MasukRaven
Every step I took down the aisle was terrifying. My fingers were trembling around the bouquet. People were staring at me, some with loving eyes and some with nonchalance. I don't know any of these people. This was not how I had imagined my wedding to be. In a crowd of unfamiliar people and marrying a man I barely know. Am I being stupid? Probably yes because there's only one explanation for why my heart is pounding like crazy as I walk down the aisle towards him. I'm scared. Deep down…I feel like I'm making a mistake. I don't have to marry him and I'm even more scared and worried since he handed over the evidence to the cops. He had told me the cops were on standby for Killian. The moment he shows his face at my wedding, they'll arrest him, and he'll finally pay for all the things he did to me. Now I feel like this wedding was the trap to lure Killian out. I should be happy, right? So why am I not? Why does it feel like I'm missing something, like I'm walking straight into the lion's den? I shake the feeling up like I had done a thousand times today. I got to the altar and Nero took my hand, giving me a warm smile.“ You're doing the right thing, Raven?” He said kissing my knuckles. Am I? " You'll be fine.” He added and we both turned to face the priest. He starts preaching his sermon while I fade away from reality. There was a part of me that believed Killian wouldn't show up to you, so he wouldn't get arrested. The other party wanted him to crash this wedding. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. My mind is a rollercoaster, I can't keep going back and forth in my thoughts like this. I have to take a stand so I did. I braced myself as the priest continued talking, and in a matter of minutes, it was time to take our vows. I'm shaking now, sweat slipping down my face and neck threatening to ruin my three thousand dollar make-up. Nero went first, reciting his vows like a happy groom. “ Do you, Nero Alexei Markov, take Raven Lopez as your lawfully wedded wife?” He flashed the crowd a sweet smile and answered.“ Yes, I do." Then the priest turned to face me, my heart hammering in my chest and lips pressed into a thin line underneath the veil. Somewhere amidst the loud piano, I heard the blaring of a motorcycle. I listened intently to see if my ears were playing tricks on me but the sounds only got louder. The priest drew my attention back to him but I kept my eyes peeled for any sounds. I don't know why it had my hopes up that something miraculous was going to happen. I guess I'm going crazy already. “ Do you, Raven Lopez, take Nero Alexei Markov as your lawfully wedded husband?" The priest asked and the whole crowd grew silent. I took in a silent heavy breath. Here goes nothing! I opened my mouth to speak when the sound of the motorcycle grew louder, the crowd murmured, some turning their heads in different directions trying to locate who the hell was riding a Motorcycle in a chapel while a wedding was going on. Then the door burst open, the sunlight blinding me and everyone else for a brief moment. I couldn't see clearly yet but someone with guts just burst through the door and rode a motorcycle into the chapel and down the aisle. The crowd gasped and murmured, some people even running from their seats thinking it was an assassin because the biker was holding a shotgun. The biker turned off his motorcycle, stopping a few feet from me then slowly took off his helmet. It took me a good twenty-five seconds to register his face in my head. “ Say those words and everyone dies. You're not an exception, Dollface. If I can't have you, then no one else should….not even in the afterlife.” Killian snarled, the gun pointed straight at me. I should be scared, right? He's actually threatening to kill me if I say my vows, but guess what? I'm so sickly relieved. My eyes watered as the crowd went into an uproar, some screaming and calling 911, some running out of the hall. “ Killian…..” I gasp, the first tear sliding down my cheeks as strange relief washed over me. Relief that he was okay….he looked better than I last saw him and he had come to crash my wedding. “Walk towards me, Dollface!” He raised the gun and aimed for my heart. My eyes went to Nero who appeared too calm to let this be happening. He didn't say a word, he just stared at me and then at the gun. I did as he said and walked towards him in slow steps leaving Nero standing behind. “ Hop on and grab onto my waist.” He ordered and I obeyed. For the first time, I thanked God I didn't choose a ball gown, or I would have been having difficulties getting on the bike. I kicked off my stilettos and grabbed his waist. “ So long, brother….next time, don't try to take what doesn't belong to you,” Killian said, glancing over at Nero who had one hand in his pocket. He smirked, the gesture terrifying and calculated. Then he removed his hand from his pocket bringing out a pistol with it.“ You're not the only one who came prepared, little brother!” Oh crap. Killian kicked off the motorcycle and turned us around just as he fired. I screamed at the loud bang, pressing my face into Killan's back as he rode off. I breathed in relief as we got out of the chapel. Thank goodness we weren't hit, and we made it out. We had ridden a few metres when the police sirens started wailing in the distance, and I panicked.