โOh my gosh! Are you sure?!โโYep!โ โWhere did you even heard about that?!โI donโt exactly know the first hand source, okay, but someone told me that they were seen last acquaintance party! Sir Greg even drop the girl home!โโOh my gosh! That was so sweet!โ โItโs risky! I mean, hello, they are professor and a student!โ โWhat?!โI shut my eyes tight and massaged my forehead as I hear those conversation. I didnโt know how long I was stunned there. But fuck. Did I heard that right?! Someone saw us that night?! Oh my freaking gosh! Could it be that we were that blind item that I saw earlier?! And hell, heโs not even my boyfriend, yet! I mean, not officially since he was still courting me, but then yeah, whatever! Somebody saw us! My heart was rummaging my chest. I was just a few minutes away from my first class, and I just went here in the cafeteria to get some candies, and those were what I heard! Oh, gosh. I couldnโt take this. Do they know?! Does someone know?! I was panicking i
The whole rumor thing was still the trend when we got back to school the next week, however, it started to go down already. And I was thankful for that because honestly, it was really bothering me, and I didnโt know how to act or what to do with that still going around. I feel like I was going to vomit every day because I was so anxious about them finally finding out that it was me. Gosh. Thank God, they didnโt though. Greg was right when he said that it will eventually die down. Well, I really hope this will die down. โFelice!โ I immediately turned to our helper and creased my forehead. It was a Monday morning and I was at our kitchen counter and preparing for my clubhouse as usual. โWhat is it?โ I asked. I saw her smiling from to ear then she showed me a huge heart-shaped box - a very familiar one. โFrom the admirer!โ she excitedly said. I gasped and stared at the box that she was holding. Oh my gosh! He still sent me chocolates?! I immediately grabbed the box and was abou
The last days were bliss. I was just so happy, I couldnโt ask for anything else. I mean, what else could I ask for, right? Everything was in place, well except for the fact that Greg and I are still in the shadows, but then I just have a good feeling about this. I mean, what are two years to wait, right? Once I graduate, we will finally be legal in the eyes of our parents and of society. As long as we donโt hurt or stepped on other people, we should be fine. I should be fine. Everythingโs just so happy now. Gosh. And I think I was just so happy that my mom began to make it a big deal already. โYou look happy,โ she commented. Her eyes were narrowed towards me as she was peeling her apple. We were currently eating breakfast together since I woke up very early again. I cleared my throat and shrugged. โOh, itโs nothing, Mom, just about school and all,โ I said and didnโt even bother to look at her. I just kept my eyes on my plate and continued making my clubhouse as usual. Daddy was ju
I couldnโt help but panic during that dinner. Heck, I donโt even know what to do or how to react during the whole time. We were seated at a very long table that my mother let our helpers prepare. With us were a bunch of investors whom I had no idea who. To be honest, it was just Greg with whom I was familiar. The rest, I donโt know. I havenโt seen them since forever. The whole dinner table was filled with voices. They were talking about business nonstop and I couldnโt do anything about it, I had no choice but to just listen. I was keeping my head down and just focusing on my food because Greg was seated across me, and I donโt want people to notice something.I was in the middle of eating when I felt my phone vibrating. I immediately got it and looked at Gregoryโs message. From: GregoryAre you okay?I almost rolled my eyes when I read it. I slightly glanced at him, but he was already talking to someone. Gosh, they were so loud. I didnโt think oldies could be this loud, you know. I
โSo, itโs settled then, huh. Weโll go to Baguio this weekend, right?โ Greg said in the other line. I bit my lip hard and looked at him a bit. It was a weekday night and we were having a video call while I was studying and he was doing his professor stuff. โIโm still gonna ask Mom, though,โ I said and pouted my lips. Just thinking about it now made my heart beat faster than ever. Damn it. I looked at Greg and he was just staring at me. He heaved a sigh and gave me a small smile. โItโs okay, I know you can do it,โ he said as if he was consoling me. I made a face.โWell, I really hope so,โ I said and gave him a small smile, too. We then went back to what we were doing. Weโre always like this every night. Itโs actually comforting that we are doing this every night. We may not be together physically, but I still feel like we were in one room even though we were just facing each other virtually. Itโs actually kind of an advantage for me as a student, too, because I could ask for his hel
โGreg! What is this?!โ I couldnโt help but raise my voice already. My heart was banging my chest so hard already. I felt the cold breeze hugging my whole body, so I was quite sure that we were already in the rooftop event though I was blindfolded. Greg was behind me and assisting me with every move. His hands were on my waist as he slowly urged me to walk forward. I was so nervous that I might trip on something or what if I fall? My gosh!โIโm scared now! What is this really?โ I said, panicking already, but then the brute just laughed on my nape. โChill. Weโre here,โ he whispered and he made me stop walking. He then walked away from me which made me scared even more. Oh gosh!โHey! Where are you?!โ I panicked even more. I was about to get off my blindfold but then he spoke.โDonโt! Not yet!โ he said. I calmed down for a bit, but my heart was still beating so fast that it felt like it wanted to go out of my chest. I could feel my hands shaking as well. "Okay, stand still," I heard hi
