LOGINThe dial tone was broken by a soft-spoken voice. “Simon DeAngelo speaking.”
A pang of guilt rippled through her at the knowledge she’d be leaving him short-staffed. “Hey Si, it’s Zoe. I won’t be able to make it in tonight. I’m not feeling the best.”
A breathy grumble of frustration echoed through the speaker, leaving Zoe pursing her lips in a vain attempt not to cry. She’d spent all night tossing and turning, the morbid images of Natalie’s confident grin marred with pain flashing omnisciently every time she’d closed her eyes. She’d awoken nauseous, unable to function - the first twenty minutes of her morning spent with her head in the toilet bowl.
“Thanks for letting me know.”
The tears breached her glassy eyes, her voice cracking as she spoke. “I’m really sorry.”
“Oh, are you crying? Shit. Don’t cry.” Simon spoke very little of his private life, but Zoe imagined he had to have at least one emotional teenage daughter with the way he settled into the role of awkward dad effortlessly. “Is everything okay?”
Her fears tumbled from her mouth before she had a chance to stop them. Even admitting her attraction to Jon felt risky, for both her private and business life. Everything spilled out, however, through a mix of sharp, jagged breaths and salty tears, and Zoe felt a slight weight lifted off her heavy shoulders.
Silence resounded through the speaker as she wiped her nose with the sleeve of her shirt, sniffling pitifully. Pulling the phone away from her ear, she checked Simon was still there. After what felt like an eternity, Simon cleared his throat. “It was a real shame what happened to his girlfriend, I know, but as long as you’re working for SubTerra, you’re protected. Frank couldn’t risk the coverage. You don’t need to worry about all this, okay?” He waited for Zoe’s meek agreement, before continuing. “Stop reading the articles, get some sleep and come back to work when you’re not a blubbering mess. Just keep your distance from him, okay? I’ll have a word with him too, remind him of the conditions of entry.”
“Thank you, Simon.”
“No problem. Now I have calls to make. You sure you’re right?” The soothing, hapless parent was replaced by the stern awkwardness that often accompanied Simon.
Zoe breathed a deep sigh of relief, grateful that Simon’s words had absolved at least some of her fears, and mumbled out a small acknowledgement. The dial tone sounded, Simon wasting no time in fleeing the conversation, and Zoe couldn’t help the small smile breaking through her quivering lips.
Ambling to the bathroom, Zoe rifled through her medicine cabinet, finding the frayed bottle of sleeping tablets stashed behind the pain relief. She gulped it down with a glug of tap water, and as she rose, she caught sight of her frazzled reflection in the mirror. Smoky shadows lined the base of red, glassy eyes. She could easily play an extra on one of those zombie TV shows her brother loved so much. If only Jon could see her now. Perhaps he’d run a mile and she’d be saved from this god-awful mess. But there was a small part of her that doubted that would be enough to deter him. Beneath the confident composure, she had felt the racing heart beat under her palms, seen the fleeting look of nervousness when he propositioned her.
Closing her eyes, a brief reprieve from the stinging, she pinched the bridge of her nose in an attempt to abate her migraine. Sleep was the only thing she knew would silence her ever-present thoughts. Shuffling to her bedroom, she felt the mattress sag beneath her weight, the covers cocooning her into darkness. Between the stillness of her apartment, the quick effects of the tablet and the minute sliver of sunlight peeking through the draw curtains, it wasn’t long before she fell into a deep sleep.
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Heels clicked against cold, concrete floors, warning the conference room’s occupants of her arrival. In the chair closest to the door, a shaggy-haired man sat, nervously twiddling his thumbs. Work would need to begin right away. It always did. Jon Moretti’s dating life often caused a company-wide lockdown, with every minute occupied with preparing and watching, planning and scheming. While it exhausted her employees, her commitment was always unwavering. One day, she was certain, there would be someone to lure in the elusive Moretti and it was on that day, that she’d take her revenge.
Across the table, a composed brunette flicked her blunt bangs from her eyes, spreading out the papers she had accumulated on the current target, Zoe Genevieve Walsh. Twenty-four years old. Daughter of Adelheid and George Walsh, currently living in a disreputable apartment complex in Trenton, New Jersey. She’d be harder to get than most, considering her employment under Frank Muscovado, but their team was calculating and cunning. She was sure her boss would find a way to catch her.
