Se connecterI’ve only been to the club once—my freshman year in college. Not my kind of place, but tonight is for letting loose and forgetting all about my miserable life for once.
Trap music booms from the ceiling, walls, everywhere. Sweaty bodies gyrate hard against each other. Bright red and white laser lights illuminate the entire club, adding to the madness and chaos as people party and drink to oblivion.
I’m not missing out either. In our private VIP booth, which I paid for because Baldie the harasser sent me a whopping twenty-five grand to shut me up—half of what I should have earned in a year—I let out a throat-shaking scream, clapping with liquid courage and temporary excitement as a shirtless, oiled man hops on our table.
Beatrice and Diana, my childhood friends, scream their lungs out to cheer. My cheeks catch fire as he comes for me, sliding and faking a thrust with his thighs spread wide, his gaze locked on mine.
“How do you wanna be pleased tonight, Baby?” He purrs, dragging his eyes so lustfully over my body. My sheer, thin-strapped top is to blame. Despite being already tipsy, I shake my head, screaming, backing away, and hoping he doesn’t touch me.
“Go, Anne! Go, Anne! Go, Anne-Marie!” My girls keep cheering and laughing.
I spring off the cushion with a start, bolting in embarrassment. I sway in my steps, but I push my hair out of my face and look over my shoulder at him. He flashes a wink at me before gliding onto Diana’s lap.
“Good for you, girl!” I yell, clapping when she starts to touch his chest and holler.
I could never. But I want to. I want to be reckless for one night. My eyes flick to the energetic dance floor. That’s where I want to be.
“Girl, how are you going to get laid tonight if you run away?” Beatrice teases, topping a shot glass.
Laughing, I move back to the table and snatch her drink before she can. I down it in one go, then offer the empty glass to her, shaking my head as I stick my tongue out. “More.”
“You’re getting wasted before you find yourself a d***?”
“Yup!” I answer, watching her fill my glass.
She opens her mouth to speak, but stops, her eyes frozen on whatever she’s looking at behind me. I start to turn my head—
“Don’t look now,” she says through gritted teeth and withdraws the bottle of spirit. I remain still, eyes darting from side to side as my skin tingles. “Four. Freaking. Hot. Men just walked in. They’re checking you out. All of them.”
I flick a brow, taking my time to move the glass to my lips, savoring the terrible and spicy taste of my drink. And slowly, I look over my shoulder.
The world slows for a moment.
Four ‘freaking’ gorgeous young men—tall, buff, in designer varsity jackets, leather, jeans, sneakers, boots—walk past like untouchable gods gracing the lands of mere mortals.
I know athletes when I see ‘em.
Ladies ogle. But one by one, they meet my gaze. The first flashes a pearly smirk. The second shifts his eyes from my butt and meets my eyes with a toe-curling wink before walking by. The third one just glances, then stares at Beatrice and Diana, and is on his way.
The fourth…
He seems to pass in slow motion, glossy brown hair dangling over his face, and icy blue eyes that trap the air in my lungs. His jaw is sharp and carved to excellence. He blinks, dropping his eyes to my top before pursing his lips. His features morph into amusement. Warmth buds in my stomach. I quickly avert my gaze to catch my breath.
“That’s your d***!” Beatrice declares immediately, loud and clear.
My eyes widen in shock. I whip around, hoping they didn’t hear. Thankfully, the music is awfully loud, and they’re making their way to the bar already.
Maybe this was a crazy idea.
Pulse strumming, I rush to sit beside her, finding something sweet on the table to drown the concentrated taste of my drink.
“Did you see the way he looked at you?” Beatrice laughs, topping her glass.
“They all looked at us.” I deflect even as my eyes flick up to see if they’re still staring. They’re not. They’re all my type of men. All of them. It can be any one of them, or none at all. Maybe I just need to keep searching.
A phone lights up on the table. My eyes drop to it to see that it’s mine. My older sister is calling.
Mary, not tonight, please. Not tonight.
I stare at it until it stops ringing. Seconds later, the screen lights up again as a text comes in. I snatch it up from the table, catching the message before the screen goes off.
Mom: {Where are you? When are you coming home?}
I quickly type a response: {Busy at work. Sleeping over at Bea’s. I luv u.}
Then I lock my phone, ready to keep it sealed in my purse for the rest of the night. Just before I toss it into my purse, it vibrates again. But the DJ has just changed the song.