โHey.โ I immediately felt Gregโs arms around my waist then I felt his lips on my neck. โGreg,โ I said and slightly push him away from me. I heard him chuckle. โWhat?โ he said. I rolled my eyes. I felt my face heating up. We were both standing near his kitchen counter, and I was making us a clubhouse sandwich after our hot make-out session earlier on the couch. Oh gosh. I felt my face heating up again. Oh my gosh, I couldnโt even imagine myself making those deeds with him. Gosh, itโs just that his kisses were hypnotizing, and the moment we started, I just couldnโt stop. We ended up making out for almost an hour. Ugh. I still canโt get that out of my head! I still have many things to study, and I managed to waste almost two hours on them. Damn it. โYouโre shy,โ I heard him say then I felt him hugging me from behind again. I bit my lips as I started to be distracted by what he was doing. I mean, gosh. โStop it,โ I said, but the brute just chuckled again and even gave me wet kisses
โDid you cook this?โ I canโt help but smile as I asked him that. He shrugged and slowly nodded. I chuckled and shook my head. โWhy? You donโt like it?โ he asked, making a face already. I rolled my eyes. โStop it, youโre not cute,โ I said and laughed at him. I shook my head and just focused on my plate. He cooked steak, by the way. He told me it was his first time trying thatโs why heโs anxious. Well, itโs not that bad. โIs it that bad, though?โ he asked worriedly. I sighed and rolled my eyes again. Oh gosh. โItโs really fine, love. Itโs good. And what you prepared for me is enough already. I appreciate this, love, so muchโฆโ I reached for his hands on the table. He sighed and just nodded. He then smiled after. โLetโs just continue eating, then letโs have wine after,โ he said and then winked at me. I chuckled a bit as I shook my head. โOkay.โ We went back to eating. While we dine, he kept on telling me how his day was after the grueling last day of exams. I ranted out how dif
All my life, I have been trained to be the best. I was trained to always follow the norm, the standard. I was little miss perfect. They turned me into one, and I had no choice but to be one. I didnโt have much freedom growing up because there were a lot of expectations from me. They were all watching me. I couldnโt move freely because every move that In make, they will always have a say about it. When college and Gregory came, thatโs when I first got a taste of my freedom. It was forbidden, but every time we go out on our own, I just felt so free. I felt like I was spreading my wings and flying to wherever I want to go. I was out of the limelight. No one was giving a fuck about what I do and no one was judging me from head to toe. But then that freedom with Gregory has its perils. I was so much ready to fight for him, but it turned out that he was not worth to fight for. Greg is my first love and my first heartbreak. What he did to me and to my family was just so much that I couldnโt
โThey will announce you already as the new CEO, hija, at the gala.โ My mother said while we were in the living room. It has been days since that meeting with the family and currently, we are preparing for our departure two days from now. I just gave her a smile. โI know, Mom,โ I answered before looking back at my laptop where I am reconnecting with my former boss and Flannelโs requirements for school next academic year. โAlright, you should bring Flannel to our designer, then. We need to look gorgeous in the gala, hija,โ she said while smiling from ear to ear. I just rolled my eyes and nodded at her. I went back to making my Flannelโs requirements again. She didnโt bother me anyway. She just stood and went to my dadโs office. I shrugged and continued what I was doing. I want to finish everything before our flight to the US, so all I would think about once we get there will be just the house where my parents will be staying and how I will get back to work again. I was lucky enough b
I honestly donโt know if it is the right time to do this meeting with the family because of what is happening in the family, but then we have no choice as we were running out of time already. We need to do this now since we also need to go back to the US already. I donโt know but, I just felt like I needed to get away from this all ready for me to start over again. โAre you ready?โ Mommy asked again when we were getting out of the car in front of the building. I looked around the lobby and saw that there were a lot of employees eyeing us. Mommy was walking with her head up. I was beside her and we were walking side by side as we went to the elevator. A lot of guards were with us. I didnโt even know why Mommy brought these guards with us. I mean, it's not as if we are going to war here, you know. Tsk. I shook my head and just walked with her though. When we reached the office, Atty. Lockheart was already there, waiting for us. Mom went immediately to our lawyer."How's your paper?"
