Lidya and Laila were eating lunch when Balthie and the two men behind him arrived, my position was back to the door while Lidya, when she saw her lover come, suddenly stood up and smiled broadly welcoming, behind the figure of two men who were with Balthier, there was a woman with a beautiful beauty, very perfect, tall and slender like a high-class model, the woman had flawless skin and waist-length blonde hair, walking as if the world belonged to her.
Seeing Lidya standing and smiling, I turned towards the door. I was shocked when I saw a man I knew named Balther walking with Blaze deVille who had been haunting me, a handsome man who turned out to be a monster as well as a lecturer at my campus. Again I turned to my food in front of me, I will try not to pay attention to the guests who has come. I already know that the two men are related, between Blaze and Balthier are brothers, and I also know what kind of creature they are. I will try not to car
With a heavy heart, I let Blaze in to the room. Right now I'm sitting on the bed, while Blaze walks around my room."Me and Balthier don't have a harmonious relationship, I guess you know! I was able to get here, because he invited me to come. He said his new girlfriend is...your friend, and you guys are going on vacation together. Of course I'll come, I didn't know if Anne was there .""Mmh ... Your ex!" I continued spontaneously, Blaze glanced at me and smiled at me. He took a chair and sat in front of me."I've never had a lover, Laila! I've never loved anyone. Only you! You're a person destined for me, to accompany my life.""Then .. what is Anne's the ex? Former fuckbuddy?" I asked irritably."If I answered, yes ... Will you be angry?""Of course not! Why would I be angry? You and I ...are only lecturers and students?" I replied curtly."You and I are more than
"In my entire life, there has never been an 'Ordinary Man' who kisses the girl he is having a crush on...just like that, unless permitted!" I protested at his behavior. He said he wanted to be normal guys and flirt me."For that, I can't stand it! It's your fault that you have seductive lips to be kissed. So ... You want to be normal?bYou want me to accompany you to walk to the garden? You like flowers? I know a good place to see flowers .. Come on!" Blaze took my hand, made me stand and walk behind him.We walked out of the villa and made a turn before exiting the outer gate of the villa. There is a path that turns towards the back of the villa, then turns left again through several small gardens with small stone paths. Along the way Blaze was silent, his hands still clasping mine. Sometimes I condemn my stupidity, I already know that this person is not a normal human ... Why do I keep doing this? Why I am good to him? Why I said yes to his offer?
Blaze took me back to the villa. On the way to the villa, my body felt very weak. At first I refused Blaze's hand who wanted to hold me, but when my head started to feel like hell, my hand autimatically trt to reach Blaze who was swiftly holding me."My head ... Hurts, I can't walk." I said closing my eyes. Blaze without comment carried me in both hands. He walked calmly, even though I knew he felt heavy. He walk the climbing road and carrying me at the same time who is quite heavy. My head is still in pain, I choose to close my eyes.Arriving at the villa, Blaze lay me on my bed, I opened my eyes. My head still hurts, my body is still limp. I just lay in silence. Blaze is quick to find a glass and fill it with water, he sits me down and gives me a glass of water to drink."Why am I like this?" I asked in a weak voice, I was reluctant to speak because my head ached more and more. But my curiosity is very high .. Moreover, he said th
"Nope .. Never. Mmh ... Mmh .. Blaze .. Mmh ... Why is my body hot?" I felt immense heat, I felt like I was burning in a house surrounded by fire, I was in it .. On fire."Hot ..." I ran to the bathroom, I took off my clothes and immediately flushed my body with water from the shower."No ... No. Don't!" Blaze walked into the bathroom, and took my hand from the shower. He saw me naked, and for the first time I didn't care. I focus with the heat in my body."I'm hot! Leave it!" I refused and continued to wash my body which was getting hotter. It's so hot, my head even feels like it will explode."You will feel hotter .. If you get hit by the water, trust me .. I'll get rid of your heat." Said Blaze and he immediately...forcefully carried me. He took me into the room and laid me on the bed."You trust me? I'll just get rid of the heat for the night .. Got it?""I don't care! Take this heat off!" I screamed in heat, my body
I woke up feeling overwhelmed. My body feels more alive and vibrant. I opened my eyes with clearer vision. I looked to my right, there ... the man who made me feel special last night, the man who took away my crown ... the first lover? But I asked him to do it! But still! Because of him ... I became like this! Huh.There was a turmoil of anger that burned me. The turmoil is not like last night, this is my feeling that feels very angry at the man who was lying naked beside me. The man with the broad chest and hard flat stomach who last night I clawed, I kissed, I groped, I licked. I hit Blade's chest hard, trying to wake him up. Right now I have become myself or at least I am more aware than I was last night. I will confront him."Blaze!" I said patting his chest hard, Blaze just blinked a few times and turned lazily at me."What's the matter? You want more?" He asked with his trademark grin. His hair is messy and some par
I already put on my jeans and white T-shirt covered by a thick sweater, I went down the stairs to the dining room. It's nine in the morning ... it's time for breakfast right? Besides, somehow my stomach feels so...so hungry, I seem to be able to eat up to five portions of my normal portion right now.In the dining room, there are already Lidya, Balthier and Anne who are sitting around the dining table. When my feet touched the dining room, all eyes met her in surprise."Laila?" Asked Lidya in a questioning tone. She seemed unsure...and couldnt believe that it was me who came. So what? As I recall, I have dressed properly and combed my hair. Everything seems normal. To me at least!"Yes? Why Lidya? You look like seeing me for the first time." I said smiling and sitting beside Lidya. Right in front of me, Anne gave me an intense look. Here we go again .... An
When we walked back to the villa to return from the beautiful flower field, I purposely walked to get close to Blaze. I whispered to him that I want to talk privately... so he slowed down his steps. This man when outside the room has a stiff attitude ... On the other hand... if it's just the two of US, he is very flirtatious.“Blaze! Why didn't you say to me…! The transformation process is very painful?" I said my protest and snapped a little."Balthier who said that? Huh!" He asked slightly... sarcastically. "Why do you trust him more than me?""Just answer the damn question!" I snapped again and stopped my steps. Blaze also stopped and looked at me with an unreadable face."Yes. The process of changing for the first time will be very painful. But you have me ... at least my existence will make you feel less like it." Blaze replied looking straight at me."But….! Still feel It! I will be
“Wondering why we bother with love if its never last…”Why does this Taylor Swift's song fit so well with me now, we just have a different ending. In the song entitled Mine, Taylor Swift, who has a dark history of her parents who always quarreled… finally found her love. The man who can finally erase the trauma. As for me… instead of losing my trauma… it actually increased.I'm getting ready for campus with my reliable bike. Today is the first day of class, and I will continue my afternoon working at the laundry. Hopefully the first day of college there Will be no sight of damned lecturer.So far nothing has happened to me… at least no thick hair has grown or a mouth has grown to resemble a muzzle. It has become my habit every morning to look in the mirror after waking up. I'm afraid my face will change overnight… to become a wolf. Every day I never absent spent my time cursing and swearing at that man, t