Raina POV
All colors drained out of my face as I watched everything unfolding in my presence. 'Didn't he say they were not in contact again and please someone tell me he did not break his promise and abandoned me there for her?' I pleaded to the moongoddess. "Don't you feel any shame, getting together with another woman's husband?" Rita yelled as she pointed a finger at Jane, wrinkling her nose in disgust at her. Jane's expression tightened as she clenched her hands into fists, she was obviously angry but then when she heard Luke clearing his throat, her eyes dropped. Her hands unfolded as she pressed her lips together, blinking repeatedly to force tears, making little sounds and attracting Luke's attention. Luke immediately raised her head up to face his, drying her tear with his thumb as he caressed her face tenderly, something he never did for me, even when I was grieving over the lost of our child. "Shush! It's okay, don't cry. She isn't worth it."Luke consoled me and I wanted to burst into tears at the moment. My heart was hurting, Lucy whimpering in my head in pain as she also watched all these, feeling neglected. My co-workers all gathered round me, trying to block my view as they all shot me pitiful gaze, wanting to move forward and hug me but I took a step backwards. "How do you think your wife would react when she sees all these?" Rita questioned and I could hear the irritation in her voice. Luke stiffened, going pale as he swallowed, his hands still protectively around Rita. "Wife? What wife? Shut up you waitress and I want to see your manager for such rudeness." "So I guess I am just a nobody then, since you just denied me?" I asked from behind him and he froze, before slowly turning around. "W-w-what are you doing here?" He stammered and Rita smirked, giving me a wink. "Now the cat has suddenly gotten his tongue." Rita mocked as Luke gritted his teeth against one another. Jane saw me and her eyes widened immediately before she looked away, trying to hide. "I can't believe you would allow such a girl to speak to us, also please tell me this isn't where you are working." He told me and I sighed. "Let's go somewhere privately to talk please." I pleaded and Rita gave me a disapproving look while Luke snorted. "Can't be seen with a waitress. Sorry." He spat out, looking at me like I was some trash before leaving with Jane, not even sparing me a backwards glance, humiliating me in front of everyone. Customers who were around and saw all these began to whisper as I tried to hold back my tears again. Rita noticed this and then came to hug me. I closed early from work that day or rather my co-workers forced me to, 30 minutes after Luke left with Jane. I didn't want to go home yet, would be reminded of the horrible events that happened today again. So I took a stroll till evening time before getting home and meeting the whole place scattered. Something I took my time to clean this morning. My head began to hurt immediately and I placed it on my palm, moving to the cupboard in the room to get Panadol for the headache. I had work to do. "Why are you back so late? I am hungry and dinner isn't set yet." I heard his voice behind me and turned to see him sitting on the sofa and reading the newspaper. Unlike before, where I would feel so overjoyed to see him at home, praying he would never leave, it was the opposite this time. I just wanted him out so I could have my space. He continued talking but I didn't hear a word and just zoned him out. I wasn't really in the mood for his nagging today. "I believe I am not talking to myself, Rina." He called my name with a warning and I fought back the urge to scoff. "Please not now Luke. I have got things to do now." I begged, as I grabbed a mop to clean the spilled water, from his bottled water whose cap was lying on the window. 'How could someone be this messy?' I pondered and got no answer so I shrugged and went about my chores. "How come I never knew the job you were doing?" He suddenly asked out of the blue and my grip on the mop tightened. "Perhaps if you paid more attention to me like you did that girl, you would know." I replied to him and he let out a low growl, getting up abruptly and turning me to face him roughly. "When on earth would you drop this?" He yelled into my face, bits of saliva coming out of his mouth unto my face and I cringed. "And when would you ever keep to your words? You promised me you would stop seeing her but apparently I was being fooled." He scoffed before glaring down at me. "I was just passing by and saw she was being bullied and as my friend, I intervened so please do not go to cause any more trouble for her because it's my fault for trying to help a person." He said and I knew he was trying to guilt-trip me. I wasn't ready for that yet so I shrugged his hand off mine and saw my wrist was red. He was also a Beta like I was and must have used a heavy amount of force. I couldn't feel the pain though. My heart was aching enough. "I am sorry. Come, let me..." He tried saying, bringing me into his embrace and trying to kiss me. I shut my eyes, about to let him but then found myself standing a few feet away from him the next second. "What was that about?" He fumed, his face red with anger. "You are not touching me with those same hands you used to caress her." I responded and he laughed bitterly. "You see why I prefer her to you? She doesn't nag, neither is she old and stinky or does she wear garbage underwear, deceiving herself into thinking she is hot when she is just a granny." He insluted and all my pending tears came rushing. I sniffled, watching as he left the house in anger. Perhaps it was my fault? I was making things hard for him but does that also give him the right to treat me in such a way? I guess we will all be okay after all.Raina's POV I sat down on the couch and decided to let the tears