Raina.
"You promised me, Luke." I cried out from betrayal as tears ran down my cheeks, my heart tightening in pain as I watched my husband make love to the woman he promised to stay away from. "Can you blame me?" He questioned instead with a scoff, getting off Jane as I stood there with my mouth hanging open. I heard a slight Chuckle and turned to see the side of Jane's lips curling into a smirk. More tears rolled down my cheeks and I turned to run out when; "Wake up Rina, it's morning." I felt someone tapping me and flicked my eyelids open immediately to see Luke right in front of me. My eyes widened and I reared backwards in shock when my head hit the headboard and I hissed in pain. "Fuck! Sorry, now get up, you have a job to get to." Luke dismissed easily and I breathed out a sigh of relief. I raised my hand to my forehead to try and nurse the pain when I realized beads of sweats had gathered. That was how nervous I was. I tried getting up and hit the bed back immediately. My whole body suddenly felt sore, my sight blurry as my arms suddenly felt too heavy to move. 'Why was I feeling so tired all of a sudden?' I pondered, knowing this had to do with Lucy. My wolf. We weren't an omega, so we weren't supposed to feel this way, then what was going on? After a few more minutes of laying around, I finally got the strength to get up and made my way into the kitchen to make breakfast for the day. I lazed around, knowing I was so going to be late for work. As I broke some eggs into the pan, my father flashed through my mind and I paused, dropping my shoulders. My father, a very great warrior whom I admired so much passed away some years back. After my mother died, he raised me himself, giving me everything I needed but also training me to be the strongest version of myself, a warrior like he was. I chuckled bitterly wondering how he would react if he saw me right now. His beautiful, strong daughter now looking so old and submissive to her husband. "Well then I guess it's a good thing he died in the battlefield, sparing us such moments of shame." Lucy said and I held back a smile. "Isn't breakfast ready yet?" Luke yelled from the dinning and I hurriedly went about my duties. Ten minutes later, as I was setting the table, I remembered how I had turned like this. Luke and I weren't fated mates, but childhood sweethearts, who, after years of waiting and saw no signs of their mates, decided to get married and live happily ever after. Sadly, life didn't turn out that way because Luke changed completely after our wedding. At first, I endured but now I was starting to regret such an action of mine. First was his nonchalant behavior, followed by tons of debts he was owing. But because he was my husband and I didn't want to leave him to his fate, I had to take on multiple jobs to help him. I could cope at first but then battle work became too demanding. I am a Beta who became a warrior. I started to neglect my duties due to the other works I was keeping and soon got fired. Now I was reduced to this and doubt if the warrior inside of me still existed. "I am so sorry for last night and would love to make up for it." Luke suddenly said as he chewed on his toast and poured himself a cup of coffee. I was about to take a sip of water when I choked. 'What the hell did he just say?' I wondered. "It's nothing. Forget it." I told him and he frowned at me. "Nonsense. I shall not and I insist." He told me and I sighed, remembering how he always wanted to make it up to me but never actually does so. "It's okay really. Let's j...." I was about to say when; "How about we visit Alicia's grave together this afternoon to clean it up?" He suggested and I froze, my heart skipping a beat. "What?" I whispered, suddenly finding my mouth too heavy to say a word. 'He couldn't be serious, right?' I pondered, suddenly feeling a lump gathering at the back of my throat. Luke raised his eyebrows at me in question, taking a huge gulp of his coffee. "I am serious. You have always been going yourself for the past two years and I am so sorry I have been too weak-hearted to accompany you." Luke apologized as his eyes softened. My heart melted especially when he reached over and took my hand in his to sneeze, a slight smile playing at his lips. A genuine one this time that surprisingly made me feel safe. Tears of joy rushed to the brim of my eyelids but I blinked them back. 'Was the moongoddess finally answering my prayers?' "That will make me very much happy." I told him and he nodded at me, before continuing his meal while still holding my hand in his. Another beautiful gesture that made my heart soar with happiness. I suddenly forget about every bad thing he did, somehow seeing this gesture as a new beginning. Alicia was my daughter who I lost through miscarriage due to too much stress at work. Afterwards, the doctor diagnosed me with permanent infertility. I always felt Luke lost more interest in our marriage due to this which was why I was always doing everything in my best to please him. After all, he still stayed didn't he? Knowing I had no one but him. Other men would have left me right away or duped me. I always went to Alicia's grave alone and cried my heart out as Luke always refused to accompany me. "Investing too much emotion in a child who didn't even exist will only make me a lunatic like you. We have to move on!" were his exact words that broke my heart beyond repair. But now, he was healing the pieces slowly because he obviously still cared and believed in this marriage, which was why he was trying to save it.Raina's POV I sat down on the couch and decided to let the tears keep flowing out of my eyes. I used my palm to rub my temple trying if it would ease me of the pain but it's as if every minute that passes is only increasing the pain. So what's going to happen to the same marriage that I've tried very hard to make it work. Was it my fault that my mate had been indulging in an affair with another woman? Where did I go wrong? "It's all my fault!" I blamed myself.I got up from the couch, walked into the bathroom and took a look at myself in the mirror. I don't look attractive. I can accept that I've been so stupid and careless that I didn't put maintaining myself first. I recall how many times Luke kept telling me to hit the gym so that I'll look fit and presentable. He doesn't even go out with me and at some times I feel Luke finds it difficult to introduce me to his friends. He's ashamed of me because of the way I look, but who wouldn't be ashamed?I faced downward as I stated feelin
