ASTRID
My fingers tremble with fear and frustration as I dial my husband’s number for the fiftieth time tonight. No answer. Once again, I’ve been sent to voicemail. I catch my reflection in the floor-to-ceiling windows and can’t help but feel sorry for myself. My makeup and perfectly coiffed hair seem to mock me, screaming that once again, I have wasted time, money and effort on a man who might never love me. “The food has been served, the guests are here and the decor seems perfect, but once again, there’s no husband.” My mother sneers. “Didn’t this happen last year? You organized a feast but as usual, Nathan did not show up. What a shame!” At her harsh words, my cheeks redden in embarrassment and my eyes burn with unshed tears. Why are you doing this to me, Nathan? “I’m sure he’ll be here soon, mother. He’s probably stuck in traffic.” She scoffs. “Stuck in traffic? Do you realize that this is the exact excuse you made up for him last year but he showed up after midnight drunk as a horse and stinking of another woman’s perfume?!” I flinch, shocked at the bitterness in her tone. My mother's grey eyes gleam sharply, matching the expensive diamond necklace that adorns her lean neck. Her chin is raised as she pins me with a mildly hateful look. I should be used to it by now — the hateful looks, the harsh words, the manipulation. I should be used to all of it. But sadly, the little unloved orphan girl inside of me is still very much alive, and she still yearns to feel a mother’s affection. Maybe it’s high time I accepted that my mother’s affection is only reserved for her beloved biological daughter, Claire Montessori. The room is oddly silent as the guests lower their heads, appalled but not surprised by my mother’s behaviour. After all, they all know that I’m just the useless adopted daughter. The Montessori family does not really give a shit about me. Another hour passes, shrouded in tension but Nathan doesn’t show up. “Oh, what’s the point?!” Mother snaps, getting to her feet. “This sham of a party was just a waste of my precious time. I’m leaving. And next time, Astrid, do not invite me to your anniversary celebration if you know that your good for nothing husband will not show up.” That statement feels like poison to my veins. I should let her leave, even walk her to the door. But I’m slowly breaking inside and all I want is for my mother to hold and comfort me. “Mum, can you please wait for five more minutes? I’m sure he’s on his way.” “Uh… Astrid?” My cousin, Maria, rises to her feet, her eyes wide as saucers and fixated on her phone. Immediately, my instincts signal that something’s wrong. A thousand horrible scenarios cripple my mind as I hurry towards her. “Maria, what’s wrong? Is it Nathan? Did something happen to my husband?” She finally looks at me, her face twisted in a sad expression. “I’m so sorry, sweetheart. I’m so, so sorry.” I remain frozen, my knees trembling as blood whooshes loudly in my ears. “What are you sorry for? What happened?” Slowly, Maria turns the phone to me and I’m immediately thankful that it’s a picture and not a text. My eyes rove over the screen as I struggle to understand what I’m looking at. Why is Maria showing me a picture of a rich, happy couple on a cruise ship? Finally, it dawns on me that the man in the photo seems strangely familiar. My lips part in a soundless gasp as I grab Maria’s arm and pull the phone closer to my face, unable to believe my eyes. “Wh-what’s going on here? Is that…?” Nathan. I recognize him almost immediately. His brown hair and the skull tattoo on his neck pretty much gives him away. He’s wearing his favorite suit — the eight thousand dollar Armani suit that I bought for him on his birthday just a month ago. My heart thumps at a horrifying pace as it slowly dawns on me that my husband, the man whom I love more than anyone else in the world, is currently on his knees, holding out an expensive ring to another woman. His wide, happy smile shatters my heart to a million pieces. I cannot even remember the last time Nathan genuinely smiled at me. The past months of our marriage have been filled with endless quarrels and bitter arguments. The woman in the photo looks stunning in a short white dress. Her face is covered in shadows, making it difficult to tell who she is. But there’s something oddly familiar about her. Those fingers… I’ve seen this woman somewhere before. I take a deep breath, trying and failing horribly to calm myself down. “Maria, is this the only picture you’ve