CHAPTER 3—Trying to Convince Him
Raffis’ Point of ViewI now look up and see the big and tall house owned by the Redwoods. All I know is that I went in here to pick up Dad because I was going home with him, but I don't remember what the inside looked like. I took a deep breath.My dad didn't know that I went here to Rock Redwood's house. I'm sure I won't be allowed to talk. Because I know that everything goes through the request. Maybe dad just doesn't want to lower his pride and doesn't want to plead with Rock. Rock is his nephew, and I am confident that we will be granted if we request an extension.We can pay off our debt as long as Rock gives me enough time. I just got my license as a nurse and just started because I've been busy with mommy."Who are you? What are you doing there?" asked the woman wearing a black fitted dress, who I think is in her mid-forties. She was standing right outside the big door, while I was still a little far from her place. She is familiar to me. She is the butler here in the big house of the Redwoods, but I don't know what hwr name is. Her aura is scary because she looks grumpy."Ah, I'm Raffi Remoirs."She looked at me from head to toe with one eyebrow raised. I think I'd rather just go home and sleep today. But no. I can't share my fear with anyone, especially Rock Redwood."Follow me," said the female butler before turning her back on me.I secretly prayed that my conversation with Rock would go well.When I entered, I felt a strange fear. It was cold all around and a bit dark. They are rich, but why do they seem to save on electricity? I noticed two maids in the living room. One sweeps while the other wipes the flower vace.I smiled at them when our eyes met, but they ignored me. I was suddenly embarrassed. "Doesn't anyone know how to smile in this place?" I whispered."Hurry up, Ms. Remoirs." The female butler's voice was cold when she called me, so I hurried to follow her.She stopped at a large door and faced me. "You have to wait here. I will go inside first.""Okay," I said softly.The woman entered while I was staring at the entire hallway. It has many pictures hanging in the wall. Those are portraits of something. Some are beautiful to look at, but most are unpleasant to look at because they cause a strange shiver in my body."Maybe they are expensive and antique," I said while staring at one.That got my attention. It's a portrait of a beautiful woman who I don't know. I was about to touch the name written there when I suddenly jumped in shock. The door opened with a loud noise. I immediately faced the woman who was looking at me seriously. It seemed to study what I did while she was in the room.I smiled at her, even though I knew it was a fake."Go inside," she said to me.At that time, I was more nervous because I was finally going to face Rock Redwood. I will only face him now, and I will really beg. I know my dad's nephew. He is a cruel Lycan King and is feared by his subjects. I took a deep breath before stepping inside.I just closed my eyes because the air conditioner was so strong inside. It was twice as cold in the living room earlier. And just like that, there seems to be no light inside. I jumped slightly when the door closed. Why do I feel that way? It seems I can't get out of here alive."What do you need from me?" Rock's voice was cold and deep, full of authority.I turned to the speaker. A man was sitting on the swivel chair, looking at me seriously. His nose was so pointed that I couldn't see his eyes because the light was barely hitting his face. I can only see a thin nose and mouth now. I can't see anything, and my eyes are still adjusting."Aren't you going to answer?" the man asked again."A-ahm, are you Mr. Rock Redwood?" I asked, even though I knew it was him and no one else.I could clearly see how one corner of his lips rose, and he smirked. "How come you came here but you don't know what your purpose looks like?" he asked. Just his voice is scary."Ah... I am Raffi Remoirs. I am the adopted daughter of your Uncle Connor, Mr. Rock. I just want to talk to you if you have time." I said in low voice since Rock started to move. I swallowed.Rock leaned back and moved his head slightly. I heard how his neck sounded. Even the movement of his Adam's apple did not escape my eyes."You are here in my office now. Do you think I can do anything else?" He stopped speaking for a moment. "What do you need?""R-Rock, dad mentioned to me what you want to happen so that we can pay you a debt. Maybe we can just pay money."And do you think you can pay me right away now that I agree?"I blinked my eyes. "N-now? Just a moment. It's not possible—""If you can't pay today, no one else can replace you." Rock moved. He moved forward to put a little light on his face.That's when I saw his handsome face. His jaw is defined, and his face is in perfect shape. His eyes, even though they look lifeless, are beautiful to look at because they are gray in color. I seem to be hypnotized because he is now looking at me."If you don't need anything, you can leave.""Why don't you listen and talk to me first? Give me more time. Even two months. Or if you don't want it, at least one month. We can also pay—""I do not need money. I have a lot of that." He smirked again. "I know you know what I need, Ms. Remoirs.""B-but—"Rock immediately stood up, causing the chair he was sitting on to make a loud noise. "No buts, no whys, Ms. Remoirs." He crossed his arms across his chest. "Uncle Connor owes my family too much, and I need payment."I'm starting to get annoyed, but I'm still patient. "Rock... I mean, Mr. Redwood, what you want to happen is not good. Why do I have to pay my family's debt? Why am I the one you thought of carrying your future child?" I took two steps closer to the front of his table. "Mr. Redwood, I'm just a she-wolf. We can't be together. You know that."The way he looked was still blank. I can read no emotion. Rock walked until he was right in front of me. He