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Feelings - Part I
Deimos's words to Cronus last night surprised me but they also hurt me. A mate would feel utmost happiness when she hears those words from her mate's lips and I should too as the Deimos who possesses walls around his heart claimed me as his to Cronus. But every time he nurtures my hope he crushes it and kills it and I was scared to feel happy. I didn't talk to him after the ball I ran to the comfort of my room before he could catch me before he could hold me in those arms that provide false warmth.
I haven't seen him from daylight today, I don't want to see him. I don't want to hear his fake excuses that possess neither meaning nor truth to them. He chose her right in front of me, even when he could see the desperation brimming within my eyes. And so I wish to choose something or even someone else, I wish to stop fighting for him. I wish to fly to a place that holds peace anywhere but h
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DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate Feelings - Part II
He retreats with a surprised look, as he swipes his thumb over his lips. I smile internally watching him bleed. It satisfies me. "Don't try to shut me up by kissing me, if you think I will fall for these antics trust me you are wrong. I am not like other females, I will not bow to you." I shout. The silence slowly kills my anger and gives birth to sadness that creeps up stabbing my heart, the sadness I was trying to ignore. "You could have stayed, enjoyed our moment we shared. Wait.. was it even a moment for you? Did... did you even feel anything? Do you ever feel anything when you are with me?" I shut my eyes tightly preparing for his knives that he would strike through my heart. "I told her to leave," Deimos says calmly releasing me of his tight hold. I look up at his eyes widenin
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate Closer - Part I
WARNING:- This chapter contains heavysexual content not suitable for young readers. After Cronus's departure, I can hardly smile anymore, the small light I possessed in my hold has left leaving me with cold empty darkness. I should be happy that the female who brought out the ugly jealousy from within me has left, giving me all my male's attention but how can I when she took Cronus with her? I hate myself further for being so selfish wanting Cronus by my side despite his feelings towards me. But wouldn't any other wolf be the same if they were in my shoes? When you find something that you have been dreaming of all your life, would you let it go? Deimos's and my relationship hasn't changed a bit. He's still the ever so emotionless Alpha and I am still the hopeful Luna, waiting for him to come to me. While I hide behind pillars trying to look at him without letting him know, he spends his time with Ragon papers in hand.
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate Closer - Part II
"The problem you have on your hands is that you don't have enough place to keep the inventory that the pack possesses therefore you need to build another warehouse which is possible as we have plenty of free land. My wolves are really good at building, they would be pleased to aid you." I tell him the problem and the solution he was trying to figure out while the pack watches and listens quietly impressed. Putting my dish in the wash I quietly rush out to the warmth of my room preparing for the night. I wanted to finish the book I was reading as that's the only thing I seem to get excited about. Lying on my bed looking at the ceiling I twist and turn trying to get into a comfortable position flinching when the door to my room creaks open. Deimos enters with a pillow and blanket, walking to the couch in front of my bed getting ready to sleep. I am speechless as this has only ever happened in my dreams. I wish to pinch myself to get up from the dream but everything fee
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate Closer - Part III
"Deimos's sanctuary." I read it out loud touching it, feeling the carving with my fingertips. "I carved that as a pup when I found and claimed this place as mine. I named it 'Deimos's Sanctuary' as this place gave me so much peace, a peace I couldn't find anywhere else." His voice made me flinch as he was really close behind me. I could feel his breath on his neck. Shivering I slowly move my hands away from the carving. Deimos softly puts his nose into the nape of my neck making me shiver further leaving my breathless. Taking in a deep whiff of my scent I feel his hands shaking urging him to touch me. He holds my hips bringing my back to his front. Softly kissing the side of my neck, he sucks, nips and bites gently as I moan leaning further into him. "Dinner!" I shout out stopping all movements cutting through the tension. I have never been embarrassed in my life as my cheeks turn a bright red. I make no move to turn around to face him. Why? Why did
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate Deeper - Part I
It feels unbelievable to say this while some may think I say lies I must say, my male is opening up to me. Each passing day he shows me something new, something of his past. The little things he did when he was alone, the emotions he once felt with the death of his parents. I can't help but feel so at peace. When you want something for so long with a burning passion and once you get it, the fire stops and you drown in pure calmness. The night he showed me his cabin by the hills, it ended in burning heat but it didn't go past that. We didn't mate and I am not ashamed to say I was quite disappointed. I wanted him to devourer me yet he stopped and said it wasn't the time. I don't understand this male, which male out there wouldn't have his female when she's lying half bare ready for him to take her. Yet he pushed me away, prepared for the night and slept like a pup while I watched him mout
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate Deeper - Part II
Stepping out, following him I look up at the sky only to notice the full moon shining ever so brightly sharing her light with us. As I walk behind Deimos looking at his back, his loose white shirt that flows softly to the breeze I say a small thanks to the moon goddess for what she's given me. The drive was pretty short, the place he brought me to is the sea. The night breeze that pushes my hair backwards and the sound of the waves hitting the shore overwhelms my senses. It makes my heart feel joyful and content. "Come." His voice distracts me from my haze as I turn to look at him. Following him he takes me towards a blanket that was placed on the sand very close to the water. Sitting down we spend some time enjoying the peaceful serenity the sea provided us with the light of the moon.
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate Drowning - Part I
I am drowning. It's not the type where your hands flail trying to grasp something while your lungs fill with water and your heart slowly loses its beats. It's the type where you are calm, peaceful and warm. Even though you are underwater you like it there despite the danger and you never wish to return to land. Deimos is the water. He has swallowed me completely head to toe and while I do not know what the future holds I wish to be surrounded by his warmth. Each day holds a new memory for me to keep. He shows me what life is and I tell him what death is. Death is all I've known yet he pours light into my darkness saying life has meaning and there is a reason I was born. Though he is the first male I have showed my past to my heart often feels wary that he might end up judging me by my past. But he always shows me a part of me I never knew existed.
DEIMOS: The Alpha's Unchosen Mate Drowning - Part II
I get up dusting my hands and walk slowly to Alpha James. "Do you know what Deimos did by speaking just now?" I question him tilting my head to which he slowly shakes his head. "He saved your life," I whisper in his ears as he begins to sweat. "Another second of your disrespect towards me your blood would have been in my throat," I say sliding one claw down his throat to which he swallows. Filled with fear. I go back to my seat looking back at Deimos indirectly telling him to continue the meeting. Throughout the rest of the meeting, no one dares to look at me nor disturb me. Once the meeting ends and the wolves leave outside Deimos walks towards me. "What were you thinking mate?" He questions me. Is he angry with what I did with Alpha James?
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