ANMELDENPEYTON
Waking up, my first thought is that I have officially aged sixty years overnight. Every single muscle fiber in my body wants me to quit. It takes effort to lift a pinky finger, let alone move my entire lead-weighted body as if I wrestled a very persistent, very attractive octopus. I see Axel, sleeping diagonally across the bed like he owns the whole damn mattress, head facing the ceiling, arms flung apart like a triumphant starfish. So peaceful. So utterly unaware of the damage he inflicts on anyone sharing space with him. I snort, fighting a laugh. I didn't know he was like this. Maybe he's just tired. Then I look at Raphael. That one's something else. He’s perfectly still, sheets tucked around his waist, one arm neatly beside his head. Even his hair looks meticulously styled. Couldn't he be a little bit goofy? A little less… organized? His sleep looks like a silent stakeholder meeting, and the only thing missing is a suit. It’s almost sad. I carefully crawl over the blankets toward him, tuck a stray curl behind his ear, and he doesn't flinch. Suddenly, a tiny, terrible idea sparks in my brain. It’s a good morning, after all. I lean in and plant a quick kiss on his neck, right below his jaw. Then I move up to his cheek, then back down to his neck. I start going back up again, just a little, annoying pecks. My eyes are shut, concentrating on being an absolute menace. When I open my eyes, Raphael’s eyes are wide open, staring right at me. He hasn't moved an inch, but he’s awake. All along? Before I can even yelp an apology, he grabs my arm, and he tugs me hard against his chest. His mouth finds my neck immediately, kissing it slow and deep. “Morning to you too.” He pulls back just enough to look at me, a lazy smirk on his face. “Looking for something in particular?” “No. Definitely not.” For that, he kisses the back of my ear. I squirm slightly, but it just makes him grin. He starts trailing kisses down my neck, moving lower. “Raphael, what are you doing?” I whisper, though I’m already arching my back when his head gets close to my thigh. He keeps going, heading straight for my pussy. “Stop,” I say, though it comes out as a weak, strangled little chuckle, and my back arches even more as I let out a faint moan. “Mmmph. You do know you’re gonna kiss out my sperm, right?” Raphael stops dead, lifts his head, and glances over. Axel groans loudly, not even opening his eyes, just shifting his weight. The look Raphael shoots Axel is pure murder. If looks could launch guided missiles, Axel would be dust. Axel opens one eye, squints at us, then rubs his face and collapses heavily onto my body like a ton of bricks. “Morning.” Raphael stares at him. “You know you’re a full-grown man, right?” Axel ignores him, just cuddling into me, draping a heavy arm across my chest. “I know. A full-grown man that's not stiff.” “Oof,” I laugh. Okay, that was one on Axel's board. Axel buries his face deeper, pulling me closer. “Did you… have an encore last night?” “That's a nice way to put it, but… um… yeah,” I say, a sassy edge in my voice. Axel murmurs into my shoulder. “Should we go for a third round, just for good measure?” Smack. Raphael slaps the back of Axel’s head. “Give her a break, you moron. She can barely move.” I seize the opportunity to escape. “Exactly! I have work to do, gentlemen. Big deadlines, very important assistant stuff.” I struggle hard against Axel’s death grip. I find it nearly impossible to work up the leverage to push him off, but Raphael simply yanks his arms away and scoops me up in one easy motion, tossing me over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes, and carries me straight toward the bathroom. ~~~~~ I fully intended to spend today crushing my work goals, but I suppose the bath got too warm, or Raphael’s hands were too distracting, because I ended up falling asleep. When I woke up, I was back in the big, messy bed, curled up in Axel’s lap, my head was tucked under his chin, listening to him snore softly. Oh God. 🤦 *Sighs.* That's a snippet Vlog on how I spent my day with the Thorne brothers. I suppose it was…. productive? Distracting? It was definitely not what my calendar said. ….💋 Mostly a workout. ….💔 My spine still hates me. ….💋 Worth it though. ….🙈 I regret nothing. ……💋………, ……….💋……., ………..💋….., ………🙈……. Fill in the remaining dots the way you understand, please. I'm too exhausted to continue. 😩 Now I need coffee, and maybe a hip replacement. XOXO Peyton 😘~~PEYTON~~ONE YEAR LATERI am currently commando-crawling across the rug like a protagonist in a low-budget action movie. My target? The crib. The tiny, high-stakes biological weapon currently snoring like he didn't spend three hours last night screaming at a shadow on the wall.I reach the edge of the bed, popping my head up. "Guess whose birthday it is?"Still snoring, still sleeping.How do I wake him? I need a way to get back at him for depriving me of sleep.The birthday boy is named Leo—short for Leonardo, because Axel wanted 'classic' and Raphael wanted 'expensive.'He jolts a little because I poked him with my finger.He tries to go back to sleep, but I don't let him.I poke him again.“Wakey wakey!“Finally.He lunges for my hair with the grip of a professional wrestler."Ow! Mother of—"The sound of a ceramic plate meeting its maker echoes from the kitchen downstairs. I roll my eyes so hard I’m pretty sure I see my own brain."And that, Leo, is the sound of your fathers fai
