LOGINJax couldn’t believe how it felt to finally touch her the way that he wanted to. She was warm and sweet, and her response was incredible. Total surrender; aching want; hot need. He’d never have guessed that Sarah would give over so completely, and he kissed her over and over again, loving how she tasted. He finally pulled back, fighting with himself to do so. He opened his eyes and saw that hers were still closed. Her mouth was swollen and she trembled against him a bit. He ran his fingers through her curls, brushed her hair back from her gorgeous face. “Open your eyes, baby,” he said, his voice deep and husky. “Look at me.” **** Jax Hamill rebuilt his life on grit, dumb luck, and a refusal to look back. The past is buried. The bar is profitable. The house, truck, and bike are his. So is the no-strings sex in a back room he never plans to clean up. Jax lives for now. Everything is temporary.... until she isn’t. Sarah Matthews is drowning in responsibility. Overworked, overstretched, and painfully single, her life is a color-coded calendar of obligation. She doesn’t need romance. She needs escape....just once. Just long enough to remember who she was before life tightened the leash. Their deal is simple: no future, no promises, no feelings. Just heat. Just fun. Just temporary. Then a ghost from Sarah’s past crashes the fantasy – and turns desire into a battlefield. As Sarah fights to reclaim her life, Jax is forced to face the man he used to be, the man he pretends to be, and the man he might become… if he dares to want something real.
View MoreJax Hamill glanced around the bar, looking to spot any trouble before it got started. In his five years as the owner of Dangerous Curves, five years as a bouncer, and more than fifteen years as a regular bar patron, he’d seen how trouble actually had a vibe. Like steam rising off a cup of coffee, trouble could move the air around a person, a couple, a group. Jax had become damn good at seeing those vibrations – sometimes long before the people involved even knew that they were on the verge of losing it and starting something.
His dark-green eyes scanned the bar again, taking it all in. A few weird things going on – like what the hell is that uptown blonde in the white sweater even fucking doing here, and why is she all over Mac? – but no red flags. Just a regular Saturday night, as far as he could tell. That was when he spotted her sitting at the far end of the bar by herself.
In a room full of activity and buzz, she was totally motionless; in a bar that was heaving with dancing, laughing, drinking people, she looked all alone. Removed and distant. She was leaning back on the bar, intently watching the games at the pool tables. She looked lost in her own little world, so Jax allowed himself to just stare at her.
Jesus Christ, look at that hair… dark red curls tumbling all the way down her back, just begging for him to grab them in his fists and pull her mouth up to his. Her lips were full and so were her breasts, her skin was pale and delicate, and looked like it’d be soft under his rough fingers.
She was the strangest combination of fire and silk, of generous curves and rigid control, and he longed to feel her heat and her smoothness. He wanted to watch her lose all hold on herself, to just let go. With him. Tonight, in one of the bar back rooms.
With a confidence born of years of successful womanizing, he sauntered over to her now, and sat down on the empty stool next to her.
“Hey there, Red.”
She glanced over at him. Those cool blue eyes took him in for sure, in all his hard, muscular glory, and she raised her eyebrows.
“Let me save you some time here, Stud,” she said.
He grinned. “‘Stud’?”
“‘Red’?” she rejoined.
He held up his massive hands, and grinned again. “OK, OK. Fair enough.”
“I’m not your type, trust me. So just try your luck elsewhere.” She turned her drink around and around between her hands. “I’m a good girl, and I don’t go home with bikers.”
“Well, thank Christ for that,” Jax said. “‘Cause I’m not a biker.”
“No?” she said looking him up and down, taking in his boots, jeans, black t-shirt, and tattoos that ran the whole length of both his arms.
“Nope. I mean, I have a motorcycle, but I’m not in any kind of club or gang, or whatever the hell you may be thinking.” He moved a bit closer to her. “I’m a business owner.”
“Huh.” Red didn’t seem all that impressed.
“This business, actually,” he said.
“This is your bar?”
“Yep.” Jax caught Aidan’s eye, and nodded at him to bring him a beer. “So what are you doing here, doll?”
“I’m not really here.”
“You’re not? You sure as hell look here to me.”
“No. I’m with my friend, and she’s here.”
He leaned back. “Let me guess. The blonde in white.”
“You got it in one,” she said. “She’s here looking to cut loose a bit, and I’m just waiting for her to make her move, either way.”
Jax took a sip of his beer. “What move?”
Red shrugged. “It depends. She may come to her senses in the next few minutes, and say she wants to leave. Or she may decide to go home with that guy she’s dancing and drinking with – if he’ll have her, of course.”
“That’s Mac,” Jax said. “If your friend’s looking for a one-night stand, she chose well, believe me. He’d go home with a chair if it was hot enough for him.”
