Chapter 50

Chapter 45

"I want the real Kylie now."

"That old Kylie is long gone." Kenzo said emotionlessly. He approached me, and for a moment, I didn't know what he was going to do. But then he placed his handkerchief on my left cheek, and I knew. I knew I was going to cry again for the same reasons as two years ago.

"I messed up. I ruined my life. It's a new day but the same bullshit. I am forever trapped in the past. I can't even remember how many times I ended up in jail just because of my crazy pranks. I've even learned to smoke and drink heavily. Fight like a fucking wild animal. Everything is ruined, even my relationship with my parents. I even call my Dad 'old man.' Kenzo, I cannot bring back the old Kylie that everybody used to love. She's gone, long gone."

"Baby, I'm not asking you to bring back your old self. What I'm asking is for you to move on... move on from the past. Don't trap yourself there. I'm here for you no matter what happens and who you are now. It doesn't really matter,