~~PEYTON~~Whoever created childbirth to be this painful? Fuck you. I mean it. I don’t care if you strike me with thunder right now—actually, go ahead, it would probably be a distraction from what’s happening to my lower half!It hurts. It doesn't just hurt; it feels like my body is being turned inside out by a pair of dull pliers."Shit," I hiss, gripping the hospital bed railing until my knuckles turn white. "I should have done a C-section. Why didn't I just opt for the CS? Is it too late to just cut this thing out of me?""Peyton, breathe," Axel says, leaning over me. He looks like he’s aged ten years in the last three hours. He’s trying to be the 'calm' one, but I can see his hand shaking."Don't tell me to breathe," I snap, my voice sounding like a demon's. "I'm breathing! My lungs are fine! It’s the rest of me that’s exploding!"Raphael is behind him, looking more pale than I’ve ever seen him. The man who used to run a casino and deal with high-stakes thugs is currently looking
~~PEYTON~~Esme hasn't contacted me once since she woke up. Typical. According to Axel, she basically vanished into thin air the second she got her discharge papers. He’s been hovering, suggesting we should track her down or hire someone to make sure she’s not sleeping in a designer cardboard box, but I declined. Fast.She was shitty to me. Period. I’m not playing the concerned daughter for a woman who only remembered I existed when she was flying through a windshield. I’ll only help if she actually asks for it—which she won't. She’s got too much dignity for that. Or pride. Usually, they’re the same thing when you’re as delusional as she is.I’m hoping that pride is enough to help her survive. She’s still pretty, despite the bruises. Give or take a few weeks, she’ll probably find another "Mr. Gold" to leech off of. That’s her only real skill, after all.I look at my reflection in the mirror and sigh. I had my own problems to deal with, and none of them involved hunting down a woman wh
~~PEYTON~~ "Is this Peyton?" A woman’s voice. Professional, clipped, comes through the speaker. The buzzing of my phone on the coffee table had jolted me out of my peaceful silence. "Depends on who’s asking," I say, keeping my voice flat. "This is St. Jude’s Hospital. We’re calling regarding an Esme? She was involved in a pedestrian-motor vehicle accident about forty minutes ago. Your number was the most recent in her outgoing logs." “What?" “I was saying—” "Is she dead?" I ask. Straight to the point. "She’s in critical condition, currently in surgery. We need a next of kin or someone to come down and— Is she family?" Of course she had to ask. I don't sound like I care right now. And funny, I'm the last person she tried to call, like I'm the center of her universe or some sort of figure of significance in her life. Jesus, Peyton, stop. You sound like a sociopath. I stare at the ceiling, watching a tiny shadow dance near the light fixture. Typical Esme. Even wh
~~ESME~~The sun is doing its best to be productive, but I’m just here for the tan, occupied with my favorite hobby: lounging by the pool and pretending the rest of the world doesn't exist. My sunglasses are big enough to hide my lack of interest in anything and everything, and the water is a perfect, shimmering blue.The peace is nothing like I've ever seen.Natalie is gone. At least she's moved out, but it's clear as day that she will be visiting soon for the marathon that usually lasts the whole night. They're like sex maniacs.Arlo, to be precise.He's a maniac to her but pretended to be gentle with me on our one-night stand. It's funny when you think of it. He was drunk that night, but his sex wasn't satisfying—the opposite of what he feeds Natalie.Then, a shadow falls over my lounge chair. I don't need to look up to know who it is. The air usually gets a lot more boring when Arlo walks into a room—or a backyard."Can I sit?" he asks.I don't move. I don't even lift my shades.
~~AXEL~~I didn’t even get to see the look on Peyton’s face. One second I’m finally, finally getting her to see a future where she isn't hiding under a blanket, and the next, Raphael is dragging me by the arm like a debt collector.He hauls me toward the fireplace, his grip tighter than it needs to be. He’s breathing like he just ran a marathon, and his eyes are wide, darting around like he’s looking for something to punch."What the hell was that?" he snaps, shoving my shoulder as he lets go.I stumble back, straightening my cufflinks. How aggressive can he get?"Use your words, Raphael. Some of us actually graduated from kindergarten.""What you said out there!" He’s pacing now, his boots heavy on the hardwood. "What are you feeding her? Wedding dresses? Walking down the aisle? Are you insane?"I scoff, leaning back against the mantel. "God forbid a man has a wish. It was just an innocent wish, okay? It’s nothing. We all know it’s gonna happen eventually—unless you’re planning on sa