She glanced at him again. “Charming. It also makes me worry more.”
“Hey, no, hold on. Mac’s a good guy. Your friend would be OK with him, I swear it. He’d never hurt her or force her, if that thought had crossed your mind.”
“Hey, no, hold on. Mac’s a good guy. Your friend would be OK with him, I swear it. He’d never hurt her or force her, if that thought had crossed your mind.”
She looked over at Mac, and Jax knew exactly what she was seeing. The man was over six feet and more than two hundred pounds of solid muscle and tattoos, with long, blond hair and hard blue eyes. Nothing soft or safe about him at first glance, but Jax knew better.
The blonde could do way worse for a meaningless fuck, and Mac would oblige her if she extended an invitation to spend the night together, for damn sure. He was a gentleman in his own way – always made sure that the ladies came first, and he even made them coffee the morning after.
Red turned back to him. “Well, I don’t think it’s going to come to that.”
“How come?”
“Because Ellen’s boyfriend is sure to show up any minute.”
“Uh-oh.” Automatically, Jax looked at the door. “How do you know?”
“Jax?”“Yeah?”“I don’t remember when we first made love. I wish I did.”“Well, not yet, maybe. Who knows… that memory may come back too.”“I’d much rather create a new memory.”Jax blinked at her. “What do you mean?”“I mean I’d rather you just made love to me – I want you to be my first. Yet again.”He laughed. “I’ll be your first for the second time?”“You mind?”“Oh, hell, no.” His eyes sparkled down at her. “I remember your first time, baby, and let me tell you this much: if your second first time is anything like your first first time, we may not survive it.”“Really?”“You were so hot… so sweet. And you had two orgasms with me inside you.”“I did?”“You’d better believe it.”“So, you think we can recreate that experience?”Jax stood up, extended his large hand to her. “Partly. But on this second first time, we go for three orgasms… see if we can’t jog your memory again, huh?”She stood up too, and he admired her body as the water glistened on her breasts and thighs. “Challenge
She stepped back from him now, a look of mischief on her face. “Jax?”“Yeah?”“Take off your jeans, babe. Now.” She smirked. “And try not to fall over, huh?”He laughed out loud.When they were both shivering in their underwear, Jax helped her into the hot tub. He sat down on one of the seats, and without a second of thought, she curled up in his lap. Just like that first night in the pool, Sarah was wrapped all around him, mostly-naked and open and trusting. She tipped her head back and gazed at the stars, admiring their diamond-like sparkle and shine. The water was an amazing contrast to the chilly night air, and she relished the feeling of being so incredibly alive.It could all have been taken from me, so damn easily. No more wasting time, girl. If you want this man, go get him. He’s not going to make a move until he’s sure you’re ready, so you have to demand it of him. No more waiting; no more asking. Take him, if that’s what you want.“You OK?” he said, a bit unnerved by her sil
For the past week or so, they’d been talking about making love, but Jax was actually the one hesitating. He was worried about how Sarah might react, and the last thing he wanted to do was scare her. It was fucking killing him to be so close to her every night and not run his tongue over every inch of her curves, but he was determined to take it slow. They’d had lots to work through over the past six weeks, anyway, and sex would have just been a distraction. By far, the hardest conversation had been when Jax told Sarah about what went on behind the scenes at King’s Garage. He had admitted to hiring Honey and Tank, and he’d confessed his deepest, darkest intentions about hurting Dave. He didn’t hold back from her at all, didn’t spare himself her anger, and he'd told her the whole truth. He'd told her that if she’d died, his intention had been to kill Dave. She’d been horrified and shocked, and had retreated from him for over a week. No calls, no communication at all. Jax had been sur
“Can we reschedule?” Naomi dug deep to be cool. “Maybe for tomorrow?”“Sure. Should we come to the center?” Sarah asked.Naomi almost sagged in relief that she’d be away from Curves. Or any bar. “Yes, that would be great. I could go over some of my budget proposals, and show you some plans for expansion.”“You have all that ready?” King said.“Yes. I have a five-year plan.” She took a deep breath. “But with your help, I may be able to accomplish much of it in just one year.”“Great,” Jax said. “So tomorrow. Maybe at noon?”“Oh, no,” Sarah said. “I have physical therapy until noon, remember. Maybe one o’clock?”“Perfect.” Naomi shook hands all around, avoiding King’s intense stare, and then shot out the door.They all sat down again, and King rubbed his hand on the back of his neck. “She seems nice,” he said casually.“You think?” Jax said, amused.“Yeah. Cute little thing, huh?”Sarah and Jax burst into laughter. King looked offended.“What?” he said.“Oh, King, come on.” Jax shook hi


















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