After what feels like an eternity of my former classmates pretending to be happy for me, people who have barely spoken to me for years coming over to congratulate me. We are finally able to head home, my brain still trying to process the huge changes to my life in a few short hours.
'You did it, Armina' Aurora beams inside my head, 'This is who we have always meant to be' I try to agree by the doubt is still strong within me. Along with the fear. 'We did it' I remind her, 'While in my eyes mostly you' I laugh to her, she disagrees but we let it go as we walk. Aiden is quiet on the walk, giving me time to process. He knows me well. Knows I have never been great with change and today has been overwhelming. The moment he opens the door, I start walking towards the bathroom. A shower and a nap sound like the best plan to me, a chance to disconnect and absorb the day. "I'm going to order some Chinese food, eat before your nap" I smile, unsurprised he knows my plan. "Beef and black bean." I smile, not breaking my stride. Aiden chuckles, "Wow, something new" he says sarcastically. I just smile opening the bathroom door and sighing in relief. As I shut the door, I quickly turn the shower to scalding hot. Letting it heat as I strip off. It's done. No more being invisible. I would be assigned with protecting our pack, with training warriors to keep us alive. This is huge. I know I'm strong, but helping others be strong? Telling them what to do? Even the thought of that makes me feel like I'm going to throw up. These people have never liked me, some openly going out of their way to hurt me. How do I now expect them to respect me, and I them? The hot water is heaven as I step in. The steam filling the bathroom until I can't see. Anyone else would be screaming in pain at the heat. But I've always loved it. My skin never burns, just blushes and feels warm. I've always had a higher tolerance to pain, which has helped me in may ways over the years. My skin not breaking as easily as other wolves, bruises not showing as deeply. When I do get hurt I heal around 10 X faster than your normal wolf. Bruises healing in minutes. Deep cuts in under an hour. Aiden doesn't know about the deep cuts, doesn't know I tested this myself. He would have been furious if he knew half of what I have done over the years, trying to figure out exactly how different I am. Aiden told me to keep the healing he was aware of to myself. Wanting to protect me from being studied, questioned and singled out. Aiden has always protected me in his way. I have to admit I'm glad the hate is public is over. No more glares. Laughing when I lose. Pretending not to notice me in public. We can finally be a normal family. Well, as normal as possible. Aiden and I are both a little broken. Our pasts haunting us. The water does its job. My muscles finally relaxed. I hear the knock on the front door, ignoring it and focusing on the water burning away the day. I knew it wouldn't be for me, it never has been. Focusing on the water I try to block out the voices. Unfortunately, wolves have amazing hearing, and Aiden has always thought mine was better than others. "Why would you hide this Aiden?" Alpha Ethan's voice booms. "Keep your voice down, she's in the shower," Aiden says softly. "Why didn't you tell me?" He demands, his voice lower. "I was protecting her, if anyone knew how much she meant to me, she would be a target," Aiden states. "I've always assumed that Aiden, I could see the way you looked at her when no one was watching" Ethan states, "I'm talking about her strength, her IQ, everything else. She's gifted Aiden, she could have helped so many times over the years. You stopped that" his voice becoming angry. "I've never tested her IQ but I know she's smart, as for the rest I was protecting her. She is still a child. Even now I will still protect her Ethan. She means more to me than anything else" a warning growl in his tone. "You wanted me to adopt a pup, did you think I wouldn't protect her above all else?" I smile. Aiden is not only my father, his always been my best friend too. "You know the problems we still have with the Eclipse pack, war is inevitable. She could help with th.." SMASH.. I hear growing and move to turn the water off. Moving faster than I ever have I am rush dried and dressed and in the lounge in under a minute. Shock fills me as I find Ethan on the ground, Aiden on top of him. Holding his collar as he growls in his face. His claws out as he struggles not to turn. Dimitri is ready to show Ethan who the real Alpha male is. "She will not be involved in that" Aiden growls. Ethan shocked; growls louder, "SUBMIT" he demands his alpha tone slipping. No pack member can resist when he uses it. Well, almost no pack member. Aiden fights against it but I see him losing. His anger evident as Ethan had always sworn never to use it on him. Their bond was always more important. At least, that is what Aiden believed. Ethan's fist swings, knocking Aiden to the ground while he struggles with the order. I don't think. Throwing myself forward my body flies through the air, my left leg catching Ethan in the face as I land near Aiden. I growl, Aurora and I both protecting him, no one touches Aiden. No one. "Leave OUR home NOW," I demand of Ethan. Not caring in the slightest of his rank. Shocked and angry Ethan demands, "Submit Armina", he orders. "NEVER" I spit, throwing my right leg out and sending Ethan flying across the room, "This is OUR home, you come and lay hands-on Aiden. Then you are my enemy, LEAVE" I scream. The moment I scream I feel it, a force coming from me; throwing Ethan across the room towards the door without me physically touching him. Aiden snaps out of the command and takes my hand. "Armina, calm down. I'm okay," he reassures. Shocked, he looks to Ethan, Ethan is looking between us. A mix of anger and confusion on his face. He slowly stands and the realisation of what I have done sinks in. I attacked the Alpha. That is punishable by exile or death. Becoming a rouge is worse than death, so I'd take the latter. Worse than that, I had shown exactly how different I am. I have always known I had abilities, but I've never shown that kind of strength in them. I've always focused on hiding. My breathing becomes heavy, "Breathe Armina, I'm here" Aiden reassures. Ethan looks between us again. "This never happened," Ethan states. Stepping into the room again. "I will not punish you for protecting your father" he states. Relief flows through my body and I bow slightly. Showing my respect while Aurora shudders. She doesn't believe we should bow to anyone. "What was that?" Ethan asks, looking between us both. "I don't know" I state honestly. "That's never happened before". I am being honest. I knew I had power. I didn't know I could do that. Ethan looks carefully between us again. Seeing