Kahlan POV I had the cookies covered before I hurried toward Eric's room. There were a lot of maids in front of his room which got me amazed for a moment. Why were they so many? Were they really preparing the Alpha or was there someone else in the room with him? Was Eric really planning to mate someone else? Wait, I'm not supposed to even be bothered about something like this, right? Yes, because I don't care. He might go to hell, and marry whoever he wished. Why? Because it wouldn't even matter. I planned to kill him anyways. I stopped in front of the maids. "I want to give some cookies to E_," I pulled myself to a sudden stop and cleared my throat meaningfully. "To the Alpha." Maybe these sharks would have had me whole if I didn't correct myself earlier. One of the maids that looked a bit older regarded me for a moment while the others stood still like a statue. "Take it," she ordered and I didn't even know what she meant. I was expecting them to part the way for me, instea
Kahlan POV I thought it was funny until I got brushed and scrubbed until I was clean. And the funniest thing about this is that I didn't do anything. They were the ones that did all the jobs. I was led to a room where new clothes lay on the bed for me. So, I'm getting new clothes? Wonderful. "But are you sure the Alpha would still like to have the cookies when I give them to him?" I asked, skeptical. I mean I had taken almost an hour. If I was the one, I would have lost interest in the cookies. Unless, as I've concluded earlier, it was all about me and not the cookies. The woman smiled. It was the first time that I would see one of the maids smile at me. Everyone from this pack actually has pride. And well, Eric was the Alpha of proudness. That was why he always had mood swings. "Don't worry, it's the procedure. You will be fine," she assured. I let out a sigh and assisted in wearing the clothes. Within a few minutes, I was ready and looking even more beautiful. They didn't do
Eric POV For a moment, I saw the expression on Kahlan's face change and it looked like she was going to ask me something. I desperately want her to listen to me. I must not let Hardin win. He must fail in wanting to pull me and my mate apart. "Eric, I_," she pulled to a stop suddenly when one of the maids walked in. I cleared my throat meaningfully and turned to walk toward the desk. Well, I knew what Kahlan was going to say. She was going to taunt me as usual. She wouldn't even listen to anything around her. She was so good at just listening to her voice. She was exactly like me. I wonder why the moon goddess would give me someone like me. It makes everything harder for me. And the elders are on my neck already. I didn't want to tell them that Kahlan was my mate until she accepted. Because as long as the elders were concerned, they would force Kahlan. Who cares about how she feels anyways? Somehow, the moment I discovered that my brother was involved in this, I started to care
Kahlan POV For some minutes after Eric had left, I stood frozen on the floor. His words kept ringing in my ears. And well, I would have asked him to explain if the maid hadn't interrupted. Though, I couldn't stop asking myself if I was ready to believe him. Would I only believe him if he admitted to the offense? How then was I sure that he actually committed the crime? If Eric didn't do it, what would I do? But then, who could have done it? And why was Eric present that day? There was a lot I wanted to hear from Eric. No, there was a lot I could have asked from him, instead of pointing accusing fingers, and preventing him from explaining. The space would have been filled if I had listened to him earlier. I mean why didn't I think of it earlier? I took the tray and walked out of the room. There were only a few maids in front of the room, as the others had followed the Alpha. I walked back to the hall that had suddenly changed during my few minutes of absence. I walked to the wo
Kahlan POV I couldn't really explain how disappointed I felt at what Eric just did. But I was expecting it. I didn't treat Eric very well, how do I expect him to treat me? But he could have tried to be more understanding, right? I turned around to see where Eric went and realized it was towards Marco. I watched them for a moment, forcefully, and finally decided to leave the hall. It was pointless anyway. I shouldn't have been here in the first place. Even at that, my legs felt very heavy. I didn't want to leave the party. I wanted to stay back and watch Eric. Perhaps, he would soon be free. Suddenly, Marco walked away from Eric and towards the entrance of the hall. It looked like he was going to leave. I hurried after him quickly. Well, if I can't hear anything from Eric, Marco would be in the best position to explain it to me. And this time, I'm going to listen to all the explanations and I will decide later if I'm supposed to believe it or not. I hurried up as I wanted to me
Kahlan POV I walked inside the room and Eric's scent wafted into my nose. I just admit that I love the way he scents. And thanks to the mate bond, I'm even finding it difficult to concentrate. I moved to the picture frame again. It was the first thing I saw and because I didn't want to go around touching his things, it resulted in caressing the picture. I don't believe that I would be missing my father so much. Well, I knew that I would forever miss my mother. Everything happened so quickly. There was no chance to even do anything. But the fact that I suddenly became so helpless and hopeless and lonely was something I should get used to. I'm enraged at whoever did something so huge to me and I sincerely doubt that I would be able to forgive them. They gave me a long-lasting sadness. But what I'm currently concerned about is blaming the atrocities on the innocent. If Eric was really innocent and I was blaming it on him, I wouldn't forgive myself as well. And somehow, I desperate
Kahlan POV Eric shook his head slowly. "I don't." I turned away slowly. So, it was right. Eric wasn't the main culprit but I've been treating him badly all this while. "Kahlan," Eric called softly. I swallowed harder and closed my eyes against the tears that threatened to seep from my eyes. I couldn't blot out my parents' images from my mind. I could still see them, in their blood. This is all my fault. If I hadn't left that day if only I wasn't that angry. But there's no point in regretting, was there? I've lost everyone and I've done something wrong to my mate, thinking he was the one that killed my pack. "I believe you," I said softly but even my voice sounded unlike mine. How was I supposed to face Eric despite all I had done to him? Would he be able to forgive me? I felt weak suddenly. Before I knew it, I was in Eric's arms. I must have lost my balance and he must have caught me. "I'm sorry, Eric. I'm sorry," I stuttered as I felt emotions cloud my mind. I couldn't eve
Eric POV I couldn't tell Kahlan, not now by the way. I would do it later when this isn't as serious as it was currently. As far as I know Kahlan, she would never listen to me the moment she knew it was my brother that killed her family. She might think I sided with my brother to eliminate her pack. Damn, I don't want to lose her. For now, it seems like I have everything in control. I walked inside the hall again and my gaze searched around for the elders. Marco said the elders urgently wanted to speak with me. I have no idea what they want currently. They seemed to want to speak with me every moment. Little do they know that the misunderstanding between me and Kahlan has been settled. Ok, they all concluded on two things and I was supposed to go with whichever I was ok with. I was either supposed to force Kahlan or go with Naomi for now. Even after I told them that Naomi wasn't destined to give me an heir, they still insisted. They claimed that the whole pack is feeling restless