Birthday party surprise

The ride back to the penthouse was so fucking silent, I was still in shock and Jasper was gripping the steering wheel until his knuckles turned white. The only sound that came was the pur of the car and our breathing.

When we got in, neither of us addressed the elephant in the room. I guess we will just act as if he didn't drop that big boom.

''Jordan,'' Jasper finally said.

I turned to look at him, and he closed the distance between us.

''I don't want to lose you, Jordan.'' 

He kissed me so tenderly after, leaving me to wonder if this is what love is for a person. I had never experienced that before and truly I don't know what my feelings towards Jasper is.

"I'm sorry Jasper,'' I told him.

''No, I'm sorry. I came off too strong, not at all considering your feelings.''

Those words still hadn't reassured me, now leaving me to think about what it would have been like if I gave Cameron a chance. Despite him coming off as a pr