Gabriel and I have been married for five years and everything was going smoothly as a sailing thread. However, that was not until she surfaced with malicious intent. This woman had disrupted my blissful marriage. She was my worst nightmare, an experience I will never want to recall.
No, how could you do this to us?” This can't be happening, not when I am just starting to get my nursing career off the ground,My hands covered my ears as the words were departing his lips.Impossible. I would rather not listen to anything Gabriel was saying.It… can't be. How had he managed to get another woman pregnant?Why am I focusing on this woman when my focus should be on him, my husband? He decided this woman was more important than our five-year marriage.“Maddison…”He says my name, but it feels disgusting leaving his mouth.I screamed at him…Don’t you fucking dare say my name!!Reaching for the beer bottle beside me and hitting him over the head with it.It had left him with a slight concussionThank God, I do not need to be charged with murder.Hah… a nurse… for us. My dream, muttering bitterly.“Mad-”Shut up! If it is not to take back your words as some sort of sick joke, shut the hell up, Gabriel! I said, ready to punch him anywhere.Oh… God…Why isn't he defending himself? Hanging his head down lowWhy is he actually 'shutting up'? He makes me sick, Is he not going to take back the admittance of his affair?I would rather not keep thinking, looking into his blue eyes searching for some sort of amusement in it, but they were blank, I didn't even see a tinge of hurt in his eyes. The realization dawned on me.“H-how long has that been happening?” I sputtered out“For a year” he replied.Scoffing, so you even have the guts to reply.Are you feeling guilty now? Well, you should I did for a little while, but then I stopped feeling guilty.Why? How could you do this to us?Do you realize what you have done?Do you take me for a fool?“Maddie, lower your voice”. Let's be reasonable, he said.What do you mean by being reasonable? How long have they been screwing behind my back?Since when has our five-year marriage been a joke to you?Didn't our marriage mean anything to you?Why would you do this to us? I said without pausing, too emotional at the thought of it. My voice was already shaking, my throat longed for water. It was like I couldn't breathe anymore.I have loved you ever since freshman year of collegeNow you're telling me the woman is pregnant with your child.“A child who was supposed to be ours”Oh, woman! Allow me to explain this…” Gabriel trailed off.“Explain what?There is no need for an explanation. Since he had already succeeded it.“Maddie, I have no excuse for what I did.”“I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking.” His eyes were hopeful while looking into my green eyes, stupidly” thinking I will accept the apology like a loyal dog."I am done playing the loyal dog and done being his wife."“You're darn right you weren't thinking, Oh my goodness, I can't believe we've been having sex. When this whole time you were having an affair behind my back. Palming my face out of shame and disgust”. I felt puke rising in my throat at the thought of me having an std from his so-called 'secretary'.“No, you don't have an std”, he spoke out, as if reading my mind.“How do you know that?”, pointing at him accusingly.“I know this because I don't have one,” he said in the most obvious manner,” Duh!“Have you been to the doctor,Gabriel?“Did you ever consider the fact that she could have an std or could be a carrier for one, and she could be asymptomatic?” I deadpanned.“Listen, I just wanted a child with you, but you still had to work for another year before giving me one.”“Furthermore, I would have made enough for the two of us”, he said, shrugging.Why would you say that to me? After I told you why I wanted to be a nurse after what had happened to my father.For saying that kind of remark, I slapped him. You are disgusting, I regret marrying you, you Gabriel!“So the best option was to sleep with your secretary?” my hands were balled into fists as I kept talking. Sitting there staring at him while I'm already tired of dragging this back and forth.He was a bit scared as he felt the temperature drop a little“Umm… Maddie-”“You know what is hurting me the most? It's the fact you aren't even the least bit guilty,” I said. My eyes welled up from the whole drama. What did I even see in you?“I notified you that I didn't want children right away.”“I wanted to have my career as a Nurse first for a few years, then we would start a family, you agreed to that.”“What happened?”“Did you change your mind?” shaking off the tears and trying to get this conversation done.“Yes, I did change my mind”, he said, looking away.“Hello, you could have told me.”“When should I have told you?”“When you were so stressed out about exams, he said, frustrated. Almost bored with the whole conversation.”“How about when I had a break from exams?” I pointed out.“You were too busy planning for our wedding-”, he pointed out.“Exactly Gabriel, our wedding is the one where you are supposed to honor your vows. ‘For sickness and health, for better or worse, to honor and to cherish as long as we both shall live’.”“Did you forget the part where you said that you would stay faithful to me?”“Or did you just throw it in there for fun?” I said, moving my red hair from my face.