Mag-log inRavenThe wind had dried my tears. I feel sticky and numb. I was sitting on the rooftop, my legs dangling over the edge. I like the view from up here. It helps me relax. Now I can think straight.Where do I go from here?Oh,yeah. I’ll finish my internship and leave the city once I get my paycheck. I don’t want to live there anymore. I want to go somewhere far and start my life all over again.I placed my hand on the bump in my belly. I don’t mind being a single mother, as long as I’m away from anyone bearing the surname Markov. I’ve accepted the fact that it’s just me now. Just me and this baby.I stared out the horizon till I got bored then I picked up my phone and decided to scroll through it. I had deactivated my accounts to keep myself away from cyber bullies and those filthy gossip about me. What can I say? I had to maintain my mental health.I activated my accounts and went through what I had missed these past months. And as usual, there were a lot of degrading topics about me h
killianI couldn’t utter a single word as she cried behind me. I didn’t even have the heart to turn around.I just…. I just…. fuck! I’m tired of all this. I rubbed a hand over my face, my shoulders shaking. I must maintain my resolve; it’s for both our good.“I’m sorry, but I can’t.” I forced those words out of my mouth.She was silent for a while, almost as if she was struggling to say something. “You can’t? Are you just going to leave me?”I closed my eyes tightly, if only she knew how hard it is for me too. “ I can’t, Raven. I can’t compete with my brother. I don’t want to resume another family feud that I won’t win.”I heard her take a rushed step towards me.“ Not you…we! It’s for us….Killian.We can fight for each other.”Tch.“ I said I can’t !” I snapped, my voice growing loud.“ It’s not something I can handle, I don’t want to start a fight that’ll I’ll eventually lose.”" You’re not in this alone. I’m here, Killain. If we do this together, then we can….”I cut her off. I don’t
KillianThe bastard kept calling, and I was afraid the ringing would wake her up, so I went back to the balcony, shut the door, and picked up.“ What the hell do you want !” I snapped.“Oh…look who finally picked up his goddamn phone!” Alex yelled on the other side.My lips twitched. We are about to start bickering again. “ What …do …you want!”" To talk some sense into your thick skull. Where the hell are you! Your house is empty!”I clenched my fists around the silver railing. "Where I am is none of your business, Alex!”He snorted. “Of course, it’s my business, Killian, because you need someone to knock some sense back into your skull. Why haven’t you made up with Raven yet?”My jaw tightened at the mention of her name, and I glanced over my shoulder. “I’ll repeat myself for the last time, I have no intention of doing that.”He chortled over the phone. “Oh really? Is that so? Then kindly explain to me why you bought her a ticket to meet you at wherever the fuck you are!” His tone h
KillianHoly fuck!How do I explain that it feels like it's my first time having sex and I'm about to lose my brain? I want to be gentle, but my body wants something entirely different, so I increased my pace, low-key hoping I hit her womb so hard that the baby's DNA Changes. You don't know how I pray every single day that I can reverse the hands of time and change every single event that led to her sleeping with Nero and getting pregnant by the bastard.I don't believe in God, but I pray to him. I pray because no matter how hard I try to let go, I just can't. I want the baby to be mine!I want her to be mine.She doesn't know this, but since the day I snuck into her apartment to install cameras, I had put an abortion pill in her bottle of milk. I had done this a total of five times, and each time, I would go back and pour the milk down the sink and replace it with a new one. I might have killed someone, but I can't murder an unborn child, my brother's child. That's how frustrated
Raven “ Fuck! Rave…stop using your teeth!” Killian grumbled, pulling out from my mouth and glaring at me. He held his dick, scrutinising it to see if I had peeled off his flesh. I wish I did. I only raised my eyes to glance at him. He's a selfish bastard, and I'll show him that I can be just as selfish. This was the second time I was biting on his dick. The first had been an honest mistake but when I saw his reaction, an idea suddenly popped into my head. He's hard and horny which would mean he wasn't thinking straight anymore and so now he's frustrated that the pleasure is being cut short each time I bite on him and he has to pull out. “ I'm not a toy,Killian. If you want a blow job, ask for it. Don't try to force me into it or I'll chop your dick off.” I met his gaze head-on. If he thinks I'll cower like a helpless coward just because of what happened between us then he's so damn wrong. His dick twitched and grew bigger. I snorted,the bastard got more aroused by m
Raven I'm nervous as I sit on the bed, looking like a prostitute waiting for her client. I mean, technically I am, because what other explanation do I have for taking a plane and coming here only to be cleaned up and put in bunny lingerie, then told to wait for him? m I'm literally offering myself to a man on a platter for free. This is……I don't even know what to say. Soon, I heard footsteps outside the bedroom door and my heart beat accelerated. There was a full-length mirror on the adjacent wall. God! I look like a whore. A high-paid whore. I stared at my reflection, and sweat was already dripping down my chin. The door clicked open and I immediately cast my eyes to the white tile. His familiar cologne filled the room, the one that I fell in love with. He walked past me, dropped his suitcase on the desk and then took off his lab coat. There was silence in the room and only the sound of him removing his clothes could be heard. He was now shirtless but still didn't
Killian I can’t feel a thing and I don’t know why. Why the hell does my chest feel light? I mean, right before I walked out the door, it was like I couldn't breathe. But right now, I’m numb as fuck. I couldn't feel anything, yet my hands were shaking on the steering wheel. Various scenes fro
RavenWaiting is far worse than fear. I kept checking my phone every ten minutes for feedback from Mary and I was always doing so in the bathroom.Now ,it's been five days and the date for the wedding has been fixed. In two days I will be getting married to Killian. Invitations have been sent out a
Raven I reached down and clutched his hair hard,so hard that some strands followed my fingers. I skillfully slipped them under the pillow underneath my hair and went back to clutching his hair ,this time gently. On one hand ,I felt relieved that I finally got the hair sample …on the other hand ,I
Raven I took slow steps into the room and towards Killian. I kept my face neutral and from where I stood, I could see the conflict in his eyes. “Raven….I…” He started and I raised a finger, shutting him up. I dropped the CT scan results on the table roughly, crossing my hands over my chest.“ E







