LOGINNICO
CHAPTER 2: BABYSITTER FROM HELL
NICO
The worst part about riding in a car with Sasha is not the silence.
It's the fact that he makes the silence feel like a knife, scraping my skin and baring my soul. The guy is not even moving. And I already feel uncomfortable in my own skin.
I close the video on my phone. Half because I’m bored and half because I’ve been waiting for him to crack and the subtle tightening of his jaw tells me he’s getting close.
“That was… disturbing,” he mutters, eyes on the road.
I smirk. “What? A little vintage leather and chains offend your delicate sensibilities?”
He doesn’t bite, not exactly—just lets his gaze flick to mine in the rearview for a fraction of a second. Enough to make my pulse quicken and my grin widen. The man could gut me with a glance… or do something considerably more enjoyable. And I don't know why that excites me more than it terrifies me.
“Try something less… grotesque next time,” he says, voice as flat as a blade.
“So you do look forward to next time”, I say with a grin on my face. I can't help it. He says nothing in return. As expected.
I stretch, letting my foot brush the side of his seat. “You’re cute when you pretend you’re not into it.”
His only reply is a sharp exhale through his nose. His version of flipping me off I guess.
By the time we turn into the driveway, I’ve already decided I’m going to get a rise out of him before the night’s over.
The place is… well. Exactly what I expected from him, if I’m being honest.
The house sits back from the road like it’s hiding something, which it probably is. Black stone walls, tall and unyielding. Big sheets of glass for windows, reflecting the forest instead of revealing anything inside. The trees crowd around it, thick enough to muffle sound, thick enough to bury bodies.
Sheesh!!
When we step inside, the air is cooler. It’s spotless, like a magazine, if the magazine catered to men who own unregistered firearms. Not a single thing is out of place. Every line is clean, every surface polished until it could blind you.
I'm actually offended by it.
There’s no welcome mat. No couch blanket. No photographs. It’s a space meant to be occupied, not lived in.
And yet… it feels familiar. Like walking into the mind of the man himself. Controlled and weaponised. My fingers itch to touch things, to mess them up, to see how far I can push before he snaps.
I've never wanted to get a rise out of someone as much as I do now.
There’s a faint trace of smoke in the air, mixing with his cologne—the same sharp, restrained scent that clings to him when he leans over me.
I toss my jacket over the back of a chair just to see his reaction. “You know, for a babysitter, you’re not very warm and fuzzy.”
“I’m not your babysitter.”
“Bodyguard. Handler. Prison warden. Call it whatever helps you sleep better at night.”
He doesn’t even flinch. Which is infuriating. So I continue doing it.
I, Domenico Vescari, hereby pledge to make Sasha snap by the end of today.
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Dinner is quiet. Too quiet. The kind of quiet that makes you want to throw a glass just to hear it shatter. Or, just me.
Sasha eats like the food owes him money. Making clean and efficient cuts, every movement controlled. He doesn’t talk, doesn’t even look at me. It’s almost enough to make me wonder if I’m invisible.
Almost.
Round one: I bump my knee under the table, light enough to pass for accidental. He doesn’t react.
Fine. Round two. My foot slides along the side of his ankle, slow and deliberate.
Nothing, except maybe the tiniest pause in the way he chews.
I lean in to reach for the salt, letting my elbow knock into his arm. My hand, instead of grabbing the shaker right away, rests just a little too far under the table, fingers grazing the inside of his thigh.
There. The twitch. Just a flicker of muscle under my fingertips.
“Well, hello,” I say softly, just for me.
He keeps eating like nothing happened, but his fork hits the plate a little harder than necessary.
I withdraw my hand, only to “accidentally” drop my napkin. I duck down to retrieve it, letting my shoulder brush against his leg on the way back up.
When I sit back, I let my leg shift under the table until my knee accidentally bumps right into his crotch. Not hard. Just enough.
That’s the one. His breath catches, so slight most people wouldn’t notice. But I do.
I don’t move my leg right away. I let it linger.
Finally, I lean back with a smirk, like nothing happened, and meet his eyes across the table. “Sorry,” I lie.
He doesn’t answer, but the muscle in his jaw ticks. Nico 1, Sasha 0
The rest of the meal, I toy with him. Letting my knee press against his for a beat too long, tilting my chair so my boot knocks his under the table, dragging my gaze over him like I’m undressing him one stitch at a time.
He doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t crack. But the air between us feels heavier now, thicker, like we’ve both noticed the line in the sand and I’ve already stepped over it.
Finally, he sets his fork down with precision so sharp it’s almost violent. Pushes his chair back.
The wall is cold against my back before I can blink.
Waoh, he's fast
His forearm presses across my chest, not enough to crush me but enough to let me know that he could if he wanted to.
“Watch yourself,” he growls, low and sharp.
I grin like I’ve just hit a jackpot. “Touchy, touchy.”
He doesn’t move. His face is close enough that I can feel his breath. Warm and steady, but not calm. Oh no, definitely not calm.
I tilt my head, slowly and deliberately dragging my tongue over the curve of his ear. He flinches, almost imperceptibly, but I catch it.
“You were assigned to protect me,” I slur. Oh the things I could do to him.
His grip tightens. “That’s…”
“...a lie,” I cut in. “They just wanted you close enough to finish the job when the time’s right.”
His eyes are steel. Mine is a dare.
