LOGINMy pulse thundered under my skin matching the rhythm of the loud music playing. I hadn’t done this in forever, hell even when I was still single and free, I’d only danced against strangers twice in my life, and even then it felt wrong, but for some reason dancing against this tall handsome British man felt right and freeing, maybe it was the liquor working, but either way I was enjoying myself and there was no single thought of Lucas running through my mind, he could burn in hell for all I cared.
I swayed my hips from side to side against the stranger’s groin and he happily held me against him with his strong veiny hands, god everything about him was masculine and perfect.
“You’re not much of a dancer, are you?” I asked realization finally dawning in on me that unlike the other people on the dance floor, I was the only one moving between us.
“No.”
“Then why did you agree?” My brows furrowed and I turned around to face him.
I couldn’t help but notice how the disco light flashing above us eventuated every inch of his face giving me the urge to touch it, especially his thick eyebrows and stubble covered jaw.
“I’m a gentleman, angel.” He winked.
“Gentlemen turn out to be the biggest assholes.” I slurred pocking his chest and nearly stumbling back because of it but he was quick to catch and hold me up against his chest.
“You like physical touch, don’t you.” I giggled the alcohol now in full effect.
“One, I’m not like other gentlemen,” He started his free hand coming up to tuck away a hair strand that had escaped my ponytail. “Two, what will you do with that information if I give it to you?”
“One, what makes you different?” I said imitating his intense tone. “Two, the options are endless.”
“Hmm,” He hummed and my thighs involuntarily clenched again.
What the hell, it was just a sound Eva, just a sound, no need to act like a needy whore.
“Everything about me is different from all the men you’ve ever met, I’m sure you can tell.” He smirked.
Of course I could tell, his aura, the way he spoke and held me was different, he had a quiet yet commanding energy to him, something I’d never felt before, but I wasn’t going to stroke his ego, I’d done that for Lucas for 4 years and look where it landed me, I was unloved and being threatened to stay in a doomed marriage.
“Hmm,” I mummed.
“What are the options?” He asked when I became quiet, it was as though he had sense that something was going through my mind. “You said the options of what you’d do with the information I’d give you are endless, so what are they?”
“I could simply walk away,” I answered pushing away all the sad thoughts, “Or,”
I stood on the tip of my toes trying to reach his ear, but because of my height even in high heels, I still couldn’t reach him, but he didn’t the most gentlemanly thing that made my heart flutter, he bent his head till my lips were against his ear.
“I could let you touch me.” I whispered, not because of shame but because there was something about whispering intimate things to a man like him.
“I’m already touching you angel.” He reminded his fingers digging through the fabric at my hip.
I had to bite my tongue hard to stop the moans building in my throat from escaping.
How on earth was it possible that someone as difficult as me was turned on by a simple touch and voice. The bar tender had surely put something in my drink.
“That’s just my waist.” I retorted my voice seductive.
“Do you want me to touch other parts of you?” He whispered his fingers now moving from my hip to my thighs then my ass and he squeezed gently. “Hmm, angel.”
I didn’t respond, I was too consumed by how good and hot his hands felt on my body.
“Or do you want my mouth to touch you?” His wet tongue trailed from my neck up to the shell of my ear and juices pooled in my panties.
“Not here.” I shook my head grabbing his hand and leading him towards the restrooms, but he stopped midway.
“What is it?” I asked my breathing heavy and uneven.
“I’m not fucking you inside a club restroom.” He stated so bluntly his words knocked the air out of my lungs.
“Who said that’s what we were going to do in there.” I retorted after a minute of thought.
“I don’t like games angel,” He said his voice husky and serious.
“Neither do I.” I stated firmly though I was anything but serious, the longer we stood here the more the liquor and confidence I had when I sat on his lap evaporated out of my system.
“Good. So what do you want, to flirt and grind your beautiful ass against my groin,” He said moving closer and I stepped back till my back was against the wall and his arms were on either sides of it caging me in. It was so scary but arousing at the same time. “Or do you want me to fuck you, the choice is yours?”
“You’re crude for a gentleman.” I managed to comment with my face flashed and panties drenched by his words.
