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Chapter 16.5
"You know that's far from it Alexis." Heaving a deep breath, contemplating whether I needed to know this extra fact about him that clearly, he wanted to keep hidden. Nevertheless, he nodded. "Okay, since you really want to know. Well, sometimes there's just something in me that sparks, like it's a big ball of fire laying dormant until it burns uncontrollably until the point I can't contain it. From what I've been told, I'd inherited it from my dad, it's documented he had the same outbursts, towards the end of his life, towards the overdose, apparently he'd have these episodes, to the point it almost turned him manic." He paused, trying to gauge my reaction, trying to see if I would react badly but I trusted him and I cared for him too much to hurt him. "I don't want to end up like him, it wasn't so much of a mental illness than him wanting to joyfully inflict pain on others. And that's not what I want, I don't want to turn into him. I don't want to turn into a monster." With every s
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Chapter seventeen"How much did Adrian actually tell you?" If he wanted to know about me, I had to give him what he wanted but it didn't mean that I couldn't be cautious of my wording and how much I gave away of that specific information."Just enough that I would welcome you in but not to the point it fixed my insatiable hunger for knowledge about what you are. " He smiled, his lips curling into somewhat of a snarl, the corner of his eyes pulled up. "So tell me what exactly in you will they use to solve the issue? Will you be used as some sort of sacrifice?"Tensing up next to me, Isaiah noisily dropped his fork onto the plate before turning fully to Francis. "No one is anyone's sacrifice." His tone stern and it surprised me that he actually meant it. It had me wondering if he really didn't know what I'd have to give up, he couldn't be this naive or oblivious to the truth.A shrill laugh echoed through the hall,
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"So Evan, you would pick Evan." He pressed on, trying to squeeze more out of me.I didn't respond and he took that as all the answers he needed.Glancing over at Isaiah his eyes didn't hold any malice to them but more so of understanding as if he wouldn't have even dared me to change my mind, he shot me a slantwise smile before casting his eyes downwards."I hope I haven't caused a rift between the both of you?" There was a slight twinkle in his eyes, as they wavering from me to Isaiah and back again."No." Remaining in my same position, my eyes searched for his until they both were locked in. "Because we both know that I'd die before I let anything bad happen to him, so all you did was to only push me to admit my feelings more. Something that I was struggling with before, but now I've come to realize professing what you feel doesn't make you weak, or easier for others to berate. It means your strong
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"Why? Is there anything to be nervous about?"Smiling, he shook his head. "No, of course not. Not while I'm here." Again he paused. "So where do you want me to take you on your first date? I was thinking the Bahamas, maybe New York."I knew he wasn't being serious, yet it was still fun to think about the life we could have when everything became right again. "How will we get there Isaiah?" Deciding it was in my best interest to play along with him, entertaining the thought of something that could never be."I don't know, maybe, jet or we can swim or walk. Your choice." He smirked and for the first time in a long time I felt a genuine laugh come out of me, it felt so alien to my ear but I knew it was mine. Even Isaiah seemed taken aback but his smirk slowly turned into a smile."I think we should walk. I could get the exercise.""Nonsense. You're perfect the way you are, the way G
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