I stood to the side and discreetly observed as Violet got herself dressed again. Taking in the curves of her body as she covered them back up with her clothes. Odyn, my wolf, had been loving having time with her, though was getting grumpy as he wanted to mark her. Completely disregarding the fact she had yet to shift, and didn’t even have her wolf yet, let alone know we were her mate.I had been having an internal dispute with him, at the same time as trying to chat with Violet, which was far from being an easy thing to do. Sharing headspace with a grumpy bastard of a wolf who thinks he has the right of control and the right to dictate what goes on can be sheer hell. Especially when he is on edge. In the end, I had to push him back so I could barely feel him. No doubt I would regret it later, but I could not risk him pushing forward and taking control and trying anything with Violet, especially not trying to mark her.It would terrify the poor girl. She saw me as a friend and nothing
We came to the edge of the trees and walked onto the footpath. The silence has been comfortable, I have to say, as we wandered back through the trees. I occasionally glanced to Tate and he had a glazed look across his face, so I can only assume he was daydreaming, or off in his mind thinking about other things. But that was fine with me because it meant he wasn’t on my case.I know he means well, but I just like my space, like to be alone. I don’t see what the big issue is with that.“Vi?” Tate’s voice suddenly pipes up from behind me, making me jump.I stopped and turned my head to look at him. “Hmm?” I acknowledge him.“Alpha mindlinked me, asking if we could drop by his office, we ok to head there now if that’s ok?” he says, his voice has an edge of anxiousness to it, but also tenderness. Very weird, I can’t put my finger on it.“Well, if Alpha asked, I am guessing I have to, right? That’s how it works, no?” I joke.He smiles, a half smile and nods. He doesn’t seem himself. Maybe I
Hearing my girl say her Aunt was all she had, and hearing her sob was breaking me. I pulled her to my chest once more. Feeling the need to reassure her, console her, be there for her, the pull to do this was so strong. The way a mate should be. She may not know it yet, but I do. My wolf does. We need to act like a mate and do the things a mate does. I knew she would feel her Aunt was all she left. In her mind, that was true. I want her to know that isn't the case anymore.She has me, she can have everything she wants and needs with me. I will be the family and love she craves, that she needs. Yet she doesn't know it. Not yet, anyway. I have to act like a friend. Not able to even tell her. And that is so hard. Stupid rules. She needs to know she isn't going to be alone. There is no worse feeling than feeling alone.“Shhh Vi, you have me” I said in a whisper, before realising I had even said it. Dammit! I didn’t mean to say that! It just slipped out. I gently kiss her head.‘Tate!’ I he
I was sitting, still wrapped in a tight embrace of Tate’s arms, taking in the fact that Aunt Della had passed away. I was vaguely listening to what Alpha Lachlan was saying, in between my sobs. It was quite a sweet way to think about it, really that she felt at peace enough to pass knowing or feeling I was safe here, even if I was unsure of that myself. As much as I hate the thought that she hung on, possibly in pain, simply to take care of me.But what is this about a mate? his words suddenly registered in my mind. I try to focus on them. I don’t have a mate. Do I?“What?” I ask.“I know you haven’t done all your lessons yet, Violet, far from it, so you don’t know all there is to know about mates and how you would recognise the signs, but as your Alpha I can sense these things and I know your mate is here. I believe that fate brought you to our pack to make sure you would not be alone Hunni.” Lachlan tells me.I feel Tate’s arms sag slightly by my side. Is he disappointed at the thou
Watching my girl walk from the office, her heart so clearly in pieces and me unable to do anything to help was so difficult. All I could do was hold her while she sobbed. Odyn had been forward, there with me, trying to comfort our mate. His heart felt as broken as mine, not able to heal our mate’s pain. I wanted to tell her it was us, that I was her mate when she had asked who her mate was.I had hoped Lachlan was going to tell her, when he said her mate was here. But he found a way around it and I felt my whole body sag in disappointment. I thought he might help me. I was so desperate for her to know. I need to be there for her.“T, you ok?” Lachlan says from behind me. I turn to see him watching me, no doubt having watched me standing watching Violet leaving.“Not really. I want to help her Lach. She was broken.” I tell him.“I know dude, but you know we are meant to let the wolves find their mate, let them sense them. Old rules and folklore of the pack and all. Her and her wolf nee
I sit in the car waiting for Violet and Tate, having spoken to the hospital once more. They are happy for Violet to visit and say her goodbyes to her Aunt. This girl was as frustrating as hell earlier, but right now she needed our support. She had lost the only family she had left. The woman that had brought her up when everyone else had deserted her.As an Alpha and a werewolf, I do not understand the mentality of her father’s family. A wolf is a pack animal, therefore a werewolf thinks in much the same way. Family is of huge importance, so the fact she had an extended family out there that had all deserted her when she needed them most infuriates me. That is not how we as werewolves should act. It makes no sense. I know her father acted badly, but this girl had no part in that, she was still of their blood, their kin. She needed them. Her father was gone. Yet they all turned their backs on her. It was disgusting.She should have been brought up in a pack, surrounded by others like h
Lachlan and Tate kept talking as we drove. We have been driving for a while now. They are telling me about arranging the funeral, I think. Something I had not even thought of yet. But I guess that would be my responsibility as Aunt Della had nobody left. I don’t even know how to sort out a funeral. I don’t even want to have to sort out a funeral.I want to sit in silence, just watch the scenery fly by, let my mind switch off, but the two guys keep trying to start conversations with me. I know they are being kind. Maybe trying to distract me. But my brain is not focusing. Everything is still so much of a blur. I am on the way to see the body of my Aunt. The woman who had brought me up. I feel tears prickling in my eyes.I felt a hand on my knee, squeezing it reassuringly. That same weird static shock there he seems charged with all the time. He must be full of static electricity or something. Maybe it’s a werewolf thing? I would normally feel bothered by someone I barely know touching
I watched the Dr open the door for us. My heart is pounding so much I swear I can feel it in my head. I have never seen a dead body before. My Mum and Dad had died at the scene of our crash but I was unconscious, so I had never had to see them. And then remained in hospital afterwards. I can feel myself shaking. But feel Tate squeeze my hand.I take a deep breath. I need to do this. I want to do this. I want to say goodbye. Aunt Della deserves that. I slowly walked into the room. Following in the footsteps of the Dr.“I will leave you alone, Violet. Please come and find me if you have any questions. I will be at the Drs station.” The Dr says stepping quietly back out of the room.I walk the remaining steps to the bed. Still not daring to look. The dimmed lighting in the room makes the room feel serene and peaceful. Though right now those are the last things my body is feeling.Tate gently gently releases my hand. “I will stand just here if you need me. But if you want privacy please t