Chapter 5 - Foreign emotions

Eliza POV

Have you ever watched 'Big Hero 6'? Well, if not you should do it. This movie is about a boy, Hiro, who lost his big brother and trying to cope with reality. He accidentally activates his brother's healthcare companion, a robot, called Baymax. It wants to help him overcome his brother's loss.

Every time I watch it, I am a sobbing mess. The bond between them becomes so deep in the end, Hiro gets attached. Although at first, it was because of his brother, at the end of the movie he sees him as a friend who became an important person in his life.

I guess a deep connection between them, what I lack in my life and what I truly crave. People are not compassionate towards me and only a few care. Every time someone looked at me, it was like I didn't get the memo of myself. Of what I was. It really did feel like I don't deserve to live. To be honest, it does not feel like a life, but only existence. I don't know how others live, but what I have now I had to fight for it with everyth