grown deeper. Every night, I imagine her kneeling in front of me and following all my orders. And all the imaginations arouse me always. I’m losing control over myself every single day. I want her, and I want to do all those dirty things run in my mind when I look at her and think about her. During class, I catch her stealing glances when she thinks I’m not watching. But I always catch her. Always. She pretends to ignore me, but I know she feels it. The tension. The pull. The silent conversation we keep having with just our eyes. Every time, she walks into the classroom, I smirk at her, dragging my gaze over her body without shame. And sometimes just to mess with her, I throw in a double-meaning comment during lectures. She stiffens, avoids eye contact, and grips the edge of the desk like she’s holding herself back. Like she’s trying not to imagine exactly what I’m imagining. With each passing day, my desire to control her is growing stronger. It's no longer just an attraction, it's an intense hunger. I want to ruin her self-control. I want to watch her fall apart under me. I want to hear her moan my name. God! I can’t wait any longer. After our first lecture of the day ends, I toss my pen on the table and lean back, stretching a little. It’s her lecture next, and like every day I can’t wait to see her and tease her through my eyes. But today, I’ve decided to approach her. I can’t just keep watching from afar, teasing her with looks and words. No more playing it safe. No more hiding behind smirks and stares. Today, I’m going to test the waters… up close. Because I know one thing for sure that Professor Iva wants me just as much as I want her. And I’m done with waiting for the right time. “Will.” Isabel’s voice catches my attention and I move my gaze to her. She stands, slinging her arm over Jack’s shoulder. “Let’s skip this lecture and go somewhere to have fun today.” “Yeah, good idea.” Jack nods, giving me a teasing grin. “Will, you wanna join us?” I know they both are teasing me because they know it’s Iva’s lecture next. My friends are well aware of what’s going on, how much Professor Iva is driving me crazy and how obsessed I’m getting with her. And now, I can’t miss a single one of her lectures. Sebastian, who’s buried in his notes and sitting beside me, looks up at them. He’s the only one in our group who’s serious about studies. He has this obsession with being perfect and topping all his exams. “Guys… I can’t miss this lecture. You know it’s—” He stops mid-sentence when Isabel and Jack both turn and glare at him. He was so lost in his notes that he didn’t even realise that Jack and Isabel were talking about skipping class just to tease me. Sebastian looks at them, confused. “What?” Isabel rolls her eyes dramatically. “You ruin the fun, idiot.” Jack chuckles, shaking his head. “Seriously, man, your timing is so off.” I just laugh, folding my arms as I lean against the desk. Sebastian frowns, still not getting it. “What did I do?” “You gave away the fact that it’s Iva’s lecture next,” Isabel says, pointing at me. “We were just teasing your boy here.” Jack nudges me with a grin. “We all know Will would rather skip breathing than miss a lecture where he can burn holes into Professor Iva’s soul with that gaze of his.” “Shut up.” I laugh, though I don’t even try to deny it. Because they’re not wrong. They’ve seen it, the way I look at Iva, and only they can understand my double-meaning talks during the lecture. Iva is still pretending like nothing’s happening. But today she has to accept that she also feels the invisible pull between us. Today, I’m finally going to break the wall she’s trying so hard to keep between us.Will’s P.O.V.It’s been a few days since the car session. A few days of pretending things are better.A few days of watching her trying to live normally, even though the panic attacks are tearing her apart from the inside.She smiles. She talks. She even laughs sometimes.But I see through it.I see the way her hands start trembling when certain topics come up. The way she gets lost in her world in the middle of a conversation. And at night… It’s worse.She wakes up gasping, clutching at me like she’s drowning and I’m the only thing keeping her above water.It kills me to watch her like that. I want to help her.But I don’t know how.I’ve tried holding her, distracting her by controlling her, punishing her, anything that might pull her mind away from those dark spirals. Sometimes it works for a while.But the panic always finds its way back.Tonight, after dinner, I finally bring it up.“Iva,” I say carefully, sitting beside her on the sofa. “Maybe we should talk to a doctor.”She
Will’s P.O.V. Today, I gave her an order I knew would be nearly impossible to follow. My dominant side wanted her to obey me, but my darker side wanted her to fail. I wanted her to break the rule.Because if she disobeyed, it would give me a reason to push her further. To punish her.And that punishment feels like a solution.Because when she focuses on me… on my commands, my control, my consequences… she forgets everything else. The pain. The memories. The trauma. Even if it’s just for a moment.And I’m so damn tired of watching her suffer. So I’ll do anything to pull her out of that darkness. Now I’m nowhere near ready to end this session. I know something broke her at college today, and I will find out what it was. But first, I give her exactly what she begs for.She wants her pain taken away?I will drown it. I will heal her by making her forget everything except the fire I put in her blood.I miss her submissive side more than I can explain. For so long I have held myself back