Raina's POV "Am I dreaming?" I mused. My face turned pale, as if my heart had been torn into a thousand pieces, the pain of being betrayed by the person closest to me too much to bear.I stared at Luke in surprise and wondered why he's hurting me this way despite how I trust him and always believed his words.He wasn't even aware of my presence.But why the hell didn't I felt any pain in my chest?I feel devastated. It's as if my world has come to an end. I've been betrayed by the one person I love.I feel like giving Luke a slap across his cheek because that's what he truly deserves, but will it even change anything?And what made me angry the more was the fact that he didn't even noticed that I'm watching him now. The both of them were so carried away.The sound of their moaning infuriated me, and I clenched my fists in anger."I can't continue to stand here listening to all this bullshit!" I snapped, calling out "Luke!" The moment I did, their intimate moment was disrupted. He
Raina's POV The thought of what the man who just left said before departing lingered in my mind. The mention of dark magic? "Who was Cassie referring to?" I wondered. Am I supposed to be bothered about this? This isn't my business, and I shouldn't let it disturb me. Just then, I decided to make my leave. "Hey Raina, are you leaving?" Cassie asked me. "Yeah, I'm leaving," I said, shrugging my shoulders. Should I ask her who she was referring to as the customer who instructed that he should be contacted once the goods arrived? Would that be necessary? Not at all; it's best I just leave. "You mentioned something earlier about not coming tomorrow, why?" she asked me. I remembered telling her a few hours ago that I wouldn't be coming tomorrow, but I'd changed my mind; I'd come since there's no need to skip work for no good reason. "I changed my mind," I replied casually.I had planned to have a word with Luke, my mate, but maybe it can wait until the weekend. I came out and stood
Raina.I was planning to get off work at my next job at the grocery store when someone walked in. The last two days haven't been okay at all seeing Luke was still giving me cold shoulders.His indifference hurts as hell but the only thing keeping me going was the fact that he hadn't cheated on me and made love to Jane like I feared.If he had, I would have felt the pain and if he was going to, he would have done so by now so this only meant one thing. He still wants us, the marriage and me.So perhaps I have been nagging him too much, stopping him from wanting to put in more work. "Hello there." I heard a familiar voice and turned to see the kind-hearted man that saved me from earlier. This late afternoon, I decided to use my little salary left (after paying a huge part of Luke's debts again, household expenses and his luxury goods) to buy myself new lingerie that would fit this time.As I got into the store and was trying them out. A rude sales girl came to stand by my side, watchi
Raina POV All colors drained out of my face as I watched everything unfolding in my presence.'Didn't he say they were not in contact again and please someone tell me he did not break his promise and abandoned me there for her?' I pleaded to the moongoddess."Don't you feel any shame, getting together with another woman's husband?" Rita yelled as she pointed a finger at Jane, wrinkling her nose in disgust at her.Jane's expression tightened as she clenched her hands into fists, she was obviously angry but then when she heard Luke clearing his throat, her eyes dropped.Her hands unfolded as she pressed her lips together, blinking repeatedly to force tears, making little sounds and attracting Luke's attention.Luke immediately raised her head up to face his, drying her tear with his thumb as he caressed her face tenderly, something he never did for me, even when I was grieving over the lost of our child."Shush! It's okay, don't cry. She isn't worth it."Luke consoled me and I wanted to
Raina POV I joyfully did my morning shift that morning as I hummed the song playing from the speaker outside, whining my waist to the beat."I never knew a certain someone could be this joyful or even know how to dance?" I heard a familiar voice behind me and smiled.I turned around and saw Rita behind me with her eyebrows arched at me in surprise as she folded her arms across her chest."What do you mean?" I asked, nudging her with my shoulders as I laughed, my heart still filled with happiness.Rita's jaw almost dropped to the floor as she continued to watch me in amazement."So miracles do happen?" She asked but it seemed like more of a saying to me so I didn't respond and went about my final duty."I guess the other incident is no longer having a toll on you." She commented and I froze, my entire body turning rigid as my eyes dropped to the floor.I had told her about the Jane-Luke incident that happened that night. I was about to be sad again when I remembered what was going to