“I meant every word that I said, Maddison.”The hell you did! If our vows were so important to you, then you would have not had an affair not to talk of getting her pregnant.“Tell me, Gabriel, what did I do wrong for you to do this?”“Was my sweetness not good at all?”“Is that why you had to go to your secretary?”“This is five years of our marriage, Gabe”. The words kept rushing out. I was beginning to get a headache from too much thinking, as my eyes were blurred with tears. Do you even know what today is? How could you do this today, of all days? My heart was aching from all this. I was close to having a panic attack, I had to leave before I became too vulnerable in front of him.“Can't you just forgive me, please?” he feeling a bit ashamed.The audacity,“You know what Gabriel, I am going to have to go for a drive right now and clear my head from this trash.”I walked, slamming the door, which rattled the windows. Good, that serves him right.I'm driving around feeling mad as hell as to how Gabriel ruined our marriage. I knew that something was off when he started coming home late from work. Likewise, I didn't put much thought into it, though, not until I caught him in bed with his Secretary, Emily.Not only that, but I wanted to drink a couple of drinks to calm my nerves. Perhaps I will find some random guy and sleep with him. What good would that do, though? Two wrongs don't make it right. Of course, it will make me feel better for one night.However, how would I feel the next day? I know that I will be doing the walk of shame and would not be any better than my adulterer husband. Ugh… Now is not the time to be rational, I will get over it.“Hello, Sally, how about you get dressed because I am coming over to take you out. We are going to a bar to take a few shots while waiting for a good chance for me to get laid, I said nonchalantly.”"Wait - what, Maddie? Is everything okay?" with concern in her voice.”“Oh, everything is just peachy.”"I will explain when I pick you up, I will be there in fifteen minutes," I said hurriedly and cut the call." Driving and stopping at every traffic light gave me enough time to calm down and collect my thoughts. I was so busy thinking that I didn't realize that the light had turned green until the car behind me honked. Shaking my head, I move forward and start driving again. Then the car that was behind passes me and flips me off.Normally, I would let that go, but I was in a terrible mood anyway, and I wanted to give that person a piece of my mind. I drove beside the person as the person was slowing down. The minute the window rolled down, I looked out and saw it was my husband's secretary, Emily. She didn't know it was me though because my windows were tinted.Our cars stop in the middle of the road, and we are throwing insults at each other back and forth. We then stopped reluctantly when a line of cars told us to get out of the middle of the road. I drove and parked in the nearest abandoned parking lot. She parks, too, but not too close to my car. “How does it feel getting pregnant for a married man way out of your age limit? I snarked”.Oh, you must be Gabriel's wife. “I saw your wedding photo on his desk.” With a smug on her face, looking at me up and down. Then you know that you should not have been having an affair with a married man. Well, according to him, you weren't doing what you were supposed to do as a wife. I slapped her for saying that remark and for sleeping with my husband. She winces from the sting of the slap. Excuse you, I happen to have a career as a nurse, and every so often I work twelve-hour shifts. Why am I even explaining myself to you? Damn, this bitch needs a good beating that will land her in the asylum. You
Madison's P. O. VThe next morning, I woke up with a severe hangover. Ahh, my aching head. I am never getting drunk again. I don't remember anything that happened last night. Not only that, but I just hope that I made it home after what Gabriel confessed to me. I tried to get up, but I was still dizzy from drinking too much. I lay back down and waited for my head to stop spinning. Then I see that I'm on a nice, comfy couch. A couch what the hell, why am I on a couch? Oh well, I must have fallen asleep on a couch in the hotel room to sleep because of the alcohol. That is when I decided to stretch to ease my body of some tension. As I am stretching, I feel this hard body next to me. Then I look and see that there is a man behind me with his arm around my waist on top of a blanket. Then I take a look under the blanket and notice that I am naked. As I got up, I noticed what, I thought, was a hotel room in Gabriel's office. Oh my god! What did I do last night? His office is a wreck. The
Gabriel's P.O.V.Seeing her slam the door so hard, my heart sank. I have never seen Maddie in this state before. Oh right, I cheated. What did I expect? I went to the sofa and sat trying to think of a way to reverse this, though impossible. I still had to try “What did I do?” “Why did I have to sleep with Emily, my secretary?” asking questions I already had the answer to. I know why she was there; I was feeling down about Maddison waiting to have kids. Emily said, if she were my wife, she wouldn’t make me wait. Sleeping with her this past year was a good idea, and it did make me feel better for a while, I had to admit. Then Maddison found out and now everything has gone to hell in a handbasket, and it is all my fault. I don’t even know if I can fix it or if she will ever forgive me. I had to find a way to get her to forgive me, even if I had to crawl on my knees. Not only that, but I decided to head home after waking up to Leon, the bar owner. Whom I slept with in Gabriel’s off
