His relentless fingers continue to assault the most sensitive region of my body, eliciting a faint, panting whimper from my lips.
My blood is pulsating with sensual ecstasy; pleasure as I have never experienced before.
I want to tell him that I'm coming, but I can't with his hand clamped over my mouth, silencing our forbidden activities.
My eyes start to roll in the back of my head, while the delicious sensation of pressure building in the pit of my stomach consumes me.
Against my better judgement, I start to ride his fingers, desperately seeking my release.
"So hot, and wet for me, printsessa..." He growls into my hair as his hot lips graze the hard shell of my ear. "Happy birthday."
My chest rises and falls vigorously as his velvet-like voice licks my pulsating flesh that burns with love for him, and him alone.
He is the only male that has the power to consume me entirely without even knowing it.
Dmitri Orlov is the adopted son of Aunt Ana and Uncle Viktor. He is three years older than me, and what he is doing to me should be a crime.
But can it really be perceived as a crime, if I was the one that practically begged him to give me my first orgasm?
He came stumbling through his bedroom door, wreaking of Vodka after he had abruptly left the dinner table earlier tonight.
He and Uncle Viktor exchanged a few words between themselves during my celebration feast.
The one he insisted on me having.
As he stood from the table, he cast me an apologetic glance with so many raw emotions flickering in his dark irises, that always reminded me of spilt black ink.
He sighed as his lips drew into a cruel thin line that I knew wasn't meant for me.
Dmitri is incapable of hurting me. Physically that is, but he holds all the power to emotionally destroy me.
Loving him was like a virus on my heart, he made me sick when he wasn't by my side, and he made me weak in the knees whenever he would touch me.
As he stumbled out of his ensuite after taking a hot shower, I was sitting on the foot of his bed, my fingers twisting on my lap with my head dipped.
I wanted to know if he was okay, and if the rumours of him leaving for Russia to learn the ropes on how to run Diamond Ridge Contractors were true.
As it will remain in his custody until my father decides what to do with it.
"Printsessa?!" He said my name like a prayer and it sent a plague of goosebumps to erupt over my entire body. "What are you doing in my room at this time of the morning?" Concern laced his words.
"Is it true?" I asked in a hushed tone.
He crouched before me, cupping my face in his large hands, and he forced me to meet his gaze.
"Is what true?"
"That you are leaving? Are you leaving for Russia?" Tears brimmed my eyes as I desperately swallowed the lump that had lodged itself in my throat.
He exhaled roughly through his nose, the pad of his thumb grazed my cheekbone, and his eyes softened. "Da, my father is forcing me to go." His voice was rough and full of bitterness.
A sob broke free from my lips as the pain of my heart shattering, thrummed through my core like a blood-thirsty parasite.
"You can't go..." I sobbed, covering my face with my hands. "If you leave me, I will have no one, you are the only person that gets me, D." I couldn't control the shuddering of my shoulders that followed.
"I know, but it is for the best."
I dropped my hands and I gazed into his eyes with astonishment. "How can you say that? It has always been me and you against the world."
His mouth twisted as he pinched his brows together with his eyes still trained on mine, "That is exactly why I have to leave, Zee. You and me... It's never going to work." He said sternly as if he was trying to convince himself that what he just said made sense; it didn't, not to me anyway. "I am too old for you. We have been brought up like siblings from the very start, and our parents would never agree."
"But... I love you."
"And I love you. I shouldn't, but I do, and my father can see how much I adore you. He is sending me to Russia for my safety; from your father."
"I... I don't know what I will do without you," I hiccuped, wiping the tears that stained my cheeks with heartache, rejection and despair.
He examined my blue eyes intently, as he searched for something to which I was oblivious.
"Don't speak like that," His vodka-stained breath fanned my face. "You are going to grow up and become this amazing woman who will have the world wrapped around her pinky, then you will meet a man that will be more deserving of your affection than I could ever be."
I watched as his Adams' apple bobbed up and down in the column of his neck.
"I... I just thought that you and I would always be together and that you would give me my first orgasm." I shamelessly stated.
