☆☆SUMMER’S POV☆☆
Agnes had left an hour ago with a yawn, a limp wave, and a “Text me if a murderer shows up.” So yeah. Comforting. Now it was just me, the fridge humming like it had secrets, and this weird feeling in my chest like the house was watching me. Or maybe I’d just watched too many horror TikToks at 2AM. The clock read 9:12PM. Keith still wasn’t home. Annoying. Little. Brother. I called him again. For the fourth time today, hoping I'd be lucky, and he'd answer this time around. He picked up on the third ring, sounding out of breath. “Yo, sissy.” “Where are you?” “Chilling at Owen’s. Why?” I paused, taking in a deep breath. Then I exhaled. “Put his mom on.” He laughed, but it wasn’t the funny kind. “Wait, seriously?” “Yes. Seriously. I’m not stupid, Keith.” “Where else would I be at this hour? I’m thirteen.” Last time something like this happened, the cops called. We picked Keith up at the station. “Then put her on the phone.” Some shuffling. A weird smacking sound. Then a new voice popped in—too cheery, too perfect. “Hi, Summer! It’s Mrs. Carter. The boys are just having Mac and cheese for dinner. All good over here. Can Keith stay over tonight with Owen?” “Umm…” “Please? The boys are already getting ready to watch soccer with my husband.” “Okay, Mrs... Carter. He can stay. Thanks for looking after him,” I said, trying to sound less suspicious than I felt. “Thank you, Summer. My regards to your dad.” “Goodnight, Mrs. carter.” She hung up. I slammed the landline back in place and made it to the couch in ten seconds, sinking back with a sigh as I prepared to binge reruns of Gilmore Girls. So, Keith was actually at Owen’s place. Great. His skate buddy. Now I was officially alone in the house. All night. Nothing but me, my hoodie, leftover pizza, and the occasional creak of the floorboards upstairs. Totally fine. Totally. Fine. Then I heard a sound. A Thud. “What the fuck was that?” I almost pissed my pants. The sound was not from the walls. Not from outside. It was from upstairs. I muted the TV, heart already sprinting. Was that—? No, it was probably just the house settling. That’s what my dad always said. “It’s just the house settling.” Well, guess what, Dad? Settled houses don’t make murdery footsteps. I skidded to the kitchen and grabbed the nearest weapon I could find: a cast iron skillet. Yeah. Like a full-on Disney princess but make it paranoid and under-caffeinated. “Okay,” I whispered to myself, stepping toward the stairs. “If this is how I die, I swear to God, Keith better cry at my funeral or I'll haunt him for the rest of his life.” I crept up slowly, skipping the third step because it always creaked. My grip tightened around the skillet. Another creak—but this one was real. Not imagined. The noise was coming from my bedroom. The light was off. I didn’t leave the light on when I left to join Agnes downstairs a few hours ago. I hadn’t come upstairs to my room since then. I held my breath, raised the skillet, and shoved the door open like I was storming a battlefield. I saw a tall figure standing beside my bed. “Eat metal,” I screamed, aiming for the head. A hand shot out of the dark, catching the pan before it could land a brutal blow. The yank was sudden. And the arms that coiled around my waist, pulling me into an all-too-familiar embrace, sent a jolt straight through me. And then I froze. Petrified. “Hayden? What are you doing here?” The image of him and Diana flashed through my mind and I freed myself from his arms. “What. The. Hell. Hayden,” I hissed, switching on my bedroom light. Hayden turned, slowly, like a movie villain—except more expensive cologne and tortured eye contact and a tux. Then it dawned on me; the dinner was real. “Hi, Stranger,” he said. “Got my text?” I blinked at him. “Hi? That’s your opener? Dude! You just broke into my room like a murderer, and you’re going with hi?” Hayden looked at the skillet. “You gonna hit me with that?” “I haven’t decided yet,” I snapped. “Depends on your answer to: WHY ARE YOU IN MY ROOM?” He looked around, taking in my posters, the nail polish abandoned on the bed, and my phone on my reading desk next to my computer. “I needed to see you,” he said. “I sent a text. Guess you didn’t see it.” Curses on that husky voice that sounded like heavenly songs. My heart did this weird lurch. Like, traitor-level