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“What the hell did you just say, Marissa?” Christine’s voice crackled through the phone, raw with disbelief. “Are you trying to tell me that you are going to become the creative director of the Silver Silk Collection? In the company of the man who killed your child? Is that what you’re saying?” I stood by the window of a five-star hotel in Greenville, dressed in a silk nightgown, the city glowing quietly beneath me. “Yes,” I said calmly. There was silence on the line. Christine was seventeen thousand kilometers away, yet she was the only person I spoke to freely. She was the only one who truly knew me. “You know me better,” I continued, swirling the wine in my glass. “I had made that decision with a plan in mind. Those people have no idea what’s coming for them, Christine. They think I am trying to help. Only if they knew.” I shook my head pitifully. “And Tristan had just shoot himself on the leg by inviting me in. That pathetic fool.” Another pause. Then she sighed. “Thank God.” I smiled faintly. “The thought of you staying in the same space with those people… alone,” she added. “It irritates me.” My skin crawled as memories pushed their way back in. The raw image of that night resurfaced. It was dirty, painful, and impossible to wash away. It clung to me like a stain that refused to fade. “I’ve never forgotten a single moment,” I said quietly. “And now that I’m back, I’ll make sure they never forget either.” I could already picture it. Already relished the fear that I will etch in their mind. “Yes,” Christine said with satisfaction. “That’s my girl. Update me on everything. Love you.” The call ended. I took a long sip of wine and swallowed it. Get ready for me, Tina. Tristan. A sardonic smile curved my lips as I set the glass aside. Three days after the banquet, I agreed to return. Today was the day. Tristan had emailed me earlier this morning, asking me to report directly to the design department once I arrived. So when I stepped into Vance Fashion House, a woman was already waiting for me. She greeted me politely and led the way. “Ma’am,” she said as we walked, “Mr Tristan has an urgent meeting. He asked that you proceed to the design department and begin work.” We were meant to sign agreements today, formalities before my official start but I didn’t mind the change. He had begged me to pardon him for the change in schedule because of an emergency. “Alright,” I replied coolly. The company hadn’t changed much. The last time I had walked these halls, I was invisible. Vance House was filled with fashionable and pretty employees. Since I was fat in the past, even when I walked past the hall, no one would notice. Even though I was the brains behind the company’s success. Today was different. I walked in wearing my own designs, pieces born from my collection. Confidence wrapped around me like a crown. Heads turned. Whispers followed. “Isn’t that Queen?” “I heard she’s the new creative director here.” “We get to see her every day now? That’s insane.” I said nothing. I didn’t need to. We reached the floor housing the creative design department. The door opened. And there she was. Tina sat in the seat which I immediately recognized as that for the head of the team. Five others surrounded the conference table while a presentation continued, her posture arrogant as she dictated decisions. The woman beside me spoke softly. “Ma’am, you can settle in. I need to attend to something.” She left. I stood there, watching. What the hell was this bitch doing in my seat? I took one step forward. Then another. The presentation paused. “Come in,” Tina said dismissively, without looking up. Then she raised her head. The other members did too while they were all excited to see me, Tina was different. Her scoff came instantly. “What are you doing there?” I smiled. “I should be asking you the same thing. What are you doing sitting on a chair meant for someone else?” Her expression twisted. “This is my seat.” “Oh?” I tilted my head. “Funny. That’s the seat of the creative director.” “I am the creative director of this team,” she snapped. “And you’re not even supposed to be in this vicinity. Did you wake up today and decide to barge in here because you are no longer fat? Or because Mr Smith supported you because you warmed his bed? This is my forte. Now get the hell out!” Her eyes glared. Murmurs spread through the room. Apparently, they hadn’t expected such crude remarks aimed at someone as influential as Queen. It was obvious my new look gnawed at Tina’s nerves. And she still couldn’t accept the fact that I wasn’t the same anymore. “Poor thing,” I said intentionally, loud enough for everyone to hear. “What did you just say?” Tina stood and began to approach me. My lips curled into a sardonic smile. “You don’t even have the brains to design the most basic collection, Tina. How could you possibly be the head director of Silver Silk 2.0, hm?” I asked with a mocking drawl. “I have been the creative director of Vance Fashion House for years and…” “I was the originator of Silver Silk 1.0,” I interrupted effortlessly. “You stole my position and kept refurbishing my design for years. Now you can’t keep up any longer. As a result, the company is bleeding.” My cold statement made Tina stiffen. Her eyes shifted sideways as whispers broke out around the table. She couldn’t believe I could stand up to her like this. Well, this was just the beginning. “Did you hear that? Tina stole Queen’s design?” “That’s insane.” “Now that Queen is back, she should step aside. I don’t understand why Tina is still fighting.” “Shut the hell up, you fools!” Tina shrieked, pointing at no one in particular. All of them immediately lowered their heads. I laughed out loud. “What’s so funny?” Tina demanded, the veins on her neck almost popping. I walked over to a stack of files, my heels clicking softly against the floor. That was the design being proposed for silver silk 2.0 “I wasn’t wrong. Bland…” I tossed one file aside. “Distasteful…” Another followed. “Unoriginal…” Then I flung the rest into the air. “All of them are an insult to my original design!” I slammed my hand on the table. The entire room froze. For once, Tina was silent, but not for long. She charged toward me. “No matter what you say or do, you will never take my place, Marissa. You will remain the ugly, disgusting, unwanted ex wife of…” Before she could finish, I slapped her. The sound echoed sharply. Tina clutched her face, stunned. “You crazy bit…” I slapped her again. At that moment, all I could think of was how she had flaunted my design as her own all those years ago. Seeing her now, sitting there and parading as the designer of my work, set my blood boiling. “Call me one more filthy name,” I said coldly, “and I’ll ruin that face so badly you won’t be able to fix it. Not even with surgery.” “What did you do to me, you bitch!” she shrieked. Of course, Tina was never one to be easily tamed. I stepped forward. She backed away instinctively. Her lips trembled. “Marissa, you crazy bitch…” She lunged forward. A voice cut through the air. “If you dare touch even a strand of her hair,” the voice said slowly, “I will deal with you.” The entire room froze.TINAI was walking down the hallway the next morning when voices drifted toward me from around the corner.I stopped.I recognized them instantly.Tristan.Marissa.My steps slowed as I leaned closer to the wall, my heart pounding as I listened.