I ran my palm through my face. How could I have been so lost that I hadn't even noticed Jason walking into my office? That was crazy. What would she think of me now? But, woah, she was one pretty angel.
I cleared my throat, putting on a stern look. That was the only way to cover up my craziness. "Oh, hi." I threw a glare at Jason as if he was the reason for my predicament. "Didn't know you'd be coming over today. And, umh, you should've knocked before walking in."
She grinned. "Noted. That'd be for next time."
This was crazy, but the truth was, it hurt to know that she was my new secretary. Why was life this unfair? The rules in this organization was that no boss was allowed to date or woo his secretary. I created that rule, but now, I felt the urge to break it.
I swallowed. "Good. Go and check out your office." I pointed at the glass demarcation between my office and my old secretary's. It was by the left side of the room.
She nodded. "Sure, sir." With that, she walked away.
Quite upset and still very embarrassed, I wrapped my arms around my chest, shooting scowls at Jason. "Did you do that on purpose? Is that a way of getting your revenge on me?"
He shrugged. "Maybe. And, hang on there. Don't blame me for it. You were the one who was drooling for a random lady. Not like I forced that to happen."
I rolled my eyes, squeezed my face, and walked to the other side of my table. "Whatever. Anyway, why's she here tonight? It's late already. You should've postponed it till tomorrow."
"Hm…" He placed his index finger into the keychain ring of his car keys, smirking as he jingled them. "Is that a problem? You know you need a new secretary as soon as possible?"
I just sat down, packing up, so I'd take my leave. "Alright. Well, I'm on my way home. Will catch up with you later."
For some reason, his smirk widened. He wiggled an eyebrow at me, and playfully hit his palm against the table. "Home, huh? Okay, so, what's up with the girl you're meeting? Are you gonna taste her body before taking the next step?"
I glared. I just never appreciated it when someone spoke about the fact that I was planning to have a meet up with an unknown woman. It was gross.
I snorted. "I'd appreciate it if you kept quiet."
"Dude." He rolled his eyes. "We've spoken about this, right? We both know that your cold and quiet nature won't make you find someone you like. Just go with the meet up."
I sighed in frustration, stood up, and held my bag up. "Leave that for another day. And, I haven't decided on whether or not I'll meet her. I just wanna get home first, take a shower, and relax."
He shrugged. "Kk. Not my problem. Let's see if that'll happen. Remember that Rhonda's definitely not gonna give up on you."
I scoffed. "Don't use that against me. And, I said we shouldn't talk about it. I wanna go home. That's all."
He grabbed the picture frame of the lady I was going to meet. He widened his eyes as if he was shocked, then chuckled. "Damn. She's muah!" He turned to me, his eyes squinted at me. "Ivan, if you don't want her, please, give her to me. Will happily accept this pie. Damn, she's pretty. What else do you want?"
"Yeah, take her. Don't care at all," I said.
Not wanting to prolong this conversation, I made my way toward the door. Opening it, I gasped, and almost squealed like a woman when I saw my old secretary. What was this woman's problem, and how in the world had she gotten back here?
"Y-You?" I swallowed. I couldn't believe I was actually frightened to see her. What a shame.
She grunted like an angry dog. "Yeah. Me. Shocked?"
Again, I swallowed. "What do you want from me?"
She scorned. "From you? What a joke. I'm here to take my shoe, moron. Leave my sight before I pierce your brain."
I shook my head, my eyes narrowed at her. She never stopped surprising me. "What the…? What's your problem?"
"Move. Away." Her words sounded more like a threat, than an order.
I frowned. "If you ever come back here, you'll definitely rot in jail. Don't make me despise you more than I already do."
Saying that, I walked away. Everything and everyone was making me sick. I just needed some space.
Walking in the corridor, Drake and Pablo walked behind him. I didn't even question them for letting my old secretary come back to my office. I was already too exhausted and frustrated. There was no point in stressing myself further.
Reaching the last floor, I headed straight to my car, heading home immediately.
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My driver drove into the driveway of my huge compound, and parked in front of the mansion. He was waiting patiently for me to step out of the car, but all I did was stare at the picture of the lady, via my phone. All through the journey home I had only been scrolling through her pictures, wondering if I should go on with the decision of creating a relationship between us.