lurch. We weren’t doing this again. Not after what Agnes told me. Not after the dinner with Diana De Morven. Then my head snapped back to what he said earlier. “A text?” Oh, shoot! I left my cell phone in my room all day. I quickly discarded the skillet and grabbed my cell phone from the desk. My eyes softened as I read Hayden’s text. “What are you—” “You’re home alone?” he cut in. “I noticed your dad’s car isn’t in the driveway.” I stared at him. He stared back. The silence was… complicated. Then I nodded. “He won’t be back till tomorrow. Caught up in Miami.” Hayden’s gaze dipped, then found mine again—slower this time. Quieter. Hungrier. And then he said, “Great. I want to fuck you tonight.” My fingers loosened on my phone and it crashed onto the floor with a sharp clatter. “What?” I breathed. Hayden moved toward me, slipping off his tuxedo jacket, as his eyes raked over my whole body—slowly and deliberately. He stood before me, his blue eyes turning dark. I flinched as his fingers brushed my skin. “Look at me,” he said, a raw and intimate rasp in his tone. His hand guided my face to meet his gaze. “Eyes on me, Stranger. Here. Eyes. On. Me.” That’s when I noticed it—his hand. Bleeding. A small gash across his knuckles. My heart almost stopped. There was a red mark across his face and blood on his lips. What happened to him? I met his gaze, my chest tightening. “Are you alright?” I asked. “Don’t speak. Just look at me.” His lips curled into a lopsided smile, and he tilted my head. Good Lord, You created a masterpiece in Hayden Dylan. He leaned in until our foreheads touched. His breath fanned across my skin—warm, intoxicating. Breathe, Summer. Breathe. And then, in a voice barely louder than a heartbeat, Hayden asked, “You’re still a virgin?” My breath hitched. “Y–Ye-Yes.” He chuckled low. “Do you want us to get past that stage?” “What stage?” I asked, pretending I didn’t understand. “You. Me. Buried inside you. Taking every inch of you. Leaving your body aflame until you scream my name in a voice you didn’t know you had in you all this time.” My breath hitched again. “Bodies tangled under the sheets. Kisses so deep you gasp for air. All these… while I make love to you.” My heart pounded like a bass drum. “No,” Hayden murmured. “Scratch that.” He leaned in. His lips brushed my ear. Then he whispered, “All these while I fuck you for the first time, Summer Peterson. I want you.” He shifted back. Our eyes locked. And for the first time tonight, I wasn’t scared of dying. I was scared of what Hayden was pulling me into. I was scared of what I was becoming. Because tonight… I think I might lose my virginity to him. The notorious high school bad boy, Hayden Dylan. My best friend’s brother.☆☆SUMMER’S POV☆☆My imagination had almost wounded me. How could I have dreamt that Hayden was here, talking and laughing with my dad?Calling him by his first name, Edward. Edward? Ha ha. What an awful dream. He called him Edward. I mean, seriously?What a nightmare.I groaned and dragged myself up, throat dry, head foggy like I’d just walked through a steam room. The light spilling through the window was vague—early morning, maybe late afternoon? I had no clue. I must’ve slept for hours.I was in my bed. My blanket. My room. Oh, the comfort. Everything looked normal—until I saw him. Hayden Dylan, in the corner, lounging like a king.He was sitting on my reading chair, legs crossed, elbow draped casually over the desk. Reading one of my novels.Was I hallucinating? No. No, I wasn’t. Then it hit me: it wasn't a dream. Hayden had really been downstairs, in the living room moments ago, laughing with my dad. I hadn't fallen asleep. Oh dear God—I had fainted.Shoot me now. Shoot me now be
☆☆SUMMER'S POV☆☆Jake leaned over, trying to get a better look at my screen. I tilted it away from him so fast, I nearly dropped it.“Who’s Soul Snatcher?” he asked, frowning.Think. Think.“No one,” I said, heart pounding. “Just a stupid group chat. We send memes and random crap. You wouldn’t get it.”He raised an eyebrow. “Hmm.”He didn’t believe me. I could tell. His gaze lingered on my phone like it owed him answers.“How come I’m not in the group chat?”“It’s for girls,” I blurted out. “I should go.”Jake blinked. “Now?”I was already crawling toward the edge of the treehouse. “Yeah. My dad’s expecting me. I told him I’d be home early for breakfast before he leaves for work.”“Didn’t you say he was away in Miami for work?”Crap.“Right. He’s back. Got home this morning. And I need to feed the cat.”Jake stared at me. “You don’t have a cat.”I flashed a shaky smile. “Well, our neighbor’s cat.”“Can I come with—”“NO!” I cut Jake short. “Don’t.”His brow furrowed in abject confusio
