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Vivian POV

My mind was in overdrive right now. I couldn't think about anything other than saving these men. I just lost Tony, a man I never met before, but it was still hard. Watching someone in so much pain then his life just leaves his body.

My stomach was queasy as I stitched some other men I never met. I gave him a shot of Novocain so the needle itself shouldn't be hurting him, but he had other injuries. I quickly finished then tied the last knot when Dominick turned and threw up in the corner.

"Shit! This place is fucking dirty enough." I rolled my eyes at him. I walked to the next man on the table bleeding out from his stomach with a deep cut when the smell hit me.

"Fuck Dominick!" I yelled, running to the sink and threw up myself. I had a thick stomach, but this shit was too much.

"I got it, go help them." Sophia said as she turned on the faucet.

"Thanks!" I grabbed a needle and gave the men a shot of Novocain in his stomach. Then I prep seven other needles with a pain kill
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