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Chapter 36: Between ‘No’ and ‘Stay'

Author: Neerfa
last update publish date: 2026-04-14 22:55:15
Ethan's POV:

The soft breezing air which we were cherishing with smile and memories suddenly thickens. The tension rises and calmness erases from the surrounding. His eyes boring holes at me, as he looks with a diluted gaze. His face firm but held loads of emotions.

Unable to avoid his strong gaze, I turn to look at him. And there I see— the raw form of Adrian.

I gulp hard.

“You will be there for me, right?” he asks, his voice trembling with a vulnerability I’ve never heard before.

My chest tig
Neerfa

Dear readers, Get ready for something hotter... Spoiler alert: The next chapter is going to have heavier smut scene. Read at your own risk. Hehehe...

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