☆☆SUMMER'S POV☆☆The forest smelled like damp earth and leftover dreams. I hopped off my bike near the clearing and stared up at the old treehouse nestled between two oak branches. Jake’s bike was parked under the tree.He sat on the edge of the tree house, one leg swinging, phone in hand. His hoodie hood was up, but I could still see the flash of concern when he spotted me. His brows furrowed like I’d just limped in covered in blood.I might as well have.This was our secret spot that wasn’t so much of a secret. Jake’s dad built this place for us when we were kids. It was too big then and now, it felt just right.The other kids used to disturb us back then until seventh grade, when they all stopped to. I think it was because of Hayden. He beat up the toughest bully in school and barely sustained a single scratch.When asked how he felt, he said, “Bored! That wasn’t a fight. It was just a warmup.”Everyone was afraid. They knew Jake was Hayden’s big brother, and ever since then, no o
☆☆SUMMER'S POV☆☆I shot up from the couch like my ass was on fire. My heartbeat still hadn’t caught up with my brain.“I thought you’d, like, talk crap about him or something,” Keith called after me as I bolted upstairs.I ignored him. No time for drama commentary. Crisis mode activated.My room looked like a hurricane had hired an interior designer to help redesign it. I yanked on the nearest pair of joggers from the closet—probably clean, maybe not—and grabbed my hoodie on the floor without checking if it was inside-out. Spoiler alert: it was.Phone. Where’s my phone? Oh— Got it. I grabbed it and ran out of the room.My cell phone buzzed just as I nearly tripped on the hallway rug. Jake.I answered before the second ring. “Hey.”“Got my text? I sent it like… thirty minutes ago.”Shit.“I overslept,” I hid the panic in my voice, even though I was scrambling like a rat in a cereal box.“Well, Seeping beauty, meet me at our spot.”“Right now?”“Yes. Right now,” Jake answered. “I’m wait
☆☆SUMMER’S POV☆☆Hayden looked at me for a long, long time. I stared at him. I wasn’t even sure if I wanted to cry or scream at the moment.“What am I to you?” I asked again.“You’re Summer, my brother’s best friend,” he answered. “I don’t love you enough to fuck you. And I don’t hate you enough to fuck you. That’s all.”Yep! There it is.The confession I had been waiting for. I didn’t know what to say to that. My heart thrashed against my ribs like it wanted out. My body still burned for him, but my soul felt raw and exposed.“You really don’t love me, do you?” I asked softly. Desperately.Hayden stood up from the bed, grabbed my hoodie, and tossed it at me like a shield. Then he ran a hand through his hair.“Tell me, Hayden. Don’t you feel anything for me? We’ve been doing this for weeks now. At least, you should feel something. Right?”“I’m going to be honest with you, Summer. I get hard just thinking about the way you’ll sound when I’m buried deep inside you. Tonight, I wanted yo
☆☆SUMMER’S POV☆☆He kissed me like he meant it. Like I was already his. Not the sweet kind of kiss people talk about. Not gentle or tender or careful. This wasn’t a fairy tale. This wasn’t love.His kisses were the type that undoes you. It was need. It was heat and hunger and whispered promises.His mouth tasted like mint and madness. His hands were hot, rough in some places, careful in others, like he couldn’t decide whether to worship or destroy me.I didn’t say a word.I didn’t need to.His breath was hot against my skin as he pulled back from me, his hands anchoring me like the moment might slip away if he let go. Why was my heart busy doing backflips when I was on the verge of dying?The air was charged and it pulsed between us to the extent I could barely breathe.Right now, I just wanted to forget.Forget the rumors. The lies. The ache that had been building up between Hayden and I for weeks.I wanted to feel something real.Hayden looked as if he was fighting demons in his h