Raina.
"You promised me, Luke." I cried out from betrayal as tears ran down my cheeks, my heart tightening in pain as I watched my husband make love to the woman he promised to stay away from. "Can you blame me?" He questioned instead with a scoff, getting off Jane as I stood there with my mouth hanging open. I heard a slight Chuckle and turned to see the side of Jane's lips curling into a smirk. More tears rolled down my cheeks and I turned to run out when; "Wake up Rina, it's morning." I felt someone tapping me and flicked my eyelids open immediately to see Luke right in front of me. My eyes widened and I reared backwards in shock when my head hit the headboard and I hissed in pain. "Fuck! Sorry, now get up, you have a job to get to." Luke dismissed easily and I breathed out a sigh of relief. I raised my hand to my forehead to try and nurse the pain when I realized beads of sweats had gathered. That was how nervous I was. I tried getting up and hit the bed back immediately. My whole body suddenly felt sore, my sight blurry as my arms suddenly felt too heavy to move. 'Why was I feeling so tired all of a sudden?' I pondered, knowing this had to do with Lucy. My wolf. We weren't an omega, so we weren't supposed to feel this way, then what was going on? After a few more minutes of laying around, I finally got the strength to get up and made my way into the kitchen to make breakfast for the day. I lazed around, knowing I was so going to be late for work. As I broke some eggs into the pan, my father flashed through my mind and I paused, dropping my shoulders. My father, a very great warrior whom I admired so much passed away some years back. After my mother died, he raised me himself, giving me everything I needed but also training me to be the strongest version of myself, a warrior like he was. I chuckled bitterly wondering how he would react if he saw me right now. His beautiful, strong daughter now looking so old and submissive to her husband. "Well then I guess it's a good thing he died in the battlefield, sparing us such moments of shame." Lucy said and I held back a smile. "Isn't breakfast ready yet?" Luke yelled from the dinning and I hurriedly went about my duties. Ten minutes later, as I was setting the table, I remembered how I had turned like this. Luke and I weren't fated mates, but childhood sweethearts, who, after years of waiting and saw no signs of their mates, decided to get married and live happily ever after. Sadly, life didn't turn out that way because Luke changed completely after our wedding. At first, I endured but now I was starting to regret such an action of mine. First was his nonchalant behavior, followed by tons of debts he was owing. But because he was my husband and I didn't want to leave him to his fate, I had to take on multiple jobs to help him. I could cope at first but then battle work became too demanding. I am a Beta who became a warrior. I started to neglect my duties due to the other works I was keeping and soon got fired. Now I was reduced to this and doubt if the warrior inside of me still existed. "I am so sorry for last night and would love to make up for it." Luke suddenly said as he chewed on his toast and poured himself a cup of coffee. I was about to take a sip of water when I choked. 'What the hell did he just say?' I wondered. "It's nothing. Forget it." I told him and he frowned at me. "Nonsense. I shall not and I insist." He told me and I sighed, remembering how he always wanted to make it up to me but never actually does so. "It's okay really. Let's j...." I was about to say when; "How about we visit Alicia's grave together this afternoon to clean it up?" He suggested and I froze, my heart skipping a beat. "What?" I whispered, suddenly finding my mouth too heavy to say a word. 'He couldn't be serious, right?' I pondered, suddenly feeling a lump gathering at the back of my throat. Luke raised his eyebrows at me in question, taking a huge gulp of his coffee. "I am serious. You have always been going yourself for the past two years and I am so sorry I have been too weak-hearted to accompany you." Luke apologized as his eyes softened. My heart melted especially when he reached over and took my hand in his to sneeze, a slight smile playing at his lips. A genuine one this time that surprisingly made me feel safe. Tears of joy rushed to the brim of my eyelids but I blinked them back. 'Was the moongoddess finally answering my prayers?' "That will make me very much happy." I told him and he nodded at me, before continuing his meal while still holding my hand in his. Another beautiful gesture that made my heart soar with happiness. I suddenly forget about every bad thing he did, somehow seeing this gesture as a new beginning. Alicia was my daughter who I lost through miscarriage due to too much stress at work. Afterwards, the doctor diagnosed me with permanent infertility. I always felt Luke lost more interest in our marriage due to this which was why I was always doing everything in my best to please him. After all, he still stayed didn't he? Knowing I had no one but him. Other men would have left me right away or duped me. I always went to Alicia's grave alone and cried my heart out as Luke always refused to accompany me. "Investing too much emotion in a child who didn't even exist will only make me a lunatic like you. We have to move on!" were his exact words that broke my heart beyond repair. But now, he was healing the pieces slowly because he obviously still cared and believed in this marriage, which was why he was trying to save it.Raina's point of view Was Dorian really standing in front of me?He came... after all these months?“Dorian?” I called out, my voice cracking.“Raina, I’m sorry I didn’t show up like I promised,” he said quietly.Goddamn it! I could still remember him telling me he’d come see me every three days. Was this his idea of keeping a promise?“Dorian, is this really you?!” I screamed, my voice rising with every syllable.“Raina, I can explain,” he said, trying to stay calm.“You can explain what, you crazy piece of shit?” I snapped. “That you’re sorry you couldn’t show up? That you disappeared without a word?!”He tried stepping closer, but I hissed, cold and sharp, “Don’t. Take one more step, and I swear, fucking stop right there!”“Raina, it’s a long story... but I swear, I’ll explain everything,” he said, full of remorse.“Imagine I had died, Dorian,” I shot back, eyes burning. “Who the hell would you be explaining to then?!”“I was sure nothing would happen to you... that’s why,” he sai
