CHAPTER 4—Begging for Her Freedom
Raffi’s Point of View"Why haven't you been yourself?" Naya asked me. She is my best friend and the only she-wolf who knows about the agreement between my dad and Rock. I told her about the agreement between the two. Even she sees their decision as unfair.I looked at her, then banged my head on the table. We just finished seeing a patient who was a child. Here at the hospital where I work, we are just two she-wolves. Almost everyone is human, and no one knows that the two of us are different."I'm still thinking about how I can escape from that agreement. Even if it seems hopeless, I will still try. Maybe because Rock will change his mind, I said with a snort.Naya just shook her head. She let go of the chart she was holding and placed it on other charts where every patient's information was recorded. Naya turned to me. "You know what? You're just wasting your energy thinking. It doesn't look like you're going to change your daddy and that Redwood's mind. You've got no choice, Raffi."I frowned. "Emphasize that there's nothing I can do, Naya!"Naya laughed because of what I said. She gently patted my shoulder. "Well, I guess that's really your fate. You tried to talk to that Redwood and your daddy. Yes, it's unfair on your side, but maybe just look at the positive side and the bright side so that you don't get stressed." She elbowed me later. "When you have a baby, don't forget to make me godmother, okay?"I frowned at her. "I'm more stressed with you," I said, then adjusted my seat. I also fixed my uniform, which was slightly messed up. I breathed deeply. "Maybe I just need to prepare myself to meet Mr. Redwood again.""Don't tell me you're going to try to talk to him again."Yes. I will really try. That's the last one. If he doesn't want to, I'll give up right then and there.""Good luck to you, Raffi. Do it, but whatever he decides, just do it. That is also for your child's future. Just imagine that your son will inherit all the property of the Redwoods.""Naya, I don't care about the money of the Redwoods. You know that.""I know, but because your family owes a lot, you have to find a way to pay." Naya held my hand and squeezed it slightly. "I know you can do this, Raffi. It's just a small thing compared to what you went through before, right?"Naya is right. I told her almost everything that happened in my life. Others even witnessed how I was hurt and almost lost hope. I smiled. "Thank you. Don't worry. The last thing I'm going to do is talk to Rock later. When nothing really changes, I will really accept that this is my destiny."When my duty at the hospital was over, I went home for a while to change my clothes. It's still early, so it's probably okay to go to Rock Redwood. Daddy wasn't there; that's why I didn't say goodbye.On the way, I was very nervous about facing Rock again. I'm afraid because he might later be mean to me and hurt me. I stopped walking."Can he hurt me?" I asked myself. "Of course. He can hurt me because, based on what I hear about him, he is an evil Lycan." I snorted. I was even more scared because I realized that. "So do I really have no chance to change his mind? How is it?" I seem to be dying because it looks like I have to accept my destiny.I screamed when it thundered. It was so loud that I covered my ears with my palms. I looked up at the sky. Since it was late afternoon, the sky was really dark, but darker than normal because it might rain."I don't have an umbrella yet." I started walking towards the Redwoods' house.It also took me a few minutes to walk, and when I got there, I was very tired. The big gate was closed, and there was no guard outside the door. "How do I get in?"I just stood and waited for someone to peek or something, but still nothing. Until I felt small raindrops on my skin. I looked up and put my hands on my head. "It's raining!" I turned to look for shelter, but there was none. There are only trees around the high gate and wall.The rain is getting stronger, and I'm starting to get wet. I'm cold too, but still, nothing comes out of Rock's big house."Maybe I'll just go home," I said, then sighed. I started walking when a black car passed by my side. I ignored it and continued walking in the rain. I screamed a little when I slipped and sat in the mud. "My bad luck today!" I cried because I realized that I had made a mistake. My arm was stuck, so it looks like it's sprained.After a while, I felt as if the raindrops had disappeared from my body, even though it was still raining. I looked up, and my eyes widened when I saw Rock standing behind me. He was holding an umbrella and looking at me. The look that penetrates and has no emotion When his jaw moved, I looked away.I stood up immediately and tried to