“Marissa,” Tristan said, his voice low, almost pleading. “Please be my date to the ball. Just this once. Here.”I heard the faint sound of paper moving.“I’ll cover everything,” he continued quickly. “Your dress, your styling. I’ll pick you up myself. Just come with me.”My fingers curled into fists at my sides.You bastard.I held my breath, waiting.“Tristan,” Marissa replied coolly, “how many times do I have to repeat myself before it finally sinks in?”Her voice carried that calm authority she always used to crush people.“Do you want to ruin Silver Silk Volume Two because of your stupidity? I told you I only want to see you during meetings. Not for anything personal.”I felt my nails dig into my palms.There was a pause.I peeked slightly
TINAThe moment I stepped into my living room, I knew.The mansion was quiet, but the entrance was anything but. Roses lined the doorway, petals scattered deliberately across the marble floor. The air was thick with perfume, sweet and suffocating, the kind that lingered too long. I followed the trail without slowing, irritation already crawling up my spine.My bedroom door was slightly open.Of course.Tina lay sprawled across my bed like she owned the place, dressed in a sheer nightwear that left nothing to the imagination. Her hand was still wrapped in a bandage from yesterday, but I felt nothing when I saw it. No guilt or concern. Just annoyance.“What do you think you’re doing here, Tina?” I asked coldly.She blinked, surprise flashing briefly across her face before it melted away. Slowly, she rose from the bed and walked toward me, hips swaying, confidence forced but practiced. She lifted her arms and wrapped them around my neck.“Tristan, come on,” she said softly. “Why are you
MARISSAThe cafeteria was louder than usual that afternoon.Lunch hour always turned the place into a market of noise, clattering trays, laughter, whispered scandals. I sat alone at my usual corner table, posture straight, movements controlled, as if the world was not constantly watching my every step.Ever since Silver Silk 2.0 was announced, eyes followed me like shadows.I had barely taken two bites when a chair scraped loudly against the floor.I did not need to look up.I already knew who it was. His familiar cologne filled my nostrils. Tristan.He dropped into the seat beside me without permission, then shifted and dragged another chair forward, sitting directly in front of me like he owned the space, like he owned me.Around us, the noise dipped.Then the whispers began.“Is that Mr Vance.”“Why is he sitting with her again.”“Have you noticed ever since Miss Walters came back, he’s everywhere she is.”A woman across the room leaned closer to her friend. “I thought Tina was hi
ELARAThe next day at the company, I was in my office going through files when a knock sounded on the door.“Come in,” I said without looking up.When I finally raised my head, my mood shifted instantly.Tristan.My fingers stilled on the document. *What do you want?* We didn’t have any meeting scheduled today.“Marissa,” he began, stepping inside and closing the door behind him. “Miss Walters….” He corrected himself the moment he saw my steel expression. “I heard you were in an accident yesterday and taken to the hospital. Are you okay?”“I’m fine,” I cut in before he could say anything else. “What else do you want?”He sighed softly, studying me in that way that always felt like he was trying to read what I refused to show.“I brought something for you.”He placed an item gently on my desk.A medical balm. One of those expensive, clinical-looking ones.“I got it from a very good doctor,” he continued. “A very good dermatologist. With this, you won’t have a scar from the burn.”I gl
The moment I stepped out of the car, I smiled.“Mrs. Paula!” I called out.The older woman looked up from the flowerbed, squinting at first, then her face lit up as recognition dawned.“Oh dear… Marissa!” she exclaimed, waving her hands excitedly.I walked toward her and crouched down, opening my arms. “Mrs. Paula, I missed you so much.”She laughed warmly, pulling me into a hug. “My dear child, you don’t come around these days. You’ve been too busy becoming a big woman.”I smiled. “I’ve just been busy. Is Mrs. Green in?”“Yes, yes,” she nodded eagerly. “She’s been expecting you.”I signaled to my driver, who handed over the gift I had brought. Mrs. Paula accepted it with mumbled thank-yous, clearly touched, and began leading me through the manor.Despite Mrs. Green’s wealth, her home had always remained the same. Traditional. Comfortable. Not excessively large, but refined. A place that reflected taste, not noise.The moment the door opened, I saw her.Tina.She stood beside Mrs. Gre
ELARAThe next day, my car stopped directly in front of the company building.As soon as the door opened, that woman appeared.Tina. That was her job as my assistant. Waiting on me like a servant. She moved toward the car with the confidence and enthusiasm of someone who thought she had already won, which was weird because the past few days, she had always worn an irritated look around me.My driver stepped out first, opening the door for me, and before I even placed my heels on the ground, Tina was already standing there.She knew my routine. She knew my timing.“Good morning, Marissa,” she said casually.I paused.Slowly, I lifted my gaze to her.“So now you call your superior by her name?” I asked calmly.Tina smiled.It was strange.Back then, when I used to deliberately put her in her place, she always wore that stiff, angry expression. The kind that screamed resentment. But now she smiled easily, almost amused.“Oh, I’m sorry, Miss Walters,” she replied lightly. “I didn’t reali