The cherry red wooden door slammed open, the brass door knob bouncing against the wall with a loud clunk. The menacing blonde strode into the room, leaning agitatedly against the silver chair back. There were no greetings, no warm welcomes. She was here for business.
“Where are we up to with surveillance?”
As her gaze shot to the man on her left, he sat up uncomfortably. “Uh, I hadn’t set up any as yet. It’s only relatively new.”
“I want eyes on her. Can you take care of that as soon as possible?” she snapped, not waiting for a response before swiveling her attention to the leggy blonde on her right. “I want her to a have a warning. Give her the option of getting out before she’s dragged into this mess.”
The brunette across the table gaped, head shaking as she spoke. “I never had that luxury afforded to me.” Petite knuckles blanched as she tightened on the papers in front of her. “Why does she get a warning?”
Rising from her hunched position, the leader exuded an impenetrable air of authority. Steely green eyes narrowed on the deflating figure sinking into her seat, and the brunette quickly realized she’d overstepped the mark.
“Because I said so, and the last time I checked, I’m the one who’s in charge,” she paused, glancing down at neatly manicured nails. “Also, I’m pretty sure I afforded you some pretty large luxuries, if you recall. Happy to rescind those though, if they’re not enough for you.”
The room fell silent - papers came to a standstill, breaths hushing. Tensions were always high when discussions of Jon Moretti were involved, but for some reason, the petite blonde was more on edge than usual. The brunette nodded in acknowledgment, not daring to speak.
“So, surveillance and a peaceful nudge in the right direction is the plan. We’ll reconvene in the next few days to discuss progress.”
She was out the door before anyone had a chance to argue, the cherry wood banging aggressively against the frame as heels clicked with a new, frenzied intensity. Silence hung in the room, each occupant slipping out into the hallway in stony silence, trying desperately to make sense of the new directives. Never before had the option of a peaceful deterrence been available, but as the displeased brunette clipped down the hallway, she thought she understood.
And the realization made her resentful.
The parking lot was quiet, dark in the early hours of the morning as a small cluster of women filed out of the metal doors of SubTerra, under the watchful gaze of Elford and one of Simon’s new hires. Anja and Zoe walked together, tugging their long coats tightly around themselves as the air nipped at their bare legs.“Was it just me or did Danny fucking reek tonight?” Anja scrunched her nose, rustling through her handbag to retrieve her vape. She sucked in a long draw, a fruity cloud of smoke hiding the amusement tinging her eyes.Zoe laughed, shaking her shoulders dramatically. “He has to have eaten raw fish fresh from the dock.”“Fish is good for you, you know,” Anja mimicked Danny’s gruff voice, Zoe erupting into a fit of giggles. “Omega-3 and all that shit, ya’know. Keeps the brain ticking.”“You got the lecture too?” Zoe laughed, shaking her head as she ran her fingers through her hair. “I was stuck at his table for like ten minutes listening to it.”Anja opened her mouth to spea
“Do you have to go?” he whined. Dark eyes watching intensely from the doorway, studying the way the warm, steady stream trickled over Zoe’s naked body, the trails it left on velvet skin.Laughter tinkled through the tiled bathroom, muffling through the glass of the shower. “I’ve just taken two weeks off. We’re so short-staffed. I think Simon would actually kill me if I called out.” She lathered the cleanser over her face, allowing the water to take with it the dirt and grime she’d failed to wash off last night. “I’ve only got two weeks left, babe.”Resting his shirtless torso against the doorframe, he folded his arms and smirked, following her gaze down his chiseled abdomen. “Two weeks too long,” he huffed. “I hate knowing they’re all there staring at your legs in those tiny shorts, drooling over you.”“Like you did?”“That’s different,” he tutted as the beginnings of a grin tugged the corners of his mouth. “I was in love with you.”Sweet, melodic laughter pealed through the room, the