smile. "M-Mr. Redwood—""What are you doing here?""Ah, I've been here for a while. I wanted to talk to you about—""Don't tell me you still intend to convince me to change the agreement.I smiled even more. "Yeah. If only for a week—""Do you understand, Ms. Remoirs? Didn't I tell you that my decision is final?" He smiled now. "Are you still going to bother to come here and talk to me?"I blinked. "I just want to beg—""My answer is to stay like that. That's final. You are the payment for the big debt of your parents," he said, then raised a corner of his lips. "It's impossible for you to pay, especially now."I frowned. "What do you mean, Mr. Redwood?"I gave your daddy an additional payment to buy you. The price of the money I gave him in exchange for you is no joke."I couldn't believe what I was hearing. "N-no. That's not true. Daddy won't be able to sell me to you.""I don't know how to make a story, Ms. Remoirs. I can show you the contract if you want to." Rock took a deep breath. "There is nothing you can do. I own you, and you will be the mother of my child. My decision is final, and no one can change it. Even you." Rock took action. He held my hand and made me hold the umbrella he was holding. "Goodbye for now, Ms. Remoirs." That's all he said, then he turned and walked towards the car even though he was soaked.I was left not knowing what to do. Along with the rain, my tears flowed because I felt that fate was playing with me. I am very angry because the person who sheltered me was able to sell me.'Isn't he satisfied that I will pay our debt? Why does he have to sell me? 'CHAPTER 5—Weddding DayRaffi's Point of ViewMy chest was pounding hard while I was being fixed by a woman who I think is a professional makeup artist every time there is an event like this. I can't help but be afraid of what will happen. I also didn't really expect that Rock and I would get married immediately after only one week since my step-dad informed me about the marriage.What I do know is that the wedding will take place in secret so I don't expect anyone to be a guest later except the few that Rock Redwood trusts.Now we will meet again after our last confrontation on a rainy day and I purposefully met him at his mansion. Again, my annoyance with him and my step-dad returned because I found out that he had sold me completely and not just to pay off our debt.My life is just unfair because I feel like I don't have the right to be happy and do what I want because I have an obligation. I would like to travel around the world while working as a nurse. Those in all countries, I w
CHAPTER 6—Can't Heal HerselfRaffi's point of viewThe ceremony went by quickly, and I honestly didn't understand anything. I'm also very nervous in my chest, and there are fears that are starting to come to life. It seems that I'm slowly realizing that I won't be free after that ceremony."You may now kiss the bride," said the minister who married Rock and me.I felt like a statue while facing Rock. I took a deep breath, especially when he stepped closer to me. I don't know what to do, especially when he touches my elbows. Now that he is close to me, I can see his handsome face more. Every part is perfect, especially the jawline.Rock raised his hand and touched my chin. You lifted it slightly so that our eyes met. I swallowed. Rock's eyes are beautiful. It was blue in color, but I had no other readable emotions. I thought maybe Rock was just like that.When I noticed that Rock's jaw moved, I swallowed. Until his face gradually approached me, I immediately closed my eyes and waited f
CHAPTER 7—ConcernedRaffi's Point of ViewTWO days passed quickly. Fortunately, my feet and legs are fine. Anyway I can walk and I can work in the hospital. I wake up early to shower and get dressed. Since I haven't been on duty for three days, I'm excited to go in today.When I got down to the living area I was stunned. I don't know if I need to tell Rock that I'm leaving or not. I don't even want to face Dad now. I still haven't moved on from what we talked about the night he brought me to my room.I took a deep breath before continuing to walk until I exited the large door. I was even more surprised to see that Daddy had just gotten off the car with Rock. He is wearing a white short-sleeved polo shirt and pants. He even had shades and took them off when he saw me. They were both stunned by Dad. Their eyes were looking at my whole body as if they were studying my appearance.Even though I was nervous, I still greeted them with a high forehead. I stopped in front of them. Even though