Everything was chaotic. We were the talk of the business world for I think weeks. Yes, the issue was that long. Aside from the chaos outside, we also had inside fights of course, but then unlike before, Mommy and I didn't make Flannel available to any of our relatives. They can lash at us all they want but they are not touching my daughter.I've heard the worst things from them. They had their presscon and we just stayed silent because we didn't want this to grow like wildfire. May they want to? But then I won't give them their satisfaction. The important thing is that my daughter knows my truth and I have already explained to her what happened and why this is happening. It took me a lot of courage, but I was just so blessed that she was able to understand and that she didn't make it hard for me to explain. She understands why I needed to do it for her and she also understands why she cannot see her father yet. It's been four weeks and during those times, I did nothing but make sure
"Let's go, Felice!' I wasn't able to say anything and I just let my mother dragged me out of that cafe already. I was still so stunned because of what happened. My mom was ranting while we were on the way to the car. My daughter was asking me questions but I couldn't answer them because I was still so preoccupied with what happened. All the things that my mother was saying in the car were like air that passed by me. I couldnโt comprehend what they were saying and I felt like I was floating and everything around was just background noise. All the way to our house, I was just staring at outside blankly. I couldnโt believe what just happened earlier. Everything was chaotic when we got home! I was so shocked to see a lot of reporters outside our village and even outside our house. Shit. What the hell is happening?! โGet Flannel inside now! Secure everything inside and outside the village, am I clear?โ I slumped my back on the couch. I saw Maia getting Flannel out of the living room, w
โShall we talk about our setup, then?โ I asked Greg as I watched him looking at Flannel who was enjoying her ice cream. He has been silent for the last few minutes that we were here. I sighed again and just looked at him. I saw him gulp and then he cleared his throat. "Uhh, yeahโฆ" he said and looked away. I raised a brow on him. I don't know why he couldn't look at me, to be honest. I just didn't dwell on it and started talking. "We will be going back to the States," I started. That's when I got his attention. His eyes widened and looked at me confusingly. "What?" he asked unbelievably. I sighed. "You know that Flannel's school is in there and my decision in managing the company remotely is final, so we will really need to go home, Gregory. Plus, my parents are going with us, too."I saw how his lips parted when I said that. He gasped hard. "But what about me, Felice? How can I be with my daughter?"I let out a sigh again. "That is why we need to talk about it. We can have an a
โAre you ready?โ Maia asked my daughter as she was getting her ready for later. โYes, I am! I am!โ she said excitedly. I quickly avoided her gaze. We were on the couch in the living room and I was watching her as she was getting dressed by Maia. She was wearing a pink dress and cute white doll shoes. She looked like a princess twirling around. I was staring at my daughter who was all smiles already. I couldnโt look at her. My heart felt like it was about to go out of my chest already. I donโt know what to feel. My body was trembling already and I could feel the cold embracing my whole body. I took a deep breath again, trying to calm myself. I closed my eyes for a bit. โFelice,โ I froze on my feet when I heard my mom calling me. I let out a sigh before slowly turning to her. โMom,โ I called. She gave me a different kind of look. I couldnโt tell what she was trying to tell me. I find it hard to read her face at that moment. In the end, she gave me a small smile. She then went ne
Ever since the incident five years ago, I have always taught myself to be very careful of the decisions that I will be making in the future. Being careful means choosing whom to be with. When I gave birth to Flannel, I vowed to myself that I will never be near my relatives again and I will never introduce her to Greg. But really, life is just so unpredictable, huh. I mean, just when I didn't want to come back to the Philippines when my father got sick leaving me with no choice but to come back anyway. Then, I was able to fix my family which I thought to be so impossible already. Now, I am just not sure if I am willing to let destiny decide whether I should let Flannel meet her father. I don't know. I am just so confused right now. "Feliceโฆ" Maia called. I closed my eyes and covered my face with both my arms. I bit my lip and looked down. I was on my bed in an indian-sitting position. My head was aching and my mind was haywire. I couldn't think straight, honestly. Flannel was with
After that exhausting meeting and commotion, I went home to our mansion already. We were supposed to have a meeting in the afternoon, but after all the drama, I just couldn't take it anymore. I needed to rest already and I needed to relax first. I needed to see my daughter. She's the only one that could calm me now, to be honest. I sighed and closed my eyes. I took a deep breath before going out of the car. I held onto my shoulder bag and went inside our house. It was already 3 in the afternoon and the living room was so quiet. It made me wonder then if Flannel is taking a nap or something. All I saw were our helpers. They were doing their chores. I sighed and decided to go up already. I went to my room but it was empty. I was about to go to Flannel's room. When I bumped into Mommy on the way there. I immediately arched my brow on her. "Mom, is Flannel sleeping?" I asked but instead of answering she hurriedly went to me and held both of my shoulders. "Oh god, what happened?! Are y