LOGINThe cooper’s new tools arrived at dawn. Aurora learned this because the household steward required her signature for the use of the south courtyard, and had brought three pages of arrangements to explain why.“Prince Flynn has commissioned replacement grain vessels for the northern stores,” he said. “There will be a presentation tomorrow.”“A presentation of barrels?”“Of the commission, Your Highness.”She looked at the paper.“Must I be present?”“His Highness particularly hoped so.”“Then why does this say my father has requested it?”The steward examined the line she indicated.“A misunderstanding in the wording.”“Whose?”He became interested in the condition of his thumbnail. Aurora set the papers down. Beyond the morning room window, rainwater still gleamed in the seams of the terrace. The weather had cleared at last, leaving the gardens bright and the paths treacherous.
Belle rejected the third ribbon because nothing seemed appropriate. Cora held it between two fingers.“The grey, then?”“The grey makes me look ill.”“The blue.”“Too cheerful.”Cora regarded the collection spread across the dressing table.“We appear to have exhausted all of our options."Belle turned from the mirror.“I only want something plain.”“For walking?”“Yes.”Cora selected a narrow green ribbon and began gathering Belle’s hair.Outside, rain ticked against the windows. It had rained for four days, with brief interruptions allowing people to leave shelter. The riding ground was churned beyond use. Master Pell had announced that anyone requiring entertainment could clean a saddle. Belle had not asked twice.On her dressing table lay a folded paper delivered that morning with a book of illustrated horses.The book was genuine, so was the note.
Sebastian returned the candle to the musicians’ cupboard at seven minutes past seven and found Master Venn waiting for him. For one unreasonable moment, he thought of the bridge. “The steward wants music in the east gallery this afternoon,” Venn said. “An unusual repair.” “I was there about the window fastening. He told me to find you.” “Do I require fastening?” Venn looked at the candle in his hand. “Where have you been?” “Discovering how early gardeners begin.” “They complain if you don’t.” He moved aside, leaving Sebastian to put away the candle. A little soil fell from his cuff onto the cupboard shelf. He brushed it into his palm. There had been no alarm. No guard waiting by the narrow door, no maid dispatched to fetch the princess, no royal summons delivered with carefully concealed satisfaction. Aurora had gone upstairs with damp shoes and a collection of seed dust. He had gone in the opposite direction. Nothing had happened. He found himself repeating that as he cl
Aurora discovered at four in the morning that freedom required considerably more effort than she had allowed for. “Your other arm first,” Elsie whispered. “That is my other arm.” “The injured one, Your Highness.” Getting dressed had become an exercise in cooperation with an unreasonable shoulder. Aurora eased her left hand through the sleeve while Elsie supported the cloth. Even so, something pulled beneath the bruise, and she stopped breathing until it passed. Elsie noticed. Elsie noticed everything. “A very promising beginning.” “It hurts when I dress for breakfast, too.” “Yes, but breakfast seldom requires an escape.” “We are using a door.” “An improvement upon your earlier methods.” Aurora submitted to the fastening of a plain brown wool dress. Its hem had been pinned above her ankles, revealing stockings and the stoutest walking shoes her wardrobe possessed. The shoes had been bought for an autumn visit to an estate where everyone had subsequently travelled by carriage.
The lute sounded better after the repair. Sebastian found this irritating. He had hoped to spend the morning correcting it rather than considering the conversation that had distracted him from his work. Instead, the bridge held, the strings settled, and every note arrived with an inconvenient clarity. I did not ask to be born here. He plucked the lowest string. No one did. It was a poor defence of anything. He had not asked to be born in a house that would eventually be searched by soldiers. Nora had not asked to carry a forged instruction. The boy selling apples outside the palace had certainly not selected his circumstances from a list. Princess Aurora’s dissatisfaction should have interested him less than a badly tuned instrument. He played the opening bars of a drinking song. By the second verse, he had forgotten the words. Nora received her lost wages on a Tuesday. Not from Sebastian. He understood enough about kindness to know that being seen providing it could make
Master Fenwick had provided Aurora with four books, two document boxes, and a warning about candle wax. He had not provided the answer she wanted. By the third afternoon, she suspected this was deliberate. The succession settlement occupied only eleven pages. The agreements required to explain it filled most of her table. Every apparent opening led to another restriction, and every restriction referred to someone long dead who had apparently anticipated her objections. She turned back to Queen Eleanor’s marriage articles. With the assent of the sovereign council. Which council? The council appointed before the marriage, or the one assembled afterwards? And what constituted assent? A vote? A signature? General silence while someone important announced the decision? Aurora made a note. Across the library, something twanged. She closed her eyes. Another note followed, lower and considerably less musical. “Has it offended you?” she asked. “Persistently.” Sebastian sat near th
If you’d asked me then, I would’ve told you my life made sense. Not perfect, because nobody’s life at eighteen is perfect, no matter how polished it looks from the outside. But it made sense. I had grades good enough to keep my parents off my back most of the time, a clear plan for university, two
The car ride home should’ve been easy. Clair was in a good mood, half turned toward me in the passenger seat with one leg tucked under herself, talking about who had worn what, who had embarrassed themselves and who was definitely hooking up with who by the look of it. She was bright and animated
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