CHAPTER 8 — Horse StableRaffi's Point of ViewBECAUSE I needed to talk to Rock, after I showered I went to the living area to see if he was there. The mansion is huge and I don't know where what I'm looking for could possibly be.Ever since I moved here after Rock and I got married, I haven't been around here. Now I take a closer look at the living room where the furniture will obviously be loved. The paintings are ultimate, I knew right away that the price was no joke and the doors are really popular.I noticed that there was not a single picture in the living room. What I'm looking for is the one like our house that has a picture of me and mom. Or like the ones I see in movies with a portrait of the owner of the house hanging."What are you doing, Miss Raffi?"I jumped slightly when I heard Matilde's voice. She was on the stairs and was looking at me as she came down to where I was. I stepped back and put my hands behind my back. I bent down to somehow hide my nervousness. This is
CHAPTER 9 –PackageRaffi's Point of ViewI knocked THREE before I turned the doorknob of the library door where Rock entered earlier. I was thinking about how I would tell him that it was wrong for him to allow daddy to bring a girl here to the mansion. And even though this is Rock's house, I hope my daddy has at least a little respect for mommy who just died.The library is quite dark because only the light from outside the window gives light to that room. The air conditioner was cold, that's why I held my arm.I couldn't see where Rock was because my eyes hadn't adjusted to the darkness. When I heard the clearing of Rock's throat from somewhere I felt where he might be located.When my eyes finally adjusted I just looked straight at Rock. My chest doubled over when I realized he was staring at me."Have a seat," Rock's voice was weak but full when he said that.I immediately sat down in the nearest chair and looked back at him. Even though the lights are not on, I can feel his scary
CHAPTER 10—First NightRaffi's Point of View WE started giving each other passionate kisses. I am now drunk because of him and not drunk because of the alcohol. Honestly, I don't know how to kiss. But I just imitated his way of kissing me. From the way he kisses, I know that he has a desire for me and that causes a strange tickle in my body. And the funny thing is, I like him the same way now.I love the way he kissed and pressed his lips against mine with even greater intensity and desire. I can't believe I've longed for this all my life. Those lips, I don't want to stop.After a while I seemed to come to my senses and realized that what we were both doing was wrong. Maybe it's right because we're married but I'm not ready yet.When I moved away from him, I noticed that he was stunned. Maybe he realizes that I'm not ready yet. I saw how his jaw clenched.We were both uncomfortable. The next thing I saw was that he was leaving on top of the bed and the wardrobe was being adjusted. Ou
CHAPTER 11—Story Not To TellRaffi's Point of ViewMY whole body ached when I woke up the next morning. I looked around the room. I was alone there. I just winced when I felt that my whole body seemed to be swollen, especially my womanhood. When I remembered what Rock and I did last night, I was stunned. My face quickly warmed up.Even if I don't look at myself in the mirror, I know that my face is red and it's as red as a tomato. It seems that I can still feel Rock's every touch and kiss on my body. I smiled when I remembered how he used to worship me.I immediately shook my head. I can't feel that way anymore. I can't forget the real reason why we are married now. I took a deep breath before starting to move but the pain surged through my womanhood. There seems to be a wound. I will not deny that Rock is really big and has something to brag about when it comes to that matter. At first, I wasn't really ready but I was hypnotized when he started kissing and caressing me.I tried to ac
CHAPTER 12—WeirdRaffi's Point of ViewI DON'T know what time I fell asleep. Fortunately, I was in my room so even if I waited for Rock and fell asleep, it would be fine. Whether Rock came home last night I have no idea.Anyway, I feel okay, especially the lower part of my body. I did the right thing by resting it the other day. I tried to stand up and there was no pain. There is only a little.I decided to go out and head to the kitchen. It's only seven in the morning and I'm hungry. I saw some cereal and milk so I put it in the bowl. I sat in an empty chair.I was eating quietly but I was suddenly stunned when Rock entered the kitchen. He seemed to be in a hurry but when he saw me eating, he stopped."H-hi," my voice was weak when I greeted him. I couldn't look directly at him. I just noticed that he seemed very tired. "Do you want to eat?" I will ask. My heart was beating so hard that's why I did everything so that he wouldn't notice me."No. Thank you. I'll just take a shower." Th