LOGINLenny’s POV
Gradually, the darkness that had swallowed me finally began to spit me out, taking off its tendrils as I heard sounds muddled in my ear. Soon, the fluorescent lights above me flooded my vision. After taking a minute to adjust, I swept my head from one side to another.
"You're alive," a deep, gruff voice filled my ears. My shoulders stiffened for a second, until I rolled the tension out of them, straightened up, and locked eyes with a guy leaning against a white wall, looking at me.
Just as I was about to inquire about the identity of the stranger in front of me, a feeling of pain speared through my leg. I finally looked at it, set in a cast. I blinked several times at it and then looked at the guy. "You did this," I said, my voice entwined with accusation. "You were the one driving the car, weren't you?"
My voice was getting louder with every syllable that trailed out of my lips because my life was already a hot mess, and now I was injured. Great. The man barely flinched at my sudden rage; instead, he looked at me with a glare that could burn through steel.
"Yeah, I'm the one who drove the car. But I'm not the one who walked into the road like someone with a death wish."
My mouth snapped shut as I remembered those moments before impact. My heart was crushed from the inside out, just wanting something to snuff out the pain. I still didn't feel great—maybe they had injected me with some drugs—but now I felt more level-headed, capable of tucking away those dark thoughts to the corner of my mind.
As I wasn't saying anything, the guy scoffed. "You're lucky that you're walking out of this with just a broken leg. If I had been any less of a driver, your body would be in the morgue right now."
The chilling realization settled in my chest and spread out. I clenched my teeth; he made it sound like I was supposed to be grateful to him. But I'm still just a loser with a prison record, and now a broken leg. I can't imagine that the job market is stretching its arms wide open for me.
"Geez, thanks for not running me over. Is that what you wanted to hear?"
The guy in front of me moved so smoothly that I blinked once and he was in front of me. Dark hair partially fell over one eye; the other was a sapphire sphere that burned like an open flame. His shoulders were broad—the type that you'd need a good minute to slide through—and his broad chest tapered to a 'V' waist.
"Say that again, princess."
Maybe because I've been behind bars for years, but seeing this man so close to me sparked a feeling I hadn't felt for anyone but my worthless ex for years. "Just f*ck off, will you?"
His eyes were caught somewhere between anger and shock, as if he had never had to experience someone not stroking his ego. Typical. Suddenly, he was close enough that I didn't have a choice but to inhale his scent of leather, cigarette, and musk.
"Careful now, princess. You have no idea who you're talking to right now."
The alarm bells in my head were going off loudly; this guy spelled trouble worse than the kind I saw in prison. Now, the smart thing to do would be to shut my mouth and reel it in. "Do I look like I care?"
But I was a storm of emotions and couldn't think straight. His eyes widened briefly, then suddenly his hand was under my chin. "What—what are you doing?" I blurted out.
His hand under my chin felt like it was being held by a heated iron. He turned my face from side to side as if adjusting a doll. His face was completely blank as he did it, his eyes glazed with such intensity that it felt like he could see through every pore on my face. He came even closer until his chin, which needed shaving since yesterday, brushed against my cheek.
Then he spoke in a voice that was low but seemed to vibrate through the room: "I never forget a face, princess. So watch your back if you plan to stick around here."
He pulled away, walking out of the room as he owned it. He was gone. I was discharged, finding out that he had actually paid for everything. My curiosity piqued. "Really? He paid for everything?" I said, leaning towards the nurse at the station desk.
She nodded. "Yes, your boyfriend wanted you to get treatment immediately."
My skin got pale at the mention of "boyfriend." Then it clicked in my mind that it made more sense for him to introduce himself like that than to explain that he almost ran me over.
"Yeah, he cares a lot," I said, feeling like every word physically hurt to let out.
The nurse handed me a note, wearing a knowing smile. "It's from your boyfriend."
"Oh."
I didn't want anything more from that guy, but rejecting it now would seem awkward, so I took it carefully, as if I was reaching for a bomb. I had the mind to just read it the moment I was out of the hospital, but something pushed me to read it instead.
*I'll find you.* That's all it said. He had a surprisingly nice and smooth handwriting, not that it matters. I'm sure he just said all of that to get under my skin. How was he even going to find me? He is just pulling my leg, I'm sure of it.
That's what I told myself, but I remembered the promise in those blue eyes and dread filled me. Rather than tossing the note, I kept it. But later, I would regret it. I'd even ask myself why I didn't just throw it away. Because six months later, when I had finally managed to put away all memory of him behind me, he would show up at my front door.
"What the he—"
Before I could blink, I would find my back against a wall. "I told you I'd find you, princess. I'll always find you."
Oh my God.
Lenny's Pov He sat on the couch, and Shadow pressed against his knee immediately. Luca stood at the kitchen entrance, looking at me."Water," I told him.Luca went to get it.I sat on the coffee table in front of Vincenzo the way I always did when I was about to look at damage. He let me. He was looking at the wall behind me with the particular expression of someone running a final check on everything that had happened in the last several hours."Tell me."He looked at me, and his voice was steady despite everything. "The session ran four hours. Dante had forty minutes of floor time. Borrelli gave him everything he asked for.""And the evidence file.""Forty-five minutes of presentation. Every document. Every transfer. Every communication record." He paused, and I watched his throat move. "Ferraro asked twelve questions. Every one was answered directly by the file.""And Bianchi."
Lenny's Pov The people at the door were maintenance. The maintenance men were real.They had building credentials and a work order for a smoke detector issue on the floor dated three days ago, and their tools in a bag were actual tools. Luca checked everything twice before he let them through.I stood at the kitchen entrance and watched him check both men. They were middle-aged and uncomfortable with the scrutiny, and they did not have the energy of people who had come to do anything other than fix a smoke detector. They were done in eight minutes, and Luca walked them to the elevator before coming back and closing the door.I looked at him."Real.""I know. I could tell after the first two minutes.""But it rattled you.""Yes.""That's reasonable. Given the last twelve hours."I went back to the table and sat down with my phone face up on the surface where I ha
Vincenzo's Pov The commission chair opened the session at nine oh four.He was a man named Borrelli, sixty three years old and twenty years in the chair position. He had the particular manner of someone who had seen enough of these sessions to find the drama around them tedious rather than interesting.He read Giovanni's declaration into the record first. It took four minutes and the room was completely silent the entire time. The only sound was his voice and the turning of pages.I watched Dante across the table while Borrelli read. His expression did not change. He had known the declaration was coming and he had prepared for it. The pleasant expression stayed exactly where he always kept it. Same half smile. Same relaxed shoulders. Same eyes that didn't match any of it.When Borrelli finished he set the declaration down with his hands resting on either side of it."The capo's formal endorsement is now part of the s
Lenny's Pov Luca was quiet for a moment with his hands resting on either side of his cup. He seemed to be choosing his words carefully."He has walked into worse rooms than this one, with less preparation. With no Giovanni declaration behind him and no confirmed captains."I nodded slowly because I knew all of that was true. "I know that.""He has walked out of all of them.""I know that too. Knowing it and sitting here are two different things."Luca met my eyes, and something in his expression softened slightly. "Yes. They are."Shadow put his head on my knee, and I put my hand on his without looking down. His fur was warm, and his breathing was steady. The simple weight of him grounded me."Tell me something about the session. Something specific. How it actually works."Luca turned his cup on the table, and the ceramic scraped softly against the wood. He seemed to appreciate the di
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Lenny's Pov He sat on the coffee table. I think he did it deliberately so I wouldn't have to lean across, so the distance between us while I worked would be manageable. He seemed to think about things like that without making it ob