Raina's point of viewHow I managed to defeat Gerald, and then take down two other men who rushed at me immediately after, was a surprise even to me.I stood tall, proud of myself and the person I had become, as the combat instructor raised my hand and declared me the winner.The crowd erupted in cheers, shouting my name over and over.I had just defeated the strongest fighter in the camp. Unbelievable, right?At that moment, Mr. Lee jumped into the ring. And for the first time since I’d known him, I gave him a tight hug.I couldn’t help but be overwhelmed with gratitude, for all the time he’d taken to train me, to believe in me.If it hadn’t been for him, always encouraging me, always guiding me, I doubt I’d have been able to face Gerald, let alone the others who followed.“Thanks a lot,” I said, smirking as I pulled away from the hug.“You don’t have to say it,” he replied, smiling back."I'm so happy I met you," I said when he asked."How did you manage to beat that guy?"I smiled.
Raina's point of view I moved into the fighting arena with fear written all over me, and Mr. Lee followed closely behind. He had left me with no other choice but to accept the fight.I had refused to go at first, which made him give me two options—either I quit training with him or accept the fight.With no other options left, I gave in.He booked the fight, and I still can't imagine myself going up against Gerald—the same Gerald who often leaves his opponents with injuries they remember for the rest of their lives.As I walked inside, I could hear the crowd roaring, the scary rhythm of drums echoing all around. Finally, I stepped into the ring.The moment I entered, I heard the crowd gasp in shock. I could almost hear their thoughts: What is a woman doing in the ring?But do I have a choice?Mr. Lee wants me to face tough opponents to prove if I’m strong enough to hold my ground when I eventually leave the camp.I couldn't stand the gaze of the people staring at me, but notwithstand
Raina's point of view I know it's about time I learn to stand up for myself.Enough is enough—I'm tired of this asshole thinking he can toy with me.“Look who's trying to command me,” he said mockingly.“Are you seriously just going to stand there and ignore everything I said?” I snapped, anger burning in my chest at his arrogance and lack of manners.He looked me up and down, then folded his arms across his chest with a smug grin.“Like I said before—what are you going to do about it?”Hell no. This isn’t working.I really thought that sounding tough, balling my hands into fists, would make him back off. I thought maybe… just maybe, he’d feel a little fear.But clearly, I was wrong.If I’d known it’d go this way, I wouldn’t have bothered trying to act tough in the first place.Frustrated, I grabbed my mop again, ready to just ignore him and continue cleaning—when suddenly, he picked up the bowl of water beside him and dumped it all over me.Holy shit.This man has officially crossed
Raina's point of view"Hey, hey, hey—don't be afraid. I'm not here to harm you," the man said, holding his hands up in a calming gesture."Who the hell are you?" I asked again, still trembling with fear."Don't you recognize me?" he said.I squinted, taking a closer look at him—and then it hit me. He was the guy who had helped me out with the cleaning yesterday.But how had he gotten in here?"How did you get in here?" I asked, my voice laced with confusion."That's not a problem," he said casually."Of course it is!" I snapped, raising my voice."Hey, calm down. Like I said before, I'm not here to harm you," he repeated."Answer my question," I said firmly, refusing to back down.How could he tell me to calm down when he just invaded my privacy?"I haven’t seen you since yesterday night, and that’s why I decided to come check on you," he explained.“What’s the time?” I asked, my eyes suddenly wide."9 a.m.," he replied."Nine?!" I gasped. "What the bloody hell!" I screamed, jumping o
Raina's point of view Apprehension swelled within me, but I knew I had to gather my courage and face whatever punishment he was planning to impose on me.Still, one thing was now certain: I had stood up for myself, and even if it was just this once, I suppose I could say I was proud of that.Whatever might come next, it didn't really matter to me. The only thing I truly cared about was that he reconsidered the reason behind what he had just said.I couldn’t survive on one meal a day and still train effectively. I never applied for a cleaning position, and it's completely unfair for him to try and force that role onto me.“Did you just challenge me?” he asked, his voice sharp, the veins in his neck darkening with rage.“I didn’t challenge you,” I replied, avoiding his eyes.“But you just did,” he said through gritted teeth, seething with anger.“I’m only trying to say that,” I paused, swallowing the lump in my throat, “I can’t keep eating once a day and also be expected to clean. That