got? I can’t see the woman’s face.” My cousin’s eyes are filled with pity but she silently takes the phone from me and scrolls to the next video. I’m pretty sure I’m on the verge of having a heart attack as I watch my husband go on his knees while the woman’s friends cheer and take videos of the happy couple in the background. Are they aware that he has a wife at home? Two seconds later, nothing prepares me for the shock I experience when the camera finally captures the blushing bride-to-be. For long, long moments, time stands still. My eyes are frozen on her glowing milk-white skin and those familiar almond shaped eyes. Her blinding, happy smile hits me like a deadly punch to my guts. Nathan’s bride-to-be is none other than Claire Montessori. My one and only big sister. I’m physically trembling as I watch Claire stretch her left hand to happily accept my husband’s ring. Nathan gets to his feet and pulls her into a long, sloppy, passionate kiss. Anger and betrayal burn like acid in my bloodstream. I stumble backwards and the phone slips from my fingers, shattering on the shiny marble floors. Suddenly, it all starts to makes sense. The late nights, the constant quarreling, the way my husband repeatedly compares me to my adoptive sister; “I love Claire’s blonde hair. You should consider dyeing your hair blonde.” “Did you watch Claire’s presentation today? She’s one intelligent woman. I wish you had half her confidence...” “Claire’s pot roast is delicious. Why can’t you cook like her…?” For months, I silently swallowed the backhanded criticisms, blissfully unaware that the man I fed with my money for two years when he had nothing was secretly in love with my sister. God, I’ve been so stupid. So, so stupid. How long has he been planning to do this? While I woke up every morning, prepared to fight for my marriage and depressed that things were not working out between us, my husband was busy plotting to propose to my own sister… Maria’s voice breaks into my subconscious, but I’m too busy sinking into despair to respond. “Astrid, are you okay? Talk to me, baby…” I open my mouth to speak but tears blur my vision and choke me into painful silence. I can hear my parents murmur in the background. Are they aware that their perfect, beloved daughter just accepted an engagement ring from her sister’s husband? The reality of my situation crashes down on me and suddenly, I feel lightheaded. “I need to sit down.” I mumble, swaying on my feet while reaching for the sofa. “Astrid?! Somebody call 9-1-1! She’s about to pass out.” My bad luck is probably at play again because I don’t make it to the sofa. Instead, I trip on the carpet and almost collapse face first on the floor. Thankfully, strong arms wrap around my middle just in time to break my fall. Despite the darkness that clouds my brain, I’m conscious of the fact that I’m safely cradled against a stranger’s rigid, heated chest. But even the comforting scent of his expensive cologne cannot erase the fact that my husband just asked my adoptive sister to be his wife on the very same day he proposed to me just three years ago… Coincidence?ASTRIDBefore I got on that plane, I knew that somehow, my trip to New York would be disastrous.But even then, I did not anticipate that things would go so wrong. With a pounding heart, I rip my gaze from Silvan’s dark stare and examine the room once again.There are pictures of Zoey and Zara everywhere. Personal pictures that have been enlarged into life-sized portraits.There’s a picture of them during their kindergarten graduation. One of them during their first and second birthdays. Selfies that we took in the car on our way to school. Pictures from our recent trip to Disney World. And so many others.Almost all of our private moments are littered on Silvan’s walls like trophies.I feel cold. A chill sweeps over my skin, penetrating my bones and stiffening my spine.My tongue is stuck to the roof of my mouth. My head is all over the place, paralyzed by shock. For the life of me, I cannot seem to come up with one understandable sentence.Silvan leaves his perch by the door and st