both of our confusion before nodding. "Let's keep that between us" he states. "This will make you conveted by every pack in the kingdom, we are not in a position to fight that right now" his voice bleak. I look to Aiden who looks relieved. "Thank you Alpha" Aiden nods. "If she can do that you know there could be more Aiden, we need to look into this, help her control it" Aiden nods again. "Between us" Aiden states. "Leon too" Ethan adds. "No" both me and Aiden try, "Leon has shown an interest in the ancient ways since he was a boy guys" the Alpha explains. "He would be able to assist us all in finding answers, how to control this, what else you can do Armina" Ethan implores us. You see the sincerity in his eyes, but something doesn't sit right. Aiden nods and I try not to panic. Not Leon. The boy who isn't my mate but makes me feel strange on the inside. Tempted. Why does it have to be him?Nathanial:She stands to the side, gesturing for me to come in. Hesitating for only a second I walk through, looking around to find everything almost the same. Except for a photo of Sarah next to a candle on her fireplace mantle. The loss of my friend pulling on my heart strings as I turn to face her. She hasn't aged much. Not suprising with witches. She's connected to some major power, she could probably look exactly the same in 50 years if she wanted too. "You took a long time" she notes, watching me shifting uncomfortable. "Had to walk" I confess, looking anywhere but at her face as I add, "Croxus isn't with me at the moment" she isn't suprised. "I know, I felt him leave you" she explains gesturing me to sit on one of the chairs as she moves to sit across from me. "What do you mean you felt it?" I ask surprised, sitting as requested. I find myself finally facing her, watching her bright green eyes as she searches my face. She sighs, "Sarah made me promise a few days ago that if a
Armina.Seven days, it sounds like a bad horror movie. I walk down to hall to Tristan's room needing some time to breathe and absorb this all. Right, I've mastered moving things, tracking, reading people. The memory ability still feels random, I can't always do it on command. I need to know what else I can do. A thought comes into my mind as Tristan comes to into the room, closing the door behind him. "Perfect timing" I almost yell, "I need that diary about destiny wolves and any other books you may have about past wolves abilities" Tristan nods. Thinking for a few minutes before adding, "You don't have time to read everything Armina, I think going and speaking to an Elder may be better, I'll reach out and see if there are any especially interested in that topic" he adds, approaching me and placing his arms around my waist. I lean in closer to him, needing the comfort his he offers and letting his scent calm my crazy emotions and thoughts. "Thank you" he whispers, I look up at him c
Tristan and I have been running the morning training drills, continuing to work on different ways we can fight the lycan even if they have the strength and size. We need to do everything we can to minimise the loss of life on our side. Several pack members from the different packs here because of Shayne join in. We seem lucky that everyone is blending together well, focusing on the coming war instead of picking fights over small differences. It occurs to me that we could be creating something really special here. The biggest alliance in wolf history if everyone continues to get along. More wolves have arrived, from Shayne's allies, Eclipse & from Blood Moon. The numbers we have ready to fight the lycan are unheard of, all we can do is hope that's it's enough. As we train Aiden mind links me. 'We need to talk' His voice serious. 'Can it wait?' I ask, 'Not really. We are finishing up here, then need to get cleaned up. One hour, main room. Bring Tristan & Nathanial' I look up to Trista
As I close my door gently. Trying not to bring anymore attention to myself then what has already happened today, the grief threatening to completely overwhelm me. The moment her neck snapped I felt a piece of me die with her. I understand how Tristan and Armina feel, but they don't know how much she meant to me. Growing up Tristan and I were never allowed to have friends. It was just each other. That didn't help my self-esteem considering I was always comparing myself to Tristan and feeling inadequate. Tristan had clearly taken on the big brother role and as much as I wanted not to be the weak little brother, I wasn't able to measure up. Every time I screwed up and he took control I wanted to object, I wanted to take ownership, but I would always freeze. The 'freeze and nod' I would always call it in my mind, which was always the exact moment when I'd hear our father's voice boom our names. Fear would always take over and no matter how much I'd try to fight against it, I was never a
It's hard being angry at Nathanial. Every part of my being has been so used to protecting him, to taking any consequences meant for him on myself. But to he honest I don't think I would even if I could this time. Armina is a goddess, everything about her has me completely hooked and I couldn't risk losing her for anyone, not even Nathanial. Seeing her in that much pain when Nathanial mated with Sarah was the closest to hate I have ever felt towards my brother, the only time I have ever thrown hands at him out of rage. I hated it. But I couldn't bare what he had done to her. Not just that. Every single beating I had, I tried to internalise the pain. Convince myself I deserved it to not give our father the pleasure of watching me cry or beg. I got so good at it, pain barely even phased me anymore. I could have been beaten to death and probably still wouldn't have cared. There were several times I thought our father was going to go too far, Cole sure he wasn't going to be able to heal
Tristan is silent as we walk holding my hand tightly. We don't say it but I think both of us are really grateful no one will be up for an hour or so. Both of us needing time to process what has happened, what this means for all of us. If Nathanial has wanted to be forgiven he has gone about it in the worse way possible. With Tristan still radiating rage as he walks over to the shower turning it to hot and turning back to me. "I'm sorry" He whispers, his voice broken as his forehead leans against mine. His eyes closed as he breathes our scent. "You have nothing to be sorry for" I state. "I should have known, I don't understand how I missed something like this" he mumbles, heartbroken. "Tristan stop" I order, "Look at me" I order. He obeys, always respecting anything I ask of him. His eyes meeting mine, still showing anger but also fear. "This is NOT your fault, it was never your fault and you are not going to punish yourself for his choices, do you under