“ They're here for you Killian ... .Nero called the cops, he….” " I know …it was broadcast all over the news that I'm a wanted man." He replied and I only felt worse. Did I do the right thing? Killian took a turn, entering a narrow bend then stopping right in front of a car with tinted glass. “ Killian….” I started , getting down from the motorcycle. He took off his helmet and I noticed the pained expression on his face. My eyes slid down his body as my pulse quickened then I caught sight of blood soaking his side. I gasped in horror.“ You…you're bleeding. You've been shot.” I ran over to him, trying to remove his jacket but he grabbed my hands. " I'll be fine, my wound just reopened!” Tears slide down my cheeks as guilt clouds my chest." No….no….you've been shot …." He grabbed my cheeks, his eyes staring into mine deeply.“ Listen to me….I need you to trust me and go with Alex. I swear when all this is over, I'll come clean…I promise.” I shook my head, my vision blurred from too many tears.“ No….I don't understand” The wailing of the sirens grew louder, the panic in Killian's eyes growing.“ Please, Raven. Trust me, just this once, okay? I can't explain everything now …but I want you to know that yes, I made some mistakes, I did some awful things to you, but not what he showed you, okay? I didn't push you down the stairs …..and about Holly and Viktor……” “Nero doesn't love you ....I swear he doesn't but I do. He just wants to get back at me so he's framing me and….and…..” I grabbed his hand, placing a finger on his lips.“ Stop….come with me and we'll talk about this.” His lips quivered, then he placed a kiss on my knuckles.“ I'm a wanted man, Raven. I can't run from the cops but I promise once I get out of this, I'll come back to you. I need you to just wait for me, no matter what." I shuddered.“ Come with me, Killian." “ Wait for me…. please." He let go of my hand just as a man came up behind me. The same man who had been with him in the hospital, Alex. “ No….Killian….come with me.” I cried, my lungs burning. Alex took my hand and dragged me off to the car that was parked at the end of the narrow road. He forced me into the car and shut the door just as the cops surrounded Killian. They forced him to his knees, brought his hands behind his back and handcuffed him. Everything had gone silent including my screaming. I couldn't even hear my own voice as I watched the cops point guns at him. This is all my fault. He raised his head one last time to look in the direction of the car. I don't know if he can see me because the windows were tinted but he flashed me a grin before he was forced into the cop car. And just like that, they took him away.KillianI'd be damned if I said I didn't want to go back to Phoenix, to her. I didn't even want to leave in the first place, but it's been two days, and I finally realized that she was right.I haven't healed yet, and we can't build a relationship on trauma, but at the same time, I can't heal without her. We've come a long way, and I'll be deceiving myself if I say I need time away from her.Sure, it wouldn't be easy, especially without knowing the paternity of the child, but it'll do.I'll deal with it.I'll deal with everything blocking our paths and run back to her.I'm at my new place. I had to get a temporary apartment since Nero burnt down my house. The cops are still on his trail, and this time I had charged him with attempted murder.If he's caught, he's going straight to jail and never coming out, and I can finally be at peace, and so can Raven. As of now, my main focus is finishing the deal overseas and moving there with Raven. After we get married, of courseWhich, of cours
Killian Three weeks ago....She even cheats. I'm not surprised, especially with a husband like that. Any man who can be a complete pushover and dummy for a woman deserves to be hanged. She cheats even while he is home, and he can't do anything about it. How did this man end up being Raven's father?I increased the brightness on my laptop because she had switched off the lights in the bedroom and turned on the light on the bedside table. I was 15 minutes away, and this was the day she would breathe her last. It's time I fulfilled my vows, the vows I made the night I was locked up in prison because of this damn woman.I had vowed to end her, the same way I did to my parents. No parents with this kind of nature deserve to live. Their kids deserve happiness, and that's why I always find a way to deal with them and take the kids to my orphanage. Unfortunately, Raven is a grown-up child now. But that doesn't mean she doesn't deserve justice for the abuse she faced when she was little. I
RavenWe stayed like that for a while, his heavy breathing the only thing breaking the silence between us.I just wanted him to feel it…that even if I wasn’t beside him, I hadn’t left.He raised his face again and then pushed me off him. I didn't resist ,I let him do whatever he wanted.After another stretch of silence, he exhaled deeply. “ I'm sorry for my outburst. I just….”“ It was needed,” I said, moving to sit beside him on the couch.He didn't look at me and we fell into another silence until I broke it this time.“ You need space.”I waited for his reply but he didn't say anything. I took it as a yes so I continued.“ I'll give you some time…you can come back whenever you want to.” He then turned to face me." Why does this sound like a permanent goodbye?” A faint smile appeared on my lips. “It’s not…But we can’t rebuild our relationship like this. You’re still hurting… and I’m the reason why. Staying like this will only worsen the situation. It's like pouring salt on a wound.