is taller than me. Actually, he can turn me down if he wants to. He bent slightly to bring his face closer to mine. I stepped back. "There is nothing else you can do but follow our conversation with Uncle Conoor, Ms. Remoirs.""I will not allow it!" I said.He frowned and seemed unable to believe that I was really opposing what he wanted."I will not agree to be the mother of your child! I don't want other Lycans to talk about me, especially my future child, when I agree. Don't you have pity?""Ms. Remoirs…" He came even closer to me and bowed his head even more. He looked directly into my eyes. "When I say that our conversation is final, it really is final. Nothing can be changed."I'm not sure if what I saw was right or just my imagination, but I noticed that his gaze landed on my lips. I could clearly see how he swallowed because his Adam's apple moved.I stepped back.He straightened up and took a deep breath. "Uncle and I have talked and we have come to an agreement. You will be the mother of my heir and you can't do anything else. If you don't need anything, you can leave. You're bothering me too much." Rock turned around and went back to his chair. He has already been pressed on the device. "Please take Ms. Remoirs."After a while, the female butler came in and looked at me with a serious face. She unfolded it further and pointed to the door. Annoyed, I glanced at Rock, who was already working on his laptop.Every step I took out of the Redwood mansion was heavy. I can't understand why our conversation turned out like that. Rock didn't even give me a chance to get some time to pay him."He says he has a lot of money... he's arrogant! Annoying! Why did he choose me to be the mother of his child, right? Why doesn't he use his wealth to find a woman for his family? Why me? Why me?" I looked like an idiot. I ranted to myself as I walked out of the large Redwood compound."WHY DID you even think of going and talking to Rock, Raffi? You know that will only make him angry!" dad said when he entered the house."I didn't say anything bad. I just tried to talk to him to change his mind, so as not to be unfair on my side, dad," I said. I'll admit that I'm really annoyed with them because they're so unfair.Dad came to me and held my hands. "Raffi, can you just do this for the sake of our family? For the sake of your mom. I know that if she were alive today, she would beg you too. Also, don't you want your child to have a good life? When you and Rock have a child, he will inherit all of Redwood's property. All the wealth will go to your son! Raffi, let's just look at the positive side of what you're going to do, okay?"I shook my head. "But, dad...""I know it's very unfair, Raffi. I am very very sorry. Forgive Daddy, but even if it's the last one, give it to Daddy, okay?""What you want is not easy. I have never thought of having a child. Also, what else is another lycan going to tell me? I'm a she-wolf, dad. I'm not like you, I'm not a Lycan. I can't be partnered with Lycan, especially when he's a king!""Rock is a Lycan King, and I know he knows his decisions. Now, let's let him handle everything. Other Lycans don't care. He will protect you. You will not get married. After you give birth, all our problems will be over."I just looked at Daddy. I feel like I'm running out of things to say because he always has an answer. He always justifies what he say. I just shook my head. "I'm going to go to my room." I was about to turn around, but I felt dad's hand on my arm. I looked at him."There is nothing more we can do even if you refuse, Raffi."I frowned. "What do you mean, dad?"He stood up straight and let go of me. He took a deep breath before speaking. "I have already signed an agreement with Rock, so even if you don't agree, we can't back down. I'm really sorry, my daughter. Let's just think that our lives will be relieved when you give Rock a child.""What if I can't give him a child?""You can give him a child. I believe you can give him a child."CHAPTER 4—Begging for Her FreedomRaffi’s Point of View"Why haven't you been yourself?" Naya asked me. She is my best friend and the only she-wolf who knows about the agreement between my dad and Rock. I told her about the agreement between the two. Even she sees their decision as unfair.I looked at her, then banged my head on the table. We just finished seeing a patient who was a child. Here at the hospital where I work, we are just two she-wolves. Almost everyone is human, and no one knows that the two of us are different."I'm still thinking about how I can escape from that agreement. Even if it seems hopeless, I will still try. Maybe because Rock will change his mind, I said with a snort.Naya just shook her head. She let go of the chart she was holding and placed it on other charts where every patient's information was recorded. Naya turned to me. "You know what? You're just wasting your energy thinking. It doesn't look like you're going to change your daddy and that Redwood's
CHAPTER 5—Weddding DayRaffi's Point of ViewMy chest was pounding hard while I was being fixed by a woman who I think is a professional makeup artist every time there is an event like this. I can't help but be afraid of what will happen. I also didn't really expect that Rock and I would get married immediately after only one week since my step-dad informed me about the marriage.What I do know is that the wedding will take place in secret so I don't expect anyone to be a guest later except the few that Rock Redwood trusts.Now we will meet again after our last confrontation on a rainy day and I purposefully met him at his mansion. Again, my annoyance with him and my step-dad returned because I found out that he had sold me completely and not just to pay off our debt.My life is just unfair because I feel like I don't have the right to be happy and do what I want because I have an obligation. I would like to travel around the world while working as a nurse. Those in all countries, I w