keep flowing out of my eyes. I used my palm to rub my temple trying if it would ease me of the pain but it's as if every minute that passes is only increasing the pain. So what's going to happen to the same marriage that I've tried very hard to make it work. Was it my fault that my mate had been indulging in an affair with another woman? Where did I go wrong? "It's all my fault!" I blamed myself.I got up from the couch, walked into the bathroom and took a look at myself in the mirror. I don't look attractive. I can accept that I've been so stupid and careless that I didn't put maintaining myself first. I recall how many times Luke kept telling me to hit the gym so that I'll look fit and presentable. He doesn't even go out with me and at some times I feel Luke finds it difficult to introduce me to his friends. He's ashamed of me because of the way I look, but who wouldn't be ashamed?I faced downward as I stated feelin
Raina's POV "Am I dreaming?" I mused. My face turned pale, as if my heart had been torn into a thousand pieces, the pain of being betrayed by the person closest to me too much to bear.I stared at Luke in surprise and wondered why he's hurting me this way despite how I trust him and always believed his words.He wasn't even aware of my presence.But why the hell didn't I felt any pain in my chest?I feel devastated. It's as if my world has come to an end. I've been betrayed by the one person I love.I feel like giving Luke a slap across his cheek because that's what he truly deserves, but will it even change anything?And what made me angry the more was the fact that he didn't even noticed that I'm watching him now. The both of them were so carried away.The sound of their moaning infuriated me, and I clenched my fists in anger."I can't continue to stand here listening to all this bullshit!" I snapped, calling out "Luke!" The moment I did, their intimate moment was disrupted. He
Raina's POV The thought of what the man who just left said before departing lingered in my mind. The mention of dark magic? "Who was Cassie referring to?" I wondered. Am I supposed to be bothered about this? This isn't my business, and I shouldn't let it disturb me. Just then, I decided to make my leave. "Hey Raina, are you leaving?" Cassie asked me. "Yeah, I'm leaving," I said, shrugging my shoulders. Should I ask her who she was referring to as the customer who instructed that he should be contacted once the goods arrived? Would that be necessary? Not at all; it's best I just leave. "You mentioned something earlier about not coming tomorrow, why?" she asked me. I remembered telling her a few hours ago that I wouldn't be coming tomorrow, but I'd changed my mind; I'd come since there's no need to skip work for no good reason. "I changed my mind," I replied casually.I had planned to have a word with Luke, my mate, but maybe it can wait until the weekend. I came out and stood
Raina.I was planning to get off work at my next job at the grocery store when someone walked in. The last two days haven't been okay at all seeing Luke was still giving me cold shoulders.His indifference hurts as hell but the only thing keeping me going was the fact that he hadn't cheated on me and made love to Jane like I feared.If he had, I would have felt the pain and if he was going to, he would have done so by now so this only meant one thing. He still wants us, the marriage and me.So perhaps I have been nagging him too much, stopping him from wanting to put in more work. "Hello there." I heard a familiar voice and turned to see the kind-hearted man that saved me from earlier. This late afternoon, I decided to use my little salary left (after paying a huge part of Luke's debts again, household expenses and his luxury goods) to buy myself new lingerie that would fit this time.As I got into the store and was trying them out. A rude sales girl came to stand by my side, watchi
Raina POV All colors drained out of my face as I watched everything unfolding in my presence.'Didn't he say they were not in contact again and please someone tell me he did not break his promise and abandoned me there for her?' I pleaded to the moongoddess."Don't you feel any shame, getting together with another woman's husband?" Rita yelled as she pointed a finger at Jane, wrinkling her nose in disgust at her.Jane's expression tightened as she clenched her hands into fists, she was obviously angry but then when she heard Luke clearing his throat, her eyes dropped.Her hands unfolded as she pressed her lips together, blinking repeatedly to force tears, making little sounds and attracting Luke's attention.Luke immediately raised her head up to face his, drying her tear with his thumb as he caressed her face tenderly, something he never did for me, even when I was grieving over the lost of our child."Shush! It's okay, don't cry. She isn't worth it."Luke consoled me and I wanted to
Raina POV I joyfully did my morning shift that morning as I hummed the song playing from the speaker outside, whining my waist to the beat."I never knew a certain someone could be this joyful or even know how to dance?" I heard a familiar voice behind me and smiled.I turned around and saw Rita behind me with her eyebrows arched at me in surprise as she folded her arms across her chest."What do you mean?" I asked, nudging her with my shoulders as I laughed, my heart still filled with happiness.Rita's jaw almost dropped to the floor as she continued to watch me in amazement."So miracles do happen?" She asked but it seemed like more of a saying to me so I didn't respond and went about my final duty."I guess the other incident is no longer having a toll on you." She commented and I froze, my entire body turning rigid as my eyes dropped to the floor.I had told her about the Jane-Luke incident that happened that night. I was about to be sad again when I remembered what was going to