I decided to give this counseling thing a try for the sake of our marriage. We were going at least once a week and doing the exercises the marriage counselor had suggested. However I kept thinking to myself, can I really trust him again? What if he decides to have another office affair? Tell me what would you do in my situation? To answer my own question it is no. I don't think I will be able to trust him again.So, I decided to make dinner one last time and set the table. I hear Gabriel come in, then I tell him to come into the dining room and sit down. Hmmm, something smells good honey. I made your favorite pot roast with vegetables. Oh! wow thank you honey. What is the occasion? Nothing really, I just wanted to talk to you. Okay, what is this about?I have made a decision when it comes to our marriage. I could tell that he was getting nervous. What decision might that be? This marriage counseling is not working and I have been doing some thinking. Now I want a divorce. “Can't we f
After my divorce, I wanted to keep the house, but I decided to sell it and Gabriel and I could split the profits. There were just too many memories and I wanted a fresh start, so I decided to start looking for a nursing job in a different city and state. It took about six months for the house to sell. During those six months, I was offered a job. I needed to leave this godforsaken town and have a fresh, brand-new start. Then I got that call from Dayton Community Women's Clinic here in Ohio with great pay and excellent benefits. I don't start my new job until next week. Now I am in my hotel room wondering if I should order in or go out to eat. Then I decided, heck, why not go out to eat? Now here I am driving around town in a new city looking for the best place to eat. I googled the nearest restaurant to the hotel I was staying at, it was about a thirty-minute drive. The restaurant is called Flow. From what I read, it got 4.5 stars out of 5. Now that is a place I would like to go to
When I arrived at the restaurant, Flow at 7:00 p.m. I'm greeted by the same hostess with a smile who sat at a table the first time I was here. Desmond has been waiting for you, she says. He has reserved a table just for you, Ms. Wong. Oh, I say, how kind of him to do that. She takes me back to a small area, which, I assume, is for the VIPs. I take a seat and the hostess leaves, but I never did quite catch her name either. She comes back with a glass of red wine and a seafood appetizer. Excuse me I say, I don't mean to be rude, but can I get your name, please? My name is Izzy, she says. Is it short for Isabella and she replies yes? Well, nice to meet you, Izzy.Then I tell her that she is doing a fantastic job as a hostess. Thank you, is there anything else that I can get you? No, not right at this moment. Alright, just let me know I will be your server as well tonight since we're short on staff. I'll be right back with your food, better yet, Mr. Greene will bring the food out to you h
The date with Desmond went wonderful, which I was not expecting to happen. However, I kept thinking in my mind. Why does he look so familiar to me? That was when I asked him do we knew each other somehow. You must night remember me, you got wasted at my bar. Then you hit on me and said that you didn’t want to go home. You said that you wanted to forget the pain. Anyway, that is all over now. I am never drinking that much again. The following morning I got up and got ready for work at the Dayton Community Hospital. It seemed very affordable for the patients. The kind of hospital where patients don’t have to worry about having medical insurance. I walked in and looked for signs that pointed me toward the Human Resources Department. Once I found the signs, I followed them and went in. There standing at the desk was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen. He was tall, with tan skin, beautiful caramel brown eyes, and muscles that you would want to run your hands over. Hello, I say, I’m M
I knew that I should have immediately said no when I came out of his office when he asked me to think about having lunch with him. What harm could there be, right? He just wants to talk about my job duties. Well, I will give him an answer after my rounds. Anyway, I am so excited to be starting my class tonight. The class that I will be taking tonight is a creative writing class. Writing is a little hobby of mine; it is just something that I always loved to do. Where I can express all my feelings. On Tuesdays and Thursdays, I will be taking the class at Dayton Community College, and it starts at 6 p.m. Therefore, if I want to make it on time to the class, I have to either request those days off or take a different shift. Today was the first day of class, so I decided to leave a little early today from work just in case there was traffic to work, but I wanted to stop by Starbucks to get a little something to eat. Now, when I registered for this class, I heard that the Professor was v