2 On by Tinashe blasts ear-splittingly out of the speakers.
Already shaking, my eyes pop out of their sockets as I meet Beatrice’s widened gaze. This is one of my jams. She knows. The club erupts in a deafening roar.
“Anne-Marieeeeeee!!!!!” Diana echoes my name like a prayer, flying off the sofa as her pleasure-buddy finishes his service.
The music drowns everything.
I drop my phone in my purse and seal it shut, adrenaline pumping raw in my veins. I slowly rise, exhaling and laughing with my girls. My eyes shift to the packed dance floor; my head whirs, wishing it were the ice rink, which I love so much, where I’d be figure skating, spinning, and dancing freely with the wind. I hurt my ligament before I took my gap year, so I haven’t even skated in over two years.
“Go, Marie! Go, Marie! Go, Marie!” Both of them begin chanting, clapping, and puffing their shoulders in sync with the beats.
Well… this dance floor’s gonna have to contain me.
My shoulders start to rise, shift, sway. I snap my fingers above my head and turn, my long curly ginger hair bouncing.
“Let’s go!!!” Beatrice springs up, clapping in my face. She starts to wriggle her chest, snapping her fingers, too.
A giggle bursts out of me. I lean over the table, grab a bottle, and pour alcohol down my throat. I’m getting so wasted, they’d have to drag my body out of this club. Or maybe out of a man’s bed.
I use the back of my palm to dab my mouth, then I drop the bottle. But as I lift my eyes, sharp blue eyes capture my entire soul with a grip so electrifying, setting my body ablaze.
Slowly, I start to sway my hips, keeping my eyes glued to his.
Oh, to be on skates. I’d have done a spin right into his heart. But these freaking expensive Louboutins would have to do. My fingers slide into my hair, pushing it up as I go down in a slow squat. From across our booth, he moves his glass of whiskey to his lips, sipping without shifting those dangerous icy eyes even an inch.
Diana grabs my hands, dragging me out of the booth. We wriggle to the dance floor, joining the sweaty bodies and colliding fragrances.
Big boy, you’re going to have to come for me.
My head swims as the alcohol sinks into my system, taking over. Head turning from left to right, I slide my heels against the floor, faking a slow skate, while body-rolling with Diana, fully aware that his eyes are still on me.
Diana starts to go down, twerking, eyes on me. And she mouths, “He’s staring hard.”
I nod.
And soon, I go down with her. Same moves, but much slower.
Diana takes my hand as we sync in movements, then she winks at me—a sign that I’ve shot and hit my target. She backs away slowly, holding my fingertips until her fingers slip off, and she shifts into the crowd. My eyes stay on her.
Now alone, I ruffle my hair, while pumping my chest, and rolling my hips. I mouth the lyrics of the song, counting down in my head till he gets to me.
“I love to get 2 on…”
A heat so overwhelming cocoons me suddenly. My pulse kicks hard. I drag in a deep breath, shutting my eyes as his right arm bands around my waist from behind, fingers brushing my exposed skin. Citrus, cedar, sandalwood, mixed with winter air, fill my senses. Without warning, he shifts close, pressing me against his hard chest.
Nervous, my chest swells, yet I don’t stop moving to the beat, brushing my butt against him—denim against denim. His cold lips find my right ear, and I dissolve into his chest.
“You called…” His deep voice hits me right, sending the fire in my stomach low. “I’m right here, Ma’am.”
