I'm trying to hasten the flashback but still include important details. Please, bear with me. (シ. .)シ
*TW: suicide (if not comfortable, please skip the chapter) (シ_ _)シ* The man raised his head and face Seth. He smiles eerily as he took his cap, "can't you remember me?" Seth covered his mouth upon seeing the face of the man. His knee weakens and his tears fell from his eyes, "You... you are that man in the bathroom." his body still shaking as he quickly dropped to the floor. "Yes. How about this? you remember?" The man removed a small black thing from his pocket and waved it at Seth. "The bombing... you... did you?... you caused..." he was unable to form a complete sentence from the fear enveloping his whole being. All he can think of was "Cade, please, don't come down." "Yes... and... no." He played with the knife in his hand, licking it while looking at Seth. "I remember you were pregnant. How was the kid?" "My baby... my baby... died that day." "And the father?" "He... he survived." "I know. This is his family's house." He stood up and took the picture frame hanging on t
Pain, anguish, misery - all of these words can't describe the feeling of betrayal he had that night. After two days of unconsciousness, Seth woke up in a familiar room. The expensive aura of the room and the beautifully crafted chandelier on the ceiling, all these were telling him - I lost him. Seth came to a realization that maybe it's better to let go. For the sake of Cade and him but he can't help but feel heartbroken for the things that they have been through. Twice, unimaginable things happen to them twice. At such a young age, where they only wanted to fall in love but fate decided to be on their opposing side.A moment of happiness was all they could get and they turned back to being strangers. Worst they parted at their weakest state. How could he cling to him if Cade decided to end his life? How could he hold on and made his alpha suffer more?"Cade?" he asks Alexis while staring blankly at the white ceiling designed like a planetarium. This kind of sight was beautiful when
Their night was mixed of different feelings - bliss, torment, yearning, respect, and emotional reunion, a new encounter - their third time loving each other again.Cade's hand that was still on Seth's face rubbed his cheek, his voice thin and teasing, "did he kiss you here?" on that very spot he was touching his tongue landed and licked it."... or here?" he licked his nose."... here?" he licked his lips."... or was he bold enough to kiss you here?" he kissed his ears.Those kisses made Seth gulp repeatedly. It was so lewd, sexy, and nostalgic. The alpha's hand then clasped Seth's neck and bend it, "... or here?" he sucked on it leaving a bright red mark on that white skin. Those big hands moved slowly and unbutton his flowy white clothes, "You know it was not a place anyone can touch easily," Seth stated, moaning in between."Really? but I want to sanitize every part of your body."He chuckled at how perverted his alpha was. He held Cade's face attempting to kiss his lips but the
The coming days were the busiest it was time for the launching and Seth was occupied with finalizing all the clothes and the presentation of the venue. Models were rehearsing and trying the clothes for one last touch-up. The floor director was shouting, "... and turn! don't stay too long in the front!" The day of the launch comes. Alexis was in-charge of the media and the big names that were invited. From celebrities to rich-crazy tycoons, other known designers, and models, all of these were present at the launch. An obvious indicator that Seth Lacklored was influential and famous. Seth stayed backstage helping the models to change, others were still putting on their make-up. The backstage was chaotic; however, it will not stop Seth to answer his alpha's phone call. "What time are you coming?" Seth answered while fixing one of the model's tassels. "Almost there, my love," he answered gently. "Come backstage, I have clothes ready for you. Come, okay? see you..." "Okay. I love y
Whispers were heard in every corner of the room when the alpha let out those words. Their eyes were now fixed on the omega standing on the stage waiting for his answer. The media inched closer to where Cade was kneeling, their cameras clicking back and forth to the two main characters of the night."... this ring is not enough to describe the depth of my love for you so, along with this ring I offer you my company, all our family business... and my life." After speaking, the buzzing went louder. His assistant came closer and handed him an open folder. Cade was holding a ring on the left and a signed transfer document on the right.But the omega focused his gaze on the alpha's eyes. He did not mind the people around, no he did not even remember that there were people around. He went down the stage and walk closer to his alpha.Seth took Cade Salvians's hand and guided him to stand up, his eyes watery."I promised you a grandiose wedding, this is just the beginning..." he stood up facing
The world seems to cover him from the top pushing him down until nothing from his body was poking out. Cade with his raised eyebrow was looking at his mother waiting for an explanation. Daddy? Whose kid was this? Who was she calling daddy? Did his father have an affair? "Mother?" after a long time of silence, he spoke first. The little kid runs towards the back of his mother, hiding her tiny body. Her head constantly pokes out to peek at Cade. Her hands held on to the skirt of his mother so tight that it wrinkled the clothes. "Who is she?" his mother was keeping her mouth shut. Cade was slowly losing his temper; his vexation was written all over his face. He wanted to say more to his mother but something in the child caught his attention, those eyes were familiar. He had seen them countless times. The young girl had golden brown hair just like him. His mind kept on turning, and ideas and possibilities kept on clashing. His heart throbbing rapidly like hundreds of horses gallop
The room was spacious, he remembered this was the playroom he had as a child. There were still traces of his childish drawings on the wall. His medals and trophies, the only different thing was the bed in the center where a crying child was hidden.He tried to approach her slowly so as not to scare her. He sits on the bed gently, he was only doing this with Seth but now he was coaxing their child, he can give his family all his love and care that no riches can ever equal.The soft bed sunk as his adult body leaned forward trying to open the blanket, "... my love... let daddy see you.""No." Another rejection. This was the second time and he can't bear to hear it for the third time. "Please baby...""You did not visit me..." how can he explain to the child that he had no knowledge of her? That he thought she was dead. Will it be right to ever say it to a heart this young?"Daddy can explain...""Daddy doesn't want Selvie... Selvie doesn't want daddy." Third rejection. The pain inside
The last time he came to Seth's house feeling this anxiousness was when he knew about their past. He had to listen to their painful and unfair yet beautiful story. Now, he brought with him another plot that could make the beautiful and painful story more... excruciating. Seeing the pale face of Cade, Seth walked towards him and rubbed his cheek, "What's wrong?" Cade was projecting a gloomy aura; his eyes were conveying a message that his mouth found hard to say. Whether he hides it or not, Seth still notices. His omega had known him for so long that he knew the meaning of his every action and expression. Seth received no response. His mind can't help remembering the grand proposal from last night and the gifts given by his alpha, no doubt his alpha fought with his father. Still trying to analyze the situation he confidently weaves in his mind, two long and slender arms tightly enveloped him. It was the kind of hug that shouts I'm in pain. Understanding that his alpha had a rough d