LOGINDAMIAN
The ride back home is quiet
Too quiet, in fact.
Not her voice. Not my thoughts. Not even the feral roar of my beast rumbling under my skin, threatening consistently to break free and wreak havoc in a fit of madness.
For once, in so long a time, even my beast is silent.Ophelis sits just across from me, with a distracted look. Even though her gaze follows the shifting trees as we travel, I could pick the flinching, telltale looks of regrets on her face. As though she considers an escape out of here.
Even so, her straight back posture, upright chin and crossed legs catches my eyes. Like the clandestine manner of a woman in high graces. It fills me with pride, curving the corners of my lips upward in self appreciation.
But beneath that, is the occasional tremble of her fingers. The frequent shifts of broken focus into sadness and anger, as she wages an internal war with her troubled mind.
Not that it matters anymore.
We are married already, by reason of contract. And nothing is to abort that until the tenure expires.
Three months is the term of the contract. By the end of the term, I will be Alpha and then, she will be free to return to her life.
That said, it does not matter how she feels about it. She is to only play her part, no matter how crude it may seem.
Her fingers tremble again, and a smile parts my lips once more. For what is worth, I move a finger to prod her side, pulling her attention to me.
“Do you regret it?” I ask once our eyes meet, slow and low. “The marriage.”
She lets out a sarcastic laugh, fixing her gaze on me. “I am married to a complete stranger.” An irritated look breaks out on her face. “Am I supposed to enjoy it?”
A chuckle escapes my lips as intrigue fills me. And then I realize, I have not really conversed with her. But there is a lack of subject matter to discuss with her—save to remind her role once we arrive.
I draw a breath. “You know the rules right? You know what is expected of you, as you are my wife now. And for three months, you are to live as such without giving any iota of doubt to anyone, understood?”
Her eyes narrow, nostrils flare, highlighting the further disgust on her face. “Oh really, I did not remember hiring you as my reminder steward.”
“I am–”
“Save it!” Ophelia cuts in. “Let's just get this done with and get out of each other's way.” She says, huffing to the window again, completely ignoring me.
And that irks me, madly.
So in a low voice, I call out to her. “I am still talking, Ophelia. You do not interrupt me. You do not turn your back when I speak. You do not–”
“I do not breathe without you saying so, yes, got it!” Ophelia turns around, scowling.
“Yes.” I nod.
“W-what?” She gasps in disbelief, then with a tone dripping with sarcasm. “Would you want to brand your slave contract on my chest as well, my lord?”
“If need be, Ophelia.” I blurt out, letting the words hang out in the air before I continue.
“Yes, Ophelia. You would do as I want when I want, and wherever I want. And in return, my protection and my assets will cover and protect you. Do you understand?”
“That sounds more like a slave contract than a marriage.” She rolls her eyes.
And again, I affirm. “Yes, I call the shots.”
“My God, you’re insufferable.” She mutters softly, nearly evoking a smile from me but I straighten up.
“What a romantic honeymoon this is.” Ophelia huffs.
“Romance was never part of the deal.” I chirp in quietly, taking note of the shifting expressions of shock, anger, and disgust on her face.
But it does not matter. We are married, and bound to each other until the tenure is over. And until that happens, I will have to keep putting her in place, lest she oversteps.
We are partners in this, not friends and certainly not lovers. And it shall remain that way.
Ophelia says nothing to me, except fiddling with her fingers. And every now and then, I catch the gaze of the old driver’s eyes through the rear view mirror.
The silence returns but this time, it is comforting and welcoming. The row of trees finally thins out as our ride cuts into open fields. And just some meters ahead is home—the Cryptic Castle.
The stone castle stands high and easily towers above the other buildings in the vicinity. It is a breathtaking sight that captures attention consistently.
Especially Ophelia’s.
She leans forward as we drive into the estate, her lips parting in surprise. As if I have taken her into a world of wonder. Except this is only just where I live.
As the car rolls to a stop in the driveway, palace guards salute us. I ignore all of that, to focus on her as she shifts from left to right, soaking in the sights.
All of which fills me with pity. That perhaps, this was all too much for her. After all, she had only just escaped her pursuers, by my hands.
And now, she is here, on the big reveal of who I am really. But pity was a grace too great to afford. The sooner she can soak all this in, the easier we can achieve our goals.
“Oh, I forgot to mention, Ophelia.” I start slow. “But I am the Alpha’s son, Regent Alpha of the Cryptic Pack.” I casually blurt in as my driver exits the car to open my door.
There and then, I catch the widening of her eyes, the parting of her lips as she mulls on my words. Witnessing this fills me with a strange sense of satisfaction as she finally realizes what she walks into.
Except that now, there is no escape– no, not really.
Slave or wife, Ophelia… Now let our nuptial performance begin. .
