Special Chapter 40 Shine Weiner

It’s been weeks since I feel dizzy and having nausea every morning. I’ve asked several times of absence in my class because I don’t feel well, I guess this is my karma because I’m the reason why Red and Rackie broke up. If I didn’t do that… their happy and healthy relationship won’t end. I can’t help but to cry from what happened, I have a lot of what ifs in my head. Since I wasn’t able to go to my class, I messaged Cloud that I didn’t come to my class. And he might get mad at me because I didn’t told him… sigh! He’s difficult to please nowadays… he’s been convincing me to marry him but since I still feel guilty from all the things I’ve done to him and to his friend, I think I don’t deserve to be with him for the rest of my life.

I was startled when my vibrated. It’s Cloud. “Hmm?” I said on the line.

“Babe, I’m outside the house. Can you stand and open the door?” he asks.

“I can, wait.” I replied. I think he’s thinking that I’