He leaned back on the balls of his feet, "You know I can't, printsessa. I am undeserving of such a gift," He growled as he rose to his full height with just a towel wrapped around his narrow waist.
He combed his fingers through his thick dark hair, "I think you should leave before I do something that I can not take back," He said coldly as he turned away from me.
I stood up, swallowing thickly, "It's my birthday," I spat out, "And instead of giving me the one thing that I have always wanted from you, you are breaking my heart instead." I stated coldly through gritted teeth, "You are right, you are undeserving of me, and I am such a fool to have expected more from you. Go to Russia and never return, I fucking hate you!!"
I stormed toward his door, then unexpectedly found myself being pushed up against the cool timber.
His front was pressed against my back. "Liar!" He snarled, "You could never hate me..."
His hand slowly glided up my thigh, the tips of his fingers brushed against my sex, and I instantly went lax against him.
"I shall force my heart to forget you, and you will cease to exist in my mind."
A low growl swept through the room, "Forgive me,' He snarled, wrapping a hand over my mouth as his fingers dipped into my silky underwear, "I am a selfish bastard and I can not let you forget about me so easily. Your first orgasm belongs to me..." He hissed as he strummed my clit like he was playing the guitar.
"Come for me, printsessa, give in and gift me your orgasm...." He orders, interrupting my train of thought and bringing me back to the present; the here and now with him.
And on his command, I tumble over the edge, seeing flashes of white light that shine brilliantly in my eyes as I gift Dmitri Orlov my very first orgasm.
SIX YEARS LATER.I stare at my reflection in the mirror, admiring the strong young woman who stares back at me. Today is my twenty-first birthday, and my parents have decided they want to celebrate it with all their corporate friends and close confidants. I usually feel like an outcast at large gatherings or in crowded places. I am the awkward girl in the corner of the room who has been sipping the same drink for three hours while watching everyone else enjoy themselves.I turn to the side, drinking in my reflection as I take note of how well the gown fits my body.It savagely clings to every generous curve the Gods have blessed me with. The silver gown that sparkles under the light heightens the sapphire blue irises in my eyes. I have my mother's red hair and my father's eyes, but somehow I have inherited my Aunt Ana's spitfire tongue.FOR ONCE, my mother has picked something for me that doesn't make me feel like I am too overly dressed; something that will draw too much attention
My eyes grow wide as fear forbids me to move. With fear-stricken eyes, I watch as Dmitri rushes to the bedroom window, pulling a ribbed black top over his shoulders.He stands in the shadows where the sun doesn't kiss the room, and he gazes out the window. Whatever is happening on the other side of the window, causes his hands to curl into tight balls of fury at his sides. The instant he looks back at me, I know it's bad. I immediately turn around, attempting to unlock the door so I can rush down the stairs and find my parents. "Net... [No...]" Dmitri growls in a hushed tone, yanking me away from the door, and he pulls me to the far corner of the room. "Get down, and don't let anyone see you through the window." He states sternly, leaving no room for me to disregard his orders. He moves along the wall, opens the closet door, and pulls out his duffle bag. He extracts two guns, twists the silencers on the barrels, and removes two clips; stuffing the clips into the back pockets of h
As I near the lake, I make the decision to defy Dmitris' request and go my own way. There is an abandoned warehouse not far away from here, with one of my father's emergency vehicles stored inside. I will take the vehicle and drive to the little studio my father brought me without telling anyone, including my mother.He said that if a time ever came when I will need to escape for my safety, the studio is the one safe haven I can rely on. Inside, it will have everything I require to get me out of the country undetected. I take a right turn that leads to a back road, which I cross before jogging through an open paddock to the warehouse. Huffing and puffing, I open the door wide and stagger towards the vehicle, pulling the cover off to show a battered pickup truck.I groan, "Seriously dad?" I huff as I struggle to pull the truck door open.As I get inside the vehicle, I search through it, looking for the key and I find it hidden under the driver's seat. It takes me a while to get t