Yeah, walk away. That’s all you can do best. Her words eat deep at me echoing in my head like someone tapping a metal spoon against the edge of glass. I grit my teeth, feeling the rising heat in my guts for her audacious statement. For a moment, only silence rocks the breakfast table. The only persistent sounds being the clink of silverware as the wolves pretentiously devour their meals, as if totally ignorant of the brawl between Ophelia and I. My jaw clenches. My muscles spasms. Every inch of me cries and begs for me to react, body swelling with righteous anger– aching to be let out. To let loose on her. On Ophelia and her loose tongue, and for always trying to get on my nerves. A part of me roars with the approval to go all out. I am Regent Alpha and if I cannot put my wife in place, then how can I demand respect from anyone? If it cannot even start from my house? I grind my teeth in dissatisfaction, my chest welling with rage. I feel my wolf– feral and savage, growing to be
OPHELIADamian didn’t return to the room last night. Not that I care. I say as I grip the butter knife in my hand a little too hard. Last night turned out to be much worse than I was expecting it to be. And honestly, I blame myself for acting irrationally. I was already in a bad mood because of Sabrina and the fact that he didn’t return as he promised just made it worse.I might have given him an attitude but did he make things any better? No!Instead, he storms out of the room as though I’m not even worth a second of his time. I just find it funny that he’s the one who keeps trying to put up an image that we’re a loving couple yet, he hasn’t slept in the room for two nights in a row.I didn’t feel his energy even in the adjoined room which meant that after my outburst, he left without turning back. Classic Damian.His flip-flap character is so hard to get used to. I don’t know how to behave around him when I never know what mood he wears at a particular time in a day.It’s almost
DAMIANI slam the door faster and harder than I want to. Not wanting extra gossip on me, I am a bit worried that someone may have heard that. Yet I find comfort in the fact that it is better–far better than standing there and taking the nonsense she throws at me. My eyes narrow, expression hardens as I clench my jaws. I thought we had something special going on? Why this suddenly? It is almost as if we are back to being strangers. Considering my heritage, saying and keeping my words are very important to my person–and my office. And while I know that I performed subpar to the expectations, there is an explanation for this. Should I have thrown Sir Wicker out instead of receiving him properly just because she was waiting for me? Sir Wicker is like a father to me, and his presence in the castle means a lot. Both to the people and my father. I made the best of decisions to spend time with her because we are married together– she could wait. Sir Wicker could not–he is always moving
OPHELIAHe’s not yet back!Turning over to my side for the umpteenth time, I let out a loud sigh in a bid to express my frustration. It is starting to get to me, way more than I did bargain for. I should not feel this way, I know. But it is hard. I am left here, with thoughts of how close we have become, since today–since the time on the hill. His smile, his forced hardness but not in a lustful way.It is the way he presents himself. Head held up high, shoulders straight and muscles taut. Like he constantly has something to prove about being the beacon of perfection. He is Regent Alpha, after all. I am not an Alpha so maybe I do not understand. Maybe this fronting is necessary on his part, considering he is yet to be the official Alpha. However, what I do understand is seeing all those clandestine layers unfold when we were together. He let himself go, completely being free with me. And for the first time, in a long time–perhaps since forever–he was not the ego driven man I am c
DAMIANShe was there. My heart pounds faster at the realization of this. As Sir Wicker says, I should not have come back from it. But here I am. Now, it burns me in the face about how silly I have been. About the excuse I have been making for her–Opelia. Willingly turning a blind eye to what she represents in hopes that some day, she would come clean to me. But twice does the trick. “Ah!’ I sigh out, massaging my temples with one hand–So I was not wrong to have come at it like that? Vindication floods my heart at this. Yet at the same time, I feel a flutter in it, as I make yet another excuse for her, again–She’s only waiting for the right moment to tell you, Damian.I ground my teeth at this, distracted by the blind elder’s gentle whisper. “You say?” I ask. “Ophelia…” Sir Wicker repeats, as if he's tasting the words, rolling it on his tongue as much as he could. “And who is this Ophelia?” I swallow, suddenly feel self-conscious at the mention of her name. “She’s my bride. I
His blind eyes stare right back at mine– unblinking. Enough to convince me of his words as the truth right away. But that could not be– I struggle mentally, trying to dismiss his words. Yet the more I try, the more uneasy his unblinking eyes make me. “W-what did you say?” I ask with squeezed eyebrows, hoping against all hope I heard him wrong. That has to be the case, right? There is no way he would say that, just like that. But what comes out of his words shatters this deceptive comfort almost immediately. “You heard me, Damian.. “Then the iciness in his expression softens, replaced by something light– almost teasing. With a shrug and an upward curve of his lips, he pats my shoulder. “And perhaps we should discuss this someplace quieter.” Sir Wicker leans in now, shifting his gaze left and right,as if searching for something. “The walls have ears, they say.” Filled with burning curiosity and anxiety, I want to argue that it would be the same case even in an enclosed space if