Anne-Marie’s P.O.VThe one person I’ve spent the past two years trying to bury from my memory—the one person who brings me the most heartache whenever I think of them, is my classmate. And I’ve been paired up with him for group work. This has to be a deadly prank life playing on me, and it’s not funny at all.My head is pulsing from worry. My heart is pounding in my chest, wanting to break out. Taking deep breaths, my eyes follow him as he races out of class without sparing anyone a glance, roughly pushing his way through the throng like he’s being chased.It’s really him. Champion… the guy I saw two nights ago. Marcus’ younger brother.“Memphis?” Someone calls after him.I drop my eyes in a blink, quickly packing my books into my backpack, my hands trembling. I could barely concentrate on anything Miss Blake said during class. I snatch up my phone on my desk, toss it inside my bag, zip it up, grab my backpack, and spring to my feet.“Hi,” Caleb stops me in my tracks, gripping his bac
Memphis’s P.O.VHer head snaps over her shoulder while my mouth still hangs slack. I quickly shut my mouth. She tracks back to Miss Blake, and I hear her stutter, “Ma’am, can I switch partners with someone else?”“You know her?” Avan inquires. But terror has got my tongue clipped.“You can’t. Memphis is the only one without a partner.” Miss Blake answers.My heart pounds unguardedly, like it’s about to leap out of my chest. I feel stares at me, prickling my skin, and I can tell everyone is wondering what connection exists between us.“Class is starting. Return to your seat.” Miss Blake dismisses her, the fondness vanishing from her eyes.Anne-Marie is frozen on the spot, her back to the entire class. She folds her right fist.I dig my teeth into my lower lip, unable to fathom what’s going on in her head. She’s probably losing her mind like I am, or worse, thinking of sending me where her late mom now resides. She turns suddenly. I drop my head fast to avoid her gaze, hoping I can act
Memphis’s P.O.V~Monday~I’m back on campus after an awful weekend and a sour birthday. At least Sunday wasn’t all that bad. No training, no Coach Gale yelling, or getting another bruise to add to my batches of honor. After I arrived at the house I share with Avan and Norman, I slept in, something I haven’t had the luxury of doing in months. Then, the boys and I played video games in the evening. It was a day well spent.A new season starts next month, so we get two full weeks of rest. I plan on sleeping every single day. However, there’s still one pending battle to win—the figure skaters never setting foot in the Den. And a new development—green-eyed princess. Anne-Marie. The girl from my past, from a different state entirely, several miles away, is now involved with my brother. How does this even happen to anyone?‘I may have made things worse. I kissed her.’‘I kissed her.’Even if she’s rejected him, it only confirms that something really is going on between them. I mean, they’re
Anne-Marie’s P.O.VChamp is Marcus’ brother. How? How? Why on earth?My mind mocks me for the millionth time, replaying that moment I turned around, and he was staring right into my eyes, his blue eyes filled with the same recognition I felt. My heart weighs too heavily, searing with pain as my mom’s dying image latches to my mind—how pale and worn she’d looked, the blood covering her head, the way she’d lain in that bed and touched my face, telling me I was her favorite daughter while drawing her last. All my life I’d believed she loved Mary more; she had way too many expectations of me and grilled me harder than she did with my older sister.As soon as I saw his face, I was painfully reminded of what my night with him cost me—seeing Mary alive one last time and giving my mom the comfort she needed before she lost it and walked into the busy road. A few days before that fateful night, Mary had been cramping slightly. We went to the doctor and were told it wasn’t time yet. Her EDD w
Memphis’s P.O.VMarcus cocks a brow at me, his eyes filled with questions. But the minute I pull the door open, he straightens his face and shifts his gaze to my father seated at his desk.I know he’s gotten the memo not to mention anything that can put Princess in a tight spot, yet my heart wouldn’t stop pounding. As soon as I arrived, I’d barely found a comfortable position when my mom asked what I knew about the woman Marcus came with. Thank goodness I heard Marcus’ footsteps.My parents—my dad in particular—are chronically interested in Marcus’ romantic life, and have tried to set him up with several women of their choice. We’re gathered here in the middle of the night because every one of their attempts has failed. They didn’t think he’d show up with anyone for my party. I made a bet with him to get him to act. Maybe I shouldn’t have. I don’t know anything about her; I want to, but not like this – in an interrogation room disguised as a study – that will only give my parents’ lic
Diana’s P.O.VTears blind me quickly as I stare at Anne-Marie curled up in her bed, shaking and stroking her baby. My lips quiver. Fear pounds inside my chest. My gaze flicks up to meet Beatrice’s terrified gaze.“What happened to her?” She mouths to me, her eyes brimming with tears.Marcus. That’s what happened to her. I clench my fists so tight, my nails dig into my flesh. My jaw ticks. Without wasting another second, I storm out of her room, marching to the living room.“Diana?” Beatrice calls after me. But I only see Anne-Marie, looking disheveled and scared, as soon as I opened that door.What did that son of a b***h do to her?“Diana, where are you going?” Beatrice yells.My feet carry me faster. I flick the tears in my eyes, making a beeline for the umbrella stand. I grab the longest one and move.“Diana?!”I motion for the door, tightening my grip around the umbrella.“Diana, where do you think you’re going to with that?”“To break that idiot’s head!” I say through gritted te







