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Clarissa:

I was in my hotel room all day the next day.

I felt scared leaving; I still couldn't get over the fact that Erica nearly saw me at the mall last night.

I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling. I had never felt so bored in my life. I was living in a large hotel room and had enough money to buy and order whatever I wanted, yet, I didn't know what to buy or what to order.

I tried on all the clothes that I bought last night at the mall and they all fit me perfectly. I wore them one by one and twirled in the mirror and imagined how happy Lorenzo would be seeing me in them.

Now and then, I would imagine him holding my waist and kissing my neck, telling me how beautiful I was and how much she loved me.

I would feel his hand on my arm and when I reached out to touch him, I was jerked from my thoughts and I realized that I had been lost in a daydream, that none of it was real.

I did have some fun with the lady at the front desk. She had called me a dirty and ugly bitch the first n