Raven I stabilized myself before I fell to the ground. By the time I looked up again, Killian had lost his cool. He was pacing, dragging his feet heavily on the floor. The struggle on his face was real. This is what happens when you carry something that painful for too long. Carrying a burden for years can be likened to putting a ship's anchor on your shoulders and sinking slowly to the bottom of the ocean.I can't imagine how hard it must have been for him, especially after I lost my memories.I figured out he hadn't forgiven me when I kept wondering why Killian couldn't just let go of what happened with Nero, and we both moved on. Killian is normally possessive, and he is too obsessed with me to let me go. So a child wasn't what was putting us apart. It was the Unresolved past issues, the betrayals, and the hurt. You can't move forward with anybody if there is still something buried deep that hasn't been uprooted.“Fine!!" He suddenly snapped. He stopped pacing and came to stand
KillianI sighed heavily again. I have carried this weight in my chest for so long. She can't just say it's not a big deal. What I did was anger and revenge and I regret it because the next morning, I dumped her there and didn't have any intention of coming back. So she has to understand that. “ Listen to me, Raven.” I started. “Every day of my life I regret it, okay? ” I paused to take another breath.“ You might have thought it was just plain sex, but to me, I did something punishable by death and I regret it….okay? It ate deep in me, something in me broke after I realised what I did to you ….”She interrupted me.“ But I chose not to take it as anything serious.”I ran a hand over my face.“ I don't think you understand the gravity of the situation.”She nodded.“ I do and I choose to forgive you.”I stared at her, disbelief in my face.“ No…listen to me. I raped you !” She nodded again.“ And I forgive you.”I snorted, pacing a few steps and then returning back to my initial postin
KillianI spilled it. It was a struggle, but I told her because I couldn't continue to live on lies and unresolved issues. I can't rebuild a genuine relationship with her if I continue to keep her in the past.“ So you didn't want me to suffer from another round of guilt, that's why you didn't tell me about it?" She said, almost as if she were reassuring herself.She was sitting beside me now as I spoke. I'm not hiding anything anymore; whatever happens next, then so be it.I nodded at her as I inhaled a slow breath.“ It wasn't your fault …your mother made you do it.”She was quiet for a moment but I saw the guilt in her eyes.“ I…I'm sorry.” She started.“ You suffered for a crime you didn't commit because of me.” Her voice cracked. “ I'm so sorry for being a coward, for betraying you...”I braced myself, my fongers tightening into a fist.“ Actually…it wasn't that I didn't commit the act.” I paused waiting to see her reaction but I only got a more confused look from her." I remembered
Raven It was 7am in the morning and I was in Killian's car, a few minutes away from home. I couldn't sleep last night ,how could I? My thoughts were going haywire ,I just can't accept that Viktor would divorce me and choose her. It can't happen,We've been together too long for that to happen so
RavenThe room went dead silent…just like the devil's reckoning. The air turned cold and musty. I felt like I couldn't breathe with how heavy my lungs were.For a few seconds, nobody moved or made a sound. All eyes were on Scarlett as she crooked a brow. Everywhere was so silent that you could hear
Raven “Raven…wh…what ” he said hoarsely,his voice breaking. “What is this?” His shoulders quivered. My vision had blurred from all the tears that were pouring now.I sobbed openly, shaking my head. “I…I didn’t know,” I cried. “Killian …I swear I didn’t know.” I stood wobbling on my feet,trying
Killian I can’t feel a thing and I don’t know why. Why the hell does my chest feel light? I mean, right before I walked out the door, it was like I couldn't breathe. But right now, I’m numb as fuck. I couldn't feel anything, yet my hands were shaking on the steering wheel. Various scenes fro