“You’re not as clever as you think,” he says.
“Maybe not,” I whisper, smiling against his jaw, “but I’m a hell of a lot harder to kill than you think.”
For a moment, we’re locked there—heat and ice, both of us waiting to see who moves first.
Then he shoves off me like I’ve burned him, boots thudding against the floor as he storms down the hall without looking back.
I stay where I am, shoulder still against the wall, smile curling at my mouth.
Game on.
Chapter 73Sasha's PovGdansk in November is exactly as unpleasant as it sounds.We're parked on a service road running parallel to the eastern dock gate. The manifests Gregor sent matched three specific freight containers routed through this port in the last six weeks. Two of them have already moved. The third is scheduled for loading at two in the morning.It is currently half past midnight."Tell me again about the subsidiary," I say.Nico shifts in the passenger seat. He's been holding his coffee for twenty minutes without drinking it, which means he's thinking. "Vescari Maritime Solutions. On paper it's a legitimate freight company, registered in Malta. In practice it moves product through three Baltic ports on rotation. The route variation makes it harder to track pattern." He pauses. "My father set it up eight years ago. I inherited oversight of it when I took over.""Does anyone else have access.""Two people. My logistics head and his deputy." He looks at me. "Both have bee
Chapter 72Nico's PovI come back to myself in pieces.Then the sound of rain against glass. Then the weight of an arm across my back, firm and still, and I know before I'm fully awake that it's him because there is nobody else on this earth who holds still like that. Like he decided to do it, now he's doing it and that's the end of the matter.I don't move right away."You're awake," he says. Not a question. His voice is low and completely level, like he's been sitting here in the dark being level for a while now."Yes," I say."Okay."He doesn't move his arm. I don't ask him to. I lie there, breathe and let my heart rate do whatever it needs to do, and he just stays there, one hand flat between my shoulder blades, not rubbing or moving, just present. After a while I say, "How bad was it.""You said my name," he says. "You sounded frightened.""I'm sorry.""Don't apologise for sleeping."I turn over slowly. He shifts to give me room and then he's just sitting there at the edge of th
Chapter 71Sasha's PovI should have said no.That's the thought I woke up with. I should have said no at the door, sent him back downstairs, told him to get a hotel. I had seventeen reasonable things I could have said and I said “take your coat off”, which is arguably the least reasonable of all of them.He's asleep on the sofa.I can see the back of his head from the kitchen doorway. He's on his side, one arm off the cushion, the blanket I gave him pulled up to his jaw. He's been asleep since midnight. It's half past six now.I make coffee and I don't look at my arm.He wakes up while I'm going through the Bratva documents at the table. I hear him shift, then sit up, then a sound that's almost a groan, because the sofa is not long enough for him and his back is going to tell him about it."Morning," he says, voice thick."There's coffee."He gets up slowly, comes to the kitchen and pours a cup. Leans against the counter exactly the way he did in my kitchen two days ago and looks at
Chapter 70Nico's PovI stare at my phone for forty-seven minutes.The voice note sits there. It was delivered because I opened it like an idiot the second it came through and now the two grey ticks are mocking me from the screen.Twenty-two seconds of me breathing in my sleep and saying his name.Twenty-two seconds.I put the phone face down on the mattress. Then I pick it back up. Then I put it down again. Then I sit on the edge of the bed with my elbows on my knees and my face in my hands and I have a very calm, very quiet internal crisis about the fact that I cannot even be unconscious around this man without embarrassing myself.My phone rings.I nearly drop it.It's him.I answer before I can decide not to."Before you say anything," I start."I wasn't going to say anything," Sasha says. His voice is flat and very careful in the way it gets when he's controlling something."Okay.""I'm calling to check on the Naples situation.""Right. The Naples situation." I stand up and sit b
Nico's PovThe flight is four hours and I spend three of them staring at the seat in front of me.The fourth hour I spend looking at my phone. Not opening anything. Just looking at it like it will explain to me what I'm supposed to do now. My father's name is at the top of my call log. Below it, nothing from Sasha. Which is correct and exactly what I told him would happen when I left.This changes nothing.I said it to him and I meant it, but meaning something doesn't make it feel like anything less.Naples smells like exhaust and sea salt and something underneath that I've never been able to name. It smells like home, which is complicated, because home has not always been kind to me.My father is waiting in the study when I arrive. He doesn't stand up."You're late," he says."The flight was four hours," I say. "I came directly.""You were in Russia.""I was handling something."He looks at me over the desk. His eyes are the same shade as mine, which I hate for reasons that don't nee
Chapter 68 Sasha's Pov I wake up before him. That's the first thing. The second thing is that I don't move. He's on his stomach beside me, face turned away, one arm loose above his head. His back rises and falls slow and even. He's completely out and I'm lying here watching him breathe like some kind of idiot, which is already more than I'm willing to admit to myself. I should get up. I know I should get up. Instead I look at his back. The marks from last night are still fresh. Red lines along his ribs, shallow and precise, he asked for them quietly, in that way he has where the asking is almost quieter than the answer. I remember the exact moment he exhaled when the blade touched him. Like he'd been holding his breath for months and only that let it out. I reach over before I can stop myself. I don't press. I just trace the edge of one of them with my fingertip, barely contact, barely anything. He doesn't wake up. There's an older one below his shoulder blade. A scar,







