[Elara’s POV]
The dim, pulsing lights from the ceiling above made my eyes swim with a confused haziness. My head was already fuzzy from all the alcohol I’d ill-mindedly consumed. My personal pity party had surely come back to take its vengeance.
I squinted my eyes, trying to see through the blurry haze and visually make out the man who had caught me from hitting the floor.
My mind was racing with each physical feature I was able to take in. His sharp, sculpted jawline and cheekbones looked as though it was carved from marble. His strong, dark brows matched the wavy mess of hair that curled behind his ears.
...And those dark honeyed eyes...Oh, my God...There’s no way...
A vague flicker of recognition drove me to only one possible conclusion.
He looked just like my father’s friend, Killian Knox. The same man who once lived right next door to us. But surely that couldn’t be possible.
The more I tried to look him over, the more I realized how different he now appeared.
Older. Matured and aged like a fine wine that’s been waiting to be opened.
As a child, I was often left alone by my father. The useless and unattentive high school girls that he tried to rope into babysitting me always ditched me to head to some party, leaving me to become further withdrawn and socially hesitant.
But where Killian was concerned, he treated me differently.
He owned the house next door and was only ever home during the summers. The Killian Knox from my memories was just as handsome and severely off-limits. Although I could easily note that his shoulders were nowhere near as broad as the man’s who towered over me now.
The same Killian I had secretly admired for all those years was gentle, yet untamed. He’d been the only one to truly notice the quiet, neglected girl who lived across the alleyway. Killian actually took the time out of his day to speak with me about some of the books I was reading and even gave me a few of his personal recommendations.
His kindness and rare flickers of interest toward me never failed to lift me out of my desolate moods.
However, the man who had just saved me from a mean fall did not seem to fit the same image in my memories. No.
This Killian felt colder. Impatient. His brows furrowed in a deep scowl.
My Killian would never look at me with that icy stare.
A sudden rush of clarity raced down the back of my spine. The real Killian had vanished from society years ago without so much as a word of goodbye.
Staring up at him, my voice came out shaky. “W-Who are you?”
Instead of giving me a real response, the man merely looked irritated.
“You shouldn’t be here,” he commented roughly. His voice was much deeper than I remembered Killian’s ever being.
There’s no way that this was Killian Knox. Whoever this was...He simply resembles him. Nothing more.
But the notion that he looked like Killian was enough to spark an interest in me. Well, that, and the copious amount of alcohol that was swirling through my system. His icy yet gentlemanly act of saving me caused a rush of heat to course through me.
His earlier dismal brought back the stinging pain of Brad’s betrayal. My mind was then filled with the suggestive words from my friend, Ava.
“Why not try a mature man?”
It all pushed me to try and move closer to him. All those shots I’d previously taken had emboldened me to act. I took another daring step closer and slightly stumbled. This man, once again, curled my waist with a strong arm and held me close against the firm planes of his chest.
I was enchanted by the woodsy, natural scent of him. Unknowingly, my arms snaked past his shoulders and looped around his neck. My gaze dropped to his perfect, full lips, and I leaned in.
My heart crashed against my rib cage as he turned his face away, forcing me to meet only his cheek. An annoyed, drunken whimper tore from my throat, making me all the more frustrated and determined.
I leaned forward and took my opportunity to not only kiss his cheek but begin a long, sensual trail down his chin and neck. Feeling him tense beneath my touch felt like successfully passing all of my exams.
As my lips passed over his collarbone, I faintly heard his breath catch in his lungs. I couldn’t help but smile in sheer triumph. His hold on me tightened to a near-punishing grip. But it wasn’t enough to make me stop.
My hands grew more daring. While one of them cupped his strong jaw, the other played at the neckline of his shirt. The man tried to evade my growing advances, but I latched onto him like my life depended on it.
“Stop,” he hissed quietly, enough for only me to hear.
Undeterred, I slipped my hand within his half-open collar and practically melted at the solid muscle beneath. The backs of my fingers lazily dragged down the rigid form of his torso. But before I could truly appreciate the exhilarating sensation, he snapped his hand around my wrist and tore me away.
“I said enough,” he snarled, roughly.
His eyes were blazing with furious anger and something else I couldn’t quite identify. Yet, my determination refused to be stumped. With my other free hand, I attempted to continue my previous task, wanting to capture that same luscious sensation from before.
The man was quick to capture that hand, too. He took both my wrists in his large hand and held my arms over my head.
Oh my...
I could feel my cheeks flush from the growing need that sparked in my lower abdomen. Given my lack of experience, I never once considered the idea of being restrained. It was rather invigorating.
Somehow, this position sent my mind reeling into a playful mess. He looked as though he was fighting to keep his eyes on my face and not let them trail down the rest of my body. I took my chance to lean forward and press myself against him.
Another angered noise rumbled from deep within his chest. I seriously thought that I’d made some kind of headway with this man. However, the next thing I knew, my entire body was shocked into frigid stillness by the unwelcoming feeling of ice water having been dumped over my head.
A startled gasp slipped past my lips. The man gripped my chin; his voice came out dangerously low. “Take a good look at me. Tell me. Who do you think I am?”
Due to my earlier ministrations, his collar had loosened, causing his dress shirt to fall open—completely exposing his well-defined pectorals. My eyes were instantly drawn to a familiar tattoo that covered the entire left side of him.
