Chapter's Soundtrack I Feel like I’m drowning By Two FeetAnthony’s POV Something about this was different. So different it sent shivers down my spine and filled me with warmth. I have been with her before but doing this felt different, maybe it was because I was in love with her or that our relationship felt real. Whichever one it was, I was loving it as my lips moved against hers.The sounds she made as I kissed her filled me with a euphoric feeling. It made me kiss her more, pouring the heat in me into our kiss. Whenever she opened her mouth, I would slide my tongue into it and deepen our kiss. I felt like consuming her, eating her and keeping her impossibly close to me. The thought of letting her go bothered me, even when we were in bed right now.I tore my lips away from her and opened my eyes to look at her. I couldn't help but fawn over how gorgeous she looked under me. Her hair disheveled and scattered on the pillow, with her blue eyes darkened from the pleasure I had evoked
Sandy’s POV The kiss was different. It was unlike any other kiss we've had. This kiss had more passion, a passion that seeped through the pores of my skin and filled me with something strong. My heart felt like it was exploding as he kissed me more deeply, while cradling my face with his hand. The touch on my face made shivers run down my spine and made me want to put myself inside him to feel more of what this was.Was this what loving someone and being loved back felt like? I was high on this feeling, so high that I felt like I was floating. I couldn't help but kiss him back in the same manner, channeling my love for him into the kiss. While I did, I still couldn't believe it, Anthony loved me too.When the need for air hit us, Anthony pulled away with a moan and placed his forehead on mine. I smiled and placed my hands on his broad chest then looked up at him through my lashes after moving back a little.He was smiling with a softness in his eyes. A softness that made me want to w
Sandy’s POVI was not sure what Anthony was planning but whatever it was, it made me nervous. Ever since I found out that I had told him my feelings, I have not been at rest. I barely slept as my thoughts were filled with my confession to Anthony. My stomach was a mess; my chest was congested as my nerves ate deep inside me. I wanted to go crazy, but I needed to control myself. As the last thing I wanted was to have Anthony noticing a change in me and asking me what the problem was. I couldn’t trust myself not to slip up and say my mind.I was even more nervous and confused when he told me to wear an expensive white dress, followed by a driver taking me to an open field. Upon arrival, I was met with rose petals littered on the grassy ground, and lamps forming a circle around the area. Outside of the circle was darkness and it made me feel scared but when I saw him, I was comforted and relieved. Then he started to speak.“Sandy,” he said and paused. “I know our lives up until this mome
Anthony’s POVI was still finding it hard to believe. Just looking at her right now, lying beside me on the bed made me wonder. How is it that she loved me? That my best friend, Sandy has been in love with me since we were teenagers. She had held her feelings for me for years, getting hurt because of my act with women. This perfect woman still loved me through everything I did. The thought of it left me breathless with a fluttering feeling in my heart. Ever since I heard her confess to me, I have been itching to ask her about it, to hear more.Something about hearing her say those words again made me feel good. It made me feel euphoric. Just the imagination of her telling me she was in love with me made me feel like a little kid hearing his crush tell him they liked him also. What was I even thinking?Sandy was not my crush. All this while, I never saw her as someone I loved outside of friendship. I always saw her as a friend, an annoying sister. It never crossed my mind to think of h
Chapter's Soundtrack Some Say By NeaSandy’s POVMy heart was pounding after realizing what I had done. I had told Anthony that I was in love with him in my state of drunkenness. I had let my lack of control of alcohol get the best of me and now, I had gone and done the worst thing ever, I had opened my mouth and confessed my feelings to him.I remembered every word I said. What had I been thinking? Why did I not realize that it was Anthony I was speaking to? I made a fool of myself. I needed to bury myself in the deepest hole ever. I needed to hide somewhere no one would find me.“Sandy?”I ignored Gina as embarrassment filled me greatly. It felt as if I wanted to explode. Why couldn’t I say something else to him in my drunken state. Why didn’t I tell him something less embarrassing than that? I was certain that he laughed at me or thought I was stupid. Despite the fact that we had sex after our issue, I was still feeling as if there was going to be another sort of tension that would
Sandy’s POVYesterday was a surprise for me. Anthony's sudden behavior and the sex we had was something I never imagined would happen after my heartbreak session the day before yesterday with Gina.Gina had taken me to her place and from there, we went to a club where we partied, and I drank to my heart's content. After that, everything else was blank. I barely remembered getting home. All I remembered was waking up from my painful sleep, showering and making breakfast for the both of us.The turn of events stunned me. I was confused but happy and satisfied. Something about the way we had sex felt different. He had been gentle yet rough. There was a look in his eyes when he was inside me, thrusting. His touches were softer and precise. The sex had me falling even deeper in love with him and I could not forget the way he was looking at me when I woke up to find him staring at me. It was a look I wanted from him more. The look left me feeling full in my heart and flushed.Someone cleari