ASTRIDLocked. Everywhere is locked.I run across Silvan’s luxurious tower, going from door to door like a deranged woman. Apparently, the doors are automatically operated with biometric access only. There are no handles. Just a smooth, black surface probably made of uranium.The signal on my phone has not returned either. I’m on the verge of losing my goddamn mind.I stomp back to the kitchen, my blood boiling with rage. When I arrive, the space is empty. There’s no Silvan.A second later, I hear a whoosh behind me and turn around to find him emerging from…is that a cupboard?“Where’d you go?” I huff, exasperated.“The walk-in refrigerator.” He answers shortly.I look up at the ceiling and count to ten. Maybe, just maybe, I’ll get my anger under control and won’t go around bashing every single one of his fancy kitchen appliances.“You knew the doors were locked.”He shrugs, setting out ingredients for a hamburger. My favourite. I ignore that little piece of information. “You heard
ASTRID I hold the scissors against Silvan’s throat, my heart pulsing with tension. “Go on, princess.” He growls, pressing his throat against the blade. “Show me how courageous you’ve become. Stab me.” His eyes glitter with a darkness that triggers my anger. Silvan is testing me. He’s fucking pushing me. Defiance surges in my chest and I press the weapon harder against his throat, freezing when the unexpected happens. Tiny beads of blood materialize on his neck, spilling down his throat and over his torso in a crimson trail. My eyes widen in horror and my lips part, a gasp of terror slipping free. I release the scissors and it clatters to the floor with a loud thud. A barely visible wound mars the perfection of his smooth neck. Blood drips through it as the seconds tick by, soaking into the waistband of his shorts. “Silvan…” I whisper, my heart tightening into tiny knots. Why isn’t he saying anything?! His eyes are dark as he quietly appraises me. He doesn’t rush to attend t
ASTRID “Lock the entrance doors…” Silvan’s voice is soft, deadly… like a patient predator waiting to strike. “At once, sir.” I watch helplessly, my stomach tightening with unease as Michael walks out of the room. Within seconds, the doors slide shut behind him and an automatic voice pierces the air; “Activating temporary shutdown in 5…4…3…2…1…” Deep within the bowels of the building, a low hiss accompanies the shut down. It’s official. Silvan has successfully trapped me inside his tower. The air suddenly feels too tight. The AC hits my skin like sharp pebbles. I never envisioned that a day would come when I’d be forced to share a room with the same man I swore to stay away from. I’m pretty sure fate is seated pretty in a dark corner, laughing at me right now. I am tempted to stamp my feet and scream like a banshee to get my way. Instead, I take the mature route, draw several deep breaths and lift my chin, staring him down. “I’m not sure what you hope to ac
ASTRIDSilvan takes a step forward, his expression thunderous. I stand my ground, my fists clenched at my sides as I hold his gaze.“Your tongue is still as sharp as ever, I see.” His voice is a throaty rasp that has my thighs clenching involuntarily. Standing close like this, I catch a whiff of his scent. He smells like salt, sin and man. A dangerous combination that teases my senses to the brink of insanity. “Why are you here, Mr. Rourke?” I ask, trying my best to sound firm. “Last I checked, this house is supposed to belong to my father’s long time business partner. I’m not here to see you and I don’t have time for this.”His eyes remain impassive, burning with an emotion I cannot name. Even after three years of priding myself with the ability to read people, I cannot for the life of me figure out what he’s thinking. He’s silent and still. As still as a statue.His gaze consumes me, roving over my body from to toe, sparking illicit memories that I’d rather keep locked up.His
SILVANDon’t touch anything.That was just a test. One I knew she’d fail.Astrid Machiavelli is still the most hard-headed woman I know. Apparently, that hasn’t changed.I lean back in my chair, watching with a thumping heart and blazing interest as she examines my house, her eyes wide with child-like wonder. I designed this suite specially to be my sanctuary and a private bachelor pad where I could retire whenever I wished to shut the world out. The only people who were supposed to know about its existence were Michael and Hayley. But when Michael called to ask if Astrid could come to my tower, I found myself saying yes before I even paused to think.A few minutes ago, I held my breath, watching closely for her reaction as she looked through the suite. I caught myself fucking hoping she loved my space. Her opinion was not supposed to matter, but there I was wondering if she fancied the house plant that I picked out myself.She wasn't supposed to have any effect on me, but a flic