"Sir, do you need something?" The driver asked.
I glimpsed at the rear view mirror of the car, and just shook my head. "Wait a little longer. I'll hop out soon."
"Okay, sir," he said.
I resumed staring at the photos.
Yes, she was pretty. Very pretty. But first, who was she? Second, being pretty wasn't enough for me to like her. And, third, presently, there was only one woman in my heart. Tanya Edward. I would admit that I was severely hurt to know that she had cheated on me. But, could I just forget about her like that? I still loved her very much. She was all that still mattered in my heart. In that case, how could I think of letting go of her?
After a while of thinking about this, I stepped out. Drake and Pablo jogged toward me, but I asked them to leave. I walked up the stoop, heading into the mansion. Getting to the door, I inserted its pin code, and made my way in.
"Ivan! You're back!" My cousin, Peggy, hurried over to me the moment she spotted me standing by the door. Like always, she was beaming, seeming excited as if she had just won a lottery. Yeah, she was quite dramatic.
I gave her a small smile. "Sup? How was your day?"
"Good, I guess." She shrugged. She gripped my hands, squeezed them, and winked at me. "Hope you're ready for your date?"
I gulped. Why did I have to hear that again?
"Oh, my boy. You're back." With a deep smile on my aunt's lips, she sauntered toward me.
I nodded, feigning a smile to make her think I was okay. "Hi," I greeted.
She took my hand as well. Her smile widened, nothing but happiness glinting through her. She turned to Peggy, and tapped her arm. "Come on, Peggy. Go and get his suit jacket. And, um, make sure his cologne is a strong one. It must be of a high quality, 'kay?"
Again, and again, and again, I gulped. Was I sure I could go on with this?
"Wait!" Peggy exclaimed. She gasped, and with widened eyes, she turned to me. "Ivan, I have a better idea! Why don't you take her to your beach house? The restaurant might not be so appealing, you know?"
"Or…" My aunt smirked. "...his boat?"
"No, the beach house is a better choice!" Peggy rebuked.
"Shut up, silly thing." Aunt slapped her on the arm. "I wouldn't even let him take her there for a billion dollars. That's lame."
"It's not!"
And so, they began to argue.
I clenched my hands in a fist. I was furious. Not with them, but with everything going on in my life. If Tanya hadn't betrayed me, none of these would be happening to me.
Abruptly, their arguments sounded like a disturbing siren in my ears. It made me feel the need to flare up, but I was holding back by wrath. After all, they weren't responsible for my problems. They didn't make Tanya lay with another man.
Feeling even more enraged, I clenched my jaw. And, that was it. I couldn't hold back the rage that was lingering in my heart.
"Enough!" I cried out loud. I glared with so much intensity, my nostrils flared, blood probably seeping from my palm, due to how hard my fist were.
They snapped their necks in my direction, Peggy's eyes jutted out of their sockets. They were both startled.
I breathed out loud and hard, and declared, "I'm not meeting anyone. And, you know what? This date is cancelled. Not just the date. The future matrimony is now a topic in the past." I turned to my aunt. "Cause, I'm no longer moving on. I'm going to remain in this cage. This bandage. I'm not getting married to anyone, and it's final."
Her jaw dropped. That wasn't all that dropped. A tear also dropped from her eye.
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They kept staring at me with widened eyes. I knew my aunt was so shocked to hear my refusal of this relationship, knowing fully well that I had made a promise to move on. Well, this wasn't something that was so easy. There was really no way I could forget about the woman I loved, in only two months.Tanya and I had been friends for five years. Afterwards, we had made a decision to create a relationship between us. Yes, she had always been mean and blatant when speaking hurtful words, but that hadn't made me stop loving her. Literally, before I had caught her with another man, I had decided to propose to her. Little had I known that she had been hanging around with other men.A river of carbon dioxide eluded my nostrils, and I looked away from them. "This is my decision. I'll be upstairs, if anyone needs me. But…" I
I cleared my throat. That was how I could cover up this embarrassment. Also, I was forced to put on a stern look. She seemed to have some attitude, which wasn't something I appreciated very much. She had only spoken a few words, but the sassy spirit was so, so vivid. Who was she?"Rae." I leaned into my seat, drumming my fingers against the table, ensuring that I sounded so indifferent to this meet up.She cleared her throat as well. And yes, the stern look on her face was the attitude. "You're… Ivan, right?"I chortled, glimpsed sideways, and turned to her. "Tryna pretend like you don't know me? Wow.""Excuse me?" Her left eyebrow cocked at me. "I… don't get you." 