“And you like it, don’t you?” He smirked dipping his head down to my neck, he didn’t rush to touch me like I’d have wanted, instead he took his time and breathed me in. To say it was weird would be an understatement, but for some reason, horny me found it extremely hot, he was like an animal about to devour its prey.
“No,” I lied but he didn’t buy it.
“I don’t like liars angel.” He growled biting harshly at my bare skin.
It was definitely going to leave a mark but I didn’t care, that was a problem for future Eva, present Eva had other matters to handle at the top of the list being allowing the beautiful stranger help her not only settle a score with her soon to be ex-husband, but to also get rid of the ache he’d caused between her soaked thighs.
“Will you punish me for it?” I asked my voice extremely low and seductive.
“You’re naughty.” He groaned biting at my skin again. “And you have a smart mouth.”
“I want you to fuck me.” I blurted out my senses spiraling at the bitter sweet sensation of his bite.
“As you wish-”
“In the restroom.” I demanded.
“No.” He stated point blank, he left no room for argument, but me being ‘under the influence,’ I protested either way ignoring the stern look in his eyes.
Compared to him, I was not only short, but small in build too, he could easily throw me over his shoulder and fuck me wherever he wanted, but I took the chance to argue my case.
“I wasn’t asking, I want the restroom, it’s there or nowhere.” I stated firmly. “Besides, we did establish that it’s rude to refuse a lady.”
He stared at me for a long minute as though weighing the weight of my words, like he was having an internal battle that I’d give anything to hear.
It took a few minutes and I thought he’d changed his mind, that like Lucas had decided, I wasn’t worth the hassle, I too thought I could save myself the embarrassment and walk away, but before I could put that plan into motion, he firmly picked me up, my legs instinctively wrapping around his waist and he walked us to what I only assumed was the ladies room till I recognized it when he kicked the door open then shut and slammed my back against it.
Without warning, his finger moved from under my ass to under my dress as he cupped my wet center through the lace thong.
“You’re so wet, Evangeline.” He grunted digging his teeth into my skin like a wild animal hungry to claim its mate.
He said my name, my actual first name, that should have raise serious warnings in my head, but did I even register it, no, I was too far gone to with need to care, in the moment it seemed useless, but it was surely going to come and bite me in the ass sooner than expected.
-Theodore-I didn’t sleep.Not really.I lay in bed long after Evangeline came home, listening to the silence beside me, pretending I wasn’t waiting for the sound of her breathing to change.She was here.But not really.That was the problem.She was physically in my space, in my bed, in my house—yet there were still parts of her I couldn’t reach.And tonight, I had seen exactly where those parts went.Lucas.The name alone made something tight coil in my chest.I turned onto my back, staring at the ceiling.The penthouse was too quiet.Too clean.Too controlled.Everything in my life had always been like that—controlled.Until her.Until Evangeline had walked into it and started breaking things I didn’t even know were breakable.And now…Now I was lying here trying not to imagine her in another man’s house.His house.Cleaning it.Taking care of him.Looking at him the way people look at something they used to love.I exhaled sharply and sat up.The city outside the windows glowed li
I wanted to scream or cry as he led me to our seats that were set just before the priest, but I couldn’t, it was as though my voice had died in my throat right when I needed it the most.“Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today,” The priest smiled warmly as we took our seats, “to celebrate the union of Adriano Belkov and Valentina Florence Moretti-”I barely heard anything that followed after that cause my heart kept pounding in my ears the sound so loud it made it impossible for me to think, all I could register was Adriano’s expensive scent of smoke and cedar that wrapped around me like a collar because of how close he was.The priest continued speaking while the guests watched with happy smiles, and I couldn’t help but wonder if they were aware of the fact that the groom beside me was a monster or they were completely oblivious to it, did my father know that he’d handed his precious daughter over to a cold blooded killer.I shook away the thought, I’m sure he wasn’t aware, other