Iva’s P.O.V.The dominance in Will's tone sends a different kind of shiver down my spine. I feel the spark of my submissive side flickering back to life, a part of me I thought the tragedy had killed.I love this side of him. It’s the only thing that lets me truly forget the pain."Will..." I try to thrust my hips against him, but he holds me in a tight grip."Did you hear me?" He leans forward and brushes his lips against my ear. "I’m in control of your body right now.""Yes." I moan as he gives a sudden thrust."Yes, what?" He spanks my butt hard with one hand while the other grabs my hair, pulling my head back."Yes, Master.""Good girl."He begins to thrust again in a slow rhythm. He hits the perfect spot over and over, pushing me right to the edge and then slowing down just as I’m about to break. He is torturing me in the most beautiful way. The grief that was a heavy stone in my chest is being replaced by a desperate need."Please," I gasp, my head falling back against his shoul
Iva’s P.O.V.It has been a few days since I started trying to live again, trying to push the pain into a corner of my mind where it can’t reach me. But trauma is a shadow that doesn't know how to leave.However, I’m glad Will is there by my side these days. He’s the best husband. The last lecture bell rings, and I let out a long breath of relief. I can’t concentrate. Teaching used to be my favourite thing in the world, but now it is a mountain I struggle to climb. I find myself zoning out at the chalkboard as the students' faces blur into a sea of white noise. I have to move on. I can't live like this.I pack my things into my handbag. The room is empty now, and the students are hurried off to their next lecture. I walk toward the staff room. I need to grab some notes from my locker before I head home.As I step inside, laughter fills the air."Oh my God, Olivia! I can't believe you're pregnant!" one of my colleagues exclaims with excitement.Another joyful voice follows immediately.
Will’s P.O.V.I had been waiting for this day.Seeing her walk back into the college this morning felt like watching the sun rise after weeks of darkness. After the nightmare we've lived through, seeing her try to reclaim her life felt like a small victory.When I dropped her off, I tried to keep my voice normal, my smile easy, but inside I was holding my breath.I wanted so badly to see my professor again. The confident woman who walks into a classroom and owns it.But I also know the truth. Her loss is huge. Bigger than anything either of us has ever faced. Healing from something like that doesn’t happen overnight, no matter how much we want it to.Still… seeing her step out of the car with her bag hanging on her shoulder gave me hope.So I return to work today too. The first real meeting I’ve attended in weeks. The marketing team was talking about numbers, contracts, and investments, but my mind was somewhere else entirely.With her.Every few seconds, my eyes drifted to my phone k
Iva’s P.O.V.We lie down in each other's arms. For the first time in forever, the dreadful memories of the past month leave my mind. I forget the haunting images and the hollow ache, and only remember his love. I feel peaceful as he presses a tender kiss on my forehead.***The next morning, the world feels slightly brighter. Will drops me off at the college, his eyes shining with a relief that makes my heart swell. He is so happy to see me stepping back into my old life, and for a moment, I believe I can do it.But trauma is a cruel teacher.In the middle of my second lecture, I’m standing in front of the blackboard with chalk in hand. Suddenly, the board transforms into the white walls of that hospital room, and the monster's face flashes in my mind. ‘I prayed for this baby every single day for years. Please, don't kill my little one... please.’ I hear my own voice begging, screaming for our baby’s life, only to be met with his mocking laughter.The chalk shakes in my hand, and my
Iva’s P.O.V.The waiter arrives and begins arranging our dinner on the table. The scent is mouthwatering. There is spiced pasta, warm garlic bread, and some kind of sizzling grilled meat that makes my stomach growl.“Wow…” I can’t able to tear my eyes away from the food.Will leans to the side, his
Will’s P.O.V. Fuck! Does she even realise what she’s doing to me?This woman, my professor, my submissive, my obsession, just treated a small cut like it meant the world. She cared. Like really cared.I’m used to girls running after me for fun and to have a taste of my dominance. But Iva? She’s h
Iva’s P.O.V.A month laterSince Will entered my life, my days have been flying by. The past month with him has been full of passion and my complete submission to him. I don’t know how I so easily began trusting him and believing he would never hurt me.Everything with Will is so easy. He isn’t jus
Iva’s P.O.V. “Stand up,” Will commands in his deep, sexy voice, and like every time, it sends shivers down my spine and turns me on. He steps back, giving me space. I’m breathing heavily, but still, I get to my feet. My eyes lock on his, those wild, dangerous eyes that make my heart pound with de