With a deep glare hanging on my eyebrows, I stormed toward them. I was very furious, and maybe confused. That was no good way to treat a person. Especially a woman. "You think you can go away with it?!" He grabbed her jaw again. Attempting to hit her for a second time, I held his wrist, stood in between them, and shot hard scowls at him. "How. Dare. You." My teeth were gritted. I tightened his wrist, breathing hard as we faced each other. He scoffed. "Who the heck are you? Her boyfriend?" I shut my eyes and sighed. "Are you crazy? How can you hit her? Don't you have respect for a lady? This can get you to jail, you know?" "Hey! B
I parked my car in the parking lot of her condominium, hopped out of it, and headed to her. As soon as I stepped out of the elevator, my eyes caught one of our good friends, Greg, but I decided to ignore him. He was a great talker, so starting a conversation with him just wasn't advisable.Finally, I reached her door. Though I knew the pin code of the door, I was really hesitant to insert it. It felt like I was a stranger. Should I just press the doorbell, I thought. No, that wasn't a good choice either. Not hesitating further, I inserted the code, and walked in.As if I hadn't ever been here, I scrolled my eyes around the place. To my surprise, the portrait of her and I was still laid beside the huge television. There was no doubt that she also hadn't gotten rid of me yet.
Drake and Pablo stared at me as if they were scared to lose their lives. I glared so much at them, like they were the reason for my predicament. They were probably thinking they had done something bad to me, but well, I was moody only because I had seen Tanya tonight. I leaned over my car, my hands curled in a fist. "You both are dismissed. Stay in your quarters, and get ready to leave for work by six in the morning." They nodded, putting their eyes down. "Take my car to the garage." I threw my keys at Pablo, and walked past them like an angry Lion. Getting to the huge door, I inserted the pin code, and walked in. Since this was eleven in the night, I didn't think anyone would be awake. I j
This was the one time I wished the floor would swallow me. I was overly confused, wondering how anyone would dare to come in here. I knew Drake and Pablo had become a bit lazy these days, but what about the security section in the building? This seemed stupid."What do you want?" I dared to speak.They were wearing black chino pants, and black jackets. One of them looked Asian, while the other one was a blonde, white man. The Asian guy grabbed a lighter from his pocket, holding it up in the air.He scoffed. "It's either we shoot you, or we burn this place. Don't ask us what we want. You've tried playing with a devil."I rolled my eyes in disgust. "Go straight to the point."
She blinked weirdly, quirking her eyebrows at me. "What? Why glare so much? Have I said anything wrong?" She walked to the other end of the table, staring at the files on it. "I don't like when things are being done slowly. It makes me wonder if you're even interested in having an heir."I still couldn't think of the right thing to do to her. Should I just get her arrested or something? Or, should I ask my men to get her killed? Or, should I kill her myself?"In case—""That's enough." I tried to be as calm as possible. I hurried over to her, grabbed her arm, and turned her to look at me. "I'm not getting married to you. I'm rejecting the proposal. Leave now. Leave."She scorned. "What do you mean? You can't r
Rae turned to me, darting hard scowls at me, as if I had been the one who had thrown insults at her. "Ivan, who's this idiot?" she asked.I knew I could easily ignore her question, but I felt a bit obliged to give her an answer. Frustrated, I ran my palm through my face, turned to Tanya, and sighed out loud."Why are you here? Thought I asked you to not come here ever again," I marked out.She chuckled. That sinister chuckle. "Excuse me?" Her eyebrow corked at me. "Um, don't tell me you're trying to defend her. Dude, she's just your mistress. I'm the main woman here."I shook my head. "You don't own that title anymore. I might not be in love with her, but it's not right for you to disrespect her."