"Strip."The word fell from his lips severing the last thread of composure I had managed to cling to. My blood ran cold, turning my veins into icicles as I stared at him, my mind scrambling for a way out, for anything to stop this nightmare from escalating."Should I repeat myself, Ptichka?" He shifted on the couch, the leather creaking under his weight as he removed a gun from his waistband and placed it beside him.My throat closed up but I managed to shake my head."Words," he prompted, his tone dropping dangerously."No," I breathed, my voice barely audible.He took a slow, deliberate sip of his drink, his eyes never leaving mine, before nodding at the dress. "Go on."My fingers trembled as they fumbled for the invisible zipper at my back. I wasn’t a clumsy person, but the weight of his cold stare paralyzed me."Faster."I panicked, pulling at the zipper, my movements jerky and uncoordinated."Slower."I forced myself to breathe, my fingers finding the track and sliding the metal
The vineyard still lingered in my mind when I woke up the next morning. Not because of the place itself. But because of the way I had felt there. Light. For once… unburdened. Which should have scared me more than it comforted me. I lay in bed for a moment, staring at the ceiling, trying to convince myself it was just the environment. The calm air. The distance from everything else. Not him. Definitely not him. My phone buzzed beside me. I already knew who it was before I even looked. Theo. Did you sleep? I frowned slightly. Yes. Three dots appeared almost immediately. Liar. I rolled my eyes. You’re becoming very confident in your accusations. It’s not an accusation if it’s true. I stared at the message longer than I should have. Then typed back: Why do you care? A pause. Then: Because I do. Simple. Direct. Dangerously simple. I locked my phone and threw it back onto the bed like it had offended me. “Annoying,” I muttered. But I didn’t stop smiling. ---
The house felt different when I woke up. Not quieter. Not louder. Just… different. Like something had shifted in the air while I slept and I hadn’t been invited to notice. I lay still for a moment, staring at the ceiling, trying to place the feeling. Then I felt it. Warmth. Heavy. Familiar. An arm was draped over my waist, holding me close in a way that made it impossible to ignore the fact that I was not alone in bed. I turned my head slightly. Theo. Asleep. Completely unguarded in a way I wasn’t used to seeing him. His face was relaxed, hair slightly messy, the usual sharpness softened by sleep. His arm tightened slightly when I moved, like even unconscious he didn’t want distance between us. I should have moved away. That would have been the logical thing to do. Instead, I stayed. Which was a problem. A very noticeable problem. Because my mind immediately reminded me of everything else that had happened the night before. The drive. The silence. His jacket s
The cold water hit my skin like a shock to the system.I stood under the shower longer than I needed to, palms pressed against the wall, eyes closed, breathing slowly like I was trying to reset my entire existence.It didn’t help.Not even a little.The ache between my thighs only softened slightly, like it had decided to stay in the background instead of screaming at me—but it was still there. Present. Persistent. Mocking me.And worse… it wasn’t just physical.It was him.Theo.His voice.His hands.The way he had looked at me like he already knew I was going to fall apart before I even did.I exhaled sharply and tilted my head back under the water.“Get it together, Evangeline,” I muttered to myself.But even I didn’t believe it.Because the truth was simple and humiliating—I didn’t know how to go back to normal after him.---By the time I got out of the shower, I was exhausted in a way sleep couldn’t fix.I wrapped myself in a towel and stared at my reflection in the mirror.My
My stomach churned with disgust as the sounds I’d heard coming from the other end of the door echoed in my ears like they’d been connected to a loud speaker. I couldn’t believe it, that asshole had the audacity to cheat on me after everything I’d given up on him, and worst of all, he brought his mi
I tried to stop myself from shaking as I stared at my reflection in the private bathroom one of the waitresses had lead me to after a heated exchange with my father and former in-laws. The conversation replayed in my head, loud and clear.“You know, I didn’t believe it when I heard it.” My father s
It’d been hours since I run away but the memory of the phantom pressure of Lucas’ fingers against my throat was still etched into my skin. I sat on the edge of the plush bed in Marcus’s house, my hands trembling so violently that the tea in the china cup rattled against the sauc
The TV was on, low volume, just noise filling the room. I wasn’t really watching or listening, I just lay on the couch of the studio apartment I had been secretly paying for behind everyone’s back, it was the only thing I had to my name, and I’d felt so guilty each time I removed a small portion of