As I put my hands on my hips and raise my chin, I can feel a curl in the corner of my mouth. If he thinks he is going to have one over me because he dangles my towel in front of me, he has another thing coming. Only because I am the shy girl you would find in the corner of the room, doesn't mean I am ashamed of my body. I work hard to maintain my figure and as far as I am concerned... HE can eat his bloody heart out. "How did you find me?" He thrusts the towel in front of me again, motioning for me to accept it, and use it. But I don't. I just continue to glare at him as my patience is wearing thin. As he lowers his arm, his features sober and he meets my gaze. "It's quite insulting that you have underestimated my tracking skills." He mumbles with an exaggerated sigh departing his full lips that would feel amazing pressed against my bare sex. I snort, wiping the tip of my nose with the pad of my thumb. "I know for a fact that you didn't track me D. It is you, that cont
I am awoken by the sound of something sizzling in the background; shortly thereafter, the aroma of greasy fried food floods my senses, and my mouth immediately begins to water.Mmm, bacon...I roll over, cradling the pillow to my chest as I let out a relaxed sigh. Slowly opening my eyes, the illuminating rays of the sun dance upon the bed and it caresses my bare face. Flexing my arms, I let out a light yawn before I pull myself up into a sitting position, and place my hand against my groggy head. I raise my eyes while patiently waiting for my vision to clear, then slam them shut once it does.I must have slept the whole night away and Dmitri is still hanging about like a bad smell. As I stand up, I remove the warm, snug blanket, swing my legs over the edge of the bed, and hiss as my feet strike the chilly floor.I dip my head and look down at my bare feet then check the rest of my body. A silent sigh of gratitude leaves my mouth the second I realise Dmitri had only removed my sock
"Oh, my Gods!!" I splutter as he tightens his grip around my body before he tosses me on top of the mattress."Forgive me, if I knew this was the reason that was eating you up inside, I would have told you years ago, printsessa," He says, looking down at me as I scramble off the side of the bed and stand up."This," I wave my hand back and forth between us, "ain't gonna happen.""Why not? You know there is an undeniable pull between us, Zee.""Our parents are dead...""We can comfort each other." He looks at me with eyes that scream for a desperate escape. I scowl at him, "They would never have given us their blessing, Dmitri. We were raised like siblings so we would always have someone else to lean on if anything was to ever happen to them." I pause, staring into his eyes that hold me captive as my heart begins to shatter....If anything was to ever happen to them... I swallow back the lump that has lodged itself in the pillar of my throat as we stare at one another with our emotio
"The Mafia?" I breathe out with surprise. "My father was in the Mafia and my mother... she.. she killed a woman in the streets of Russia?" I touch my hand to my head as my sanity is slowly starting to dissipate.With what little sanity I am holding onto anyway. "Da, but it is the little boy that they left at the orphanage who is out for blood; your blood, printsessa.""All this time I thought my father was a businessman, an honest, hardworking man." My voice trembles while the words leave my mouth. "But he wasn't. Instead, he is the type of man that every little girl's mother warns them about at bedtime. He's like the real living and breathing Big Bad Wolf."With each new revelation, tears begin to cloud my vision, mirroring the way I have been living my life up until this point.His street name seems so fitting for him now and my mother...Dmitri reaches over the centre console of the Jeep, pressing his large hand against my upper thigh, and he gently squeezes it before he returns
Dmitri pulls into a secluded alleyway by an automobile shop. Killing the engine he turns to face me and he starts to drum his fingers on the dashboard in a galloping motion.Right off the bat, I know he wants to question me about the previous little outburst I displayed after the announcement on the radio, but he isn't quite sure how to address it without hitting a nerve.So, I decide to bite the bullet and put us both out of our misery. "You know I didn't mean what I said back there on the highway, right?" His eyes slightly narrow as he clenches his jaw. "What part printsessa? You spat out a line full of surprising things back there?" He says in a hoarse tone."About me being a virgin. I've slept with my fair share of men, so... I'm not as innocent as I make out to be." I giggle with embarrassment as I lie through the skin of my teeth.He sighs with his brows pinching together, and he reaches out to me cradling one side of my face in his hand. "That's quite disheartening to hear if