CHAPTER 6—Can't Heal HerselfRaffi's point of viewThe ceremony went by quickly, and I honestly didn't understand anything. I'm also very nervous in my chest, and there are fears that are starting to come to life. It seems that I'm slowly realizing that I won't be free after that ceremony."You may now kiss the bride," said the minister who married Rock and me.I felt like a statue while facing Rock. I took a deep breath, especially when he stepped closer to me. I don't know what to do, especially when he touches my elbows. Now that he is close to me, I can see his handsome face more. Every part is perfect, especially the jawline.Rock raised his hand and touched my chin. You lifted it slightly so that our eyes met. I swallowed. Rock's eyes are beautiful. It was blue in color, but I had no other readable emotions. I thought maybe Rock was just like that.When I noticed that Rock's jaw moved, I swallowed. Until his face gradually approached me, I immediately closed my eyes and waited f
CHAPTER 7—ConcernedRaffi's Point of ViewTWO days passed quickly. Fortunately, my feet and legs are fine. Anyway I can walk and I can work in the hospital. I wake up early to shower and get dressed. Since I haven't been on duty for three days, I'm excited to go in today.When I got down to the living area I was stunned. I don't know if I need to tell Rock that I'm leaving or not. I don't even want to face Dad now. I still haven't moved on from what we talked about the night he brought me to my room.I took a deep breath before continuing to walk until I exited the large door. I was even more surprised to see that Daddy had just gotten off the car with Rock. He is wearing a white short-sleeved polo shirt and pants. He even had shades and took them off when he saw me. They were both stunned by Dad. Their eyes were looking at my whole body as if they were studying my appearance.Even though I was nervous, I still greeted them with a high forehead. I stopped in front of them. Even though
CHAPTER 8 — Horse StableRaffi's Point of ViewBECAUSE I needed to talk to Rock, after I showered I went to the living area to see if he was there. The mansion is huge and I don't know where what I'm looking for could possibly be.Ever since I moved here after Rock and I got married, I haven't been around here. Now I take a closer look at the living room where the furniture will obviously be loved. The paintings are ultimate, I knew right away that the price was no joke and the doors are really popular.I noticed that there was not a single picture in the living room. What I'm looking for is the one like our house that has a picture of me and mom. Or like the ones I see in movies with a portrait of the owner of the house hanging."What are you doing, Miss Raffi?"I jumped slightly when I heard Matilde's voice. She was on the stairs and was looking at me as she came down to where I was. I stepped back and put my hands behind my back. I bent down to somehow hide my nervousness. This is
CHAPTER 9 –PackageRaffi's Point of ViewI knocked THREE before I turned the doorknob of the library door where Rock entered earlier. I was thinking about how I would tell him that it was wrong for him to allow daddy to bring a girl here to the mansion. And even though this is Rock's house, I hope my daddy has at least a little respect for mommy who just died.The library is quite dark because only the light from outside the window gives light to that room. The air conditioner was cold, that's why I held my arm.I couldn't see where Rock was because my eyes hadn't adjusted to the darkness. When I heard the clearing of Rock's throat from somewhere I felt where he might be located.When my eyes finally adjusted I just looked straight at Rock. My chest doubled over when I realized he was staring at me."Have a seat," Rock's voice was weak but full when he said that.I immediately sat down in the nearest chair and looked back at him. Even though the lights are not on, I can feel his scary
CHAPTER 10—First NightRaffi's Point of View WE started giving each other passionate kisses. I am now drunk because of him and not drunk because of the alcohol. Honestly, I don't know how to kiss. But I just imitated his way of kissing me. From the way he kisses, I know that he has a desire for me and that causes a strange tickle in my body. And the funny thing is, I like him the same way now.I love the way he kissed and pressed his lips against mine with even greater intensity and desire. I can't believe I've longed for this all my life. Those lips, I don't want to stop.After a while I seemed to come to my senses and realized that what we were both doing was wrong. Maybe it's right because we're married but I'm not ready yet.When I moved away from him, I noticed that he was stunned. Maybe he realizes that I'm not ready yet. I saw how his jaw clenched.We were both uncomfortable. The next thing I saw was that he was leaving on top of the bed and the wardrobe was being adjusted. Ou
CHAPTER 11—Story Not To TellRaffi's Point of ViewMY whole body ached when I woke up the next morning. I looked around the room. I was alone there. I just winced when I felt that my whole body seemed to be swollen, especially my womanhood. When I remembered what Rock and I did last night, I was stunned. My face quickly warmed up.Even if I don't look at myself in the mirror, I know that my face is red and it's as red as a tomato. It seems that I can still feel Rock's every touch and kiss on my body. I smiled when I remembered how he used to worship me.I immediately shook my head. I can't feel that way anymore. I can't forget the real reason why we are married now. I took a deep breath before starting to move but the pain surged through my womanhood. There seems to be a wound. I will not deny that Rock is really big and has something to brag about when it comes to that matter. At first, I wasn't really ready but I was hypnotized when he started kissing and caressing me.I tried to ac