Sitting in front of the wall of monitors, beady eyes fervently scanning for any signs of movement, the shaggy-haired man let out an exaggerated sigh. Clasping his arm across his growling stomach, he leaned over, the swivel chair creaking at the sudden uneven distribution of weight. Rummaging through the junk-filled drawer beside him, he found the tin of cayenne tuna he’d stored months earlier, in case of an emergency. Cracking it open, he savored the spice as he shoveled a heaping spoonful into his mouth.Her voice echoed through the cold, concrete office. It always shocked him when she spoke – her sweet, timid tone the complete antithesis to the harsh, detached and vindictive orders she barked at him.“You are fucking kidding,” she hissed, slapping the underside of his greasy, disheveled hair. “Do you see a fucking window in here, you fucking moron? You’ll stink up the entire fucking building.”Rolling his eyes in frustration, the man spoke, a mouthful of tuna sloshing between crooke
Burnt orange quilts spilled along the sofa Zoe was curled up on, the warmth of its rays coating her arms and face as she unfurled, stretching aching muscles. Peeking over her shoulder, Zoe stifled a giggle at Anja’s undignified position. Sprawled awkwardly over the recliner, Anja’s neck was twisted uncomfortably, her mouth hanging open as she snored louder than Zoe’s dad. Sun beams danced, licking the ceiling like flames as it inched across the entirety of the lounge room and into the kitchen. As Zoe watched the intricate patterns it made, she relished in the small weight lifted off her shoulders from sharing her secret. Telling Anja had been therapeutic. Someone else knowing exactly what she was dealing with made her feel better, especially because Anja got it. There was no judgment or disapproval, only concern and compassion. She’d reveled in the juicy details of the relationship, sinking into intimate questions Zoe never would have answered had she not consumed almost a bottle of p
Anja pulled two wine glasses from her cabinet the minute they entered her apartment, filling both to the brim with red wine before shrugging off her leather jacket and slumping down into the small two-seater. Zoe followed, removing her shoes and curling her aching feet underneath herself. The wine was cheap, bitter, but Zoe knew the intended purpose was to get her drunk enough to spill the beans. Anja hadn’t been convinced by the narrative of Jon and Zoe’s split, and had pestered her for the entirety of her shift, dancing giddily as she cleaned tables once Zoe had agreed to spend the night at her place.“It was nice to have you back tonight, chicky,” Anja grinned, taking a large gulp of her drink as her head fell back against the sofa. “I was lonely as fuck without you and Sienna there.”“Not going to lie, I didn’t miss it… like at all,” Zoe laughed. “It was nice being back with my family.”Raising perfectly preened brows, Anja pounced on the opportunity to open interrogation. “Sooo…
Their time together in Pittsburgh had only solidified their relationship. Being carefree had been good for them. As they said their goodbyes to Zoe’s family, ending with promises of return, warm embraces and assurances of more contact, there was no way Zoe or Jon could prepare themselves for the eerie discomfort of not knowing what awaited them back in New Jersey. Every mile closer to home sunk them deeper and deeper into silence.By the time they arrived at Jon’s house, there were permanent pathways indented into his dark hair, his fingers scraping through the strands continuously for six hour drive. Her lips stung from the constant chewing. The way Jon’s hand gripped hers, confining her to her seat in the car until the garage door had securely closed, made her uneasy. His insistence of her remaining in the car while he checked the house caused the hairs on her neck to rise. Would this be her life from now on? Constantly checking over her shoulder. Feeling afraid and tense. Waiting i
The cab rumbled through the streets of Zoe’s childhood, simultaneously familiar and foreign, unchanged and changed. Resting her head against the cool window, Zoe caught a glimpse of the playground she and her siblings had frequented as kids. New equipment adorned the fresh soft fall, a new bloom of
Newport’s cityscape blurred by in the windows, the air inside the car was thick with silence, although it wasn’t empty. It was filled with uncertainty, panic and words discarded before they reached the tongue. Jon grasped her hand beneath his, holding it against the stick as he smoothly shifted gea
Threads of sunlight nudged through the thin crevices of the hefty drapery, warming slivers of Jon’s face. He stifled a yawn, outstretching his arms before the pain in his abdomen halted him. Rubbing a hand over his groggy face, he mumbled a quiet good morning, gingerly rolling to his side to kiss Z
Jon flinched at her frenzy, grasping her palms between his. “Don’t worry about me. Just double check you’re good.”She shook her head, struggling to release her hands from his grip. “Jon, that’s not a small amount of blood.”“I’m fine, Zoe.” The words were cold, detached.Hesitantly, she brought he