My breathing staggered as the awful feeling of sobriety washed over me. The whites of my eyes grew wide in frightening disbelief. All traces of my previous doubt had dissolved into pure dust.
The stranger in front of me was, in fact, no stranger at all.
Oh my God! What in the world have I just done to my father’s friend, Killian?!
[Elara’s POV]I didn’t even care to question how Killian was able to open the door. From what it seemed like, he practically ripped it from the hinges in the walls like it was nothing. But my attention was far too distracted by the way Killian was staring at me.Like he was looking at me for the first time...My brows pulled together in confusion. Just as I parted my lips to speak, he cut me off with his usual apathetic tone.“What were you doing at the library so late?” he questioned.“I...” I still didn’t want to tell him the truth. My gaze dropped to the ground as I readjusted my bag on my shoulder. “I guess I just lost track of time.”Killian took a sharp inhale through his nose. He narrowed his eyes and clenched his jaw.“How about we try this one more time?” he suggested pointedly. “And this time, I want the truth.”I let out a deflated sigh. “You want to know the truth? Alright, fine. For the past week, I was forced to work on the group project that you had assigned for our cla
[Elara’s POV]My entire body froze from the booming, abrupt sound of Killian’s voice echoing through the room.I was working off of just a handful of hours of sleep. My mind was a jumbled mess, and I still had to get through the last quarter of my project. I didn’t even have the energy to tell Jasmine to leave me alone.I tried to go about my TA duties without making it increasingly noticeable that I was struggling even to keep my eyes open.Although the mere sound of Killian’s loud, authoritative voice caused a jolt of shock and awareness to rush through me. Slowly, I turned to glance over my shoulder to find both Brad and Jasmine shrinking under Killian’s harsh glare.Their usual arrogance had been replaced with wide-eyed looks of shock and awe. It reminded me of how Ava looked whenever she spoke about Killian.A strange, animalistic noise rumbled from deep within his chest.Did Killian just...Growl?“Get out of my classroom,” he bit out sharply. “Now.”Everyone watched my ex and fo
[Elara’s POV]I quietly cursed under my breath. Killian politely got up from his chair and made his way to the door.“There are other things I need to take care of. Use my office and take the call,” he told me.I watched him leave and reluctantly answered my father’s call. I couldn’t really imagine why he was choosing to call me now, of all times. My stomach bubbled with anxiety for fear that all my recent ‘incidents’ between Killian and me had somehow gotten back to him.Nonetheless, I begrudgingly answered. “Hello?”“Elara.” His cold, firm voice filled the speaker of my phone. “I’m mainly calling to tell you that I ran into Killian a few days ago.”My stomach twisted in knots. “Oh, really?”“Apparently, he’s taken up some teaching position at your university.”I closed my eyes. My poor heart continued to pound frantically in my chest, bracing myself for the inevitable interrogation that was about to take place.“Have you seen him yet?” he asked plainly.My brows furrowed. His tone n
[Elara’s POV]The moment I heard Brad’s voice, my entire body tensed up with deep agitation.Killian must have noticed how quickly I tore my gaze away and uncomfortably shifted because his reaction was almost immediate. The small smirk of amusement that curved the corner of his mouth instantly vanished.He snapped his sharp gaze back to Brad and stepped in front of me, as if to shield me from Brad’s view. The drop in his voice gave me goosebumps.“I don’t recall you being in any of my classes,” he said in a cool, firm tone. “What brings you here?”Peeking out from behind Killian’s arm, I found Brad to be at a loss for words. Normally, he was the kind of guy who carried an air of arrogance and authority about him. Even most professors wouldn’t dare to address him the way Killian just had.Brad’s stature shrank under Killian’s domineering glower. His initial forceful tone faltered to barely a coherent mumble.“Just looking for my girlfriend.”Killian raised a skeptical brow and shifted
[Elara’s POV]All the blood drained from my face when I realized that I had fallen into the frame of Killian’s laptop camera. I let out a sharp gasp as panic surged through me.I quickly scanned the area but found no place where I could hide. Meanwhile, Killian remained composed in his desk chair. The man hardly looked bothered by the spectacle that was presently unraveling.He cleared his throat and gently calmed the growing chatter. “Alright, alright. That’s enough, everyone. You were expected to cover chapters three through five from last class.”Killian turned his head and silently gestured with his eyes for me to leave his study.Regaining what little composure I had, I swallowed the lump in my throat and slunk back through the door I first came in through.As soon as the door clicked shut behind me, I sagged against it and let out a deflated breath.Good God. Could this morning go any more wrong? I made my way down the hall and found myself standing in Killian's living room. My
[Elara’s POV]Oh, God. What the hell was I doing?? Why am I subjecting myself to this? Me and my damn big mouth... Friday night had come quicker than I wanted, and there I was dressed in what had to be the most revealing piece of clothing I had ever dared to wear.My nerves were on edge as I arrived at the party with the firm intention of staying for no more than an hour. But Ava had been right. The rumor about there being a new dark-haired stranger on campus had circulated around in booming waves.It seemed to be all that anyone was willing to talk about. Mostly everyone was huddled up in their respective groups. Many were eagerly chatting away about who they predicted this person to be.“Ooo, I hear he carries a mature and complex air about himself,” one girl hummed.Another snorted into their red solar cup. “If that’s the case, then there’s no chance he’s an undergraduate.”“No, he’s definitely a graduate student.”God, I felt so out of place. Ever since Brad threw away our relati